Dead rivals overturned each other
Chapter 59
Xu Zhuo didn't dare to look at Zhou Mu, but Zhou Mu's gaze kept on him.
Wanting to get under Zhou Liang's arm, Zhou Liang simply stood in front of Xu Zhuo. Xu Zhuo pushed his chest, but Zhou Liang had no intention of moving away.
During the stalemate, Xu Zhuo was sweating a little on his back.
Zhou Mu suddenly said, "Your mouth..."
Alarm bells rang in Xu Zhuo's heart, "What's wrong with my mouth?"
too dry?He is not in the habit of wearing lip balm.
Zhou Liang was silent for a moment, then Fang pointed to the corner of his lips.
Xu Zhuo followed his movements, touched the corner of his lips, and touched a white powder stain on his fingertips, which was actually toothpaste that was not cleaned.
He breathed a sigh of relief, went back to the bathroom, rubbed his face violently, trying to calm himself down.
Don't scare yourself, Zhou Liang obviously fell asleep last night and doesn't know anything, he has to behave calmly, so that he can't see any flaws.
When he went out, he still couldn't help being suspicious, and grabbed Zhou Liang who was about to enter the bathroom with him, "So, did I forget to tell you something?"
Zhou Liang: "Won't you call me when you go out to the supermarket?"
Xu Zhuo: "..."
That's it.
He finally breathed a sigh of relief, and really wanted to beat a half-spoken person like Zhou Liang.
Half an hour later, the two got into the car together.
Xu Zhuo entered the destination on the touch screen of the car, and the mechanical prompt sounded in the next moment, "Next, I will guide you to the optimal route to 'Little Flower Shop', the whole journey is 3.4 kilometers, and the estimated driving time is 10 minutes..."
Seeing Zhou Liang looking over suspiciously, Xu Zhuo fastened his seat belt:
"Xiaomi Duo should be back today. I'm going to buy some flowers for her. My mother likes flowers very much. She orders them every week. Girls should feel better when they see this."
Zhou Mu had no objection.
This "little flower shop" is called a flower shop, but it is actually a small animal and plant shop. Half of the inside is full of colorful flowers, and the other half is full of vivid hamsters, turtles and parrots. When you walk in, the temperature is much warmer than outside.
Xu Zhuo didn't have much research on flowers. He stood in front of a bunch of pink flowers and was about to pick a few. Zhou Liang stood beside him like an old man:
"You give this, Xiao Zhang will really be happy."
Xu Zhuo was inexplicably encouraged, and before he could take the next step, he heard Zhou Liang say, "Because I'm happy to have a silly son."
Xu Zhuo: "? What do you mean?"
The shopkeeper came over with a smile, "Handsome, are you going to send flowers to your mother? Carnations are a good choice for elders."
Xu Zhuo gave Zhou Mu a sideways glance speechlessly, wouldn't he remind him directly?It's very awkward to hurt him even around the corner.
"Are there any suitable flowers for girls? I don't know very well." Xu Zhuo asked the shopkeeper.
Shopkeeper: "Is it for your girlfriend?"
Zhou Liang's throat seemed to be uncomfortable, and he was coughing beside him.
Xu Zhuo glanced at him, threw the water bottle into his arms, and shook his head at the shopkeeper, "A younger sister with a better relationship."
After Xu Shi drank water, Zhou Liang's throat was moistened and he returned to calm.
The store thought about it for two seconds, and then recommended it vigorously, "The caramel milk tea color scheme is very popular recently, and it looks good in photos. You can see that the main flower is a coffee latte rose, and the auxiliary flower is a brownie-colored tulip, interspersed with some multi-headed roses. Garnish with curly bellflowers."
She arranged the flowers while talking, Xu Zhuo was satisfied with just one glance, and asked the opinion of the uncle Zhou next to him:
"what do you think?"
Unexpectedly, Zhou Liang had walked away from him and was looking at the fish tank diagonally ahead.
"What are you looking at?" Xu Zhuo walked over curiously.
Zhou Liang pointed into the fish tank, "Flowers always wither, why not give Xiao Zhang two fish, pets can also change the mood."
Xu Zhuo thought it was a good idea when he heard it, and looked at his fingers, "Huh? The movements of this fish are interesting. How come they are next to each other, as if..."
The store accepted his words, "That's right, it's the kissing fish. This is a very common ornamental fish. It's round and cute, and it's very suitable as a gift."
Xu Zhuo's heart suddenly jumped, and he subconsciously looked at Zhou Liang.
What Zhou Liang chose was... this fish.
But he didn't seem to have any abnormalities, just quietly staring at the fish with his head down.
Maybe it's just a coincidence, Xu Zhuo thought so.
In the end, he bought a portable fish tank in one hand and flowers in the other, and bought both.
But he put the fish tank in the back seat, so that he can't see it.
Finally came to the supermarket.
Xu Zhuo went straight to the condiment area, and chose a piece of buttery spicy hot pot base.
After much deliberation, hot pot is the most suitable for the taste of the public, and it is also the most suitable for dinner parties.
In view of the different ability of people to eat spicy food, Xu Zhuo was going to make a mandarin duck pot, but he was not sure whether the other one was a tomato pot or a mushroom soup pot. He was about to ask Zhou Liang, but found that the people around him disappeared again.
Xu Zhuo turned around in a circle, only to find that Zhou Liang came from the snack and drink area, holding a pile of fruit juice, puree, milk and other drinks in his arms.
Zhou Liang approached the cart and poured the things in his arms into it. Xu Zhuo accidentally discovered that Zhou Liang bought a lot of spicy sticks, "You still eat this?"
Zhou Mu tidied up the messy spicy sticks in the cart. Xu Zhuo loved to eat these junk foods when he was a child, but he was rarely greedy when he grew up. …burn?"
Xu Zhuo's voice became smaller and smaller.
Zhou Mu looked at him, imitating his tone, "Kiss... burn, what's the problem?"
Xu Zhuoqian smiled a few times, and hurriedly said: "No problem, good buy, good buy."
Zhou Liang seemed worried that the snacks would not taste good, "The last time you kissed..."
Xu Zhuo narrowed his eyes slightly upon hearing this.
"When is it time to eat this burn?" Zhou Liang said.
Xu Zhuo's mind was like riding a roller coaster, with ups and downs. At this moment, he pushed the cart and walked quickly, "Who still remembers, it happened a long time ago, let's go, let's go buy meat."
Fortunately, the fresh food section of the supermarket is doing activities, and the discounts are relatively strong. Concentrating on buying quickly cured Xu Zhuo's fear for a short time.
Pushing a cart full of trophies, the two lined up to check out.
There will be a lot of candy and other promotional products next to the checkout area. Xu Zhuo suggested, "Why don't you buy some mints?" The hot pot has a strong taste.
Zhou Xing nodded, and picked from the shelves beside him, and finally picked out a box of lemon-flavored candy and handed it to Xu Zhuo. Xu Zhuo looked down and was amused:
"Qingzui lozenge? Isn't this what I loved to eat when I was a child? After all these years, I still have it."
As he spoke, his voice stopped.
Damn, did you match these two words today?Why are they everywhere! !You can't sell it without a kiss, right?
"Let's see if there is anything else?" Xu Zhuo silently put the box of candy back.
Zhou Liang didn't say much, and took another box of brightly colored candies, "This one, it says 0 sucrose added, I think everyone will prefer this one."
"Very good, I think it's good!" Xu Zhuo didn't even see what kind of candy it was, and hurriedly dealt with it, "Throw it in the car, it's almost time for us to pay the bill."
Zhou Liang said: "This kiskis candy has peach flavored kis and passion fruit flavored kis. Which flavor of kis do you want?"
He said 5 kisses all over his face, and pierced Xu Zhuo's ears 5 times like thunder. Kis and kiss are the same sound. Xu Zhuo's English score is very bad, but he still knows the meaning of such a simple word fluently.
Really afraid of what would happen, Xu Zhuo's heart collapsed, and he could only smile stiffly, "It's up to you."
Zhou Mu nodded and took a box casually.
On the way home, Xu Zhuo drove very fast, afraid that he would run into some cats, cats and dogs kissing on the roadside, or billboards kissing on the roadside.
Fortunately, the journey went smoothly, and there was nothing to remind him of his sneaky presumptuousness last night.
