fall in love with a mentor

Junyi made a slight nasal sound, agreeing.Only then did Jiaxi support his arm and stood up.It was almost the same as the last time when Junyi was drunk, Jiaxi sent him to the bed in the bedroom, but this time it had nothing to do with love.Even if he doesn't love himself, he can't change the reality that he is in love with him.But now all he did was just from the standpoint of a friend, taking advantage of the situation and capturing his heart when he was most vulnerable, these Jiaxi never thought about it.He went to the living room and fetched a glass of water for Junyi to moisten his dry throat. Judging from his condition, he should have not had any water or rice in the past two days.When she put the cup on the bedside table, Jiaxi noticed the photo frame on it. Inside was a photo of Jun Yi and herself in Phuket Island. The background was the distant view of the sea and the sky. In the photo, both of them were smiling brightly. , looking forward to tomorrow with a sweet heart, Jiaxi seems to be able to hear the ebb and flow of the tide, but just over a month later, their love unexpectedly came to an end.Jiaxi couldn't help sighing, maybe their fate was not enough, they met at the wrong time and place, and talked about a specious love.The moment he put down the photo frame, he suddenly saw the photo of Junyi and Chen Han on the back.It should be a very old photo. The two people in the photo still have a youthful feeling. The two people in cotton clothes are sitting on a raised rock. The scarf around Chen Han's neck is stretched out and wrapped around the touching Junyi's neck, Jiaxi thought it must be a photo of their school days.The cold wind blew their skirts, but the scarf tied the two together warmly.The two hands were also held together, and both of them were wearing the same silver ring, just like the one Jun Yi was wearing now.Jiaxi finally understood that it was not a wedding ring, but their promise ring. Years had engraved their love on that ring, and all Junyi cherished it so much, even wearing it when taking a bath.

Looking at the photo frame repeatedly, a wry smile appeared on the corner of Jiaxi's mouth. Isn't this a reflection of reality?The past and present are presented in an overlapping manner in Junyi's mind, just like the front and back of a photo frame.

Jiaxi covered Junyi with a quilt, and began to look at the layout of the room.Although he lived here for a while, Jun Yi never invited him to his room. It was the first time he came in last time, but he didn't pay attention to observe the room decoration at all.A large bookshelf occupies almost half of the wall, and the bookshelf is full of books.Jiaxi took a closer look and found that they were all literary and historical works, which must have been left to him by Chen Han, so no matter how heavy they were, he took them across the ocean.This may be the most romantic love story I have ever seen in my life!

Jiaxi randomly took out a book with a cover, opened it, and found that it was Chen Han's diary. She had no intention of exploring his privacy. These things should only be read by Junyi. Jiaxi hurriedly closed it, but at first That sentence has caught his eyes, "Your long golden hair brushed against my cheeks, it was my first ray of sunshine in the morning." Is it because of this reason that Junyi has kept that golden hair?So, is his fancy clothes also related to Chen Han? Are all the details of his life a memorial to Chen Han?God, Junyi is living in a morbid obsession with Chen Han, which is no longer within the normal range.There was a period of time after I broke up with him, and I cherished all the things left by the other party, but soon realized that this would only make myself worse, so I tried to adjust to the world without him, but deep down I can't let go of that feeling.But Junyi is totally different, he intentionally made his world as if Chen Han was still alive, maybe in those lonely nights, he just read Chen Han's diary while drinking, so that the alcohol-paralyzed brain returned to Chen Han's life. At that time, it was already a kind of mental illness.It was rare for him to get by with that cynical smile on his face.

Putting down the diary, Jiaxi used the rice cooker to cook some porridge, and the food left over from Junyi's birthday in the refrigerator hadn't been touched at all, so Junyi hadn't eaten anything these two days.Jiaxi sat on the sofa, lost in deep thought, and she also fell into a dilemma. She didn't know whether she should completely withdraw from Junyi's sight or should continue to stay. Her own existence might only make Junyi's state worse, but Will he be able to accept it calmly?Whether as a friend or as a lover, he wants him to be happy.But indulging in the past will not lead to happiness.This sentence is equally applicable to two people.

Feeling the gentle touch on the face like the caress of fingers, Jiaxi suddenly opened her eyes. "Ah!" Startled by the eager gazes close at hand, Jia Xi screamed and sat up.He didn't know when he had already fallen asleep on the sofa, but when he opened his eyes, he saw Junyi appearing in front of him, kneeling on one knee, no doubt he was stroking his cheek with his fingers just now.

This scene is too weird, God, is this a horror movie?Thinking of what he saw about Chen Han in Junyi's room just now, didn't this bastard fall ill at night?He is obsessed with his dead lover, and every night in the dead of night he turns into a ghost and wanders around looking for his target.Jiaxi was frightened by her vivid imagination and couldn't help shivering.

"Jia, did you catch a cold?" Junyi stood up and asked.

It was only then that Jiaxi noticed that she was covered with a blanket, and she was covering herself with a blanket. Her messy fantasies were too unkind, so she blushed and thanked her.But bastard, we have broken up, please can you have some morals!Being so close and making such ambiguous movements, what are you thinking?

"You'd better go to sleep in the room over there. It's already past three o'clock, and it's not convenient to go back." Jun Yi asked Jia Xi for advice in a low voice.

Damn, it's already this late?Jiaxi picked up the mobile phone on the table to check the time, suddenly remembered that she was still cooking porridge, and cursed "Damn it!" Just as she was about to run to turn off the power, Junyi hurriedly said, "I've already turned it off."

The four eyes met and suddenly fell into silence. Jiaxi didn't know how to face the new relationship between the two. The development of the story was too dramatic. Just the day before yesterday, he was the person Junyi wanted to pursue with all his heart, but now he is It became his desire to get Junyi's heart, and their status has quietly reversed.

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☆, long-distance love