fall in love with a mentor

After experiencing the baptism of Junyi, the real QE is not worth talking about at all. Mr. Leungwenki has a lot of people, and he never thought of revenge or anything.The only one who knows more about biology, he gave Jiaxi a lot of advice as if chatting.The only criticism is that his report contains too little about future research plans.Jiaxi also explained this, because of the change of mentor, the new job has just started, so there is no detailed plan yet.In this way, QE passed without any surprises, and Jiaxi packed up his things and prepared to go home for the New Year.

After Jun Yi recovered from his injury, Jia Xi, who had no reason to stay any longer, moved back to her own residence.According to the observations of the senior sisters, Junyi would work late every night after that, and even spent a few nights directly in the office, the long stubble did not escape the eyes of the senior sisters.The teachers and sisters defined this as a sequela of divorce.

Although Jiaxi had told Junyi before that it was time to go home and ask for leave, but before leaving, he felt the need to say hello to him again.It was past nine o'clock in the evening, and the lights in Junyi's office were still on. The information was indeed true, and Junyi hadn't left yet!Knocking on the door and entering, after saying hello, Jia Xi simply explained the purpose of her visit.With a haggard face, Junyi looked at his watch and said, "Shall I see you off? Are you going back to get your luggage anyway? I'll drive downstairs to pick you up later."

Jiaxi nodded hesitantly, and he also hoped that Junyi could give him a ride.Going home is not a happy thing for an older youth like him. It can be said that he embarked on the journey home under tremendous pressure and with a guilty mood.Everyone would ask questions about their marriage when they met, and Jiaxi's parents had nothing to say except sighing.The existence of older youths in rural areas is almost everyone's gossip topic, so his parents have also become the center of the topic.In order to avoid embarrassment, they rarely interact with their neighbors.Therefore, for Jiaxi who is studying abroad, not only does he not have the sense of honor of returning home every time he goes home, but he hopes to go back quietly.

Just as Jiaxi went downstairs with her luggage, Junyi arrived. The so-called luggage was just a schoolbag, which contained some winter clothes and her own drawing books.

"Is that just a little luggage?"

"Well, when I bought things, they said I wasted money, so I sent the cash home." Jiaxi said helplessly. For the parents who almost starved to death in three years of natural disasters, the money in The passbook makes them feel at ease, although the string of numbers that have not turned into purchasing power is placed in the bank, except for psychological comfort, which is of no real help to them.After countless unsuccessful persuasion, Jiaxi finally accepted the practice of letting them put their money in the bank to depreciate. "And you, Junyi, why don't you go home?"

A trace of sadness flashed across his face, and Junyi said lightly, "I haven't been back for several years." Since Chen Han passed away, Junyi has never been back home, and the money is sent back every year, with some greetings If so, that's all.But his parents were heartbroken by this and never contacted him again.He knew that although his father was gentle on the surface, he was a stubborn person in his heart. He also took it seriously when he said that as long as he was with Chen Han, he would no longer recognize him as his son.

"Why don't you go back and have a look? Even if there is any estrangement, as long as we meet each other, it will be fine."

"Maybe." Junyi said and started the car. As long as one person between him and his father takes a step forward, all problems will be solved, but if he goes back, they will treat him like a prodigal son. That was what really got him.If he told them that he would never get married again in his life, he would still be with a man, and maybe a new round of disputes would start, and after experiencing so many setbacks, he was no longer disheartened. Maybe deal with them again like before.Infighting is the most mind-consuming, and perhaps the most helpless thing in life is this kind of love-hate entanglement. "You have been out for so many years and you go back every year?"

"Yeah, when I was in Shanghai one year, I went to the ticket office to line up at the ticket office at seven or eight o'clock in the evening, and I bought a hard seat after a night of cold wind outside." It was impossible to have this kind of energy. At that time, it was too cold, and I couldn’t sit down and rest, so I could only keep jumping on the spot. At that time, my sister was married. If I didn’t go home, I would think of the two There is no way for the elderly to spend the New Year alone.”