A few more times, he really couldn't guarantee that he could continue to pretend nothing had happened in front of Zhou Liang.
Back at the villa, Xu Zhuo was overjoyed when he saw a pair of delicate women's white shoes that were not neatly arranged. He changed the number of slippers and walked in quickly. Sure enough, he saw a smiling Zhang on the sofa. Mido.
"Xiaomi Duo, have you changed your hairstyle?" Xu Zhuo asked unexpectedly.
Zhang Miduo used to have shoulder-length hair, often tied into a ball head, or made a fashionable egg roll shape with splints. Now she has short hair just past the ears, with the tail slightly turned outwards, making her look more playful.
"Well, brother, how about my new hairstyle?" Zhang Miduo was chatting with Xing Xuehui about Shuiguangzheng, but seeing Xu Zhuo and Xu Zhuo came back, they smiled even more, and couldn't help but stroked the hair by their ears .
Xu Zhuo sighed.
Zhang Miduo said nervously, "Isn't it pretty?"
Xu Zhuo: "I'm going to throw away the flowers in my hand."
Zhang Miduo didn't understand, glanced at the bouquet in his hand, and thought, "Why throw it away..."
Xu Zhuo looked very regretful, "I bought this flower for you just now because I thought it was beautiful, but after seeing you, this flower has become overshadowed, and I feel that it is not worthy of you in an instant, so I just throw it away."
Zhang Miduo rolled his eyes at him, but couldn't hold back his smile, and grabbed the bouquet, "I haven't seen you for a few days, brother, why are you still so annoying?"
Infected by her smile, Xu Zhuo laughed too, and handed her the fish tank in his hand, "Are you back?"
Zhang Miduo seemed to like this little fish very much, and moved the fish tank to his face to watch carefully, "Well, I won't leave again."
Xu Zhuo didn't say much, patted the top of her head, looked around, "Sister Zuoyao and Liu Zhendong haven't come back yet?"
It was rare for Xing Xuehui to answer his words, but her tone was smug, "The program team said that the two of them have a spontaneous date tonight, so they won't come back again."
Xu Zhuo thought to himself, then we won't be able to eat hot pot tonight, and said to Zhou Liang: "Then let's put the things in the refrigerator first? We'll talk about it when everyone is ready."
He didn't pay attention to Cao Mo, who had been standing awkwardly by the side, and who also returned today but didn't seem to be very popular.
Cao Mo could feel that everyone would treat him as air when they talked about something and nothing. He was depressed in his heart, but he couldn't show it on his face.
Especially Xing Xuehui, a snobbish woman, didn't even give herself a straight look after something happened.
But he has also done a lot of psychological construction in the past two days. As long as the program group doesn't chase him away, he will stay here forever.
He just needs to keep a low profile for a few days, after a while, and then run some positive news, the audience will naturally forget about those things.
If you don't want to see yourself, you can only see yourself. He put his hope on the best opposite sex in the audience - Zhang Miduo.
While Xing Xuehui went back to the room to touch up her makeup, Cao Mo sat next to Zhang Miduo, who didn't seem to feel it, and concentrated on eating the fruit plate in front of her.
Cao Mo's eyes rolled slightly, and he saw that the cameraman behind him was yelling at the two of them with the camera.
He hurriedly said in a low voice, with apology and repentance, "Mi Duo, I'm sorry..."
Zhang Miduo interrupted him before he finished speaking.
The strawberry in her hand was bright red, and it looked very sweet. She took a sip, and judging from her happy expression, it seemed that it was indeed very sweet. Her lips with sweet juice slightly opened:
"Why are you saying sorry to me? Do we have anything to do?"
Cao Mo's face froze, especially in front of the camera, he is not easy to get angry.
Zhang Miduo stuffed the whole strawberry into his mouth, and when his cheeks puffed up, he spoke cutely, "Look, my little fish swims so fast and is very free. I like its state very much. I'll let it go." At the head of the bed."
With that said, Zhang Miduo got up and went upstairs with the fish tank in his arms.
Cao Mo looked at her straight back and the new hairstyle that she hadn't gotten used to yet, and his heart sank. This little white flower went home and rested for two days, as if she was a different person. It is unpredictable.
He also didn't want to stay in the same space as Xu Zhuo, he tried his best to maintain his expression control, and went towards the courtyard.
Xu Zhuo stuffed food, Zhou Liang stuffed drinks, and the tasks of the two were properly assigned.
In a blink of an eye, there were only the two of them left in the lively living room, and it was a little deserted. "Would you like to play some music?" Zhou Liang asked.
Xu Zhuo nodded and said yes.
On weekdays, when everyone is cooking together, they will indeed play music on the stereo, which will give them more energy to work.
"What song do you want to listen to?" Zhou Liang took out his mobile phone and connected it to the Bluetooth of the stereo.
"It's okay, you can choose." Xu Zhuo squatted in front of the refrigerator without raising his head to sort things out.
Then a very recognizable female voice came from the speaker.
Xu Zhuo asked without thinking: "Liang Jingru's song?"
The prelude is quite sweet, not like the style of songs that Zhou Liang would listen to.
"What name? It sounds familiar." Xu Zhuo asked.
Zhou Mu didn't answer him, but Gao Gao answered:
"Kiss gently, close your eyes tightly, maybe it's you or not, not necessarily, kiss as lightly as a dream..."
Xu Zhuo's figure suddenly burst.
He remembered, this is Liang Jingru's "Kiss".
It happened that he had a bag of instant food in his hand, and there were five large characters written on the bag:
"Extreme kiss intestines."
No matter how lucky he was, the series of coincidences at this moment made Xu Zhuo have to think about the aspect that he was unwilling to face.
Depend on.
He held the edge of the refrigerator door, trying to use his strength to stand up, but a tall figure leaned forward behind him.
Zhou Liang stretched out his hands, supported the sides of the refrigerator, and covered Xu Zhuo under his body:
"Do you remember what you want to tell me now?"
Xu Zhuo has no experience of doing bad things in his life. Last night, his mind became hot and he belittled the person Xiao had thought about for a long time.As a result, he was now being held by the master, and for a moment, he was so nervous that he even forgot to breathe.
The whole person squatted by the refrigerator door as if in a trance.
Zhou Liang seemed to be very patient, looking at him quietly with his head down, without urging him.
Xu Zhuo swallowed, and pretended to beckon behind him, "Hey, Director Gu."
Unexpectedly, Zhou Liang was not moved at all.
Xu Zhuosheng's plan to hit east and west failed.
In his heart, he frantically prayed to anyone passing by, fearing being seen by others, Zhou Liang could let him go for a while.
But at this moment in the living room, there is only the sound of their anxious breathing facing each other.
"No, it doesn't count... Last night doesn't count." Xu Zhuo gritted his teeth and stammered.
Zhou Liang was carrying the light behind his back, the emotion in his eyes was dim and difficult to understand, "Do you want to admit it?"
Xu Zhuo raised his head abruptly, "No!" The moment he looked directly at Zhou Liang, the aura he just mentioned was instantly short, and his eyes drifted away:
"That was a mistake."
Zhou Xing paused, "A mistake?"
It was a casual remark at first, but at this moment, as if he had found a suitable explanation, Xu Zhuo nodded vigorously, "That's right, it was a mistake. We are all adults, let's forget about it."
Zhou Liang straightened up suddenly, no longer circled him, but turned around and walked away two steps.
The light in front of Xu Zhuo was finally bright, but he felt inexplicably more uneasy in his heart. After standing up, his feet were numb and he could only lean against the refrigerator door.
The side face of Zhou Liang in front of him looked as indifferent as usual, but Xu Zhuo's eyes fell on his hand hanging against the seam of his trousers, trembling slightly, as if trying to hold back something.
Xu Zhuo opened his mouth, something flashed through his mind, his face turned pale, and he didn't say anything in the end.
Zhou Mu's voice was quite hoarse, and he said to himself, "Mistake..."
He looked back at Xu Zhuo with a mocking tone, "Yes, have you made fewer mistakes to me?"
After speaking, he didn't seem to want to stay any longer, turned around and walked out of the gate of the villa.
For no reason, Zhou Liang's words made Xu Zhuo's heart ache when he heard the words.
Confusion followed, he didn't understand what Zhou Mu's words meant, and wanted to stop him, but what he faced was the sound of closing the door.
