The old drama bone and the little actress [Rebirth]

There was a suffocating silence on the other end of the phone.

The room is black.There was no light in the room, heavy blackout curtains blocked everything.There was no sound, and it was so silent that time seemed to have lost its track.

In the silence, Huo Qingzhi could only hear her own breathing, which echoed embarrassingly in the room. She couldn't help lowering her breath, trying to make the atmosphere less strange.

She waited for Ren Yuqing's answer.

After about ten seconds, Ren Yuqing said: "Is it difficult to play?"

Her voice was gentle.

It was as gentle as a cloud floating from the sky, with a little lightness in its softness, which made Huo Qingzhi feel at ease instantly.

Huo Qingzhi: "Yes."

She sighed softly, causing Ren Yuqing's heart to twitch instantly.

In fact, Ren Yuqing doesn't know how to react. She has a lot of experience in acting, but that's already happened in her previous life. Now she's just a 19-year-old girl. Logically speaking, she doesn't know how to act and act. thing.

But why did Huo Qingzhi ask her like this?

When she told her about this, did she feel that she could help her, or did she just want a little comfort?

Ren Yuqing's intuition is the former.Huo Qingzhi really wanted to get something from her, whether it was practical advice or light comfort.

Although a little risky, she still spoke.

Ren Yuqing: "When did it start?"

She opened up to Huo Qingzhi a little, and Huo Qingzhi was keenly aware of it.

Ren Yuqing only said a word, but Huo Qingzhi had already deduced many things.

Huo Qingzhi knew that Ren Yuqing must not be the same person as before, but Ren Yuqing didn't know that she had realized this, so she should keep her disguise.

However, she was a little bit more frank.

When Ren Yuqing asked this sentence, she had already comforted Huo Qingzhi.

Huo Qingzhi: "I don't know too well... just these few days, during a rehearsal, I felt like I was caught."

Ren Yuqing recalled the time when she went to see Huo Qingzhi for a scene. She vaguely remembered Huo Qingzhi at that time, when he finally left the stage, there was a different light in his eyes.

Ren Yuqing: "Well... Qingzhi, don't be nervous, everything is normal."

Huo Qingzhi: "I don't know... I've never been like this."

Before she knew it, she had told Ren Yuqing a bit of the truth, and the fear hidden in her heart had been fully reflected in her tone.

Huo Qingzhi: "It's hard for me to describe that feeling. After I acted thousands of times, after I finished acting, she refused to leave me, as if she really lived in this world with the help of me. I know it's ridiculous... because I know she doesn't exist, I know she's just a script... But every time I'm immersed in the feeling she brings to me, I even feel that she is a real person."

Ren Yuqing was silent.

She knew that feeling, she had been trapped by it once too.

Ren Yuqing recalled what happened decades ago.She stood on the stage, the lights had been turned off, and everyone had dispersed, but she stood in the center of the stage, entangled by her own feelings, immersed in a suffocating world for a long time, unable to escape.

She has experienced it not just once, she has experienced it many times, and finally found her own way, no longer stuck in acting.

Can her experience tell Huo Qingzhi?

Will she believe it?

Ren Yuqing realized that she was no longer thinking about whether her secret would be discovered by Huo Qingzhi, or even about the matter itself, but about something deeper, such as Huo Qingzhi's views on her, Huo Qingzhi's state of mind towards her.

After deliberating over and over again, Ren Yuqing spoke.

Ren Yuqing: "I know how you feel."

Huo Qingzhi still had a little heart in the air, and gradually let it go, she felt that Ren Yuqing was a little more honest with her.

This feeling fascinated her.

Huo Qingzhi felt that he was trusted.

She has almost never experienced this kind of feeling, this feeling is like a light wind, making her feel a little bit swayed.

The room didn't seem so dark anymore, there was a ray of light coming through the blackout curtains, stubbornly making the room a little brighter, Huo Qingzhi could hear his own heartbeat, one after another, from a gloomy rhythm to a cheerful one Drums.

She never thought that Ren Yuqing would have such a great influence on her.

Huo Qingzhi: "I feel at ease when you say that."

She was rarely honest.

Huo Qingzhi puts on a mask to everyone, she refuses to show her true self, and she refuses to let others know her mood.

She even felt ashamed to let others see her heart.

Ren Yuqing somewhat felt her awkwardness, she didn't know what made Huo Qingzhi what she is today, but she knew there must be a reason for all of this.

It doesn't matter what the reason is, Ren Yuqing only needs to know that it makes Huo Qingzhi Huo Qingzhi, and she likes Huo Qingzhi like this.

That's enough.

Ren Yuqing: "Will I make you feel at ease? I'm so happy."

She has always been honest and never hides her heart.

