Why aren't people raising me

In fact, Masaharu Nakahara doesn't hate the children in Yangli, nor does he have no feelings for them at all. Although Chuya left him at the beginning, other people did not insist on objecting after the initial ridicule. He didn't treat Masaharu harshly either. After going through the difficult babyhood for both Masaharu and Chuya, the supplies that should be distributed to "companions" also declined. They just didn't want to bring a burden when they couldn't protect themselves. And after the organization gradually became stronger, these people also became "gentle".

It's just that Masaharu's goodwill was gradually worn away in the disputes they had with Zhongya. In fact, they would avoid the young children when they quarreled, but even if they didn't know exactly what happened, Masaharu was definitely biased towards Zhongya.

Shirase took in Chuya, who didn't even know bread, and Chuya took in Masaharu, who couldn't even speak. These kindnesses really existed. They were just a self-defense group of minors with pure goals at the beginning, but "the elders Group" grew up to be more and more dissatisfied with it.

Masaharu Nakahara can occasionally hear Shirase and Shogo make unreasonable rumors after drinking secretly, saying that they want to kill GSS, kill port mafia, dominate Yokohama, make "sheep" a giant, earn untold money, and talk more and more. The more defiant and ungrateful.

"If I had not given him the bread, he would have starved to death."

This is what Shirase often said,

"But now he is less and less obedient to command, does he really regard himself as the leader?"

The others, headed by him, nodded and agreed, "That is, if you want me to say, Shirase should still be the leader, and we don't have to be as fearful as we are now, even if we drink, we have to be afraid of being caught in the middle. It’s like an old lady preaching.”

A proud and arrogant age will magnify expectations that are not ideal or delusional.

At that time, Masaharu Nakahara still regarded the sheep as his belonging, and called the members of the sheep brothers and sisters. Faced with the dissension among his family members, Masaharu only thought it was a complaint, but he did not expect it to develop to such a serious level.

"If you don't win, you will be our thugs. You don't know when the sheep will be wiped out." He lay on the top of the container and shouted to the few people who were breathing alcohol, "It was you who called Zhongye to be the leader. Yes, because Zhong Ye is very strong, and you clearly agree with it!"

"Huh? What are you doing up there, come down quickly!" Shirase knew who it was when he heard the voice, squinted his eyes and looked up, and jumped up from the ground, "Masaji! You forgot that I told you not to go there Is it a dangerous place, it will cost a lot of medical bills if you fall and break your leg!"

Masaharu Nakahara trembled from the yelling, "...everyone told you to avoid me in everything."

"You are only so old, it's useless to take you."

Nakahara Masaharu pursed his lips and stared at him,

Shirase held the wine bottle in his hand and put one hand in his pocket. He stood in a very casual posture, looking like a jerk, "Why, are you not convinced?"

"Brother Shirose is so annoying!"

"If you hate it, hate it, anyway, you only like Chuya."

"I'm going to sue him, you guys are stealing wine."

"you dare!"

Masaharu Nakahara shrank his head and stepped back from the edge of the container. From Shirase's perspective, he disappeared from sight all at once.

The gray-haired boy opened his eyes, "Yazhi! You stop, what if you fall—"

***

Masaharu Nakahara withdrew his straight gaze, and continued to turn his numb wrist silently.

Osamu Dazai saw his distraction just now, "Have you thought of something good?"

"Why can you conclude that is a good thing?"

"You can see it at a glance."

Nakahara Masaharu raised his eyes slightly, and suddenly met Dazai Osamu's heavy eyes from the rearview mirror.

As if infected, Masaharu Nakahara's expression became a little strange,

"I want to know what happened in Zhongya." He straightened his tone as if he was negotiating with someone in a childish tone.

"what?"

"What happened to him, why don't you just ask him?"

Nakahara Masaharu said word by word, "I've never told Shirase, don't say such things."

But Osamu Dazai laughed out loud, his smile was not pleasant and brisk, but chilled intermittently, "You know, if you didn't say it, or did something to make him feel Abandon disgusting words or actions, then he will not believe that sentence."

I know.

