Sand sculpture apprentice dressed as black heart lotus

After finishing speaking, it was as if some knot in my heart had suddenly been opened.

Xu Muyan took a long breath, and looked at Yulisheng intently, seeing with his own eyes that Yulisheng's eyes, which were as cold as glass, turned redder and redder.

She seemed to be shedding tears uncontrollably, even when she cried silently.

Although, after experiencing those pains, Yu Lisheng's temperament changed drastically, from a naive, enthusiastic, passionate and righteous boy, to what he is now, ruthless, ruthless, insensitive...

But even though Yulisheng's temperament has changed drastically, he still cries exactly the same as when he was young.

Even crying is silent.

Looking so pitiful, it also makes people feel distressed.

It was as if the whole world felt sorry for him.

Even though Xu Muyan had a monstrous resentment, at this moment he suddenly couldn't express it.

He has understood Yulisheng's evil, and also understands his pain.

In this world, no one knows Yulisheng's past better than him.

Xu Muyan thought that maybe he could try to reconcile with Yulisheng.

At the very least, in the remaining less than a hundred days, he didn't want to suffer any more.

"Master..."

Xu Muyan called softly, raised his hand to wipe Yu Lisheng's tears, and said cautiously: "I'm back, don't cry, Master's eyes are red."

Yulisheng tilted her neck, rubbed her face against the back of Xu Muyan's hand, trying to feel the temperature of his fingertips.

There were still crystal clear teardrops hanging on the dark and thick long eyelashes.

Each one is like a pearl, slowly rolling down from Yuli Sheng's unreally handsome cheeks.

Drop by drop, it seemed to be dripping on the tip of Xu Muyan's heart.

Xu Muyan didn't have any hobbies during his lifetime, so he casually flipped through some healing books in his free time.

For example, what to say, "What to do if the dog is too stubborn", "Should cats like to scratch people, should they be spanked", and some "How to take care of abused small animals".

And so on, read some.

Xu Muyan felt that Yulisheng was really childish sometimes, turning his face every now and then, scaring people to death with uncertainty.

He also believes that appeasing Yuli Sheng should be similar to appeasing small animals.

Ever since, Xu Muyan suppressed the fear in his heart, and rushed over, wrapped his arms around his waist, and rested his chin on his neck.

Xu Muyan comforted in a soft voice: "Master is not dirty at all, only people with dirty eyes can see that everything is dirty."

"Really...really?"

Yu Lisheng's eyes began to light up, his entire face became clear instantly, his voice trembled a little, and he couldn't believe it.

Because, no one has ever said he is good, never.

From childhood to adulthood, everyone around him thought that he was born with extraordinary looks, so why should he be humiliated by men, struggle painfully under men, and have no choice but to live or die.

Those painful experiences in the past were never out of his original intention.

But anyone who knew about his past would show coldness and mockery. , looking at him, was like looking at the most despicable young man in the Goulan courtyard.

Even if they didn't say it, they all secretly coveted his beauty.

Just like when Yulisheng first came to Kunlun, the old suzerain looked like a fairy on the surface, saying that people like him were not allowed to enter the mountain, and that he would dirty the holy land of the fairy sect.

But in private, it's not like sneaking into his room late at night, hugging him from behind, strangling his neck, and letting him help him practice.

He also said that he didn't dislike Yulisheng who was once crushed by thousands of people and ridden by thousands of people, and he didn't dislike his red lips that were tasted by thousands of people, and wanted him to be his own furnace.

These things were all nightmares that Yulisheng could never let go of when she dreamed back at midnight.

The former Xu Muyan also discussed with other disciples everywhere, peeled off his scars, and repeatedly whipped him.

Now, Xu Muyan told him that he was fine and not dirty.

Yu Lisheng felt that all this seemed to be a dream he had.

When he woke up, he was alone again.

No one treats him sincerely, no one likes him, everyone covets his skin, trying every means to domesticate him into a tripod, forcing him to endure the most humiliating suffering in the world.

Yu Lisheng always felt that his skin was very ordinary, and there was nothing special about him.

But there are so many people who have bullied him and still refuse to let him go!

"Yanyan, Master...it hurts so much."

Yulisheng fell into Xu Muyan's arms, her voice choked up, "Yanyan, Master, it really hurts, it hurts too much."

"It's so cold, it's really cold, Yan Yan, it's too cold, the world is really too cold."

