God of danger

Lu Rongxing followed his arm, feeling him trembling violently, the expression on his face changed instantly, and after a while, he froze on a frightened expression.

But Lu Rongxing glanced back quickly, but he didn't see anything unusual. The hall was peaceful, the audience sat quietly, and the singer sang softly.

He was a little baffled, and shook Guan Jie's arm. Since the sound in the hall was too loud, he leaned over and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Guan Jie was still in the panic of the initial awakening of his sexual consciousness. Seeing him sticking to him, his heart palpitations suddenly became strong, but it was not the kind of beating that beat his heart. He was very disturbed, and felt a little chest tightness and shortness of breath.

The sudden conflict between the sudden impulse and the facts that he had identified and believed in for the past ten years caused Guan Jie's mind to buzz.

This absurd idea made him unbelievable, but its sense of existence was very distinct, so distinct that when Lu Rongxing moved a little closer, Guan Jie suddenly couldn't return to the way he was before, where he could stand calmly and wait for the other party to make any move. status.

He was ashamed of this seriously out-of-class thought, and he didn't have the conditions to digest it slowly in a hurry. At the moment, he felt as if he could only be worthy of him if he stayed away from Lu Rongxing.

Driven by this state of mind, Guan Jie tilted his head back, avoiding Lu Rongxing's ear, and he didn't dare to look into Lu Rongxing's eyes, staring at the other person's forehead and said quickly: "It's nothing, let's go!" Bar."

After he finished speaking, he twisted his arm, wrenched it out of Lu Rongxing's hand, turned around and walked away. The first two steps seemed to be escaping, but he felt scruples when he walked, afraid that Lu Rongxing would see something, so he deliberately restrained and slowed down.

Lu Rongxing probably saw half of it, felt that something was wrong with him, but couldn't explain why, so he followed him out of the stadium.

Soon the night wind was blowing, the dome opened in front of the two of them, and the sky full of stars showed the good weather tomorrow.

Guan Jie, however, was not in the mood to appreciate it, and stared blankly at the opposite side of the road, busy cleaning up his panicked thoughts and guilty conscience.

But while he was distracted, his steps slowed down instinctively without thinking about it, waiting for Lu Rongxing to come over and side by side with him.

Lu Rong walked up to him, glanced at the brightly lit shop across the street, thought he was looking for food, followed him and said, "Did you see what you want to eat?"

Guan Jie's thoughts were interrupted by him, and he glanced at him secretly, seeing that the dreamy feeling on his face was gone, so he turned his head pretending to be calm, although he couldn't quite smile, he still talked There was a smile on the corner of his mouth, and his voice was a little imperceptibly dull: "No."

It's a pity that he was not born with the ability to be a smiling tiger, and Lu Rongxing could tell it was a fake smile when his emotions were exposed.

"Well, let's go and have a look," Lu Rongxing said, and he was used to asking him things, so he quickly looked into his eyes, and asked again tirelessly, "You were at the door just now, something was wrong. , what the hell happened, what the hell?"

It’s not wrong to say that I saw a ghost, what I saw was the ghost in my heart.

Guan Jie was most afraid of him mentioning the embarrassing thing at the door, his eyes flickered, and he thought of an excuse: "It's okay, it's just... maybe I haven't come out to play for a long time, and I think it's a bit noisy here."

In the past, Lu Rongxing was afraid of noise, and he wished that the more lively the better, but now that Lu Rongxing's temples can still bear it, he can't take it anymore.

Maybe the competition is really more brain-intensive, Lu Rongxing kindly lied for him, and asked him: "It's quite noisy, do you have a headache?"

Guan Jie shook his head, he didn't have a headache, it was just a big one.

Lu Rongxing saw that he was a little sluggish, probably he was not telling the truth, but he just thought he was not feeling well, and he had no angle to think elsewhere.

Due to the lack of time, the two did not have the conditions to stroll and chat, and quickly crossed the square and the road side by side.

Guan Jie found a house filled with soup dumplings, and waited at the door for the boss to open the drawer and pack them. Lu Rongxing bought some snacks for him in the next shop. Big box.

After shopping, the two stood by the sidewalk, and Lu Rongxing asked him with the food: "Are you eating standing here, or taking it back to school?"

Guan Jie was a little split for a moment, he was reluctant to let go of the company he was used to, but he didn't dare to stay for a long time because of his new awakening.

These lingering and lingering emotions hidden in his heart made him suddenly lose the straightforwardness to leave as soon as he said it.

