fall in love with a mentor
Chapter 72 Broken Life
Jun Yi stayed with Chen Han in the hospital for two days, and then went back decisively to have a showdown with Snoopy. What awaited him was of course the family's hysterical reaction. At their happiest moment, he ruined everything.
"You're such an idiot." That night his father had a complete quarrel with him, "If you want to get mad at me, I'll just get a divorce."
"It doesn't matter to me whether I get divorced or not. This marriage that exists in name only is the result of your own hands. If you prevent me from seeing him, you can collect my body tomorrow." I didn't expose their lies, and I didn't want to tell them. Explaining what, the only thing Junyi feels guilty about is that he hurt an innocent girl who loved him.
After a lot of crying, Snoopy finally calmed down and asked, "Did you never love me?" "Homosexual men will never fall in love with any woman." Jun Yi answered truthfully.
"Then why marry me?"
"If you must find someone to marry, of course you must find someone you can talk to. You know that I have never dated any girls, and you and I are very easy to talk to. It feels very right for my temper."
"That's really my fault." Snoopy smiled wryly.
"What do you mean?"
"You must not know that it is not by accident that I met you."
"Isn't it?"
"Yeah, before I met you, I already knew you very well. I don't know how many relatives introduced us to bring us together, but I hate that kind of blind date meeting, so I pretended to be accidental." I saw you at that party. Of course, I had already learned everything about you from your cousin before that, so I was able to match what I liked, and we had a great conversation when we met for the first time."
"They are really considerate in handling things!" Jun Yi sighed, he would not be surprised to hear any news now.
"But Junyi, I fell in love with you at first sight." Snoopy smiled palely, looking like his heart was broken.
"I'm sorry that I couldn't give you happiness. I think we might be happier if we were friends." Junyi knew that no matter what he said now, he couldn't comfort her, because he couldn't afford the happiness she wanted.
"Even though Junyi knew that you didn't love me, I still married you when you proposed. I even hoped to save your heart through my child, but the moment I gave birth to the child, I knew that I was wrong. You didn't even take a good look at him. Your eyes are always looking at a place other than real life, so you always turn a blind eye even if we are in front of your eyes. Junyi, you are not the only one who suffers in this marriage , but the only thing I want you to know is that my feelings for you are as deep as you are for Chen Han, do you understand?"
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Apart from these three words, Junyi didn't know what else to say, the bitter fruit of his absurd decision was beyond his power, "If...you must ask me to make up for something... wait for me……"
"Wait for you?"
"A year, or a few months, I don't know..." Junyi is unwilling to tell the time, this is the deadline of Chen Han's life, "When I come back, I will compensate you for everything..." Wait for me to come back Already a walking dead, right?Junyi thought, but looking at the infant child and saying such irresponsible words, his heart was full of holes.
"No, I won't wait any longer," Snoopy said decisively, "I'm already tired of your unemotional social smiles and your stylized care."
"what do you mean……"
"If you want a divorce, you can leave, but I have one condition. The child is mine, and I will raise him independently. You are not allowed to see him in the future."
The child is just a seed he sowed unintentionally, and he has no intention of reaping anything. Snoopy was so understanding, he readily agreed to her request.
The following days were the longest period of time he and Chen Han lived together.Because the post-doctoral fellow still had some finishing work, and in order to further treat Chen Han, after Junyi returned to the United States, he applied for a medical visa for Chen Han and brought Chen Han to the United States.He was checked in a hospital in the United States, but the result was still that there was no hope of survival.In desperation, it was Chen Han who kept comforting him, saying that as long as he could spend the last time of his life with him, it would be the happiest thing.
Junyi feels like he is racing against time every day. In the few remaining days of Chen Han, he hopes to stay with Chen Han as much as possible.After finishing the work in the laboratory in a hurry, he ran home to take care of Chen Han.In order for Chen Han to eat authentic Chinese food, he began to study how to cook according to the recipes. He had never cooked before, and he even learned how to make steamed buns and dumplings.Chen Han also helped him, and it was obviously faster than him.When the two of them get together, they spend most of their time in the kitchen.In order for Chen Han to have a companion, Jun Yi specially bought him a small Papillon dog. Every night, the two of them, with a dog, strolled on the beautiful campus of MIT.Chen Han spends most of his time reading books, and sometimes when Jun Yi responds well, he will run back to take a look at him. At that time, Chen Han was probably sitting on a deck chair on the balcony with a book in his hand, and the sun shone on him. Eyelids raised, quiet and peaceful.Perhaps reading books has become a medium for him to recall the past. A certain sentence or a certain word in the book can evoke memories of his boyhood, and the warm sunshine in a foreign country often reminds him of the time they spent together on the roof of high school. those times.
