Home from scratch in another world

Brandon Jesso, who made this "don't care" remark, sounded the alarm for almost everyone except the angry host sitting at the front.

Bai Lan still looked around the crowd with a smile on her face, but this time it was Fuheshier who changed the subject. The original strongest curse master felt that the meaning of "death" was not good, so he suggested "sleeping", which only appeared in the setting of the plot. Among them, the characters and cards are not really released.

Shimeng thinks it is ok.

——Because of Albert's appearance and age, under the interjection of many people, he and {Li Yue} became Giri's siblings. After their mother passed away when they were children, the two children lived together. After their father died, the siblings were arrested {Dong Qingjie} Adoption and care.

Until the third grade of junior high school {Liyue} was cursed by a {super evil} in the process of searching for her missing classmates, causing her to fall into a coma...

After setting the draft, Shimeng discovered that the plot of {Liyue} did not conflict with {Tsushima}.

In addition, this time is too close to "Spiritual Warfare", if {Tsushima} is to be deleted, there will be too many revisions...

This time she seriously asked for advice, and Bai Lan Jiesuo said that pure love is pure love, even if the woman is a bit disgusting, but he doesn't mind thinking that the other party is even more embarrassing.

Shi Meng: ...

What the two of them said was really a tacit understanding.

In this case, the pure love story is not wrong.

……

Under the urging of the main planner, the team of "Spiritual Warfare" worked overtime, and it will be launched next Monday. On this week's Sunday, Shimeng specially gave himself a day to find Dazai——

"--What's wrong?"

Akutagawa Ryunosuke closed the door with horror and leaned against the back of the door when she saw her just opened it.

Shi Meng was shocked: "I saw Editor Matsuura walking towards our house."

"How to do how to do!"

In panic, she "fantasized" about a giant tree that shouldn't be in the house, jumped in and stuffed herself.

Ryunosuke Akutagawa: ...

Is it The Wizard of Oz again?He silently helped her cover the corner of her skirt that was not hidden.

Within a few minutes the doorbell rang, and Ryunosuke Akutagawa silently counted ten numbers inside the door, opened the door, was surprised, and greeted——

"Editor Matsuura."

"Teacher Yanagawa."

Matsuura's next sentence was indeed: "Is Teacher Siyue at home? I seem to have seen her open the door just now."

"She, went to the botanical garden..."

The unprepared Akutagawa Ryunosuke swallowed back the words, it would be better to go to Morning Star Paradise, the Botanical Garden came for no reason and made Matsuura focus on——

Matsuura Wenyi saw the huge tree at the door, and two branched branches, which looked like scarecrows watching in the wheat field...

He looked puzzled.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke's brain is running wildly, but it's not as good as the train that comes when Shimeng opens his mouth. He will meet every now and then...

"——This is Kusaku's homework in school tomorrow."

Yumeno Hisaku, who is habitually responsible for the blame, is not here, so Akutagawa can calmly follow through: "The biology teacher said that he would hand over a plant he cultivated by himself, and Shimeng dug up the tree she planted in the yard."

Fumichi Matsuura believed such an outrageous reason!

He is obviously used to the eccentric and heroic style of his ace. If Mr. Yanagawa said to go to work or inspect the construction site, he would be sure that Mr. April would be hiding at home, but the botanical garden was in line with her usual thinking.

But when he was about to leave, he turned around and exclaimed, "Did the two branches change positions?"

Ryunosuke Akutagawa: ...

It seemed that Shimeng, who was hiding in the tree, had no tacit understanding with him. Hearing the outrageous talk of "botanical garden" and "digging trees", he tried to escape as soon as possible, but Editor Matsuura turned around.

"You read it wrong." Akutagawa pulled Matsuura's attention back, "Editor Matsuura, I just finished my first draft, can you help me look at it?"

"Teacher April?"

"She went to the botanical garden!"

Matsuura Wenyi was full of surprise. He used to trust Mr. Yanagawa, but after being fooled for a few years, he could see that Mr. Liuchuan and Mr. Siyue would always be on the same side.

For a moment, I don't know whether it's because I am delighted that the relationship between the two fierce generals is so good, or because I have a headache because of Mr. Liu Chuan's unilateral cover-up.

And when he sat on the sofa, before Akutagawa could speak, Matsuura snatched back the right to speak: "Mr. Yanagawa, Mr. April has a window of nearly a year. According to the contract, she needs to complete at least one work every year. I know the liquidated damages." For Teacher April, it is a small amount, and I also know that for a creator, inspiration is a very coincidental thing."

But inspiration means nothing to her!She is full of inspiration!

From "Unbelievable" to "Red Moon" and "Spiritual Warfare" with rich characters, it can be seen that she has a lot of things to write in her stomach.

Her mind is full of inspiration, but every time she meets him, she clutches her head and screams that it hurts.

