The old drama bone and the little actress [Rebirth]

When Huo Qingzhi woke up the next day, he only felt exhausted.A whole night of nightmares followed her and kept her from resting.

After opening the curtains, Huo Qingzhi remembered the phone that was turned off last night.

As soon as she turned it on, the assistant reminded her that there were 67 missed calls during your shutdown.

Huo Qingzhi was taken aback. She was just about to see who made so many calls when the phone rang.

She is very familiar with the number, it is Ren Yuqing.

Huo Qingzhi picked up the phone and just said "Hello"

Ren Yuqing "Why didn't you answer my call"

Huo Qingzhi could hear the crying in her voice, but she still said, "Why should I answer your call?"

The implication is that they have broken up.She has no such obligation.

Ren Yuqing smiled instead of anger, "Don't you want to know if I'm glad I broke up with you?"

Huo Qingzhi was silent.She never thought of discussing this issue with Ren Yuqing in this situation, she thought they would continue to send WeChat messages, ridicule each other for dozens of rounds, and then touch this matter carefully.

The more Huo Qingzhi remained silent, the angrier Ren Yuqing became.

Ren Yuqing "Look, you're not talking anymore."

She took a deep breath and tried her best to calm down her emotions.

Even so, Ren Yuqing's voice still trembled a little, "Huo Qingzhi, do you know that every time something happens, you are silent, silent again, why do you always say nothing?"

Huo Qingzhi finally found his voice "I didn't"

She felt wronged, how could Ren Yuqing say that she was always silent? Didn't she talk to Ren Yuqing enough?

Even the matter that caused them to break up, she has asked Ren Yuqing so many times

Isn't it Ren Yuqing who is always silent?

For a moment, Huo Qingzhi only felt angry, and she blurted out "Isn't it you who didn't say anything?"

Ren Yuqing said angrily, "Is it me?"

Huo Qingzhi "Of course I have asked you how many times you have anything to tell me, you didn't say anything, every time you didn't say anything"

Ren Yuqing was startled by her firm tone. In her memory, when Huo Qingzhi said this, she always had that cautious tone, as if she was spying on some secret. How could she know what Huo Qingzhi was asking? Woolen cloth

Ren Yuqing: "I really have nothing to hide from you, let's talk about it. Isn't it a kind of silence to ask such a vague question?"

For a moment, Huo Qingzhi wanted to ask her the question directly, but before that, the anger had blown her sanity away, Huo Qingzhi let go of the core question, and turned to blame other things.

Huo Qingzhi "What do you want me to say? This is the limit of what I can say"

"Limit" Ren Yuqing sneered, "Who has no limit? Why can I break through the limit again and again? I broke my bottom line, just to make you happy, just to make our relationship last longer, but what I have gained I have nothing get, only what you say limit here"

Ren Yuqing didn't wait for her to refute, and continued, "Huo Qingzhi, you are really selfish."

"Selfish, I'm selfish." Under her words, Huo Qingzhi felt as if she was being put on fire, and the thin sunlight outside the window had a burning sensation, which made her dizzy, "Ren Yuqing, do you think you will Is it a kind of selflessness to give everything that is good to me with both hands?"

Huo Qingzhi "Why don't you ask me what I want"

She choked up a little when she said this.

Huo Qingzhi asked herself, for her, all she wanted was Ren Yuqing's smile and a light in the room.

However, the other things Ren Yuqing gave her were Ren Yuqing's love, not the love she wanted.

After Huo Qingzhi finished speaking, Ren Yuqing also fell silent.

She really wants to give Huo Qingzhi meticulous tenderness, wants to be with her all the time, wants to have countless sweet words and romantic moments, she thinks that Huo Qingzhi also needs this, but what did Huo Qingzhi just say

After a while, Ren Yuqing gritted her teeth and asked, "What do you mean, you don't need it at all?"

Huo Qingzhi poked his neck and replied, "Yes."

Ren Yuqing: "Okay, Huo Qingzhi, it's all my fault. The fault is that I love you too much."

Huo Qingzhi "Yeah, you love me too much, but I don't love you that much at all, so you are wronged all the time and keep asking me if I love you, right?"

Ren Yuqing was no longer sad, she felt as if her heart had been trampled on the ground, she had lost all feeling, and the only thing left was numbness.

She even laughed slightly and said, "Yeah, I feel humiliated to be in a relationship with you."

During the months of escaping, Huo Qingzhi had imagined the scene of arguing with Ren Yuqing countless times, thinking that no matter what she said, she would not be shaken anymore, but after hearing these words Afterwards, Huo Qingzhi still felt that her breathing was suffocating, and the thin sunlight seemed to be getting hotter, turning her into ashes through the glass windows.