Guan Jie hesitated for a few seconds and looked at the electronic watch, and found that it was exactly 8:41, and he had no choice but to leave. He was disappointed and relieved and said: "I have to go, I will take it back to eat, you can go in, you can watch it again." Show in a while."

He hasn't got in the car yet, Lu Rongxing won't leave, he said "um", handed him the snack, turned around to see the direction of the car, and prepared to help him stop a car.

The received plastic bag swayed gently under his fingers, a little heavy in his hands. Guan Jie took a look at the shaking packing box, feeling that Lu Rongxing was raising him like a pig. Step by step, he followed the shoppers down the sidewalk.

Almost without waiting, several taxis with empty lights came up in the traffic not far away, and Lu Rongxing reached out and hailed one to stop.

Guan Jie opened the co-driver's door and slipped in. After sitting down, he leaned against the car window and waved to Lu Rongxing: "I'm leaving, you can go back."

The car window was a small frame, and Lu Rongxing looked at him from outside the frame, somewhat similar to Jin Teng. He felt that he couldn't finish the party or go to the dinner, and it was a bit difficult for this former lively fanatic.

In fact, money is hard to buy Guan Jie's willingness, but Lu Rongxing suddenly feels sorry for him, after all, the neighbor has a cheerful face.

Lu Rongxing thought too much preconceived. He felt that he was somewhat envious or yearning for the food, drink and entertainment that he would miss next. He wanted to comfort him. After thinking about it, he stretched out his hand and caught him beyond the car window, hanging in the air. A hand making a sign of dismissal.

He caught Guan Jie's finger with the heel of his palm, stepped back, smoothed the finger on his hand, and threw it up with force, and when it fell down, it naturally made a soft clap, which was regarded as a messy blow. palm.

"Take the exam well," Lu Rongxing stood in the evening wind outside the car, the folds on the school uniform were gently lifted, he seduced and encouraged him with a smile, "After the exam is over, we have a reason to go out to eat and drink spicy food." Yes, do you hear me?"

Guan Jie saw his hand, with the fingers reaching to the heel of the palm covering his palm. It was a bit small, and the posture was not brotherly enough, but he himself didn't hate it, on the contrary, he still felt a sense of being encouraged in his heart.

The last time I went to eat fragrant pot with Lu Rongxing was during the make-up class during the winter vacation. The heavier the tasks in the class, the more Guan Jie yearned for that kind of relaxation.

Normally, no one came to tempt him, so he couldn't remember it. Now that Lu Rongxing said it, Guan Jie wanted to go out and play, and of course it would be best to go out with him.

Guan Jie's heart was so itchy that he brought out a little hope. He raised his wrists and made a serious high-five gesture.

"I'll try my best." From the entrance to the present, there was finally something that made him forget his mouth for a while, Guan Jie said with a smile, "If I'm on the list, you can treat me, okay?"

"Deal, let's go," Lu Rongxing patted his hand, bent down and looked at the driver's seat, and said, "Master, please."

The driver turned his head and nodded at him, released the clutch under his feet, and the car slowly pulled out. Guan Jie stared at the rearview mirror, and saw the figure on the side of the green belt shrink from big to small, and was finally blocked by the car next to him.

The scent of the seasoning in the snack quickly seeped into the air in the car. Guan Jie was carrying three bags of food, smelling the food aroma mixed with the smell of gasoline, and fell into an unresolved entanglement again during the bumps .

A few scenes from the party began to flash back and forth in his mind, Lu Rongxing took off his school uniform, frowning and black face, and the last appearance under the lamp.

The car was quiet, and the person who was putting pressure on him was not there. Guan Jie had the conditions to analyze calmly and fully, but because he had zero emotional experience, he couldn't draw any reliable and realistic conclusions. The imagination continues to ferment.

I……

Guan Jie bit his lower lip, bit his head and thought in his heart: Why do you think about what it feels like to kiss Lu Rongxing's mouth... This kind of question?

Is this something I should be thinking about?Is it normal?

Do other boys have this kind of reaction to good buddies?

Will Lu Rongxing die of anger if he finds out?

Lu Rongxing didn't know either, because he didn't know yet.

He returned to the museum and stood in the rightmost aisle of Lu Jianxin's row. There were two and a half programs on stage.

Unfortunately, nothing was found on the phone, so he had no choice but to put away the phone and decided to ask Liu Bai if he had the chance.

Not long after, the host announced the end of the party, and Lu Rongxing quickly went to his parents' place to tell them about the arrangements for tonight.