"Yeah!" Jun Yi sighed, and couldn't help but think of the time when the house was full of happy guests and friends during the Chinese New Year. Since everyone knew that he was gay, his relatives also had a tacit understanding not to visit when he came back.For parents with no face left, visiting relatives and friends has also become a taboo for them.

"However, if my parents know that I'm gay, maybe the situation will be even worse?" Jia Xi said worriedly.

"Are they going to sabotage too?"

"That's not true. They don't have that ability, but they will drown me with tears. The tears of the women in our family are very strong." Jia Xi smiled wryly.

"Then will you compromise?" Jun Yi, who happened to park the car at a red light intersection, turned his head and looked at him intently. Jia Xi was a little overwhelmed by the expectant gaze, so she had to turn her head and look out the window and said, " Who knows? It's not the time yet!"

"Yeah, no one can tell what will happen in the future!" Jun Yi echoed, with a deep and melancholy ending that permeated the carriage.

Jiaxi was silent and fell into worry about the future.Before their love was limited to two people, but now think about it, even if two people are in love, what are the chances of being together?As the only son in the family, the care of his parents falls on Jiaxi’s shoulders. Singapore is not a long-term solution. He always has to return to his hometown to take care of his parents. Junyi has a bright future here. Will their love face the same problems as Jun Yi and Chen Han?History repeats itself in such a way, it is really dumbfounding.Originally, I made up my mind to tell him that I would start again after I came back, but now I backed down.The problem before them is not only the existence of Chen Han.Looking at the dimly lit night scene outside the window, Jiaxi felt confused.Where is his future?

At the airport, after Jiaxi waved his thanks, he walked into the crowd at the airport a little disappointed. This was the first time they had been separated for a long time since they fell in love for more than half a year. This may be the test of how deep his love is. How deep you miss when you don't meet each other proves how deep your love is!

After going through the registration procedures, Jiaxi was preparing to pass through the customs, when the familiar voice passed through the noisy crowd and reached her ears, looking back, Junyi had already chased after her.

"Oh, why are you still here, haven't you already gone back?" Jia Xi asked.

"I parked the car and came over."

"What's the matter?" Junyi's serious face declared that he had something important to say, and Jiaxi couldn't help feeling nervous, whether it was breaking up or getting back together, it was equally heavy for him now.

"Jia, can you give me another chance? If I can let Chen Han go, we can start over, right?"

……

"I know I was wrong before. Although it was not intentional, I did use you to resist missing Chen Han, but now I am trying to let go of him. In the few days you left, I found that the days without you, I really can't, give me another chance, okay?"

Not daring to face Junyi's pleading eyes, Jiaxi lowered her head and looked at her toes. He had no resistance to Junyi's pain at all, "You...can you give me some more time? I..."

"Then let's make an appointment?" Jun Yi quickly interrupted him, "If I can let Chen Han go, I will pick you up when you come back, and I will wait for you in the parking lot, and if you still If you want to be with me, find me in the parking lot. If one of the two people doesn’t want to continue this relationship, don’t show up in the parking lot, so that we can avoid the embarrassment of directly refusing.”

Jiaxi looked at those moist eager eyes, and nodded involuntarily. That's fine, give each other some time to think about it.Jia Xi waved her hand and turned around again.

"good……"

"Ok?"

"You still love me, right? As you said that time, you won't let go easily?" Maybe he wanted to rely on such a promise to get through the long parting period, Jun Yi's eyes flashed with earnestness.

"I love you, Junyi." Jiaxi said softly, love is such a simple thing, but being together requires crossing the fortress of reality.Under Junyi's gaze, Jiaxi slowly turned around and disappeared into the crowd.The first person to turn around is happy, Jiaxi suddenly thought, how lonely it is to watch her lover's back gradually disappear into the sea of ​​people!

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