What to do if you are chased by old attackers every day [Quick Transmigration]

After hearing these words, Shu Xingmi felt relieved, tonight is the best time to confess his love, there is no such shop after this village.

He collected himself, and put his right hand on Nan Yu's left: "Do you know how long I've been waiting for this sentence?"

Nan Yu originally wanted to pull his hand back, but when he heard Shu Xingmi's answer, he was shocked. He turned his head to look at Shu Xingmi, his eyes were faintly bloodshot, and his face was full of drunkenness. It took a while to realize what that sentence was mean.

"Xiaoyu, I..." Shu Xingmi just started, when Nan Yu covered his lips.

"Stop talking." Nan Yu shook his head: "There shouldn't be between us..."

He was really drunk and couldn't speak well.

Shu Xingmi pushed Nan Yu's hand away: "What shouldn't it be?"

Nan Yu leaned on the sofa, closed his eyes, and looked tired: "I think it's very difficult to be a human being. You want to go east, but God wants you to go west. The less you want, the more you will get."

Nanyu wants to prove that he is a straight man, and he watches pornographic films and photo albums every day, but he succeeds in forcing himself to be gay.

Today at the nightclub, when he was drinking, he saw a man and a woman kissing passionately on the dance floor, and he felt a chill in his heart. He didn't feel any good feeling, but felt unspeakably awkward.

"Let's go with the flow," Shu Xingmi said, "Your life is only a few decades, why should you wrong yourself?"

"To be honest," Nan Yu looked into Shu Xingmi's eyes, "I think homosexuality is disgusting."

Shu Xingmi didn't expect that Nan Yu would say this directly to him, and it turned out that he uttered the truth after drinking, and there was no gatekeeper in his mouth.

Although he knew Nanyu's attitude towards homosexuality for a long time, Shu Xingmi still felt as if his heart was being pricked by a needle, and all the words that came to his lips were blocked back. The face that says "I love you"?

Shu Xingmi is also a person who needs face.

Nan Yu continued to say to himself: "I think I am even more disgusting, I seem to like a man."

Before she finished speaking, Nan Yu's eye circles were already red, and there was water in them: "I fell in love with the person I shouldn't like the most, and that's my best friend."

"I like you too." Shu Xingmi wiped the tears from Nan Yu's face with his hand, and looked at him: "The feeling of liking someone is the same no matter what gender, it's not disgusting."

Nan Yu wiped his face and said with a smile: "You don't need to comfort me like that, I know what I'm... just drunk, my mouth is full of tongue, haha, don't take it seriously, I'm going to sleep now."

Nan Yu didn't think that Shu Xingmi would like him at all. Shu Xingmi must have said that because he was drunk, coaxing him, or pitying him.

Moreover, "like" does not simply refer to the liking of love, he can also like a song, a dog, or a flower, Nan Yu advises himself not to be passionate.

He staggered and stood up, only to feel that his eyes were getting dark one after another, he woke up too violently, and his breathing became much cloudier.

Shu Xingmi hurriedly helped him into the room, undressed him, Nan Yu lay down with his eyes closed for a while, got up at twelve o'clock, went to the bathroom, brushed his teeth and washed his face, and fell asleep indiscriminately when he returned home. It was very dark.

When Nanyu opened his eyes, it was 07:30 in the morning of the next day. His biological clock has always been accurate, and he can guarantee to get up at 07:30 every day without an alarm clock. Even if he went to bed late last night, he will wake up naturally when the time comes.

Nanyu had a headache, as if there was a drill bit in his head, buzzing, and there was tinnitus, double vision when seeing things.

His chest was still a little heavy, he looked at his chest, and now he was completely awake, why is there a big living person in the bed? !

Shu Xingmi slept soundly. He was different from Nan Yu, unless there was an alarm clock to wake him up, he had to sleep enough to get up.

Nan Yu's heartbeat suddenly soared to a high speed. He was afraid of waking Shu Xingmi up, so he gently moved Shu Xingmi's head to his arms. Shu Xingmi's hair was very soft, warmed by the sun, and he felt like Very special aroma.

What's worse, neither of them was wearing any clothes. Shu Xingmi's neck and shoulders were bare, so white that there was no blemish. Nanyu's throat was thirsty. He reached out to get water from the bedside table, but he was afraid Shu Xingmi woke up, didn't move, just looked at the ceiling quietly.

what happened last night?

Why am I in the same bed with him?

Why are he and I both naked, just wearing a pair of underwear?

Nanyu is completely fragmented. I only remember that I went to the joint school party yesterday, and I can’t remember the rest, as if it was erased by an eraser or erased by correction fluid.

I can only ask Shu Xingmi after he wakes up.

Nan Yu lightly lifted the quilt and looked at the back of Shu Xingmi's neck and back. Fortunately, he didn't find any traces. If there were red marks or tooth marks, Nan Yu would have to call himself a beast.

He covered the quilt again to prevent Shu Xingmi from getting cold.

Nan Yu was very conflicted. On the one hand, he hoped that Shu Xingmi would wake up soon so that he could answer his questions. On the other hand, he hoped that Shu Xingmi would wake up later so that he could hug him for a while...