Of course it's okay to wait for him, as long as it is agreed in advance, Wang Yang will not restrict him from going out to play since he was a child. It is Lu Rongxing who doesn't like to go out because his friend is next door.

Wang Yang nodded immediately, seeing his empty hands, said thoughtfully, "I'll give you flowers."

She also wants to take it home and plug it in for a few days, so that the home will have a little more natural atmosphere.

Lu Rongxing knew that she had a hobby of cutting flower branches in the flower bed and planting them in the room, so he asked Liu Bai to look at the bouquet of flowers for him, and said, "Put it in the background, I will remember it, and I will definitely take it back."

Wang Yang skipped this matter with satisfaction: "Where do you eat? Your dad and I will also eat nearby."

Lu Rongxing: "I don't know yet. You can walk around the square later. I'll call you when I get the location."

"It's okay," Wang Yang realized that someone was missing after finishing speaking, "Eh? What about Xiaojie, where did he go?"

Lu Rongxing: "I just left and went back to school."

Before the party started, Wang Yang saw him running around happily, thinking that he would go home with Lu Rongxing after tonight's holiday, but who knew there was still class.

"Oh," Wang Yang nodded, and said with emotion, "It feels so hard to run a competition."

Lu Rongxing agrees with this point of view, but what he doesn't know is that the real difficulty for Guan Jie is actually yet to come.

After agreeing with his parents, Lu Rongxing went against the crowd and went backstage to help the art school pack things.

Liu Yan and Maozi had disappeared. Liu Bai was pulling out drawers to see if there was anything left. Sun Yuchen would not leave or help, and sat at the door to watch.

Lu Rongxing passed by him, feeling that he was a bit awkward, and obviously wanted to help, but he stood by and watched.

The bouquet of flowers was still standing where he put it, Lu Rongxing went to help Liu Bai pick up things, asked where to eat, got in the car to free up his hands, and called Lu Jianxin.

After more than 20 minutes, Jinbei stopped at the entrance of a home-cooked restaurant called Louwailou. Teacher Qin ordered a big bag in advance, and the group climbed up to the second floor, sat down and began pouring wine.

This group of people are crazy about drinking, and they are a bit addicted to drinking. If they don't drink, they are not good brothers.

Lu Rongxing doesn't drink, he has a fever at every turn, he has had enough of dizziness and pain, and he doesn't care who says he is not a man if he doesn't drink, he retaliates to everyone with orange juice, eats vegetables seriously when no one is looking for him, and eats While commenting in my heart.

This salt-baked pumpkin is okay, and the garlic vermicelli should be Guan Jie's dish.

Although he hasn't been out of the society yet, Lu Rongxing can clearly feel that generally speaking, those students from the art school who have run outside are better at talking about scenes than those who are generally taller than them.

After they finished blowing, the teacher praised you and me, and they drank happily with their ass.

Sun Yuchen's flattery was actually not bad, he was already a bit fond of drinking, he was kind and loyal enough, he seemed to be one of the revelers.

Seeing that he was drunk, Lu Rongxing came over to fight Liu Bai with the bottle.

"Taizhuzi, come on, let's have a drink," Sun Yuchen said with a big tongue.

Liu Bai ignored his ironic address and got up to have a drink with him.

Sun Yuchen also said that he was happy today and had to drink another glass. Liu Bai had something to do tomorrow, and he drank a lot before, so he covered the mouth of the glass in refusal.

"If you don't drink, you look down on people," Sun Yuchen hiccupped heartbrokenly, and nodded with the hand holding the cup in a drunken way, "You, hiccup! Are you looking down on me?"

He is always like this, he likes to use alcohol to pretend to be crazy, and say things that are usually backlogged in his heart, have great opinions but dare not say them.

Before we broke up, Liu Bai was particularly annoyed by him because it happened too many times.

Now it's separated, it's been clean for several months, and seeing the familiar scene again, the balance of patience and temper is still sufficient, and I didn't get impatient for a moment, but I just felt that he shouldn't be like this.

Although there was no good result, he still hoped that Sun Yuchen would get better and better.

"No," Liu Bai was silent for a few seconds, and lied to him, "I have a stomachache, so I'll drink with you again, okay?"

Sun Yuchen looked at the middle of the ribs from his face in a daze, and when he raised his eyes again, the focus suddenly disappeared. He didn't speak, turned around and walked away crookedly.

There is a problem with his brain, and there is no way to really target this person.

What can I do for him, Sun Yuchen wanted to cry and thought that he had suffered enough grievances elsewhere.

