Sand sculpture apprentice dressed as black heart lotus

Xu Muyan secretly warned himself, not to commit suicide, absolutely not to commit suicide.

If you fall in love with anyone, you can't fall in love with the little widow!

The little widow is not something a salty fish like him can love!

He clearly knew that if he fell in love with Yulisheng, there would be more suffering waiting for him in the future.

At that time, he will not only use flesh and blood to pave a way to reach the sky for Yu Lisheng.

I'm afraid that even a sincere heart will be cut out, and it will be cut into tens of millions of pieces.

Xu Muyan kept scolding himself in his heart, he was too cheap, too in love, too silly and sweet!

How can you have true feelings for a person who tortures and kills you in every possible way?

How can it be?

It's fine to just act on the spot, so what's the real emotion?

The little widow loves him ass, a guy who doesn't even have a heart, knows what love is?

But he couldn't control himself, as if drinking too much wine would kill people, but there are still so many people who want to get drunk for a while and get themselves drunk.

The moth clearly knows that the price of fighting the fire by force is death, but it still jumps up without hesitation.

Xu Muyan couldn't control himself, he stared blankly at Yu Lisheng's side face, watching his master get angry for him.

Seeing that the master became furious because of his little things, and protected him in front of everyone.

This was something that Xu Muyan had never experienced since he was a child, and he had never enjoyed favoritism.

It turns out that this is what it feels like to be protected by others.

It turned out that even if someone knew the whole story, they still chose to stand in front of him. This was the feeling.

Xu Muyan couldn't control himself, and recalled his unbearable childhood.

He thought of the days when no one took care of him when he was a child, and the scene where he was misunderstood for stealing things.

I thought of other adults protecting their children, poking his forehead with their fingers, and calling him a thief, a bitch, and a stray dog.

Thinking of other children spitting on his face, throwing leftover snacks on him, and calling him a wild child that no one wanted, relying on adults to protect him.

I also remembered that I was sent out to buy wine by my alcoholic father, and I was hit by a car while walking on the road, my arms and legs were bruised, and my money was lost.

The person who hit him rolled down the window and yelled at him not to touch porcelain.

Then he returned home with bruises all over his body, and was beaten by his own father with a broom again, yelling at him where he went to play crazy again.

Just for a moment, many scenes emerged in Xu Muyan's mind.

Those are his past, the childhood he doesn't want to recall, and the nightmare that he can never let go of.

But now, Xu Muyan recalled uncontrollably again, and slowly began to beautify himself, trying to get back from Yulisheng what was missing when he was a child.

Xu Muyan desperately wanted to let go, and uncontrollably substituted Yulisheng into it.

Struggling and shouting in my heart, don't take Yulisheng as a reliance, don't take Yulisheng as salvation.

Yulisheng is not his father!

Not his father!

However, Xu Muyan just couldn't control himself.

He wanted too much to be like other children, wanted to have a family too much, and wanted someone to believe in him unconditionally and protect him too much.

He was so desperate.

"You...were crying?"

From the corner of Yulisheng's eyes, she kept watching Xu Muyan, seeing with her own eyes the sadness on Xu Muyan's face that he couldn't understand.

Seeing Xu Muyan stubbornly pursed his lips, then his eyes gradually turned red, and under the red eyelids, there were two tears.

I have been holding back for a long time, and I still refuse to fall down.

Xu Muyan also thought that he was very strong.

No matter what he encounters, he can see it openly, and he will never show weakness to others.

Originally, he thought he could hold back his tears.

But Yulisheng asked.

But Yulisheng asked him.

It's all Yulisheng's fault, why did you ask him, why did you come here to care about his emotions.

It's all Yulisheng's fault!

It's all Yulisheng's fault!

The rest of the people were dumbfounded, and they couldn't understand how Sima's anxious tears could fall down as soon as he said it.

Obviously he was the one who was fierce, he was the one who knocked down a group of people, he was the one who jumped up and down just now, and he was the one who pretended to be pitiful.

How can a person's complexion change faster than turning the pages of a book.

I cried for no reason, and the two big tears rolled down in a rustle.

Crystal clear and round like two pearls, they rolled down without touching the flour.

Sima Jiaojiao was born so handsome, but now his eyes are red with tears, and he is so pitiful, I feel pity for him.

Just now he jumped up and scolded Sima Jiaojiao's disciples, they were stunned, not only did not get angry, but secretly regretted why he made Sima Jiaojiao cry.

Compared to Su Tiantian crying, this little crying figure is many times more beautiful.

Sima Jiaojiao was so pitiful, so forbearing and stubborn.

It's all because they are so boring that they actually made people cry.

Those disciples forgot the pain for a while, and secretly regretted dying, why didn't they find out that Sima Jiaojiao was so good-looking, and he cried so beautifully.

He even completely forgot that Sima Jiaojiao was not "clean", and had the urge to go up and wipe his tears.