"Really?" Huo Qingzhi said softly, "Ren Yuqing, you feel humiliated, and I feel pain too."

Huo Qingzhi "You never tried to understand me."

Ren Yuqing asked, "Why do I listen carefully to every word you say, and I want to fulfill every wish of yours, and you say that I have never understood you?"

Huo Qingzhi lost the motivation to argue with her, she just felt that endless exhaustion surrounded her again.

In her getting along with Ren Yuqing, the exhaustion hidden under the sweetness, the exhaustion that made her feel unable to grasp Ren Yuqing, surrounded her again.

Huo Qingzhi "Have you tried to understand me? Do you know what I want to ask?"

Ren Yuqing felt angry when she heard her tone of staying out of the matter.

When they were dating, whenever she heard Huo Qingzhi's tone, she felt angry.During these moments, Huo Qingzhi seemed to pull himself out, suspended in mid-air, and watched the relationship between the two of them, but how could he behave like this when they were in love?

She can indeed protect herself from being hurt like this, but it is another person who gets hurt.

Ren Yuqing's heart was beating crazily, and she only felt that she was being coerced by an indescribable emotion.

Since the breakup, she has never had such a moment, she doesn't want reason, she doesn't want to be right, she doesn't want love, she doesn't want hate, she just wants to talk, she just wants to talk, she just wants to vent her pain.

Therefore, Ren Yuqing spoke up.

Her voice was very soft, but it sounded like a thunderbolt in Huo Qing's ears.

Ren Yuqing: "Didn't you just want to ask me, am I a reborn person?"

Before Huo Qingzhi could answer, she had already continued talking on her own.

Ren Yuqing: "Then let me tell you now. I am indeed a reborn person, just like you."

Huo Qingzhi's breathing suddenly became heavier, and it was clearly conveyed through the phone. Ren Yuqing felt a kind of pleasure in her heart, as if she had grasped Huo Qingzhi's emotions in her hands, and could rub them at will, just like Huo Qingzhi once treated her. like that.

Ren Yuqing: "Before I was reborn, I was already very old. Aren't you wondering why my acting skills suddenly improved? Because there is a new person in this body, I used to be an acting school."

Huo Qingzhi became numb after hearing this.

Turns out she knew.

It turned out that Ren Yuqing knew it from the beginning.

Know her doubts, know her confusion, know her struggles, know her blindness.

Ren Yuqing just said nothing, quietly watching her pain, like a god suspended in the air, watching her struggle, and even sneered.

Huo Qingzhi felt a sense of humiliation. Although she couldn't see Ren Yuqing's expression, she still felt her superior eyes, looking down on her with pity.

Huo Qingzhi lost her serious thoughts, and she even joked, "You don't call it rebirth, it's called soul wear."

"Oh, whatever," Ren Yuqing didn't care, "I don't understand what you young people are doing."

Huo Qingzhi felt something loose between them. A tight string, a sword of Damocles hanging above their heads, finally collapsed at this moment.

Ren Yuqing stopped pretending in front of her.

Huo Qingzhi felt that she had finally waited for this day, but she didn't need it anymore.

Finally, she asked, "Ren Yuqing, did you already know?"

Ren Yuqing "Well, I know what you want to ask."

Huo Qingzhi was a little disappointed, but also a little lucky.She was disappointed that Ren Yuqing didn't tell her during the relationship, she didn't trust her enough, and she was glad that Ren Yuqing didn't tell her during the relationship, she really didn't know how to react.

At this moment, she suddenly understood Ren Yuqing's behavior a little bit, but she didn't need this kind of understanding anymore.

Huo Qingzhi "Then why didn't you say it"

Why can you say anything but this one thing?

Ren Yuqing looked at the faint sunlight outside the window, they showed a kind of emptiness golden, in the autumn scenery, they rendered everything with a cold light.

Ren Yuqing "Because you don't really want to know about it."

She stretched out her hand to touch the icy light, the autumn sun fell on her hand, there was no warmth at all, just a layer of golden gold.

Ren Yuqing calmly and slowly stated the facts, "Huo Qingzhi, you just want to test, just want to know if I really trust you, just want to know if I really love you, so you are pressing me secret"

"However, there was never a moment when you really wanted to understand my secret, and there was never a moment when you wanted to embrace me through it. Even if you told your secret, it was just asking for my love, and it didn't mean anything , doesn’t mean you love me or don’t love me, it just means you need me, that’s all.”

Ren Yuqing stared at the sun and made the final verdict, "So I said, Huo Qingzhi, you love me not one-tenth as much as I love you."