Zhou Liang didn't come back until dinner.
Nearly half of the people were absent for dinner, and the meal was very deserted. In addition, Xu Zhuo was a little absent-minded today, and the taste of the dishes was not good. The meal was very vague, and everyone left quickly.
Back in the room, Xu Zhuo ruffled his hair in boredom.
Now calm down and put yourself in the shoes of others, he is the one who stole relatives, and he is the one who made mistakes. He sounds like a heartless scumbag.
He wanted to scold himself.
If it were him, I'm afraid he would be even angrier than Zhou Mu.
But what to do?
It may not be frank that I like others, so I can't help myself for a while.
But if Zhou Liang just used him as a stand-in, his private liking would break the rules, and he would appear to be very ignorant and unworthy of fun.
In this stand-in relationship, the initiative has always been in the hands of Zhou Xing. Zhou Xing has been so kind to him recently, so good that he gets carried away and crosses the line that shouldn't be.
The result was a mess.
It's been a good two days.
After hinting all day long, what exactly does Zhou Liang want to hear from him?
Hear an apology?Sorry, I was the one to offend last night.
is that so.
Then he used this as an excuse to bully him in other ways, and let him be his assistant for a day last time.
But he didn't want to apologize.
Xu Zhuo felt bitterness in his heart, God knows how much effort he had wasted last night to let himself just kiss him lightly.
While he was flustered, all he could think about was putting Zhou Liang under him, grabbing his short hair with his hands, touching his lips and teeth to his heart's content, and even more indescribable intimacy.
He wanted more offense, more and more.
Desire without status is tormenting.
After Xu Zhuo finished washing, he leaned quietly on Zhou Mu's bed. He has become used to sleeping with Zhou Mu in the past few days.
My own bed has begun to pile up debris.
Thinking that when Zhou Liang came back, no matter what, he would take the initiative to find topics to make up for Bai Yan's insincere hurtful actions.
Unexpectedly, Zhou Mu did not return overnight.
But Zhou Liang didn't go far, but drove Xiao Jiazhen home, who was living in the car, and spent the night there by himself.
I thought I would lose sleep again.
But maybe because he didn't have a good rest last night, he quickly fell asleep.
The dream just started, and he realized something was wrong. He tried hard to wake up, but he was dragged into the most painful time.
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Second semester of high school.
Zhou Liangzheng participated in the speech under the national flag on behalf of the whole grade. The theme was "A strong youth makes a country strong."
His voice is clear and clear, comfortable to the ear, the back of the hand holding the manuscript is distinct, and his figure is tall and straight.
Xu Zhuo admired it for a while, his thoughts began to drift uncontrollably, because there was something imminent in front of him.
It is an art festival performance, what content should I choose.
He proposed to perform magic tricks, but Zhou Liang didn't want to be a model, but Zhou Liang's poker face was too contagious to be a magician.
Then he proposed to play a sketch, but Zhou Liang couldn't tell jokes, and comedy looked like tragedy.
But Xu Zhuo was very worried. On the surface, he seemed to be thinking about Zhou Liang's speech, but he was actually thinking hard about this headache.
Zhao Tingting is tall among girls, and she is standing relatively behind, just in front of Xu Zhuo.
She glanced at the head teacher in the last row, who seemed to be chatting with the head teacher of the next class.
So she said to Xu Zhuo: "Puff, puff, puff." She called out in a low voice.
Xu Zhuo's thoughts were interrupted by her, he looked over and said with his lips: "What's wrong?"
He Chao behind him frowned and looked at the two of them.
Zhao Tingting didn't know whether it was because she was hiding from the teacher's sight or because of something else. She twitched for a while and didn't look at Xu Zhuo when she spoke: "Well, do you have time on March 3? Let's go out and watch a movie. Just the two of us."
Xu Zhuo was silent for a moment, usually when they watched movies, he, Zhao Tingting and He Chao went to watch them together.
Zhao Tingting said that there were only two people this time. He thought for a while, maybe he had a quarrel with He Chao.
"I'm sorry Tingting, isn't it coming to the art festival? I've been busy rehearsing with Zhou Liang recently. I'm afraid I don't have time to go out to play. Let's do it next time." , he knew that He Chao liked Zhao Tingting, and he would not go out alone with the person he liked.
Disappointment visible to the naked eye was visible on Zhao Tingting's face, "Okay."
Xu Zhuo had tried his best to take care of the emotions of both parties, but he couldn't see the hidden anger on the expression of He Chao behind him.Xu Zhuo has no love cells. He only knows that Valentine's Day is February 2th. He doesn't know the exact date of Qixi Festival, and it is impossible to know that March 14th is White Day.
Zhao Tingting asked Xu Zhuo to go out to play alone this day, the purpose is obvious.
He Chao didn't understand why Zhao Tingting couldn't see her showing her kindness to Zhao Tingting in every possible way, and only Xu Zhuo was always in her eyes.
He has been waiting for almost a year and a half, but what he waited for was this result. If Zhao Tingting confides his feelings to Xu Zhuo and Xu Zhuo really agrees to her, how can he have a chance?
Staring at the back of Xu Zhuo's head for a while, he glanced at Xu Zili who was standing in the first row maintaining class discipline, and a thought suddenly formed in his mind.
Soon, he poked Xu Zhuo's back with his fingers, and quietly approached him, saying in a volume that only the two of them could hear:
"Xu Zili seems to be in a bad mood recently, have you noticed?"
Hearing this, Xu Zhuo looked towards the front row where Xu Zili was, and saw that the other person's brows did not show the expression of the past, and there was some melancholy and depression. This state had lasted for a week, and he had already discovered it.
Asked Xu Zili if something happened, he just shook his head with a wry smile.
Xu Zhuo was quite worried about him, "Well, do you know why?"
He Chao just happened to know what happened to Xu Zili yesterday. He also knew that according to Xu Zili's character, he always reported good news but not bad news. He was afraid that he was the only one who knew the truth.
This also gave him room to play.
"I was hurt by love, and I liked a girl from the school next door, but she was rejected by the other party." He Chao sighed.
Xu Zhuo was stunned for a moment, he had never heard of anyone Xu Zili had a crush on, and thought he liked studying.
This is also normal, when young people are young and ignorant, it is her loss that the girl can't see Xu Zili's goodness.
He Chao added, "Of course he has his own reasons for not telling. I'm afraid he feels ashamed and doesn't want everyone to know. Just pretend you don't know."
Xu Zhuo understands.
He Chao continued with a sympathetic tone, "Our poor study committee member must have been hurt badly, and his academic performance has declined recently."
"It's a pity that I can't help Ali." Xu Zhuo is the worst at emotional matters.
He Chao said with deep meaning: "You really can do something."
Xu Zhuo was puzzled and turned his head to look at him.
"Love hurts, of course love has to heal."
Xu Zhuo nodded, because he had heard similar rhetoric in TV dramas.
He Chao winked at him, "Xiao Zhuo, didn't you write a love letter to Xu Zili before?"
If he didn't mention it, Xu Zhuo almost forgot about it. At the beginning, in order to find someone to watch "Titanic" with him, he wrote a love letter to Xu Zili by accident. Finally, he watched the movie with Zhou Liang for no reason, and he sighed when he thought about it.
Xu Zhuo smiled awkwardly, "He didn't respond at the time, maybe he couldn't accept that."
That, referring to homosexuality.
He Chao hurriedly said: "How could it be! He can do it."
Xu Zhuo was surprised, "How do you know?"
The relationship between myself and Xu Zili is obviously closer, and I haven't figured out the other's sexual orientation after getting along for so long.
He Chao pretended to be slipping his tongue, and came out like a bean, "Actually, the person he likes in another school is not a girl, but a boy, so he kept it a secret from no one. I happened to know someone in that school, and I happened to know about it."
Xu Zhuo suddenly realized that this seemed to make sense.
He Chao asked: "Xiao Zhuo, do you want Xu Zili to be happy?"
Xu Zhuo said: "Of course."
He Chao smiled and encouraged, "Then you confess to him again. Being liked by others is so satisfying and fulfilling. He will definitely use this to forget the hurt."
Xu Zhuo seemed a bit conflicted, "But he didn't respond last time, he's obviously not interested in me, so why bother."
