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Ruan Liang doesn't like to talk too much, and he doesn't like to have physical contact with others. He is not an outgoing person. Most of his smiles are fakes, and his optimism is also an illusion.

His father died of illness when he was very young, and his mother raised him until he was 12 years old.

They lived in a small alley, and the children in the neighborhood liked to bully him, because he was introverted and quiet, and he didn't fit in at all, but he had a cute face, which won the love of adults.

Children's jealousy can be scary at times.

Mother noticed this and took Ruan Liang to move out and rent a relatively cheap building.

She had a little savings herself, and she was not willing to spend it on renting a house, thinking that the savings would be useful for Ruan Liang to go to school in the future.

Later she died, leaving Ruan Liang alone and a modest fortune.

Without a complete family, Ruan Liang wandered around in various relatives' homes. He was like an unfamiliar little wild cat. No matter how well others showed him, he would always be wary of their approach. Howled, almost frightened the grown-ups.

Although their hearts were full of pity for Ruan Liang, they still chose to send him away, and after that, one family after another.It wasn't until Ruan Liang became obedient and sensible, made some friends, and got excellent grades, that his troubled life came to an end.

Ruan Liang's insomnia was very serious. At the beginning, he had to go to the hospital once a week. Later, he gradually relaxed, and his relatives felt that he was completely cured. Only he knew about those dark nights. Nightmares found their way into his life.

Later, when he met Fu Xiaozhou, he saw Fu Xiaozhou very clearly the first time he saw him.Ruan Liang instinctively felt that this person was dangerous and was attracted unconsciously. When they were together, Ruan Liang was always very relaxed and became fond of being touched, even a little clingy.

When he was a child, his mother told Ruan Liang bedtime stories and coaxed him to sleep with gentle tones.Ruan Liang remembered the boy herding sheep, and remembered the boy shouting for the third time that the hunter did not go up the mountain, but he still couldn't stop trying, as if this could prove that Fu Xiaozhou cared about him.

Ruan Liang didn't know if Fu Xiaozhou would indulge his waywardness next time, maybe he would or he wouldn't.He can't control his desires, he can't fill the well, there will be another time after this time, he will always be restless, always asking, and greedy.

Ruan Liang knew that sooner or later the hunter would get tired of going up the mountain and he would be alone again.

So when Fu Xiaozhou said "I'll lock you up, okay?", his heart was moved.

He will be obedient and stay at home.The incomprehensible control and restraint in the eyes of others is a signal of safety for him. He is safe because he is controlled and needed.

Avoiding Fu Xiaozhou's sight, Ruan Liang booked a bus ticket pretending to leave, and even asked for the time of Fu Xiaozhou's meeting, and chose Fu Xiaozhou's meeting but missed the time when he left.

Everyone felt that Fu Xiaozhou forced Ruan Liang, because in their opinion, Ruan Liang was cheerful, lively, and good at communicating. It must be bright.

But in fact, all Ruan Liang did was to seek stability. His greed came from the insecurity in his heart. What he wanted was not much, just a home.

So when he stepped into that building and was blindfolded by Fu Xiaozhou, he trembled, scared and excited.

He was imprisoned, shackled by long chains, and feigned reluctance.

His resistance was too petty, how could someone who really wanted to go out give in so easily.

Ruan Liang felt even more frightened when he was unshackled, and even trembled when he stepped out the door, afraid that Fu Xiaozhou would let go, so he held him tightly.Later, I gradually liked to go out, and that was the premise that Fu Xiaozhou was with me. He looked at things with curious eyes, and Fu Xiaozhou was watching him.

That snowy day, when Fu Xiaozhou went out, he stood at the entrance and shook the doorknob to make sure it was completely locked before going back to the room to sleep contentedly.

Ruan Liang doesn't like to talk, and doesn't like to be touched by others. If he can, he is willing to stay in the house for the rest of his life.

He can't forget the night when he was 12 years old, it was his nightmare, the painful cry of every sleepless night.

The eyes outside the window stared at him and his mother, made a quiet gesture to them, stepped in and rummaged through the boxes, finally found nothing and continued to curse, and walked towards them step by step.

Ruan Liang remembered protecting her hands, remembering the bright light on the back of the knife under the moonlight, she pushed him out and locked the door.

He was locked out.

Hearing his own heavy breathing, hearing the wind in his ears and more noisy voices, and speaking incoherently to the person on the other end of the phone, he knelt on the ground and heard a "buzz" and couldn't hear anything.

Everything fell silent, and he lost everything.

Like every night when he didn't dare to sleep, he woke up to find that it was a nightmare, and he was always alone.

——Until he met Fu Xiaozhou.

Therefore, on the night of Li's future, Ruan Liang felt more anger.

He didn't know Li Jiang, didn't care who he was, maybe he had met him before, but he forgot and didn't care.

He didn't miss the madness in Li Jiang's eyes, and he didn't dare to act rashly, so he could only delay time and induce Li Jiang to enter the workshop.When Li Jiang was picking up the phone, he had a chance to do it, but a car came in. Seeing the familiar model, he changed his mind.

He didn't want to run, not at all.

He never wanted to be alone again.

He never wanted to experience those nightmares, those sleepless late nights, those noises that pierced his eardrums.

He is a person who is rotten to the bone, covered in mud.

But Fu Xiaozhou asked him: "Do you want to go out? I'll let you out."

As if returning to the age of 12, the door that will never be opened again, the fear surges.

...Who can save him, who will save him, he doesn't want to be shut out.