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Xu Xiyan's plan did not include himself.

This cognition makes the child feel anxious outside.

How is this possible?

Xu Xiyan almost had selfishness written all over his face. Asking him to sacrifice for others was worse than killing him.

But after this idea came into being, many things that Tong Zhuo felt awkward before suddenly came together.

That's right, if Xu Xiyan really only thinks about himself, why didn't he sacrifice Pei Zhuyang in the first place?

Why did he have to suffer for eight years like a semi-cripple, and why did he study the reverse death of being scolded by someone pointing at the spine?

If his 200-year plan at the beginning was more in line with his way of doing things, then he later repeatedly overturned Tong Zhuo's vision of him through the final game.

Why?What exactly does Xu Xiyan want to do?

What was it that he wanted to do from eight years ago until today?

Assuming that Tong Zhuo was really mistaken, Xu Xiyan is indeed a person who is willing to sacrifice himself for his friends... What about Qi Chaoyue?

Qi Chaoge is dead, but Qi Chaoyue is still alive.

Xu Xiyan abandoned the 200-year plan and decided to open a channel to reality through the final game. This is something that is beneficial to the majority of players, but by doing so...won't he sacrifice Qi Chaoyue?

He stabbed his friends?Isn't Qi Chaoyue his friend?

Could it be that Xu Xiyan felt that Qi Chaoyue killed Qi Chaoge, so Qi Chaoyue held a grudge?

...Isn't that right?

Etc., etc.

Tong Zhuo felt that he was about to think of it.

Xu Xiyan's plan did not include himself...and Qi Chaoyue.

- They have one thing in common.

Tong Zhuo suddenly remembered a game he played in the school classroom a long time ago, before he entered the mirror world.

Draw a circle on the white paper, write ten names including yourself in the circle, and then cross out one by one according to the teacher's request.

Tong Zhuo still remembers that when he crossed himself out, there was still his mother's name in the circle.

This is the last person left in his circle, and the person he loves the most in his life, more than himself.

If Tong Zhuo was asked to play this game again now, he estimated that his name might not even be among the top three.

Everyone has such a circle in their hearts.

Everyone has to decide whose name will stay in the circle until the end when the circle shrinks.

Tong Zhuo thought it was complicated from the beginning.

Xu Xiyan is neither an extraordinary saint nor a selfish villain. On the contrary, he is a very, very ordinary person.

It's not that he and Qi Chaoyue didn't exist in his circle from the beginning.

However, at the moment when Qi Chaoge died, or earlier, when he knew what the death contract and the person who owed the death were——

He walked out of the circle he had drawn by himself.

From eight years ago to eight years later, his plan has changed several times, but the core things have never changed.

He just wants to protect his circle like an ordinary person.

——Even if he is not in this circle.

Why not himself?Because he hates.

He hated the God of Death's contract so much, just as he hated those who owed God of Death so much.

Not born, not dead, not human, not ghost.

He studied reverse surrogate death like a fool. After he passed the final game, he changed the rules of the death contract without asking for anything.

This is his heart knot, a scar that he has never healed.

The death contract is to Xu Xiyan, just like Shen Jing is to Pei Zhuyang.

Whenever it is mentioned, it is the same bloody.

The moment he wanted to understand this point, a corner of the truth broke into Tong Zhuo's mind unexpectedly.

Tong Zhuo murmured: "I know...so he doesn't want to be a person who owes the God of Death, and he never wants to be a person who owes the God of Death."

"Huh? What do you mean? What are you talking about?"

Qi Chaoyue was still in a daze, not knowing what Tong Zhuo was thinking of.

Tong Zhuo said: "I seem to know...Xu Xiyan, Xu Xiyan should hate people who owe death so much, that's why he abandoned you and himself. He...he couldn't accept this kind of relationship based on other things from the beginning. A mechanism where players can only survive by sacrificing.”

"Ah?" Qi Chaoyue was inexplicable for a while, and said: "Well, we have actually thought about the problem you mentioned. At the beginning, everyone was not able to accept this kind of thing, and I didn't want my sister to die for me, but Things have already happened and I can't help it... It's not my fault, will anyone hate themselves because of other people's faults?"

Has Qi Chaoyue ever felt relieved?Actually no.

Otherwise, she wouldn't have called herself Qi Chaoge for so many years.

But the reason she couldn't let go was because she killed Qi Chaoge, not because she was bound to the death contract.

The death contract is not what she wants to bind. In principle, both she and Qi Chaoge are victims of the mirror world.

Tong Zhuo said sullenly: "Yes."

Xu Xiyan is such a wonderful thing.

Even if he hasn't killed anyone, he still hates himself for surviving like this from the root.

Maybe it's because of being together for too long that the thoughts have become similar. At this moment, Tong Zhuo put himself in Xu Xiyan's shoes and understood Xu Xiyan's thoughts.

Tong Zhuo thought about it, if he himself was a dead person, and the person who was bound was his teacher or Xu Xiyan, he would probably hate himself as much as Xu Xiyan and the death contract.

People who are already dead can just go to reincarnation happily, why should innocent people be involved?

Even if a person like him is alive, so what, no matter how hard he tries, it is impossible to open the path to reality, but the teacher is alive, so many players will be saved.

If the teacher is alive...

There was a question with a low priority that lingered in Tong Zhuo's mind from beginning to end.

He had almost never thought about the possibility of this question, but at this moment, he suddenly felt blessed and thought of a... evil way that fit Xu Xiyan's character very well.

Xu Xiyan once "betrayed" them, what was it for?

After Qi Chaoyue failed to attack Pei Zhuyang and everyone came out of the game, Xu Xiyan disappeared for a period of time inexplicably, and was later found to have returned to Wanhun as a team member.

Even if the final facts show that Xu Xiyan neither "betrayed" nor joined forces with Qi Chaoyue to deal with Pei Zhuyang, the reason for his departure is still unclear.

He did give an explanation, but his explanation was not strong enough to match the purpose he had worked so hard to achieve, at the risk of being mistaken for betrayal.

At this moment, Tong Zhuo suddenly thought of it.

In fact, the reason is just a cover-up. Xu Xiyan is not good at lying at all. What he did after he "betrayed" them is the reason for his betrayal.

What did he do?He cleared the end game for the second time.

This is his reason.

This is the reason why he has paid such a high price to keep his mouth shut.

Why did he pass the end game a second time?

Because he needs an item, a special item that cannot be obtained in any other way except the end game.

It was by no means a prop that Tong Zhuo and the others had heard of for the first time. The mirror of reincarnation that could go back in time was simply a joke.

The mirror of reincarnation, even if there is such a thing, it is not a prop that Xu Xiyan wants.

Xu Xiyan threw this thing out just to cover up his real purpose.

There was only one prop that he thought of, and there could only be one.

It was the prop that had fettered him for eight years. It was the evil object that he wished to smash to ashes. It was also the gallows that liberated him, and it was the gunfire that declared war on the gods.

That's... a death contract.

It's a death contract, it can only be a death contract.

He wanted to use the death contract on Pei Zhuyang.

That's why Xu Xiyan kept his plan secret.

Because no one else would agree with him, no one could hate those who owed death as much as he did.

Others may sympathize and pity, but they will not hate, because those who owe death are also victims in the final analysis.

No one can empathize with him.

No one knew that he had already stepped out of the drawn circle.

From the very beginning, he-

"He wants to die."

For the first time, Tong Zhuo's voice was full of outright fear.

The author says:

There have been a little more interruptions in the past two days, but it is almost over, and there will be no such thing as interruptions soon!There are not many chapters left! !