Moreover, his brain was hot at the time, and he never got hot again.
He Chao disagreed: "Your method was wrong. I thought about it later, who still expresses love with love letters now? I said it directly. Your previous method was too subtle, and people may not understand your point."
Xu Zhuo felt that his love writing was quite blatant, and Xu Zili was particularly good at Chinese, so there was no reason why he couldn't read it.
"But……"
He Chao interrupted him, "Stop it! Do you know why that boy rejected him? He said he felt disgusted by homosexuality and felt sick when he saw him. Let him go, he'd better die."
These words stung Xu Zhuo.
He belongs to a group of people who knew about his sexual orientation relatively early. After such a long time, he also accumulated the courage to come out publicly with his friends.
But he can still remember that many friends left him because of this, the feeling of not being understood and being rejected, he still feels suffocated every time he thinks about it.
The relatives on Dad's side seldom communicate, but in the early years, occasionally because of the company's shares, the two parties still walked around.
He has a cousin of the same age, when he went to his room to play a game console, he accidentally found the same-sex comics hidden in his closet.
At that time, he was so disgusted that he cursed and pushed him to the ground. He was disgusted and surprised as if he saw an alien, and ran out to yell at his aunt that he was a pervert.
He was lying on the ground at the time, tears streaming down his face, because of what his cousin said, he also felt that he was a pervert, and he didn't want to get up, he just felt ashamed.
After my mother found out, she "invited" my aunt and cousin out of the house no matter what decency or old love.
Mom squatted beside Xu Zhuo, patted him on the back lightly, and reassured him that it was all right, Xiao Zhuo was just like everyone else, he was an ordinary person, he had the right to love anyone, and no one had the right to criticize him.
My mother has received Western-style education since she was a child, and she is very open-minded about sex. She does not guide or forcibly interfere in this matter, and everything depends on Xu Zhuo's will.
It is precisely because of his mother's support that Xu Zhuo is now able to accept his sexuality openly and aboveboard.
As for such a gentle person like Ali, being slandered by other people's words, even hearing such words from someone he likes, is even more unacceptable than he was at the beginning, and it hurts even thinking about it.
Xu Zili noticed that the two of them were whispering, and he didn't strictly stop them like other class leaders, but just looked at Xu Zhuo and shook his head as a signal.
What a kind person, Xu Zhuo thought so.
At the end of the morning meeting, Xu Zhuo and He Chao returned to the classroom together. He Chao was still chattering and giving him advice on the way. Xu Zhuo didn't respond, but just listened.
There was a sheet of paper spread out on everyone's desk, and the students who returned to the classroom were wailing and showing off, discussing the results of the weekly Chinese test.
Xu Zhuo is in the back row, passing by Xu Zili's seat, and glances at the test paper on the other's desk, the big red "129" score.
He couldn't help frowning slightly.
With a full score of 150, Xu Zili's score was above 140 in the past, but now he has fallen back so much.
Back on his seat, he was about to read his test paper, but was pulled by Zhou Mu beside him.
Xu Zhuo was full of thoughts and didn't care, but looked at the table in a daze.
Zhou Liang knocked on his table with his hand, and before he could speak, he saw Xu Zhuo pat him on the shoulder as if making up his mind, "Shall we perform at the art festival? Sing a love song!"
Zhou Liang was stunned for a moment, with surprise in his eyes.
How dare he!It's fine to talk about it in private, but now you want to sing a love song with him, do you want the whole school to know?
Do you just like yourself that much? Thinking of this, Zhou Liang's heart beat faster just now.
Having made up his mind, Xu Zhuo began to think about the possibility of putting it into practice.
He didn't have any strong desire to be with Xu Zili, but he had his mother by his side, and Xu Zili had no one by his side. He hoped that he could be a part of supporting him.
I want to tell him personally, don't be disappointed in life, and don't go to extremes, someone will love and cherish him.
Zhou Zhuo's slender knuckles were still on Xu Zhuo's table, and Xu Zhuo touched the back of his hand, "Such a beautiful hand, just play the guitar."
Zhou Liang withdrew his hand abruptly like an electric shock, frowned and opened his lips to say something, Xu Zhuo hurriedly covered his mouth, "The guitar is easy to learn, there is still a month left, let's invite a one-on-one quick song There's nothing wrong with the song."
As if disliking Xu Zhuo's heart, Zhou Liang kicked his feet hard, moved the bench back, avoiding his touch, and hurriedly picked up the paper on the table:
"Don't be so full of performances, you should also focus on your studies."
Xu Zhuole let out a voice, "If you don't refuse, it's as if you agreed!"
He took his own paper and saw the red "88" on it, his smile froze on his face.
90 points to pass.
For a moment, he began to reflect, where did he have the time to care about Xu Zili's grades?If his grades go backwards, he will be slammed for a few blocks.
But Xu Zhuo is an optimistic person, he quickly laughed, "How should I put it, this score is quite auspicious."
After half a month.
In the karaoke room of the school's art building, Xu Zhuo held a thermos bottle and took a big mouthful of warm water through a straw, "Let's do it again."
Zhou Liang's right hand was hanging on the strings of the guitar, and he didn't play immediately, but observed Xu Zhuo's state: "Why don't you come here today? You are in good health and need more rest."
Two days ago, Xu Zhuo ate peanuts by mistake. At that time, his face even had difficulty breathing due to allergic symptoms. Only then did Zhou Liang know that he was allergic to peanuts, and he kept it in his heart.
Xu Zhuo seems to be used to allergies, and he yells to practice the program as soon as his body recovers, and even practice all day on weekends.
"I'm fine, I can persist." Xu Zhuo shook his head.
Zhou Liang didn't play, so he sang a cappella.
Under Xu Zhuo's careful selection, he finally chose Eason Chan's "Ido".
This song, just from the name, has attracted Zhou Liang's infinite associations. Maybe Xu Zhuo wants to use this performance to imply something and develop further with him.
Zhou Liang seemed to be playing the strings, but in fact, he listened to every line of Xu Zhuo's lyrics.
There is a reason to say that Xu Zhuo was born to be an actor. His eloquence is clear but not deliberate. Whether it is speaking lines or singing, he has his own unique charm, which is easy to attract people's attention.
Although it was just practice, he still took it seriously, using emotion in every line.
After finishing a song, Xu Zhuo took a pen and marked some notes on the lyrics sheet to remind himself which passages were more difficult and needed attention.
He once again said to Zhou Liang: "This performance is of great significance."
Zhou Liang has heard it many times.
Every time, his heart trembles inexplicably. This guy really doesn't know how to write the word "reserved".
Before, he always listened to it and let it pass, but this time it was different.
Especially after experiencing Xu Zhuo's allergy and illness, he finally realized how important the person in front of him, whom he despised and feared the most, was to him.
It is so important that the current Zhou Liang can accept everything about him, including liking.
Only then did Zhou Liang realize that the previous resistance was just a way of self-protection.
Perhaps from the very beginning, he knew that he would be attracted by the simple and sincere Xu Zhuo. He was afraid of sinking, so he simply pushed away.
He always wanted to find an opportunity to reject Xu Zhuo, but in fact he never took action seriously, and always found reasons to prevaricate.
He is actually enjoying this firm liking, and wants to monopolize this liking.
There is an intuition that Xu Zhuo will use this performance to confess his love again.
What could be more significant than this?
For the upcoming art festival, Zhou Liang is looking forward to it, but also implies a little nervousness.
The two sang together again, and towards the end of the song, Xu Zhuo caught a glimpse of the redness and swelling of his fingertips out of the corner of his eye, and subconsciously tapped.
I couldn't care less about singing, so I quickly grabbed Zhou Liang's fingers and looked closer. Fortunately, it was only red and swollen, not broken, and I blamed myself, "I'm sorry I was busy rehearsing and forgot how you felt. We won't practice today. gone."
Zhou Liang's Adam's apple slipped.
Xu Zhuo pursed his lips for a while, "Does it hurt?"
In fact, it’s okay to use the pick. I forgot to bring the pick today, so I don’t feel much about it, but Zhou Liang nodded at this time.
The next moment, Xu Zhuo squeezed Zhou Liang's wrist, brought it to his lips, and began to breathe out gently into his fingertips.
Zhou Liang's fingertips were itchy, he turned his head away, and his breathing became more rapid, but it was rare that he didn't take his hand away.
