Mo Jingliu'an

Chapter 6

"I don't have the courage, I don't have the courage to say love, I don't have the qualifications to say I love him, even thinking about him in the dark night makes me feel dirty."

"Then you dye him black, and accompany you until he is irradiated by the hot sun until he disappears, and accompany you to hell."

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Lin Jing'an opened his eyes in a daze, the hangover made him suffer from a headache.He remembered that he went to pick up Xiao Xi with Li Xiao yesterday, and then said to have lunch together, but he refused, and he didn't have the strength to go to work in the afternoon, and Li Xiao would not be there.

Later, after taking leave, he went to buy wine and drank all day long.

Lin Jingan struggled to get up to brush his teeth and wash his face. The smell of alcohol in his mouth made his stomach feel uncomfortable. Today is the weekend and he has to go home.

He currently lives in City G, but his mother lives in City Z. He is not filial. There is no doubt that he was not filial when he insisted on coming here. After falling in love with Li Xiao, he came out as a sophomore, which is even more unfilial. .

Now that I think about it, he was crazy to come out. Even though he only likes Li Xiao, not men, he has to admit that Li Xiao is a man.Let a mother who expects so much from her son accept her favorite and dependent son likes men.At that time, his mother seemed to have aged many years overnight. When he came out of the closet, his mother didn't seem to be crying, nor did she drive him out. She just watched Lin Jing'an quietly and didn't speak, as if she was in a daze.

In fact, he inherited his mother's personality, and he doesn't talk much when he encounters problems.

After staying up all night at home, the mother was already waiting for him in the living room after waking up. She spent the whole night accepting that her son liked men, and she didn't even ask her son to explain too much.

After Lin Jing'an finished washing, she took the keys and went to the garage to drive. City G and City Z are not far away, and it only takes an hour to drive.

In fact, his purpose of buying a car is only to go home to see his mother every month. He almost takes the bus or walks at other times. After all, it would be nondescript to drive an off-road vehicle to work.

"Mom, I'm back." Lin Jingan opened the door and smiled at his mother, saying that out of habit.

"Well, I'm back. I just had dinner. Today I will eat your favorite braised fish. Go and wash your hands." Mama Lin held out a plate of fish and said to Lin Jing'an.

Lin's mother was also a beautiful woman when she was young, and her family background was quite good. After graduation, she found a job in a bank. It can be said that she grew up like a star. After his father got sick and the company was taken away by others, Lin's mother had to learn to cook by herself, quit her job, and took Lin Jing'an at home.

At that time, grandpa and grandma also asked Mama Lin to take Lin Jingan home, but Mama Lin, who was stubborn at the time, refused to bother grandpa and grandma any more.I didn't accept it much, and I didn't know how to cook, so I just learned from failures.

Others have also told Mama Lin to remarry. When Lin Jingan was young, Mama Lin did not remarry because Lin Jingan was young and she was afraid that she would treat Lin Jingan badly.

"It's time for you to find a partner. A man is fine. At least when you get old, you have something to think about. Mom is also old, so I can't stay with you for long." After a brief silence during the meal, Mama Lin sighed. Lin Jingan said.

"Mom, I have someone I like." Lin Jingan put down her chopsticks and looked at Mama Lin with a serious expression.

"But he doesn't like men."

The atmosphere was a little awkward for a while, but both of them were not good at words.

"...Ding...Ding" Lin Jingan's cell phone rang at this moment, and he was immediately relieved.

"Mom, I'm going to answer the phone." Lin Jingan took out her mobile phone and went to the balcony, but it was an unfamiliar call.

"Hello" Lin Jing was startled, that voice was all too familiar to him.

"Is there something wrong?" Lin Jingan calmed down, her voice a little hoarse.

"I can't call you if I have nothing to do?" The voice on the other end raised, seeming a little annoyed.

Generally speaking, it is possible, but it is rare if you are willing to call.

But Lin Jing'an didn't say anything, he can guarantee that as soon as his side finishes talking, the phone will be hung up.

"Well, yes, have you eaten yet?" Lin Jing'an said helplessly, but she was also happy to be able to chat with Li Xiao, that sounded like a lover, although he didn't know why Li Xiao called him.

"Not yet, I'm starving to death, I went to eat steak with Xiao Xi at noon today, and after I ate a little, she dragged me to go shopping."

Li Xiao over there complained very much.But who didn't know that Lin Jing'an on the other side turned pale after hearing his words.It used to be like this too, within a few words with Li Xiao, Xiao Xi would always be talked about, Lin Jingan thought with a wry smile.

"Then buy something and cook at home." Although it was bitter, Lin Jing'an didn't want to hang up like this, it's fine, because Xiao Xi's arrival can change back to the way it was before.

"It's not that you don't know that I don't know how to cook, and I'm tired of ordering takeaway food." Li Xiao curled her lips, but sighed as if thinking of something.

"By the way, don't you know how to cook?"

"Yes yes." But will you let me go to your house?

"Then come to my house and cook for me. It seems like I haven't eaten anything you cook for a long time." As if hearing Lin Jingan's heartfelt voice, Li Xiao immediately invited her.

Lin Jing'an didn't know why Li Xiao was so eager to ask him to cook for him, obviously four years ago it was almost like breaking up with him, but this kind of temptation was like an abyss, which made him unable to extricate himself.

"But I'm in City Z now."

"Then I'll pick you up, it's only an hour away anyway."

"I have a car, but..." Lin Jingan turned to look at Mama Lin who was eating, but found that Mama Lin had put down the bowl at some point, and nodded to him.

"Then, all right." Lin Jingan hung up the phone, turned around and saw Mama Lin.

"Mom, I'm going to my friend's house"

"Is it the person you like? I've never seen you be happy and sad just by answering the phone."

"Yes" because she would not lie in front of her mother, Lin Jingan blushed and agreed.

"Then, I wish you good luck, son." Lin Ma laughed, very relaxed.