Hit ghost

Lin Ranran obeyed her brother's instructions and did not call for a doctor. Since then, Ji Duan's state of being tormented by memory to the point of insanity has almost become a daily routine, and even reached a state where even he himself is numb.

In this short week, Ji Duan stayed on the live broadcast platform on time every day, listening to Xie Jin's gentle voice recounting the past, and then fell into the pain that stimulated the brain again, trying to put together those scattered memory fragments over and over again.

He repeated it over and over again, and in Lin Ranran's view, it was like a hopeless self-redemption.

Because Ji Duan is unwilling to forget those important memories, and at the same time he feels powerless to himself, so he abuses himself over and over again. This is his punishment for himself.

When did it start?Maybe looking at the familiar face but not being able to find it in the blank brain, there will be an unknown fire in his heart, Ji Duan knows very clearly that he has no reason to hate anyone, he can only choose to hate himself.

But it is undeniable that this kind of almost masochistic behavior did have a certain effect. Although it was a wild wish to think of everything, Ji Duan remembered some fragments in just a week.

As if in a dream, in Xie Jin's gentle voice, Ji Duan saw himself walking in an old city that he had never stepped into before, wearing a sleeveless old man's shirt and leaning against the second-floor railing of a dilapidated rental house on a sultry night when he was sweating all over his body. He ate old popsicles that cost fifty cents each, and someone listened to him complaining, his eyes sparkling.

The memory that never existed in his mind, accompanied by a flood of pain stinging his brain these days, Ji Duan has repeatedly held back on the verge of collapse.

He proposed to meet Xie Jin more than once, but Lin Ranran tactfully dissuaded him. She said that now is not the time. He would see Xie Jin now, which would be a big blow to both of them. It will take time, and wait.

So Ji Duan continued to endure the torment, even though the desire in his heart became stronger for that man named Xie Jin, he still restrained himself from being dragged into the bottom of the sea by the vortex of memory.

These days, Ji Duan is like an excellent employee who checks in regularly every day. He watches Xie Jin's live broadcast on time. He is sure that he has never been so active even when he was a student.

Also on time is Xie Jin, who will appear on the live broadcast platform every day, and then use that faint voice to tell the stories they have spent together, as if it is something he never tires of detailing these bizarre stories to the point of not letting go of any details .

The two of them separated the internet and the screen, one was talking and the other was listening. I don't know when Ji Duan even ignored the headache that bothered him. He only had eyes for the man on the screen who spoke slowly.

Want to see him, I want to see him.

The thoughts in my heart became more and more intense, and there was a voice in my heart shouting crazily, which even overwhelmed Xie Jin, making Ji Duan unable to calm down for a long time.

But the time is not yet ripe, at least that's what Lin Ranran told him. Ji Duan once asked when the so-called time is ripe, but Lin Ranran shrugged at him, saying that at least he would wait until he saw Xie Jin without a face Just hug your head and cry, otherwise it would be so embarrassing.

So Ji Duan really calmed down and waited. He asked someone to buy a very thick notebook, and copied Xie Jin’s words verbatim during the live broadcast. .

During this period of time, Ji Duan never received any sedative injections.

Today he opened the live broadcast room as usual, and Xie Jin's story has reached the end of Badong Village.

After hearing that the man stepped into that paradise and the more dangerous hospital alone for the young man who was unconscious because of the curse, Ji Duan felt that his chest was swollen, and his heart seemed to be tightly held by an invisible hand. Hold it, the pain is like being squeezed out bright blood.

He buried his face in the soft silk pillow and sobbed silently, his shoulders trembled with his movements, Ji Duan never hated himself more than now.

His eyes were completely bloodshot due to strong emotional fluctuations, and he heard Xie Jin say slowly after a brief silence: "...but he doesn't remember me anymore, I really miss him and want to touch his warm body, hug him tightly and tell him personally, but I can’t help it.”

There was another silence, and Ji Duan raised his head to look at the screen, just in time to see Xie Jin turn his face back from outside the camera, and there were still tears in the corners of his eyes that had not been completely wiped away.

Fuck timing!

Ji Duan felt something hot pouring into his brain, he dropped the tablet and turned over from the bed, dragging his shoes and rushing straight out of the ward.

His eyes were red like a soldier who had just fought bloody battles on the battlefield, knocking open one door after another, until he met Lin Ranran who happened to arrive at the floor at the elevator entrance.

"Brother?! What are you doing?" Lin Ranran exclaimed, she was still carrying the corn ribs soup made by her aunt who was cooking at home, and before she had time to send it to the ward, she bumped into Ji Duan as soon as she got out of the elevator.

Her brother, wearing silk pajamas as a hospital gown, blocked the elevator door, looking like a mad cow.