"Does it still hurt?
Wanting to get under Zhou Liang's arm, Zhou Liang simply stood in front of Xu Zhuo. Xu Zhuo pushed his chest, but Zhou Liang had no intention of moving away.
During the stalemate, Xu Zhuo was sweating a little on his back.
Zhou Mu suddenly said, "Your mouth..."
Alarm bells rang in Xu Zhuo's heart, "What's wrong with my mouth?"
too dry?He is not in the habit of wearing lip balm.
Zhou Liang was silent for a moment, then Fang pointed to the corner of his lips.
Xu Zhuo followed his movements, touched the corner of his lips, and touched a white powder stain on his fingertips, which was actually toothpaste that was not cleaned.
He breathed a sigh of relief, went back to the bathroom, rubbed his face violently, trying to calm himself down.
Don't scare yourself, Zhou Liang obviously fell asleep last night and doesn't know anything, he has to behave calmly, so that he can't see any flaws.
When he went out, he still couldn't help being suspicious, and grabbed Zhou Liang who was about to enter the bathroom with him, "So, did I forget to tell you something?"
Zhou Liang: "Won't you call me when you go out to the supermarket?"
Xu Zhuo: "..."
That's it.
He finally breathed a sigh of relief, and really wanted to beat a half-spoken person like Zhou Liang.
Half an hour later, the two got into the car together.
Xu Zhuo entered the destination on the touch screen of the car, and the mechanical prompt sounded in the next moment, "Next, I will guide you to the optimal route to 'Little Flower Shop', the whole journey is 3.4 kilometers, and the estimated driving time is 10 minutes..."
Seeing Zhou Liang looking over suspiciously, Xu Zhuo fastened his seat belt:
"Xiaomi Duo should be back today. I'm going to buy some flowers for her. My mother likes flowers very much. She orders them every week. Girls should feel better when they see this."
Zhou Mu had no objection.
This "little flower shop" is called a flower shop, but it is actually a small animal and plant shop. Half of the inside is full of colorful flowers, and the other half is full of vivid hamsters, turtles and parrots. When you walk in, the temperature is much warmer than outside.
Xu Zhuo didn't have much research on flowers. He stood in front of a bunch of pink flowers and was about to pick a few. Zhou Liang stood beside him like an old man:
"You give this, Xiao Zhang will really be happy."
Xu Zhuo was inexplicably encouraged, and before he could take the next step, he heard Zhou Liang say, "Because I'm happy to have a silly son."
Xu Zhuo: "? What do you mean?"
The shopkeeper came over with a smile, "Handsome, are you going to send flowers to your mother? Carnations are a good choice for elders."
Xu Zhuo gave Zhou Mu a sideways glance speechlessly, wouldn't he remind him directly?It's very awkward to hurt him even around the corner.
"Are there any suitable flowers for girls? I don't know very well." Xu Zhuo asked the shopkeeper.
Shopkeeper: "Is it for your girlfriend?"
Zhou Liang's throat seemed to be uncomfortable, and he was coughing beside him.
Xu Zhuo glanced at him, threw the water bottle into his arms, and shook his head at the shopkeeper, "A younger sister with a better relationship."
After Xu Shi drank water, Zhou Liang's throat was moistened and he returned to calm.
The store thought about it for two seconds, and then recommended it vigorously, "The caramel milk tea color scheme is very popular recently, and it looks good in photos. You can see that the main flower is a coffee latte rose, and the auxiliary flower is a brownie-colored tulip, interspersed with some multi-headed roses. Garnish with curly bellflowers."
She arranged the flowers while talking, Xu Zhuo was satisfied with just one glance, and asked the opinion of the uncle Zhou next to him:
"what do you think?"
Unexpectedly, Zhou Liang had walked away from him and was looking at the fish tank diagonally ahead.
"What are you looking at?" Xu Zhuo walked over curiously.
Zhou Liang pointed into the fish tank, "Flowers always wither, why not give Xiao Zhang two fish, pets can also change the mood."
Xu Zhuo thought it was a good idea when he heard it, and looked at his fingers, "Huh? The movements of this fish are interesting. How come they are next to each other, as if..."
The store accepted his words, "That's right, it's the kissing fish. This is a very common ornamental fish. It's round and cute, and it's very suitable as a gift."
Xu Zhuo's heart suddenly jumped, and he subconsciously looked at Zhou Liang.
What Zhou Liang chose was... this fish.
But he didn't seem to have any abnormalities, just quietly staring at the fish with his head down.
Maybe it's just a coincidence, Xu Zhuo thought so.
In the end, he bought a portable fish tank in one hand and flowers in the other, and bought both.
But he put the fish tank in the back seat, so that he can't see it.
Finally came to the supermarket.
Xu Zhuo went straight to the condiment area, and chose a piece of buttery spicy hot pot base.
After much deliberation, hot pot is the most suitable for the taste of the public, and it is also the most suitable for dinner parties.
In view of the different ability of people to eat spicy food, Xu Zhuo was going to make a mandarin duck pot, but he was not sure whether the other one was a tomato pot or a mushroom soup pot. He was about to ask Zhou Liang, but found that the people around him disappeared again.
Xu Zhuo turned around in a circle, only to find that Zhou Liang came from the snack and drink area, holding a pile of fruit juice, puree, milk and other drinks in his arms.
Zhou Liang approached the cart and poured the things in his arms into it. Xu Zhuo accidentally discovered that Zhou Liang bought a lot of spicy sticks, "You still eat this?"
Zhou Mu tidied up the messy spicy sticks in the cart. Xu Zhuo loved to eat these junk foods when he was a child, but he was rarely greedy when he grew up. …burn?"
Xu Zhuo's voice became smaller and smaller.
Zhou Mu looked at him, imitating his tone, "Kiss... burn, what's the problem?"
Xu Zhuoqian smiled a few times, and hurriedly said: "No problem, good buy, good buy."
Zhou Liang seemed worried that the snacks would not taste good, "The last time you kissed..."
Xu Zhuo narrowed his eyes slightly upon hearing this.
"When is it time to eat this burn?" Zhou Liang said.
Xu Zhuo's mind was like riding a roller coaster, with ups and downs. At this moment, he pushed the cart and walked quickly, "Who still remembers, it happened a long time ago, let's go, let's go buy meat."
Fortunately, the fresh food section of the supermarket is doing activities, and the discounts are relatively strong. Concentrating on buying quickly cured Xu Zhuo's fear for a short time.
Pushing a cart full of trophies, the two lined up to check out.
There will be a lot of candy and other promotional products next to the checkout area. Xu Zhuo suggested, "Why don't you buy some mints?" The hot pot has a strong taste.
Zhou Xing nodded, and picked from the shelves beside him, and finally picked out a box of lemon-flavored candy and handed it to Xu Zhuo. Xu Zhuo looked down and was amused:
"Qingzui lozenge? Isn't this what I loved to eat when I was a child? After all these years, I still have it."
As he spoke, his voice stopped.
Damn, did you match these two words today?Why are they everywhere! !You can't sell it without a kiss, right?
"Let's see if there is anything else?" Xu Zhuo silently put the box of candy back.
Zhou Liang didn't say much, and took another box of brightly colored candies, "This one, it says 0 sucrose added, I think everyone will prefer this one."
"Very good, I think it's good!" Xu Zhuo didn't even see what kind of candy it was, and hurriedly dealt with it, "Throw it in the car, it's almost time for us to pay the bill."
Zhou Liang said: "This kiskis candy has peach flavored kis and passion fruit flavored kis. Which flavor of kis do you want?"
He said 5 kisses all over his face, and pierced Xu Zhuo's ears 5 times like thunder. Kis and kiss are the same sound. Xu Zhuo's English score is very bad, but he still knows the meaning of such a simple word fluently.
Really afraid of what would happen, Xu Zhuo's heart collapsed, and he could only smile stiffly, "It's up to you."
Zhou Mu nodded and took a box casually.
On the way home, Xu Zhuo drove very fast, afraid that he would run into some cats, cats and dogs kissing on the roadside, or billboards kissing on the roadside.
Fortunately, the journey went smoothly, and there was nothing to remind him of his sneaky presumptuousness last night.
A few more times, he really couldn't guarantee that he could continue to pretend nothing had happened in front of Zhou Liang.