Masaharu Nakahara moved his seat so that he could see the busy Chuya outside through the car window.

There was a shadow cast by the brim of the hat on the face of the ochre-haired boy, which almost covered his expression, but Masaharu Nakahara saw him glance this way.

The windows are privacy-proof and can only be seen from the inside.

We still care about each other.

Masaharu Nakahara is deeply aware of this.

"So I want to apologize to him." Masaharu Nakahara said calmly, "I must apologize to him."

This time Osamu Dazai didn't make any more sarcasm, he seemed to have seen some kind of expected future, and he was surprisingly silent.

Masaharu Nakahara glanced at the time displayed on the car: November 11th, he secretly sighed that it was still too late, and then thought about how he should feel when he disappeared under the noses of the two police officers.

"Did Chuya come here because the eyeliner died?"

Hearing this, Osamu Dazai looked at Masaharu again.

Eight years old, a very young age.

The white-haired boy undoubtedly has a weak appearance that can be slaughtered by others, but he always reveals a disobedient temperament. The kidnapper's drug effect is still there, and his expression will become dull from time to time. He can only lean against the car door Only in order to support the body, but deliberately turning the injured wrist is to keep awake by pain.

Waiting in the Central Plains also.

Osamu Dazai saw his drive to stay awake,

The black-haired boy leaned back on his seat, closed his eyes and said calmly, "As soon as the information from the eyeliner was cut off, he postponed most of the tasks, and came here out of his mind."

The guess was right again, and Chuya had indeed been paying attention to him.

Masaharu Nakahara's eyes flickered,

He seemed to be able to see the anxious expression of the red-haired boy sitting in the car and rushing on the road, but he couldn't be too obvious because of his identity, so he suppressed the frown.

Speaking of...

Nakahara Masaharu looked around calmly,

Where's Darryl?

Masaharu Nakahara was not used to seeing the Grim Reaper since he woke up.

But Shinigami has a little habit of observing human beings. Masaharu Nakahara pondered for two seconds, and thought in disbelief...she wouldn't follow Matsuda Jinpei and Hagiwara Kenji.

"Are the police looking for me?" Masaharu Nakahara asked again.

"No."

"you're lying."

"Well, they're crazy, and there's a lot of noise."

"It's not small...was the playground closed at that time?"

"Almost." Osamu Dazai said, "But even so, they still can't find you."

The topic was interrupted, Yazhi was caught off guard and the car door was pulled open, the support he was leaning on was empty, his body tilted and was about to fall, but crashed into a hard embrace.

Masaharu Nakahara looked up: "... Chuya, your muscles have hardened."

Zhong Yuanzhong also helped him up, "Sit down."

He turned around and saw the figure in the back seat.

Zhongyuan Zhongye: "..."

Zhong Yuanzhong was also surprised: "Why are you here, mackerel!"

Masaharu Nakahara suddenly realized, "He used to be called this nickname, I understand, mackerel!"

Then he felt a pain in his forehead, and he only heard Nakahara Chuya seriously say, "Masaji, you can't be so rude."

Masaharu Nakahara: "...?"

Forget it, these are not the point!

Masaharu Nakahara stretched his eyelids, and grabbed Nakahara Chuya by the corner of his clothes, "Chuya, I have something to tell you, it's very important!"

Tomorrow, June 11th.

The investigation into his disappearance should be the Criminal Division, and Kenji Hagihara of the Explosive Ordnance Disposal Division will still carry out the mission of killing people.

"Just right, I also have something important to tell you."

Zhong Yuanzhong also lowered his eyes, and there seemed to be something surging in the cobalt blue.

Such a strange look made Masaharu Nakahara's heart skip a beat.

His consciousness gradually became drowsy, but Zhongye's voice came to his ears clearly, "Those two police officers in the playground, do they have the idea of ​​adopting you? Very good, such a respected position, character You should be able to believe it, I think you like them too..."

Wait……

Nakahara Masaharu stared at him blankly,

Wait, what is he talking about? !

"I've got someone to arrange it, Yazhi, you just..."

"Be a happy child in the bright world."