Having finished his postdoctoral work hastily, Jun Yi took Chen Han to fulfill their life dream of traveling around the world. When they traveled to more and more countries in Southeast Asia, Chen Han became weaker and weaker. Bit by bit passed away from his body, the only thing that remained unchanged was the smile on his face, like the last afterglow of sunset, people seemed to be able to see the life that was burning out.Finally, on Bintan Island, they found the long-lost tranquility, the sunrise and sunset of only two people, the ebb and flow of the tide, the world of only two people.On an equatorial island without any climate change, time seems to have stood still. Junyi sincerely prays that Chen Han's life will also stop at this moment, and then he will grow old forever.Finally they returned to Chen Han's hometown, and he was already terminally ill by then.
After traveling to so many places, Chen Han finally missed his hometown and every inch of land he lived in when he was a child.After creating countless miracles and doubling the doctor's expected three-month life span, Chen Han quietly closed his eyes that night.Junyi woke up in the morning and touched his cold body, he didn't cry, he was ready to accept this fact almost every day, Junyi just hugged him quietly, he didn't tell her until his sister came to see them News of Chen Han's death.
He didn't attend Chen Han's funeral. If he was allowed to watch his body being cremated with his own eyes, he would definitely go crazy.After everyone left that day, he sat on the bed alone, recalling the journey he had traveled all these years, the joys and pains, the seeds he sowed, the fruits he harvested, and then took all the medicines left by Chen Han. Poured into mouth.Such a decision has been made long ago. Chen Han is dead, and his life has nothing to worry about. After those two years of breaking up, he is more aware of what kind of future he will face. The only way to leave with him is to Only then can we truly be freed.
Maybe it was because Chen Han had a spirit in the sky, and he didn't let him die. When he woke up, he was already lying in the hospital. Chen Han's sister returned in time to find him and sent him to the hospital.Chen Han, it must be your will, let me experience the pain of losing you in the rest of my life, then I will accept it calmly.
On the hospital bed, Junyi and Chen Han's sister began to chat about the past.
"If I knew you were so in love with each other, I wouldn't have opposed you, but none of us could accept such a thing at that time. You know that your parents came to our house to make trouble, and we lost face in the whole family and in the whole village. , so everyone didn’t try to understand him, they all turned their anger on him, and even I didn’t want to recognize him.” Chen Han’s sister said.
"I'm sorry, it's all my parents' fault." Junyi never thought that what happened to Chen Han was so bad. Chen Han didn't mention it, so he thought it didn't exist. He was really too naive.
"We can't blame them all. The pressure on my brother was all given by us. At that time, my father forced him to break up with you. He knelt down and kowtowed three times without a sound, and disappeared for more than a month. We At that time, everyone felt that he was hopeless, and everyone felt that our family raised an unfilial son. But when my brother left, he hardly brought a penny, and I don’t know how he lived in those days. Later, he and I Contact, let me tell my family that he has found a job outside, and that I don’t have to worry about tuition fees. He never abandoned us, it’s just that we abandoned him.”
"I abandoned him too." Junyi seemed to be muttering to himself.
"Don't blame him for the threatening words he said to your parents. In fact, he just said that. He was really angry at the time. Because I didn't expect your parents to find my brother and find my place to go to school, because I got entangled with them, and I ended up delaying the exam, and I couldn’t get the scholarship. After my brother found out, he rushed over overnight, and we quarreled again. I scolded your mother, she wanted to hit me, and the two sides started to move Hand, he just pushed your father, your father threatened to retaliate against us later, my brother was so angry that he said that."
"I should have thought of it a long time ago. In fact, my father is not that kind of person. He just got angry and said casually about revenge. Parents always think that their children are right. They always think that I was seduced by Chen Han. went astray."
"We were all angry at the time. Now that I think about it, my brother was probably the calmest person at that time. I asked him, how could you be so calm after doing so many things for your so-called love. He said that when he decided to start I have already thought of this situation when I was in love, so I am not surprised at all, and I am not angry at all. People are always opposed to things that they don’t understand or can’t accept, don’t they? I just feel sad. I also want to understand now that if we are more tolerant, my brother may not die. After you broke up, everyone looked at my brother with the mentality of a prodigal son, thinking that he can finally walk the right path , He just smiled and said nothing every time he heard it, and no one could understand the pain in his heart. I think maybe my brother has not been understood by this family all this time, so he is immersed in the book, he often Tell me the world in the book is really quiet."