Fumiichi Matsuura was terrified when he saw this scene for the first time, thinking that Ace was seriously ill, and just about to make an emergency call, the girl lying on the sofa put her hand covering her head on her stomach.

"It turned out that I was so hungry that I was dizzy, Shier, what shall we have for dinner?"

Fu Heisher stumbled a little, because the lunch had just ended, and the two little boys on the table were still eating, so they didn't follow her train of thought...

Matsuura Wenyi recalled all the previous events, from Mr. Ayatsuji of Deep Space to Mr. Rimbaud, the two took turns to meet him under the Deep Space Building, which made the receptionist think that this was an important government official from some country visiting Yokohama.

There is also the famous detective of Wuzhen, who is now unwilling to accept his commission. The Dazai who was helping him some time ago has disappeared these days...

Is he the only one fighting alone in Yokohama?

Matsuura Fumichi felt great desolation and an even more indescribable sense of mission. At this moment, he was not representing one person, but countless readers who were waiting for the new novel!

"Ms. Liu Chuan, I really haven't seen Teacher April for a long time. I don't know if she is in good health during this time? Or is she depressed? Regardless of whether she writes articles or not, I ask her to take care of herself first. April The teacher is of the utmost importance to the entire Yokohama and world literary world...

But there are still some words that I would like to ask you to relay for me. Many of the words are not mine, some of her readers, and some authors... Hahaha yes, Mr. Yanagawa knows Mr. Yongan and Mr. Youte... just write thriller novels the one from..."

This middle-aged editor, who was in his fourth year, talked endlessly about the current situation of the literary world, especially the excellent writers who have emerged in the past three years.

"Everyone came here because of her, Teacher April can be said to have opened up the glory of the literary world of our era!

The group portraits and strugglers of "The Poor Hundred", the novelty of reasoning and the world view of horror novels, before "Contradiction", there were very few science fiction works in the literary world, and of course "Exiles"...every time she creates a novel of the same type, Genres followed suit.

Ever since she was born, the Yokohama Literary Club has piled up so many awards that the entire editor's office can't fit it... received a lot of manuscripts, and the authors under our banner are all fans of her books, and everyone is looking forward to her next brand new story..."

Shimeng in the tree stump listened to the editor silently. Because of Yokohama Literary Club's kindness, she respected the editor Matsuura, so when she could refuse or terminate the contract, she only chose to escape.

She also knows that the literary world is entering a golden age, and Shi Meng has seen excellent works emerging, not only the profound documentary like "The Exile", but also the discussion of society and human nature similar to "Contradiction", and just depicting an interesting story. story……

A change brought about by her, brought about by her novels and games - many changes.

Shi Meng likes to read forums, and occasionally reads comments on Twitter. She truly understands everyone's recognition and praise, and inevitably feels that she is not as good as everyone imagined, so she feels a little ashamed.

And following Bunichi Matsuura's narration, recalling the barrenness of the literary world that I saw a few years ago, and comparing it with today's grand occasion, I can't help feeling proud and joyful.

But a long story like this...

Wenyi Matsuura, who was talking, felt something poking him, and was startled. He turned around suddenly and saw a——

tree stump?

No, the stump stood up, and it was the Treant.

"Teacher April!"

Teacher April waved a tree branch and shouted: "Mr. Matsuura, don't worry, even if you squeeze out the last bit of inspiration in your brain, drain the last drop of blood, and only sleep for one hour a day! Absenteeism on weekdays will lead to a decline in the company's performance! The manuscript was delivered to you on time!"

Fumichi Matsuura: ...

He wiped the cold sweat from being frightened. Although he knew she was hiding in the tree, he began to doubt her mental state after seeing this scene.

However, the method provided by the person named "Contradiction" was indeed effective. Fumiichi Matsuura knew that at this time he must not disclose that he had foreign aid, otherwise it would be troublesome if she was attacked by her again.

He took out the guarantee letter he had prepared and asked Teacher April to sign it.

Wenyi Matsuura left with a smile on his briefcase.

……

Shi Meng sent off the editor in high spirits, took off her "tree figure costume" and gave it to Huayu in the yard.

She decided to write as much as possible while she was motivated now, otherwise she would be busy with "Spiritual Warfare" tomorrow and would not have time to write the manuscript, so she would call Sakunosuke first to say sorry——

Today's Dazai Osamu Mutual Aid 20.0 plan can only be fueled by you and Sakaguchi-kun.

And she was sitting in front of the monitor, and after about an hour, she forked off {Lingshu Return to Battle Forum}...

There are so many people who have drawn {Liyue}!Shi Meng wished he could teleport to Italy and beat Bailan Jesso hard.

The pure love story will never change!Just let him and the Osamu Dazai group cp!