Qian Yuan was stunned, he wanted to jump up and curse at others, but when he saw Sima Jiaojiao was crying, he suddenly couldn't curse again.

And he was also secretly reflecting on himself, whether it was too much just now.

Maybe Sima Jiaojiao's eyes were not rolled at him?

Is it just that the food is not tasty if you spit?

Thinking about it this way, Qian Yuan felt strangely that Sima Jiaojiao's rolling eyes just now was quite... quite cute.

It was the first time someone was so bold as to roll their eyes at him.

And Sima Jiaojiao just hangs the golden hook upside down, the scorpion wags its tail, and the fighting movements are smooth and flowing.

That waist looks very flexible, it should be very powerful, right?

I don't know what kind of scene it is to dance swords with such a good waist.

Qian Yuan was supported by several disciples, covered his throat and coughed again.

Thinking of this, the anger will disappear.

Although he was beaten by Yu Lisheng, Sima Jiaojiao cried with "ashamed", "frightened" and "shocked" no matter what.

Then I should have a lot of adults, so let him go.

Qian Yuan snorted, shook off the disciple's hand, and strode out.

Seeing this, the rest of the disciples shouted "Young Master" and hurriedly followed.

"You bullied someone, just left like this, you really don't take me seriously, do you?"

Yu Lisheng sneered, and with a wave of his sleeve, the shining long sword flew away with a whoosh.

Impartially facing Qianyuan's throat.

Qian Yuan was so frightened that he didn't dare to move anymore, and cold sweat dripped down his forehead.

"You... what do you want? Wait... wait for my uncle to come, you...you..."

"Believe it or not, if your uncle is here today, I will kill your uncle together!"

Yulisheng let out a cold snort, and the blade buzzed, and moved half an inch closer to Qianyuan's throat.

Qian Yuan was so frightened that he screamed and screamed, not daring to say anything.

"Apologize!"

"Okay, okay, I apologize, I'm sorry, okay? Let me go!"

Yu Lisheng sneered: "No sincerity!"

Just as he was about to raise his sword, Qian Yuan hurriedly said, "Okay! I got it! Sima Jiaojiao, I'm sorry!"

"It's still not sincere enough. Doesn't your uncle teach you how to behave?" Yu Lisheng sneered and said with a serious face, "Or are you still not convinced?"

Qian Yuan took a deep breath, gritted his teeth, turned around slowly, then bowed to Xu Muyan, and said loudly: "Mr. Sima, I'm sorry, I was rude, I made a mistake! Sir Sima, please!" There are a lot, forgive me!"

Xu Muyan blinked his eyes, slightly stunned.

What made him even more astonished was still behind.

Because Yu Lisheng not only forced Qian Yuan to apologize to him, but also everyone present.

Next, Xu Muyan saw many disciples who were beaten to the ground by him, and said sorry to him tearfully.

Even Su Tiantian cried and said, "I'm sorry, Jiaojiao, I didn't protect you well, I was too timid to get into trouble, and I didn't even help you!"

Xu Muyan: "..."

Even Tan Qinglu, who had just woken up and went down the stairs holding the railing, was dazed.Forced to apologize.

"I'm sorry, Jiao Jiao, it's the brother who didn't protect you well...but what happened?"

Xu Muyan: "..."

He turned his face around and looked at Yu Lisheng beside him.

In fact, Xu Muyan wanted to hear it more than anyone else, and Master apologized to him.

Xu Muyan secretly hoped that if the master apologized to him in public, he sincerely said that he had done wrong in the past.

The master sincerely said that Yanyan should not be abused so much in the past, he should not be denied food, he should not be made to kneel and nailed to the board, and he should not be slapped.

Let me tell you again, it was not Yulisheng who rescued the people in the previous trip down the mountain, but Xu Muyan who saved everyone in the dense forest at that time regardless of his own safety.

Because of this, he was severely injured by Yulisheng and vomited blood, and was even deaf in one ear.

Then, Xu Muyan felt that he would forgive Yu Lisheng a little bit.

It's too tiring to hate someone, Xu Muyan doesn't want to let hatred fill his heart.

He wants love, and he wants lots and lots of love.

I want to be surrounded by love and live happily.

Xu Muyan thought to himself as a small citizen, he didn't want to be some kind of savior, nor did he want to stain the earth with such tragic blood.

He just wants to be a salted fish happily.

However, Yulisheng didn't say much.

Nothing was said.

Silently put away the sword.

Qian Yuan patted his chest, and rushed out in a flash, not forgetting to say harsh words: "Yu Lisheng! You are dead! See if I don't go home and tell my uncle! You are finished... Ah!"

Because he ran too fast, he didn't pay attention to the threshold, and he tripped and fell to the ground.

The disciples who were running behind them couldn't stop, and fell down in a rustle.

For a while, only Qian Yuan's scolding, and the panicked shouts of many disciples were heard.

A large group of people fell into the mud like a pile of Arhats.

Xu Muyan couldn't help laughing, but his heart felt cold.