"Yeah, he must have found the peace he wanted by now." This was perhaps the only consolation.
The author has something to say:
☆、Break up briefly
"You're such an idiot." That night his father had a complete quarrel with him, "If you want to get mad at me, I'll just get a divorce."
"It doesn't matter to me whether I get divorced or not. This marriage that exists in name only is the result of your own hands. If you prevent me from seeing him, you can collect my body tomorrow." I didn't expose their lies, and I didn't want to tell them. Explaining what, the only thing Junyi feels guilty about is that he hurt an innocent girl who loved him.
After a lot of crying, Snoopy finally calmed down and asked, "Did you never love me?" "Homosexual men will never fall in love with any woman." Jun Yi answered truthfully.
"Then why marry me?"
"If you must find someone to marry, of course you must find someone you can talk to. You know that I have never dated any girls, and you and I are very easy to talk to. It feels very right for my temper."
"That's really my fault." Snoopy smiled wryly.
"What do you mean?"
"You must not know that it is not by accident that I met you."
"Isn't it?"
"Yeah, before I met you, I already knew you very well. I don't know how many relatives introduced us to bring us together, but I hate that kind of blind date meeting, so I pretended to be accidental." I saw you at that party. Of course, I had already learned everything about you from your cousin before that, so I was able to match what I liked, and we had a great conversation when we met for the first time."
"They are really considerate in handling things!" Jun Yi sighed, he would not be surprised to hear any news now.
"But Junyi, I fell in love with you at first sight." Snoopy smiled palely, looking like his heart was broken.
"I'm sorry that I couldn't give you happiness. I think we might be happier if we were friends." Junyi knew that no matter what he said now, he couldn't comfort her, because he couldn't afford the happiness she wanted.
"Even though Junyi knew that you didn't love me, I still married you when you proposed. I even hoped to save your heart through my child, but the moment I gave birth to the child, I knew that I was wrong. You didn't even take a good look at him. Your eyes are always looking at a place other than real life, so you always turn a blind eye even if we are in front of your eyes. Junyi, you are not the only one who suffers in this marriage , but the only thing I want you to know is that my feelings for you are as deep as you are for Chen Han, do you understand?"
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Apart from these three words, Junyi didn't know what else to say, the bitter fruit of his absurd decision was beyond his power, "If...you must ask me to make up for something... wait for me……"
"Wait for you?"
"A year, or a few months, I don't know..." Junyi is unwilling to tell the time, this is the deadline of Chen Han's life, "When I come back, I will compensate you for everything..." Wait for me to come back Already a walking dead, right?Junyi thought, but looking at the infant child and saying such irresponsible words, his heart was full of holes.
"No, I won't wait any longer," Snoopy said decisively, "I'm already tired of your unemotional social smiles and your stylized care."
"what do you mean……"
"If you want a divorce, you can leave, but I have one condition. The child is mine, and I will raise him independently. You are not allowed to see him in the future."
The child is just a seed he sowed unintentionally, and he has no intention of reaping anything. Snoopy was so understanding, he readily agreed to her request.
The following days were the longest period of time he and Chen Han lived together.Because the post-doctoral fellow still had some finishing work, and in order to further treat Chen Han, after Junyi returned to the United States, he applied for a medical visa for Chen Han and brought Chen Han to the United States.He was checked in a hospital in the United States, but the result was still that there was no hope of survival.In desperation, it was Chen Han who kept comforting him, saying that as long as he could spend the last time of his life with him, it would be the happiest thing.
Junyi feels like he is racing against time every day. In the few remaining days of Chen Han, he hopes to stay with Chen Han as much as possible.After finishing the work in the laboratory in a hurry, he ran home to take care of Chen Han.In order for Chen Han to eat authentic Chinese food, he began to study how to cook according to the recipes. He had never cooked before, and he even learned how to make steamed buns and dumplings.Chen Han also helped him, and it was obviously faster than him.When the two of them get together, they spend most of their time in the kitchen.In order for Chen Han to have a companion, Jun Yi specially bought him a small Papillon dog. Every night, the two of them, with a dog, strolled on the beautiful campus of MIT.Chen Han spends most of his time reading books, and sometimes when Jun Yi responds well, he will run back to take a look at him. At that time, Chen Han was probably sitting on a deck chair on the balcony with a book in his hand, and the sun shone on him. Eyelids raised, quiet and peaceful.Perhaps reading books has become a medium for him to recall the past. A certain sentence or a certain word in the book can evoke memories of his boyhood, and the warm sunshine in a foreign country often reminds him of the time they spent together on the roof of high school. those times.