"Master is so lonely, Yanyan, why don't you accompany me as a teacher? Okay? Yanyan?"

"Don't disappear without saying a word, okay? Yanyan, don't disappear again!"

Xu Muyan couldn't promise Yulisheng about it.

Because he couldn't give Yulisheng what he wanted.

Until now, he still wants to go home.

But looking at such a humble and pitiful Yulisheng, Xu Muyan really couldn't say anything too serious.

Xu Muyan said silently in his heart: I'm about to die and completely disappear in this cultivation world, but I won't tell you.

I'm dying, and I don't tell you.

I'm going to disappear soon, but I just won't tell you.

I will complete the task well, and use my flesh and blood to pave a way for you to reach the sky.

I will use my own life as the price for crossing you.

I hope you will become a god in the future, be able to break through all kinds of mortal worlds, no longer be burdened by obsessions, and suddenly become enlightened.

I hope you will live forever, I hope you are free from disease and pain, I hope you are high and beautiful, I hope you... everything is fine.

But there will never be me in your life again.

I will disappear forever.

"Yanyan, promise Master, okay? Don't disappear without saying a word again, never again."

Yulisheng hugged her very tightly, as if treating some lost and recovered treasure, and refused to let go for a moment.

He was afraid that if he hugged her too tightly, it would hurt Xu Muyan.

He was also afraid that if he hugged him too loosely, he would not be able to catch Xu Muyan.

Yu Lisheng has no heart, and he doesn't know what this kind of behavior means.

All he knew was that Xu Muyan could soothe his emotions, heal his wounds, and relieve his pain.

Except for Xu Muyan, no one could comfort him anymore.

Yulisheng found himself having a strange dependence on Xu Muyan.

I always feel that Xu Muyan should belong to me.

He couldn't wait to occupy Xu Muyan completely.

I wish I could eat his flesh, swallow his bones, and drink his blood.

Let Xu Muyan completely become a part of himself.

Just like your own limbs.

Yulisheng would never cut off his own limbs for no reason.

Then, he would never abandon Xu Muyan at will.

The two of them can be together forever.

You are me, I am you, you and I become one, even if the mountains fall apart and the earth collapses, no one can separate the two.

When I love myself, I love you.

Then... It doesn't matter whether Xu Muyan loves him or not.

After all, who doesn't love themselves?

As long as Xu Muyan becomes a part of his body, he must be loved!

If you don't love him, you will die!

Xu Muyan didn't know what Yu Lisheng was thinking at all, he just felt that the way he looked at him was weird.

It's as if he watched ghost movies when he was a child, and in it, a female ghost in a red dress who died wronged suddenly appeared.

With a pair of cold eyes that were still bleeding out, he stared at people with a gloomy look.

That's what Little Widow is now.

Staring at him sullenly.

The thin lips were not closed, revealing the white teeth, as if the whole person had been soaked in formalin for three to five years.

A piece of beauty skin was stuck to her face, the more she smiled, the more ghostly, gloomy, and unbelievably beautiful she looked.

The little widow was born too beautiful, the kind of coquettish beauty that is not like a living person.

He's not human, he's a snow demon.

Ice and snow are the spirit, and jade is the bone.

But who would have thought that under such a soul-stirring skin, there is a black heart lotus.

Xu Muyan felt that his legs and feet were a little weak, subconsciously opened his teary eyes, and asked in a trembling voice: "Master, you... will you hurt me? Master?"

Yu Lisheng ignored him, her red eyes stared at him steadfastly.

Xu Muyan said again: "Master, don't hurt your disciple, okay? Master, don't hurt your disciple anymore, okay?"

Yu Lisheng finally reacted a bit, he nodded, and said dullly and flatly: "Okay, Master will not hurt you."

Then he directly picked up Xu Muyan and put him on the bed.

Yu Lisheng supported the edge of the bed with both hands, and approached Xu Muyan, forcing him into the corner of the bed little by little.

Forced into the square inch.

Looking at Xu Muyan like a frightened deer, he dodged left and right, but he couldn't escape the cage that surrounded him.

Xu Muyan: "Master, you...you said it, you won't hurt me anymore, what you said, Master, what you promised, what you promised, you can't go back on your word."

Yu Lisheng still didn't speak, and stared at Xu Muyan quietly for a moment.

After all, nothing was done to him.