Another two hours later, she exited {Red Moon Live} contentedly, thinking that the "bottom boy" Yoshida Cheng is indeed the anchor she decided to support. Looking at the effect of this live broadcast, it is both funny and enjoyable.

Before dinner, she relished watching the edited video of "Unbelievable", the current players are simply playing the game, using the open physics and chemistry engines in "Unbelievable", imitating reality to engage in technology in the {Wasteland Wasteland} continent, very interesting Idea!

The sound of "cooking dinner" came at this time, Shi Meng hummed a song and got up, and the next second after forking the webpage, he saw a blank document, his brain and face were blank together...

Wait, what has she been doing all day?

……

Teacher April searched for the time of disappearance, and the other two arrived at Lupine Bar at night, asking soul questions——

"Does Mr. Dazai really need our help?" This is Ango Sakaguchi who was dragged into the issue of freedom and human liberation.

Oda said indifferently: "I never thought that Ango would think that human nature is degenerate in the end, and only by shedding all the cloak of hypocrisy can we return to true human nature."

"Cough cough cough, Mr. Oda!" Sakaguchi felt unspeakable embarrassment. Today's conversation with Dazai didn't dig out his true thoughts, but he revealed himself to the bottom.

but……

"I think Dazai-kun is chasing... the meaning of life?" He hesitated slightly, "This is his way of life and his choice. Maybe we shouldn't interfere."

Oda Sakunosuke was stunned: "Choose?"

"Just like Oda chose to be a novelist, I chose to do intelligence work, and Ms. Utsuki chose to play games. This is the way of life we ​​believe or the meaning of life."

"As for Dazai-kun, he chose to commit suicide as a tool to seek the meaning of life."

Oda was taken aback by Ango Sakaguchi's explanation, and understood his three friends from another angle.

The rational Ango quantifies life; the emotional Shimeng can always find meaning in life.

Both of them knew Dazai well enough to be slightly different.

Shi Meng thinks that Dazai is pursuing a false proposition and needs to intervene; Ango thinks that this is the way of life Dazai chose and should not intervene.

What both of them said made sense.

Which of the two is more correct?

……

In the three hours before they got into an entanglement, Shimeng finished the meal without any taste but with a great appetite. During this period, because of her good appetite, no one noticed that she was pretending to be worried.

But in the morning, many people saw Editor Matsuura's visit and Shimeng's appearance in a tree figure costume, and everyone asked about the succession of the novel.

Teacher Siyue faltered and hawed it over. He was embarrassed to say that he hadn't written a single word all day.

So what to write?

Is it "Red Moon Manor 2"?The "Western Fantasy Land" that Xiaoyin talked about?Record the monsters in the world?Or... yourself?

She watched the stars on the roof terrace, and today the mobile manor stayed where it was, because Paul said he would come back later, and Shi Meng was afraid that he would not be able to find a home.

Arthur Rimbaud came up at this time, taking an extremely unusual path. From the small balcony on the first floor, a revolving golden staircase was erected, and he stepped on the stairs to the rooftop step by step.

Shi Meng just lay on the railing and watched him without shouting, and then they were level, Rimbaud had a smile on his face, and the revolving stairs turned into golden spots of light behind him, and he looked at the stars in her eyes , almost forgot what I was going to say.

But he quickly remembered, and told himself not to be led away by the lady later, and not to be dazzled by the compliments and smiles, he spelled the two words in subspace on his hand.

That is - memory!

Rimbaud suddenly thought of this topic during dinner, "Contradictory Equation" chatted more than a dozen times to no avail, and then she met Paul again after she didn't return home, followed by "White Fog Incident" to "AI Little Star"...

There is also the matter of the young lady running away from home and lying in bed for a month!

The "memory" problem must be solved!

Rimbaud was leaning against the same railing as her, very close to prevent her from jumping off the building later, counting silently for three seconds before he spoke——

"Miss, do you still remember what happened when you were a child?"

Shi Meng didn't realize it: "Remember, speaking of it, I've known Sakunosuke and Chuya a long time ago!"

"What? When did you and Chuya meet?" Rimbaud asked.

"It's been more than five years." Shi Meng smiled, "I met him not long after I left the slum.

Rimbaud heaved a sigh of relief, deleted the plot of his childhood sweetheart in his mind, and said with a smile, "What about when he was the same age as Xiao Xing?"

small star?

eight years old!

Shi Meng was taken aback, he didn't expect Attil to think of this matter at this point!She immediately entered the state of readiness.

"It must have been more than ten years ago when I was eight years old. Let me think about it. At that time, the slums were so-big! Every day..." She beautified her past based on Uzuki's memory.

Rimbaud became more and more worried when he heard it, and felt that she was like a yellow cabbage in the slums during those 14 years without enough food and clothing. He wished he could grow up with her and protect her...