His mobile phone was still making real-time sounds, it was Xie Jin who was speaking, and Lin Ranran instantly realized the reason why Ji Duan would rush out regardless of his image.

"Don't stop me, I'm going to see him."

The muscles on Ji Duan's face twitched like spasms. It could be seen that he was actively suppressing certain emotions in his heart. Now even if Lin Ranran stood in front of him, he would resolutely go to see that person.

"Get out of the way, Ran Ran, I don't want to treat you..." His words were interrupted by Lin Ranran's throwing motion, and the little thing that was not as big as a palm drew an arc in the air and landed firmly in Ji Duan's hand.

"Can I still stop you? If you didn't remember it for a long time, would I be here to be your nanny?" Lin Ranran rolled her eyes angrily, and what she threw to Ji Duan was her car key.

"You must not forget my license plate number." She stuck out her tongue at Ji Duan, and then pointed to the pajamas on him, "I don't want tomorrow's headline to be about you running wildly in the street in pajamas, and you have to I'll wipe my ass... By the way, do you still know the way?"

The so-called road she meant was of course the address of Xie Jin's house.

Ji Duan was a little hesitant. To be honest, the address of the rental house in the old city was not deep in his memory, and Ji Duan could only guarantee that he could find the approximate direction.

His expression seemed to be fixed on his face, and the atmosphere was awkward for a moment. Lin Ranran felt his embarrassment, and sighed helplessly: "I have a blue notebook in my car, and there is something written on the first page."

Then she took the bucket of corn rib soup and walked towards the ward unhurriedly, the moment the elevator door closed, Ji Duan heard her say, "It's a pity that such a good soup, I will eat it for you? "

No one responded, the elevator door had already closed, Lin Ranran looked back at the constantly changing numbers, took out her mobile phone and dialed a number: "My brother is going to your place."

"It's just in time. I'm going out for a walk. Xie Jin is broadcasting live at home." Wen Liang pushed the sunglasses between his nose boredly. He didn't want to be a high-wattage light bulb at this time. "By the way, Lao Ji remembered it?"

"It doesn't look like it. He can't even remember the address." Lin Ranran opened the combination lock and slipped into the reception room humming a little tune. piece.

She carried potato chips and sat on the soft leather sofa beside the bed. It was getting dark outside, and the setting sun dyed the clouds in the sky into rose gold. Lin Ranran let out a long sigh of relief.

"I hope Brother Xie Jin won't be frightened by the 'surprise' delivered to the door, otherwise the surprise will turn into a fright, and it won't be fun."

Ji Duan found Lin Ranran's low-key white Volkswagen in the underground parking garage. His thin pajamas made him unable to resist the coldness of the underground garage. The blue notebook Ran Ran was talking about.

"No. 23, Zhenbei Road, Tanjiang City...the second floor of Meimei Barber Shop?" Ji Duan subconsciously read out that crooked word that looked like a dog's paw. If he wasn't Lin Ranran's brother, he might not even know what was written on it. .

In the future, Lin Ranran must let that girl practice her handwriting well. This handwriting is so ugly that there is no lower limit. Ji Duan suddenly had such an idea in his mind, but now is not the time to talk about it.

After locating the destination, he started the car and left the underground parking garage. The setting sun coated the white body with a layer of gold. Xie Jin's live broadcast on his mobile phone had ended, and the car was so quiet that only Ji Duan's own heartbeat could be heard.

See you soon.

Ji Duan didn't know whether it was right for him to rush over so hastily, but he knew very well in his heart that if he didn't go to see that person, he might regret it for the rest of his life.

Doesn't it mean that people are always making choices in their lives, and sometimes if they miss it, there may really be no room for retention in their life.

Ji Duan didn't want to miss Xie Jin. Although he didn't remember it completely, there was always a physical reaction more honest than memory that prompted him to drive this car to the old city to meet the person engraved in the deepest part of his heart.

The white Volkswagen slowly turned one after another narrow fork in the old city according to the navigation instructions. Ji Duan parked the car at the entrance of Meimei Barbershop. He stood there looking at the brightly lit room on the second floor.

The sky was almost completely dark, and the night wind made him feel goosebumps all over his body, but the dim yellow light emitted by the cheapest light bulb was like magic, which made Ji Duan feel relieved when he saw it. Gained strength.

He remembered here, in those memory fragments, he and Xie Jin lived here, and of course the Taoist priest who moved in arbitrarily later.

Ji Duan took a deep breath and walked into the darkness without lights alone. He walked through the intricate corridors, stepped on the rusty iron ladder to the second floor, and finally stood in front of the lighted door.

He held his breath and concentrated, and there was not much movement in the room, which may have something to do with Xie Jin's character of not making much movement.

The cold wind blew cold on his skin, which made Ji Duan more energetic than ever. Finally, after half a minute of silence at the door, he raised his hand and knocked on the wooden door.

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