Lu Rongxing saw Sun Yuchen go back to his table, and quickly changed cups to drink. Liu Bai next to him didn't sit for long, and got up to go to the toilet, and didn't come back for a while.

Lu Rongxing was not looking for him, but really wanted to pee, but when he opened the door of the men's guard, he saw Liu Bai sitting on the sink smoking a cigarette.

After the party, he changed into a tracksuit, with his long legs propped on the ground, matching his face in the smoke, he looked decadent and handsome, and he was the most popular type of boy in school nowadays.

Since we met again in high school, every time Lu Rongxing saw him, he could feel that he was more stable than last time. The first time he met in KTV in memory, the aloof peacock look on his face had almost disappeared.

Lu Rongxing's social circle is limited, and Liu Bai is the only one around him who has no parents to shelter him from the wind and rain, and is self-reliant and needs to support his family.

As a not very close friend, Lu Rongxing admired him and cared a little about him, but at the same time, he also felt that the opportunity for him to search up and down had come.

After he went into the cubicle to fill the water, he came out and felt that the smell here was not good, and it was not a good place to chat. He pressed a lump of hand sanitizer, rubbed it in his hands and said, "Why are you sitting here?"

Liu Bai lifted the equipment between his fingers: "Smoking."

Lu Rongxing turned on the faucet to flush the water: "Go outside to smoke, I will go too, go out and blow some wind."

Liu Bai also felt that the place was a bit smelly, so he followed him.

The two went downstairs and out of the restaurant, and stood under the electric pole by the roadside, chatting nonsense while blowing the wind.

Unlike Guan Jie, Liu Bai had everything written on his face. Lu Rongxing couldn't quite see his emotions, so he could only ask directly: "Is it related to Sun Yuchen just asking you to fight for a drink because you go to the toilet to smoke?"

Lu Rongxing had a face that was good at listening and keeping secrets. Liu Bai was quite at ease with him, and said frankly, "A little bit."

Lu Rongxing: "Is it because he is targeting you and you feel uncomfortable?"

Liu Bai puffed out his cigarette: "No, I just look at him like that and think it's unnecessary. If you have a good life, why don't you live it well?"

"He asked the same thing twice," Lu Rongxing guessed, "Maybe he thinks you look down on him, so he thinks too much?"

Liu Bai was silent until half of the cigarette was smoked until there was only one end left, then squatted down on the ground and pressed it out, and smiled lightly: "I didn't look down on him, and it was too late to envy him."

He always felt that Sun Yuchen was not motivated enough, and would be eliminated immediately when he entered the society. Compared with his own busyness, he felt that he was too busy looking for things to do.

But that day, Lu Rongxing and Guan Jie brought the drunk Sun Yuchen into the school, and after sending the two of them back to the station, Liu Bai went to the dormitory to check on him, just in time for Sun Yuchen to be drunk.

He almost turned Maozi into a rattle drum, and kept asking Maozi, his family was rich, but he would not starve to death even if he didn't do anything, why did he have to work so hard to fight with the crew?

Only then did Liu Bai wake up to the fact that not everyone will have what happened to him, and need to suffer from the so-called hard work.

There will be people who are blessed with a good life and will not experience strong winds and waves for a lifetime. If Sun Yuchen can have such a blessing, I should not despise him, but bless him. After all, the reason I seek to make progress is only for a comfortable life.

And Sun Yuchen already had these.

Lu Rongxing felt that he was telling the truth, but Sun Yuchen's grievances were not false. People are always prone to misconceptions, and their understanding of one thing will appear multifaceted. Lu Rongxing has experienced similar things and talked to each other afterwards , the knot is gone.

"Did you explain that to him?" he said.

Liu Bai nodded and didn't say the result. Sun Yuchen didn't believe it and felt that he was mocking him, so Liu Bai had nothing to do.

If the person concerned doesn't listen, the explanation will be meaningless. Lu Rongxing patted him on the back comfortingly twice: "Don't take it to heart, I will go back to the piano room from next week, you have something to do Or if you have something on your mind, you are welcome there.”

There was something to do when I went there. Although Liu Bai didn't want to go, he still smiled and threw the cigarette butt into the trash can: "Okay, you wait for me. I'm done smoking, do you want to go up?"

"Wait a minute, I have another question for you," Lu Rongxing said in a startling manner, "Do you have any movies or books there? The kind that men love men."

Liu Bai thought he was hallucinating, so his eyebrows were instantly lowered, and he confirmed it again: "What did you say?"