Back at the villa, Xu Zhuo was overjoyed when he saw a pair of delicate women's white shoes that were not neatly arranged. He changed the number of slippers and walked in quickly. Sure enough, he saw a smiling Zhang on the sofa. Mido.
"Xiaomi Duo, have you changed your hairstyle?" Xu Zhuo asked unexpectedly.
Zhang Miduo used to have shoulder-length hair, often tied into a ball head, or made a fashionable egg roll shape with splints. Now she has short hair just past the ears, with the tail slightly turned outwards, making her look more playful.
"Well, brother, how about my new hairstyle?" Zhang Miduo was chatting with Xing Xuehui about Shuiguangzheng, but seeing Xu Zhuo and Xu Zhuo came back, they smiled even more, and couldn't help but stroked the hair by their ears .
Xu Zhuo sighed.
Zhang Miduo said nervously, "Isn't it pretty?"
Xu Zhuo: "I'm going to throw away the flowers in my hand."
Zhang Miduo didn't understand, glanced at the bouquet in his hand, and thought, "Why throw it away..."
Xu Zhuo looked very regretful, "I bought this flower for you just now because I thought it was beautiful, but after seeing you, this flower has become overshadowed, and I feel that it is not worthy of you in an instant, so I just throw it away."
Zhang Miduo rolled his eyes at him, but couldn't hold back his smile, and grabbed the bouquet, "I haven't seen you for a few days, brother, why are you still so annoying?"
Infected by her smile, Xu Zhuo laughed too, and handed her the fish tank in his hand, "Are you back?"
Zhang Miduo seemed to like this little fish very much, and moved the fish tank to his face to watch carefully, "Well, I won't leave again."
Xu Zhuo didn't say much, patted the top of her head, looked around, "Sister Zuoyao and Liu Zhendong haven't come back yet?"
It was rare for Xing Xuehui to answer his words, but her tone was smug, "The program team said that the two of them have a spontaneous date tonight, so they won't come back again."
Xu Zhuo thought to himself, then we won't be able to eat hot pot tonight, and said to Zhou Liang: "Then let's put the things in the refrigerator first? We'll talk about it when everyone is ready."
He didn't pay attention to Cao Mo, who had been standing awkwardly by the side, and who also returned today but didn't seem to be very popular.
Cao Mo could feel that everyone would treat him as air when they talked about something and nothing. He was depressed in his heart, but he couldn't show it on his face.
Especially Xing Xuehui, a snobbish woman, didn't even give herself a straight look after something happened.
But he has also done a lot of psychological construction in the past two days. As long as the program group doesn't chase him away, he will stay here forever.
He just needs to keep a low profile for a few days, after a while, and then run some positive news, the audience will naturally forget about those things.
If you don't want to see yourself, you can only see yourself. He put his hope on the best opposite sex in the audience - Zhang Miduo.
While Xing Xuehui went back to the room to touch up her makeup, Cao Mo sat next to Zhang Miduo, who didn't seem to feel it, and concentrated on eating the fruit plate in front of her.
Cao Mo's eyes rolled slightly, and he saw that the cameraman behind him was yelling at the two of them with the camera.
He hurriedly said in a low voice, with apology and repentance, "Mi Duo, I'm sorry..."
Zhang Miduo interrupted him before he finished speaking.
The strawberry in her hand was bright red, and it looked very sweet. She took a sip, and judging from her happy expression, it seemed that it was indeed very sweet. Her lips with sweet juice slightly opened:
"Why are you saying sorry to me? Do we have anything to do?"
Cao Mo's face froze, especially in front of the camera, he is not easy to get angry.
Zhang Miduo stuffed the whole strawberry into his mouth, and when his cheeks puffed up, he spoke cutely, "Look, my little fish swims so fast and is very free. I like its state very much. I'll let it go." At the head of the bed."
With that said, Zhang Miduo got up and went upstairs with the fish tank in his arms.
Cao Mo looked at her straight back and the new hairstyle that she hadn't gotten used to yet, and his heart sank. This little white flower went home and rested for two days, as if she was a different person. It is unpredictable.
He also didn't want to stay in the same space as Xu Zhuo, he tried his best to maintain his expression control, and went towards the courtyard.
Xu Zhuo stuffed food, Zhou Liang stuffed drinks, and the tasks of the two were properly assigned.
In a blink of an eye, there were only the two of them left in the lively living room, and it was a little deserted. "Would you like to play some music?" Zhou Liang asked.
Xu Zhuo nodded and said yes.
On weekdays, when everyone is cooking together, they will indeed play music on the stereo, which will give them more energy to work.
"What song do you want to listen to?" Zhou Liang took out his mobile phone and connected it to the Bluetooth of the stereo.
"It's okay, you can choose." Xu Zhuo squatted in front of the refrigerator without raising his head to sort things out.
Then a very recognizable female voice came from the speaker.
Xu Zhuo asked without thinking: "Liang Jingru's song?"
The prelude is quite sweet, not like the style of songs that Zhou Liang would listen to.
"What name? It sounds familiar." Xu Zhuo asked.
Zhou Mu didn't answer him, but Gao Gao answered:
"Kiss gently, close your eyes tightly, maybe it's you or not, not necessarily, kiss as lightly as a dream..."
Xu Zhuo's figure suddenly burst.
He remembered, this is Liang Jingru's "Kiss".
It happened that he had a bag of instant food in his hand, and there were five large characters written on the bag:
"Extreme kiss intestines."
No matter how lucky he was, the series of coincidences at this moment made Xu Zhuo have to think about the aspect that he was unwilling to face.
Depend on.
He held the edge of the refrigerator door, trying to use his strength to stand up, but a tall figure leaned forward behind him.
Zhou Liang stretched out his hands, supported the sides of the refrigerator, and covered Xu Zhuo under his body:
"Do you remember what you want to tell me now?"
Xu Zhuo has no experience of doing bad things in his life. Last night, his mind became hot and he belittled the person Xiao had thought about for a long time.As a result, he was now being held by the master, and for a moment, he was so nervous that he even forgot to breathe.
The whole person squatted by the refrigerator door as if in a trance.
Zhou Liang seemed to be very patient, looking at him quietly with his head down, without urging him.
Xu Zhuo swallowed, and pretended to beckon behind him, "Hey, Director Gu."
Unexpectedly, Zhou Liang was not moved at all.
Xu Zhuosheng's plan to hit east and west failed.
In his heart, he frantically prayed to anyone passing by, fearing being seen by others, Zhou Liang could let him go for a while.
But at this moment in the living room, there is only the sound of their anxious breathing facing each other.
"No, it doesn't count... Last night doesn't count." Xu Zhuo gritted his teeth and stammered.
Zhou Liang was carrying the light behind his back, the emotion in his eyes was dim and difficult to understand, "Do you want to admit it?"
Xu Zhuo raised his head abruptly, "No!" The moment he looked directly at Zhou Liang, the aura he just mentioned was instantly short, and his eyes drifted away:
"That was a mistake."
Zhou Xing paused, "A mistake?"
It was a casual remark at first, but at this moment, as if he had found a suitable explanation, Xu Zhuo nodded vigorously, "That's right, it was a mistake. We are all adults, let's forget about it."
Zhou Liang straightened up suddenly, no longer circled him, but turned around and walked away two steps.
The light in front of Xu Zhuo was finally bright, but he felt inexplicably more uneasy in his heart. After standing up, his feet were numb and he could only lean against the refrigerator door.
The side face of Zhou Liang in front of him looked as indifferent as usual, but Xu Zhuo's eyes fell on his hand hanging against the seam of his trousers, trembling slightly, as if trying to hold back something.
Xu Zhuo opened his mouth, something flashed through his mind, his face turned pale, and he didn't say anything in the end.
Zhou Mu's voice was quite hoarse, and he said to himself, "Mistake..."
He looked back at Xu Zhuo with a mocking tone, "Yes, have you made fewer mistakes to me?"
After speaking, he didn't seem to want to stay any longer, turned around and walked out of the gate of the villa.
For no reason, Zhou Liang's words made Xu Zhuo's heart ache when he heard the words.
Confusion followed, he didn't understand what Zhou Mu's words meant, and wanted to stop him, but what he faced was the sound of closing the door.
Zhou Liang didn't come back until dinner.
