killer game

Living room, sofa, a glass of milk in front of each other, still silent.

In the end, it was Mathilda who spoke first, "Leon", she called softly, her eye sockets were slightly swollen due to last night's tossing, and even a little red, but her voice was still calm and peaceful, "I am no longer a child, Leon."

She was sitting in front of the window, with her back facing the Silver Queen, her dark brown hair was fluffy and slightly upturned, half bathed in the warm golden sunlight, faintly shrouded in a soft and old color, which made her calm and quiet eyes even more translucent. clear.

The young child still has the jerky brightness like a spring day, but already has the long and lingering peace of time, but this vicissitudes that do not match the age contain the perception of insight into the world, and the rigorous and cautious temptation is more like step by step. wise.

So beautiful, so beautiful.

It took Leon a long time to think of the words to answer, he said slowly, "But you... are a child."

The expression on Mathilda's face has not changed, but the corners of her eyes are slightly curved - just a slight change, and she is full of youthful and lively temperament. She has always been so mature that she is not like a child. The sense of growing overnight is removed from the eyes of others.

Maturity and rawness, superficial calm and inner sadness, it is the huge contrast that makes people have to emphasize countless times in their hearts when they see her indifference and her maturity—she is still a child.Still a kid.But at this moment, it is so dazzlingly bright, so seemingly uninvolved in peace, like ripples in silent stagnant water, and the waves deeply cover up any emotions at the bottom, no matter how hard it is to see through, on the contrary... ...Suddenly felt that the person in front of me was already the same as myself, with rational thoughts and adult concepts, human beings.

She said: "Leon, stop trying to define me by your thoughts. When my life was completely derailed and was rife with ruthless fate, I survived by luck, but I can't turn back. God let I met you and opened up a path of revenge for me, and I have no right to refuse. Leon, I want to be a killer, a real killer. Leon, you can see my talent in this line, maybe moving forward The road is not smooth, there are still many dark and bumpy roads in the future, but at least I have a way to settle down, I am very satisfied, but Leon, you still insist that... this world is not suitable for me?"

The older killer looked at her quietly, with a slightly clumsy face and habitually light watery eyes. He was thinking seriously. He felt that such stubbornness and selfishness should not be tolerated, but he was indeed so stubborn and selfish. Selfishly hoping that she could leave such a lonely and desperate world, then he turned his eyes away and said, "Yes."

"But I want to enter your world, Leon." Not surprised by his answer, Mathilda smiled easily and peacefully, "It's my choice. I want revenge, I want to live, Leon. You know you're desperate but The feeling of struggling, you have had it, don't you? You know? I dreamed of my brother's eyes so many times, he didn't speak, he didn't leave, just in the dream, looking at me like that quietly, just Just looking at me. I asked him if he was already in heaven, why he didn't leave, what he wanted to tell me, but he didn't smile, he didn't cry, he just looked at me, looked at me... Leon, Do you know my panic, can you imagine the feeling of being abandoned and implicated so hard that you can’t go away? I’m afraid that he’s still in a corner of this world, his wish hasn’t been fulfilled so he can’t go to heaven, I am afraid that he is so lonely, he can only appear in front of me in a dream to see me, I am afraid..."

Those amber pupils shone with crystal water color, but no tears rolled down, she was obviously smiling, but it made people feel that it was more sentimental than crying: "Leon, you know, I can't turn back .I stay, I want to be a killer, I enter this world, I don't want to think about the distant future, I don't want to regret the choice I made, because, I only have this way to go. Leon, accept me, don't put When I was a child, I wasn't a liability, and I wouldn't play with my life, get used to me like a buddy."

After she finished speaking, the room became quiet again. Clean sunlight came in from the window and spread out on the ground along the shape of the window. The dust particles swirled quietly and flew down quietly, with fluffy light clusters, as beautiful as a dream.

Don't think about the distant future, and don't regret the choices you made, just take it as, only now.Only now is left.

She always leaves.Just like the kitten that huddled at his door that day, it was always going to leave, maybe it was the next stop, maybe the next stop, it was raining, and everyone's clothes were wet, they met at this intersection, He shielded her from the rain, walked forward together, walked through an intersection, and then another intersection, then the rain stopped and the sun shone on his face, he watched her back leave and walked into the sun, so he paused for a while, shaking his clothes , but also to continue to move forward.

He always believed that... she shouldn't have entered this world.She was so young and beautiful, but he couldn't refuse her at all.

This is a sensitive child, with a stubborn and stubborn character like a child, but with the careful and cautious thinking of an adult, she can clearly understand what she is doing, and she can accurately grasp the direction of the future—— And he stood in the cloudy and dark world, wandering around, desperate to the end of the world, the rain poured down, and the rain kept falling-he couldn't stop this child who asked him for protection, so he held up an umbrella for her.He could only hold up an umbrella for her, and then send her away peacefully on a sunny afternoon.

The story begins and the story ends.She is like hope, she has come, and she will always go.

Leon looked at his hope, thinking of the sun that opened the door and shone into his darkness that day, so good, so good.

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Mathilda followed Leon to find old Tony.

Old Tony ran a restaurant, but behind the scenes, he was a middleman in the killer industry.

Leon worked for him, and the price was 5000 yuan per person, the price offered by old Tony. Of course, the money he charged was far more than that. Leon has worked for 20 years, and has also been displaced in this city for 20 years.

Leon entered the restaurant, Mathilda stood at the door and waited quietly.

The sun shines on the face.She bit her lollipop and looked up quietly for a while, and suddenly felt that she didn't seem to hate the sun as much as before.In this world, some things are always changing, and some things, which change silently, are always easy to accept.

She began to feel that today is really a good day.Everything in her field of vision is bright and colorful, and the invisible darkness that once covered her has disappeared unconsciously. She understands the power of hatred on her shoulders more than ever before, but after truly merging into this world, she feels so I am so happy to discover that this world is so real, and it is so real that it makes people palpitate.

It was precisely because of this that I suddenly felt that pulling the trigger was such a simple matter.

She looked at the old guy sitting with Leon through the corner of the glass window. Leon, who is very sensitive to the surrounding environment, soon noticed this sight. He raised his head indistinctly but found that it was her. He was slightly startled and then lowered his head. , she hooked the corners of her lips, leaning against the wall as quietly as a shadow.