Thinking of "holding him for a while longer", Nan Yu shivered, realizing that he was indeed a pervert.

At 08:30, Shu Xingmi finally woke up and dazedly rubbed against Nan Yu's chest, Nan Yu's heart was about to melt, Shu Xingmi raised his head and rubbed his eyes: "You woke up early. "

"...Well," Nan Yu felt that this position was a little hard to explain, he moved away a little, and leaned against the wall: "Well, why did we sleep in the same bed?"

"You were drunk last night," Shu Xingmi said with a confused face and extremely innocent eyes, "You confessed to me, and then I like you too, so we..."

"Just...?" Nan Yu's voice trembled.

Shu Xingmi hid in the quilt halfway through his speech.

Nan Yu was so anxious that he lifted the quilt and took out Shu Xingmi: "What's the matter? Talk?"

"That's what you see."

"..." Nan Yu held his forehead, his little heart couldn't bear it.

"I'm lying to you," Shu Xingmi saw his expression and thought he was serious: "It's just sleeping together, I won't have anything to do with you when you're not awake."

Suddenly, Shu Xingmi recalled what he did in the first life, feeling a little slapped in the face.

"Nothing really happened? Then why are you on my bed and we are both naked?" Nan Yu lifted the quilt, and both of them only had a pair of underwear hanging on them.

"You vomited last night, all over your pajamas. The other pajamas haven't dried yet, so you can only be naked. I took care of you until midnight, and you fell asleep at some point." Shu Xingmi blinked: "Where do you want to go?"

"Oh, no," Nan Yu avoided Shu Xingmi's eyes, "I'll just ask."

"You seem a little disappointed." Shu Xingmi smiled slyly.

"I'm glad."

"Actually, if you want it, I won't give it to you."

Nan Yu sat up and dressed, with his back to Shu Xingmi: "I don't understand."

"Xiaoyu." Shu Xingmi knelt on the bed and hugged Nanyu from behind.

Shu Xingmi's reminder from Nan Yujing just reminded him of the conversation last night, and his heart was extremely heavy. He pulled Shu Xingmi's arm away, stood up and lifted his pants, without saying a word.

"Why are you so indifferent... You said you liked me last night." Shu Xingmi bowed his head.

"As a best friend, of course I like you, how can I get along if I don't like you?"

"Yesterday you said that when you are drunk, everyone is my shadow."

"I only remember your face, so of course everyone is your shadow, which is not surprising."

"But when I say I like you, I mean...I love you."

Nan Yu was startled, and stared at Shu Xingmi with fixed eyebrows, with a hint of unbearable color in his eyes.

How did that happen?

What he said last night that he likes... is it true?

Nan Yu has imagined a perfect love plot since he was a child, that is, the person he likes happens to also like him. Now that this double arrow has really come true for him, why does he feel so uncomfortable?

Nan Yu ran away, even wearing his shoes backwards.

While eating breakfast, Shu Xingmi noticed that Nan Yu was reading the newspaper, which was still the rental section, and circled the landlord's phone with a ballpoint pen, as if he was looking for a new rental house.

"What do you see this for?" Shu Xingmi stretched out his hand to cover the dense landlady's contact number.

"I kind of want to move."

"..." Shu Xingmi snatched the newspaper away and sat under his butt: "I live well now, why did you move? Is it because of me?"

Nan Yu said lightly: "I still want to continue to be friends with you, so let's forget what happened last night, okay? Just pretend it never happened, and we are still the same as before."

Shu Xingmi became angry, frowned, and said in an excited tone: "We like each other, why do we pretend nothing happened? Why do we have to deceive ourselves? Tell me, how can we be the same as before? Do you think we can format with one click? robot?"

"If you don't start, it will never end." Nan Yu looked at the ground: "If I am not with you, I will never lose you. Even if you are with someone else, I am your friend, but if we are together We broke up after being together, and we don’t even have to be friends.”

Nan Yu lost his mother, his father also remarried, and lost his family. No matter what, he didn't want to lose Shu Xingmi, and the way to not lose it was to never have it.

"We won't break up," Shu Xingmi's tone softened, "We've been together for so many years, we know each other best, and we've lived together for a while, and there hasn't been any problem."

"I'm sorry, I'm such a coward." Nan Yu shook his head: "You think it's okay now, but have you ever thought about how I will explain to my uncle and aunt if we are really together?"

"You don't have to tell them, I'm an adult, I have my own decisions."

"Well, then I have my own decision, please respect my choice as an adult."

"You fucked me last night." Shu Xingmi began to speak angrily, even if he used all means, even if he was full of lies, he still wanted to keep Nanyu.

"Don't do this." Nan Yu knew Shu Xingmi too well, and knew it was a lie, but there was still a dull pain in his heart.

"Look, evidence." Shu Xingmi stretched out his hand and twisted his neck fiercely, pinching out a red spot. His hand was strong, and he was angry, almost bleeding: "There are other places."

Nan Yu held Shu Xingmi's wrist to stop him from harming himself: "I...I won't leave."