Nearly half of the people were absent for dinner, and the meal was very deserted. In addition, Xu Zhuo was a little absent-minded today, and the taste of the dishes was not good. The meal was very vague, and everyone left quickly.
Back in the room, Xu Zhuo ruffled his hair in boredom.
Now calm down and put yourself in the shoes of others, he is the one who stole relatives, and he is the one who made mistakes. He sounds like a heartless scumbag.
He wanted to scold himself.
If it were him, I'm afraid he would be even angrier than Zhou Mu.
But what to do?
It may not be frank that I like others, so I can't help myself for a while.
But if Zhou Liang just used him as a stand-in, his private liking would break the rules, and he would appear to be very ignorant and unworthy of fun.
In this stand-in relationship, the initiative has always been in the hands of Zhou Xing. Zhou Xing has been so kind to him recently, so good that he gets carried away and crosses the line that shouldn't be.
The result was a mess.
It's been a good two days.
After hinting all day long, what exactly does Zhou Liang want to hear from him?
Hear an apology?Sorry, I was the one to offend last night.
is that so.
Then he used this as an excuse to bully him in other ways, and let him be his assistant for a day last time.
But he didn't want to apologize.
Xu Zhuo felt bitterness in his heart, God knows how much effort he had wasted last night to let himself just kiss him lightly.
While he was flustered, all he could think about was putting Zhou Liang under him, grabbing his short hair with his hands, touching his lips and teeth to his heart's content, and even more indescribable intimacy.
He wanted more offense, more and more.
Desire without status is tormenting.
After Xu Zhuo finished washing, he leaned quietly on Zhou Mu's bed. He has become used to sleeping with Zhou Mu in the past few days.
My own bed has begun to pile up debris.
Thinking that when Zhou Liang came back, no matter what, he would take the initiative to find topics to make up for Bai Yan's insincere hurtful actions.
Unexpectedly, Zhou Mu did not return overnight.
But Zhou Liang didn't go far, but drove Xiao Jiazhen home, who was living in the car, and spent the night there by himself.
I thought I would lose sleep again.
But maybe because he didn't have a good rest last night, he quickly fell asleep.
The dream just started, and he realized something was wrong. He tried hard to wake up, but he was dragged into the most painful time.
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Second semester of high school.
Zhou Liangzheng participated in the speech under the national flag on behalf of the whole grade. The theme was "A strong youth makes a country strong."
His voice is clear and clear, comfortable to the ear, the back of the hand holding the manuscript is distinct, and his figure is tall and straight.
Xu Zhuo admired it for a while, his thoughts began to drift uncontrollably, because there was something imminent in front of him.
It is an art festival performance, what content should I choose.
He proposed to perform magic tricks, but Zhou Liang didn't want to be a model, but Zhou Liang's poker face was too contagious to be a magician.
Then he proposed to play a sketch, but Zhou Liang couldn't tell jokes, and comedy looked like tragedy.
But Xu Zhuo was very worried. On the surface, he seemed to be thinking about Zhou Liang's speech, but he was actually thinking hard about this headache.
Zhao Tingting is tall among girls, and she is standing relatively behind, just in front of Xu Zhuo.
She glanced at the head teacher in the last row, who seemed to be chatting with the head teacher of the next class.
So she said to Xu Zhuo: "Puff, puff, puff." She called out in a low voice.
Xu Zhuo's thoughts were interrupted by her, he looked over and said with his lips: "What's wrong?"
He Chao behind him frowned and looked at the two of them.
Zhao Tingting didn't know whether it was because she was hiding from the teacher's sight or because of something else. She twitched for a while and didn't look at Xu Zhuo when she spoke: "Well, do you have time on March 3? Let's go out and watch a movie. Just the two of us."
Xu Zhuo was silent for a moment, usually when they watched movies, he, Zhao Tingting and He Chao went to watch them together.
Zhao Tingting said that there were only two people this time. He thought for a while, maybe he had a quarrel with He Chao.
"I'm sorry Tingting, isn't it coming to the art festival? I've been busy rehearsing with Zhou Liang recently. I'm afraid I don't have time to go out to play. Let's do it next time." , he knew that He Chao liked Zhao Tingting, and he would not go out alone with the person he liked.
Disappointment visible to the naked eye was visible on Zhao Tingting's face, "Okay."
Xu Zhuo had tried his best to take care of the emotions of both parties, but he couldn't see the hidden anger on the expression of He Chao behind him.Xu Zhuo has no love cells. He only knows that Valentine's Day is February 2th. He doesn't know the exact date of Qixi Festival, and it is impossible to know that March 14th is White Day.
Zhao Tingting asked Xu Zhuo to go out to play alone this day, the purpose is obvious.
He Chao didn't understand why Zhao Tingting couldn't see her showing her kindness to Zhao Tingting in every possible way, and only Xu Zhuo was always in her eyes.
He has been waiting for almost a year and a half, but what he waited for was this result. If Zhao Tingting confides his feelings to Xu Zhuo and Xu Zhuo really agrees to her, how can he have a chance?
Staring at the back of Xu Zhuo's head for a while, he glanced at Xu Zili who was standing in the first row maintaining class discipline, and a thought suddenly formed in his mind.
Soon, he poked Xu Zhuo's back with his fingers, and quietly approached him, saying in a volume that only the two of them could hear:
"Xu Zili seems to be in a bad mood recently, have you noticed?"
Hearing this, Xu Zhuo looked towards the front row where Xu Zili was, and saw that the other person's brows did not show the expression of the past, and there was some melancholy and depression. This state had lasted for a week, and he had already discovered it.
Asked Xu Zili if something happened, he just shook his head with a wry smile.
Xu Zhuo was quite worried about him, "Well, do you know why?"
He Chao just happened to know what happened to Xu Zili yesterday. He also knew that according to Xu Zili's character, he always reported good news but not bad news. He was afraid that he was the only one who knew the truth.
This also gave him room to play.
"I was hurt by love, and I liked a girl from the school next door, but she was rejected by the other party." He Chao sighed.
Xu Zhuo was stunned for a moment, he had never heard of anyone Xu Zili had a crush on, and thought he liked studying.
This is also normal, when young people are young and ignorant, it is her loss that the girl can't see Xu Zili's goodness.
He Chao added, "Of course he has his own reasons for not telling. I'm afraid he feels ashamed and doesn't want everyone to know. Just pretend you don't know."
Xu Zhuo understands.
He Chao continued with a sympathetic tone, "Our poor study committee member must have been hurt badly, and his academic performance has declined recently."
"It's a pity that I can't help Ali." Xu Zhuo is the worst at emotional matters.
He Chao said with deep meaning: "You really can do something."
Xu Zhuo was puzzled and turned his head to look at him.
"Love hurts, of course love has to heal."
Xu Zhuo nodded, because he had heard similar rhetoric in TV dramas.
He Chao winked at him, "Xiao Zhuo, didn't you write a love letter to Xu Zili before?"
If he didn't mention it, Xu Zhuo almost forgot about it. At the beginning, in order to find someone to watch "Titanic" with him, he wrote a love letter to Xu Zili by accident. Finally, he watched the movie with Zhou Liang for no reason, and he sighed when he thought about it.
Xu Zhuo smiled awkwardly, "He didn't respond at the time, maybe he couldn't accept that."
That, referring to homosexuality.
He Chao hurriedly said: "How could it be! He can do it."
Xu Zhuo was surprised, "How do you know?"
The relationship between myself and Xu Zili is obviously closer, and I haven't figured out the other's sexual orientation after getting along for so long.
He Chao pretended to be slipping his tongue, and came out like a bean, "Actually, the person he likes in another school is not a girl, but a boy, so he kept it a secret from no one. I happened to know someone in that school, and I happened to know about it."
Xu Zhuo suddenly realized that this seemed to make sense.
He Chao asked: "Xiao Zhuo, do you want Xu Zili to be happy?"
Xu Zhuo said: "Of course."
He Chao smiled and encouraged, "Then you confess to him again. Being liked by others is so satisfying and fulfilling. He will definitely use this to forget the hurt."
Xu Zhuo seemed a bit conflicted, "But he didn't respond last time, he's obviously not interested in me, so why bother."
Moreover, his brain was hot at the time, and he never got hot again.