But listening to her compare the present and the past one by one, it seems that all the pain has the best home, and now her home has become a dreamy "Morning Star Paradise".

Morning Star Paradise is her home.

This fact moved Rimbaud unspeakably, and he touched her head lightly.

Shi Mengwei opened her eyes wide and smiled.

"So the miss recalled her own memory?"

"Hmm!" Shi Meng smiled.

She tried to prove her own words: "I think of a lot of things, and I thought about it clearly during the month when I was lying in bed. My name is Uzuki Tomo, and I am a war orphan. My parents died and died in World War I. My father died. It was earlier, my mother died from the grenade of the war, I should have been eight or nine years old at that time... Don't worry, don't worry, I have completely let go of the past, and in the next few years I slowly have a "fantasy collection" , is spiritual perception, able to distinguish between good and evil and help me avoid danger..."

Shi Meng patted Attil on the shoulder, "fantastic" a warm yellow scarf, and felt that his expression was more like a cabbage from a slum than her.

The scarf was so skillful, she motioned for him to bend his neck, and then tied it for him.

Rimbaud lowered his head, the new scarf has a pattern of golden squares, this bright color makes people feel soothed, he straightened the knotted scarf, wanting to do something.

"Miss, do you want to find other family members? Paul and I have investigated, and there should be relatives of the ancestors alive."

Shi Meng shook her head and leaned back on the railing again. She thought it would be fine if she refused, but she was afraid that they would really look for it, so she added: "Father should be from the slums, he has no relatives outside, mother..."

The faces of that man and woman suddenly appeared in her mind, she thought she had really let go of everything...but that home looked so real and kind, she was willing to live in the illusion.

Shimeng, this is false.

she told herself.

I have tried it with Xiaoxing, but there is no clear image anymore, just men and women without faces, an empty home, and an empty face. She sat there for a while, and felt that it was scarier than Red Moon Manor, so she left without hesitation .

I seem to think that time travel is an interesting thing, and then I feel that people in other worlds are like duckweeds without roots, and now I feel that as long as... Walk on, you can find the meaning of life.

Shi Meng smiled, and looked up at the stars, the weather in Yokohama is really nice, as expected she has spent a lot of effort to manage it.

Rimbaud didn't hear the answer after "Mother". The girl lying on the railing turned her back to him and didn't make a sound.

The moon is invisible in the starry night, people seem to be very close to the night, people who have amnesia can feel the same, so he no longer verifies whether she has remembered everything, seeing her looking up, and following her to look at the stars.

"At that time, I woke up on Leibo Street, and I always wanted to find the past me, the people who knew me, and find the traces of my existence in this world. Without a life in the past, I couldn't think about how to go in the future... "

"I found the name I exchanged in the hat, and the "Colorful Painting Collection" is still there. I have to open the subspace every night, for fear that I will forget the supernatural power one day, and try to grasp everything at hand, because this proves that I existed in the world. "

"Compared with many people, I don't have the meaning of life. I live to find the past. Meeting Miss is the biggest surprise in my life. After the joy, there is endless confusion. I found the memory, and I don't know what to do. .”

They stood side by side on the edge of the roof, and chatted about "memory" again. Shi Meng's mood was about to be brought back by him a long time ago, when he secretly looked out of the dark and narrow shack for three days, and then sat face to face with him again. In the coffee shop, while complaining about the boss's taste, while complaining about the scarves and padded jackets he was wearing, she also felt that the two of them were so pitiful, and she had to help him as if she were helping herself.

Rimbaud may have also remembered that time. He was sitting in front of her, the music was bleak in the coffee shop, the cup in his hand was cold, and the childish little girl looked at her with sad and gentle eyes. The moment I finished speaking, I lost my strength, and then I realized that I was a person who could be easily defeated by fate.

"But you said—on the journey, we can also learn the meaning of life."

"That's what I've realized in the past few years. In fact, whether we have amnesia or not, we are all looking for the meaning of life, on this road of chasing life."

Rimbaud frowned slightly at this time. He wanted to add something, but he didn't think of the most suitable answer to explain the "meaning of life", and found that his persuasion journey died at the last step.

But he saw the girl's wet eyes. At night, her eyes were like stars rising from the lake. The stars trembled and blinked at him.

"Oh, I still can't tell the right truth."

"But I seem to understand."

"Then my consolation was successful?"

Shi Meng nodded: "It was successful." She patted him on the shoulder, "I decided to let it go."

"really?"

"Really," she said, "move on."

——Ahead is Paul Verlaine riding on "Gravity".

He saw two people flying towards them at a faster speed. They looked cold, but their voices were warm: "Are you waiting for me?"

Rimbaud: "We're chatting."

Shi Meng: "We are looking at the stars."

They didn't look at each other, they all smiled at him——

"—We are waiting for you too."