Having finished his postdoctoral work hastily, Jun Yi took Chen Han to fulfill their life dream of traveling around the world. When they traveled to more and more countries in Southeast Asia, Chen Han became weaker and weaker. Bit by bit passed away from his body, the only thing that remained unchanged was the smile on his face, like the last afterglow of sunset, people seemed to be able to see the life that was burning out.Finally, on Bintan Island, they found the long-lost tranquility, the sunrise and sunset of only two people, the ebb and flow of the tide, the world of only two people.On an equatorial island without any climate change, time seems to have stood still. Junyi sincerely prays that Chen Han's life will also stop at this moment, and then he will grow old forever.Finally they returned to Chen Han's hometown, and he was already terminally ill by then.
After traveling to so many places, Chen Han finally missed his hometown and every inch of land he lived in when he was a child.After creating countless miracles and doubling the doctor's expected three-month life span, Chen Han quietly closed his eyes that night.Junyi woke up in the morning and touched his cold body, he didn't cry, he was ready to accept this fact almost every day, Junyi just hugged him quietly, he didn't tell her until his sister came to see them News of Chen Han's death.
He didn't attend Chen Han's funeral. If he was allowed to watch his body being cremated with his own eyes, he would definitely go crazy.After everyone left that day, he sat on the bed alone, recalling the journey he had traveled all these years, the joys and pains, the seeds he sowed, the fruits he harvested, and then took all the medicines left by Chen Han. Poured into mouth.Such a decision has been made long ago. Chen Han is dead, and his life has nothing to worry about. After those two years of breaking up, he is more aware of what kind of future he will face. The only way to leave with him is to Only then can we truly be freed.
Maybe it was because Chen Han had a spirit in the sky, and he didn't let him die. When he woke up, he was already lying in the hospital. Chen Han's sister returned in time to find him and sent him to the hospital.Chen Han, it must be your will, let me experience the pain of losing you in the rest of my life, then I will accept it calmly.
On the hospital bed, Junyi and Chen Han's sister began to chat about the past.
"If I knew you were so in love with each other, I wouldn't have opposed you, but none of us could accept such a thing at that time. You know that your parents came to our house to make trouble, and we lost face in the whole family and in the whole village. , so everyone didn’t try to understand him, they all turned their anger on him, and even I didn’t want to recognize him.” Chen Han’s sister said.
"I'm sorry, it's all my parents' fault." Junyi never thought that what happened to Chen Han was so bad. Chen Han didn't mention it, so he thought it didn't exist. He was really too naive.
"We can't blame them all. The pressure on my brother was all given by us. At that time, my father forced him to break up with you. He knelt down and kowtowed three times without a sound, and disappeared for more than a month. We At that time, everyone felt that he was hopeless, and everyone felt that our family raised an unfilial son. But when my brother left, he hardly brought a penny, and I don’t know how he lived in those days. Later, he and I Contact, let me tell my family that he has found a job outside, and that I don’t have to worry about tuition fees. He never abandoned us, it’s just that we abandoned him.”
"I abandoned him too." Junyi seemed to be muttering to himself.
"Don't blame him for the threatening words he said to your parents. In fact, he just said that. He was really angry at the time. Because I didn't expect your parents to find my brother and find my place to go to school, because I got entangled with them, and I ended up delaying the exam, and I couldn’t get the scholarship. After my brother found out, he rushed over overnight, and we quarreled again. I scolded your mother, she wanted to hit me, and the two sides started to move Hand, he just pushed your father, your father threatened to retaliate against us later, my brother was so angry that he said that."
"I should have thought of it a long time ago. In fact, my father is not that kind of person. He just got angry and said casually about revenge. Parents always think that their children are right. They always think that I was seduced by Chen Han. went astray."
"We were all angry at the time. Now that I think about it, my brother was probably the calmest person at that time. I asked him, how could you be so calm after doing so many things for your so-called love. He said that when he decided to start I have already thought of this situation when I was in love, so I am not surprised at all, and I am not angry at all. People are always opposed to things that they don’t understand or can’t accept, don’t they? I just feel sad. I also want to understand now that if we are more tolerant, my brother may not die. After you broke up, everyone looked at my brother with the mentality of a prodigal son, thinking that he can finally walk the right path , He just smiled and said nothing every time he heard it, and no one could understand the pain in his heart. I think maybe my brother has not been understood by this family all this time, so he is immersed in the book, he often Tell me the world in the book is really quiet."
"Yeah, he must have found the peace he wanted by now." This was perhaps the only consolation.
The author has something to say:
☆、Break up briefly
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