He Chao disagreed: "Your method was wrong. I thought about it later, who still expresses love with love letters now? I said it directly. Your previous method was too subtle, and people may not understand your point."
Xu Zhuo felt that his love writing was quite blatant, and Xu Zili was particularly good at Chinese, so there was no reason why he couldn't read it.
"But……"
He Chao interrupted him, "Stop it! Do you know why that boy rejected him? He said he felt disgusted by homosexuality and felt sick when he saw him. Let him go, he'd better die."
These words stung Xu Zhuo.
He belongs to a group of people who knew about his sexual orientation relatively early. After such a long time, he also accumulated the courage to come out publicly with his friends.
But he can still remember that many friends left him because of this, the feeling of not being understood and being rejected, he still feels suffocated every time he thinks about it.
The relatives on Dad's side seldom communicate, but in the early years, occasionally because of the company's shares, the two parties still walked around.
He has a cousin of the same age, when he went to his room to play a game console, he accidentally found the same-sex comics hidden in his closet.
At that time, he was so disgusted that he cursed and pushed him to the ground. He was disgusted and surprised as if he saw an alien, and ran out to yell at his aunt that he was a pervert.
He was lying on the ground at the time, tears streaming down his face, because of what his cousin said, he also felt that he was a pervert, and he didn't want to get up, he just felt ashamed.
After my mother found out, she "invited" my aunt and cousin out of the house no matter what decency or old love.
Mom squatted beside Xu Zhuo, patted him on the back lightly, and reassured him that it was all right, Xiao Zhuo was just like everyone else, he was an ordinary person, he had the right to love anyone, and no one had the right to criticize him.
My mother has received Western-style education since she was a child, and she is very open-minded about sex. She does not guide or forcibly interfere in this matter, and everything depends on Xu Zhuo's will.
It is precisely because of his mother's support that Xu Zhuo is now able to accept his sexuality openly and aboveboard.
As for such a gentle person like Ali, being slandered by other people's words, even hearing such words from someone he likes, is even more unacceptable than he was at the beginning, and it hurts even thinking about it.
Xu Zili noticed that the two of them were whispering, and he didn't strictly stop them like other class leaders, but just looked at Xu Zhuo and shook his head as a signal.
What a kind person, Xu Zhuo thought so.
At the end of the morning meeting, Xu Zhuo and He Chao returned to the classroom together. He Chao was still chattering and giving him advice on the way. Xu Zhuo didn't respond, but just listened.
There was a sheet of paper spread out on everyone's desk, and the students who returned to the classroom were wailing and showing off, discussing the results of the weekly Chinese test.
Xu Zhuo is in the back row, passing by Xu Zili's seat, and glances at the test paper on the other's desk, the big red "129" score.
He couldn't help frowning slightly.
With a full score of 150, Xu Zili's score was above 140 in the past, but now he has fallen back so much.
Back on his seat, he was about to read his test paper, but was pulled by Zhou Mu beside him.
Xu Zhuo was full of thoughts and didn't care, but looked at the table in a daze.
Zhou Liang knocked on his table with his hand, and before he could speak, he saw Xu Zhuo pat him on the shoulder as if making up his mind, "Shall we perform at the art festival? Sing a love song!"
Zhou Liang was stunned for a moment, with surprise in his eyes.
How dare he!It's fine to talk about it in private, but now you want to sing a love song with him, do you want the whole school to know?
Do you just like yourself that much? Thinking of this, Zhou Liang's heart beat faster just now.
Having made up his mind, Xu Zhuo began to think about the possibility of putting it into practice.
He didn't have any strong desire to be with Xu Zili, but he had his mother by his side, and Xu Zili had no one by his side. He hoped that he could be a part of supporting him.
I want to tell him personally, don't be disappointed in life, and don't go to extremes, someone will love and cherish him.
Zhou Zhuo's slender knuckles were still on Xu Zhuo's table, and Xu Zhuo touched the back of his hand, "Such a beautiful hand, just play the guitar."
Zhou Liang withdrew his hand abruptly like an electric shock, frowned and opened his lips to say something, Xu Zhuo hurriedly covered his mouth, "The guitar is easy to learn, there is still a month left, let's invite a one-on-one quick song There's nothing wrong with the song."
As if disliking Xu Zhuo's heart, Zhou Liang kicked his feet hard, moved the bench back, avoiding his touch, and hurriedly picked up the paper on the table:
"Don't be so full of performances, you should also focus on your studies."
Xu Zhuole let out a voice, "If you don't refuse, it's as if you agreed!"
He took his own paper and saw the red "88" on it, his smile froze on his face.
90 points to pass.
For a moment, he began to reflect, where did he have the time to care about Xu Zili's grades?If his grades go backwards, he will be slammed for a few blocks.
But Xu Zhuo is an optimistic person, he quickly laughed, "How should I put it, this score is quite auspicious."
After half a month.
In the karaoke room of the school's art building, Xu Zhuo held a thermos bottle and took a big mouthful of warm water through a straw, "Let's do it again."
Zhou Liang's right hand was hanging on the strings of the guitar, and he didn't play immediately, but observed Xu Zhuo's state: "Why don't you come here today? You are in good health and need more rest."
Two days ago, Xu Zhuo ate peanuts by mistake. At that time, his face even had difficulty breathing due to allergic symptoms. Only then did Zhou Liang know that he was allergic to peanuts, and he kept it in his heart.
Xu Zhuo seems to be used to allergies, and he yells to practice the program as soon as his body recovers, and even practice all day on weekends.
"I'm fine, I can persist." Xu Zhuo shook his head.
Zhou Liang didn't play, so he sang a cappella.
Under Xu Zhuo's careful selection, he finally chose Eason Chan's "Ido".
This song, just from the name, has attracted Zhou Liang's infinite associations. Maybe Xu Zhuo wants to use this performance to imply something and develop further with him.
Zhou Liang seemed to be playing the strings, but in fact, he listened to every line of Xu Zhuo's lyrics.
There is a reason to say that Xu Zhuo was born to be an actor. His eloquence is clear but not deliberate. Whether it is speaking lines or singing, he has his own unique charm, which is easy to attract people's attention.
Although it was just practice, he still took it seriously, using emotion in every line.
After finishing a song, Xu Zhuo took a pen and marked some notes on the lyrics sheet to remind himself which passages were more difficult and needed attention.
He once again said to Zhou Liang: "This performance is of great significance."
Zhou Liang has heard it many times.
Every time, his heart trembles inexplicably. This guy really doesn't know how to write the word "reserved".
Before, he always listened to it and let it pass, but this time it was different.
Especially after experiencing Xu Zhuo's allergy and illness, he finally realized how important the person in front of him, whom he despised and feared the most, was to him.
It is so important that the current Zhou Liang can accept everything about him, including liking.
Only then did Zhou Liang realize that the previous resistance was just a way of self-protection.
Perhaps from the very beginning, he knew that he would be attracted by the simple and sincere Xu Zhuo. He was afraid of sinking, so he simply pushed away.
He always wanted to find an opportunity to reject Xu Zhuo, but in fact he never took action seriously, and always found reasons to prevaricate.
He is actually enjoying this firm liking, and wants to monopolize this liking.
There is an intuition that Xu Zhuo will use this performance to confess his love again.
What could be more significant than this?
For the upcoming art festival, Zhou Liang is looking forward to it, but also implies a little nervousness.
The two sang together again, and towards the end of the song, Xu Zhuo caught a glimpse of the redness and swelling of his fingertips out of the corner of his eye, and subconsciously tapped.
I couldn't care less about singing, so I quickly grabbed Zhou Liang's fingers and looked closer. Fortunately, it was only red and swollen, not broken, and I blamed myself, "I'm sorry I was busy rehearsing and forgot how you felt. We won't practice today. gone."
Zhou Liang's Adam's apple slipped.
Xu Zhuo pursed his lips for a while, "Does it hurt?"
In fact, it’s okay to use the pick. I forgot to bring the pick today, so I don’t feel much about it, but Zhou Liang nodded at this time.
The next moment, Xu Zhuo squeezed Zhou Liang's wrist, brought it to his lips, and began to breathe out gently into his fingertips.
Zhou Liang's fingertips were itchy, he turned his head away, and his breathing became more rapid, but it was rare that he didn't take his hand away.
"Does it still hurt?
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