Just raising his hand to rub Xu Muyan's hair affectionately, Yulisheng laughed, and said in a soft voice: "Yanyan, it's late at night, it's time to go to bed, Master won't move you, you and Master will be like this Hug and sleep together, okay?"

Xu Muyan's high hanging heart was still trembling.

I don't particularly believe what the little widow says.

But there seemed to be no other way but to convince myself to obey.

The two were hugging each other and lying down, when there was an inappropriate knock on the door.

Xu Muyan's breathing tightened suddenly, and he suddenly sat up from the bed.

Because he suddenly remembered that in the evening, Tan Qinglu said that he would come to visit him in the evening.

He also said to let him prepare first!

It's over!

How did you forget about this?

Xu Muyan was in a dilemma right now, he looked at Yu Lisheng who was lying on the bed with a weird smile on his face, and then looked at the slender figure outside the door.

He felt that he was "male on the left and right" like never before.

"Talk to him," Yu Lisheng said in a voice that could only be heard by two people, "Don't be angry as a teacher, just take care of him."

Xu Muyan: "..."

The mouth of the little widow has always been a deceiving ghost!

If you say you are not angry, you will definitely be angry afterwards!

Xu Muyan didn't want to talk to Tan Qinglu, so he turned over and fell asleep again. Seeing Yulisheng staring at him with a smile, he was so angry and annoyed that he couldn't help but clenched his fists and beat him on the chest.

He said angrily, "Laugh! You can still laugh!"

Such a pounding is like flirting between newlyweds.

Yu Lisheng couldn't help laughing, not only wasn't angry, but also thought his words were too cute.

How can there be such a cute boy in this world!

Words, his, his own.

Cuteness also belongs to him alone.

Xu Muyan gritted his teeth, feeling terrified.

It seems that ignoring it doesn't work anymore, the stupid dog outside doesn't know what rabies is, knocking on the door of the room.

In the middle of the night, why is there no public morality at all?

Also, Tan Qinglu clearly knows that he is now a succubus, succubus, succubus!

It is a furnace specially used for that kind of thing!

She actually came to look for him in the middle of the night!

Don't you worry that this little succubus, seeing the handsome gentleman, can't hold back, and rushes to suck his Yuanyang to help him cultivate?

Not sensible at all!

"Jiao Jiao, why don't you speak? Jiao Jiao, open the door!"

"Jiao Jiao, is something wrong? Jiao Jiao?"

"Jiao Jiao, don't make a sound, is something wrong? Jiao Jiao?"

It is exactly the same as calling the soul.

This situation is not "awake", obviously not normal.

So, Xu Muyan pretended to wake up by himself, and said in a slightly hoarse voice: "Senior brother, what's the matter? I'm already asleep."

"You open the door first, the senior brother has something to do with you."

In the middle of the night, it's probably inappropriate for a lonely man and a widow to be in the same room, right?

Xu Muyan immediately wanted to refuse with a righteous face, but suddenly Yu Lisheng hugged him from behind.

The back hit his broad and strong chest heavily.

Yulisheng was next to his ear, and said in a low voice: "Yanyan, you have an appointment with Tan Qinglu, are you chatting in the room at night?"

Xu Muyan: "!!!"

No, there was no appointment, that was obviously wishful thinking by Tan Qinglu!

He quickly shook his head and explained in a low voice: "Master, I didn't make an appointment with him!"

Yu Lisheng said: "It's okay, he came at the right time."

Xu Muyan: "???"

"You said, invite him to come in and watch a fight scene between two people, do you think it's okay?"

Xu Muyan: "..."

"What... What kind of play?"

Xu Muyan was sweating coldly, swallowed with difficulty, and asked cautiously, "How...how to fight? Who fights whom? Where? No...won't it be me? I don't want it."

"You know better than anyone else, do you have to break the words and pour them into your ears little by little?"

Yu Lisheng's smile remained undiminished, she pulled down the bed curtain with one hand, and with a wave of her sleeve, the door that had been knocked against opened.

Tan Qinglu pushed the door open and entered, and saw that the room was pitch black, and the windows were closed tightly, not even a little moonlight could penetrate.

He said, "Jiao Jiao, why aren't the lights on in the room?"

"I... when I sleep, I don't have the habit of lighting a lamp."

Xu Muyan gritted his teeth and pulled the bed curtain tightly with both hands, not daring to make any strange noises.

"Where is the oil lamp? I'll go and light it. It's too dark in the room. I have something to tell you." Tan Qinglu walked in the dark.