Except for the matter of pouring out his feelings to Huo Qingzhi.

Ren Yuqing felt that she hadn't thought it through yet, she didn't know what would happen to her relationship with Huo Qingzhi once she said that sentence, she didn't know.

Such uncertainty made her not know how to say that sentence to Huo Qingzhi, but it also made her feel that every minute spent with Huo Qingzhi was precious.

Huo Qingzhi: "Yes, I will also feel very happy. Only you and Li Li know that I can't act, and I know you won't say it, Yuqing, I don't know what's going on, I just like this feel."

Ren Yuqing: "Yes, I won't say it. I have a sense of proportion in this kind of thing. Don't worry, it's actually very common that it's difficult to make a play, so you don't have to worry too much."

Huo Qingzhi: "I know, I also had friends who couldn't act in the past, but I never thought that this feeling would be so uncomfortable."

Huo Qingzhi has always felt that she is a person who clearly distinguishes performance from reality. Even in the last period of her previous life, she didn't think there was anything wrong with her.

This time, she clearly realized that she could not act, which made her truly feel panic.

Ren Yuqing: "Yes, this feeling is very uncomfortable, and you will feel that you are not yourself."

She tried to remember that feeling.

It has been a long time since Ren Yuqing was unable to act. For her, not being able to act is a painful memory. If it is not a last resort, she will never remind herself of this past.

Anyone would feel uncomfortable with that feeling, Ren Yuqing would feel unhappy even in retrospect.

However, in order to calm Huo Qingzhi, she had to recall and continue talking.

It was originally something to resist, but she was happy with it.

Ren Yuqing: "I know how you feel, Qingzhi, you don't need to be too entangled in this matter, because it is normal, any actor may not be able to make a play, be entangled by the character, be possessed by the character, be taken away by the character Ego, I know how you feel, you're scared and panicked, but you still have me."

Huo Qingzhi: "I don't know who to tell, really, no one seems to understand my feelings, Yuqing... I am very comforted by what you say."

In retrospect, it seemed that it was the first time she said such words, and Huo Qingzhi felt that she was even less like herself at this moment.

Almost impulsively, she told Ren Yuqing everything.

Tell her all of her past and present, her pain, her joy, and her desire.

Huo Qingzhi had an illusion that Ren Yuqing could accept it when she said it.

Ren Yuqing: "If my words can make you happy...then I'm so happy. I really can understand your feelings, really, I have had such a moment too, and I know how uncomfortable it is."

She paused and continued.

Ren Yuqing: "Actually, I don't think it was during the rehearsal that it was difficult for you to act. I think, the time I came to see you, we played against each other. From then on, you were a little strange."

Huo Qingzhi: "Really?"

She could still recall that night.

It was a night of ecstasy for her.

That night, she and Ren Yuqing stood on the stage, their spirits seemed to have a kind of intersection, they were not that familiar with each other, they didn't know each other's past, they didn't know each other's future, but at that moment they blended, touched to each other's souls.

Every time Huo Qingzhi recalled that feeling, it was like eating iced watermelons one after another in the hot summer.

Ren Yuqing: "Well...your eyes were too bright that day."

She spoke with lingering fear, as if she was frightened by something.

Huo Qingzhi was silent.

She remembered that night, she found out that she liked Ren Yuqing.

And Ren Yuqing felt that her eyes were too bright, which made her afraid, and even felt that she hadn't acted since then.

Huo Qingzhi didn't know which feeling he had was right.

She likes Ren Yuqing.

It's hard for her to play.

If Ren Yuqing hadn't said anything, she wouldn't have noticed the connection between the two.

Was it the emotion in the play that affected her?

Huo Qingzhi was a little at a loss, Ren Yuqing's words made her feel that she couldn't see her heart clearly.

She never thought that Ren Yuqing would have such a big influence on her.

Huo Qingzhi: "I don't know..."

Ren Yuqing seemed to sigh a little, and said, "It's okay, it's normal that you can't tell the difference."

In an instant, she laughed: "There is a little trick about acting."

Huo Qingzhi: "What is it?"

Ren Yuqing didn't talk about that topic again, which calmed down her heart that had been beating wildly just now.

Ren Yuqing: "You need a realistic fulcrum."

Huo Qingzhi was a little confused and asked, "Huh?"

Ren Yuqing: "The fulcrum of reality helps you distinguish between performance and drama, and reality and life, so that you can return to your usual state the moment you see this."

She wanted to tell Huo Qingzhi some tricks, such as wearing an angular keychain and pinching it when she walked out of the set. When she felt that tingle, it was the time of reality.

Before she could say anything, she heard Huo Qingzhi's determined voice.

Huo Qingzhi: "You are my fulcrum."