God of danger

If he knew his mind, would he still look for and wait for him?

Guan Jie didn't know, but he tried to switch his position with Lu Rongxing's, and instantly shot himself for Lu Rongxing on his own initiative.

Because Lu Rongxing also became... no, gay, and the probability of being attracted to him at the same time seems to be close to zero no matter how you think about it.

But Guan Jie couldn't accept the result of losing his childhood and not being in touch with him, so before he figured it out, the best situation was to keep everything as it was.

In order not to let Lu Rongxing see anything, Guan Jie used all his acting skills so far, pretending to be calm and said: "OK."

After he finished speaking, he didn't dare to look at Lu Rongxing too much, and smiled against his will, and immediately lowered his head and went downstairs: "Let's go."

Lu Rongxing saw that something was wrong with him, he was smiling just now, but suddenly became negative.

But nothing was said or happened in these few minutes, so his mood changed a bit strangely.

Lu Rongxing was not with him usually, so I didn't know what he had experienced besides the class, he was a little concerned when he saw this, but he didn't ask directly, because Guan Jie still looked confused, Lu Rongxing started from his own experience and felt that he Might need to be quiet.

So on the way down the stairs, neither of them spoke.

But his sense of presence next to him was too strong, even though the silence became the atmosphere, Guan Jie could not help but pay attention to him while hesitating and blaming himself.

See if he pays attention to himself, if so, does he feel something?

Afraid that he would ask, he was covering his head, acting too guilty, and suspected of being exposed.

But he didn't say a word, and it seemed that there was a problem.

Then how can I get along with him in the future?Are you still qualified to be his friend?

Guan Jie was full of suspicions, after weighing and comparing, he finally felt that silence was more abnormal and uncomfortable.

So when he walked to the middle of the square in front of the teaching building, he coughed and cleared his throat, tried to behave as usual, and suddenly said, "What are you going to buy at the canteen?"

His tone sounded normal, but when Lu Rongxing turned his head following the sound, he only saw his profile.

Looking from the angle beside him, Guan Jie was looking somewhere in front of him, the corners of his mouth were raised, but there was no joy in his expression.

In fact, it is not easy to hide a person's forced smile from someone he is familiar with, especially Guan Jie is not good at hiding his emotions.

Lu Rongxing saw his strangeness in his eyes, his eyes were a bit complicated, but his face was not pierced, and he said cooperatively: "I don't know, just buy it blindly, do you have any recommendations?"

Guan Jie thought for a while, but still didn't turn his head to look at the person: "No, the ones I recommend are all junk food, the kind you don't even eat."

Lu Rong said happily: "You push it, I will treat others to eat."

Guan Jie had no choice but to report to him: "Weilong, crispy noodles, Langweixian, angel potato chips, through train..."

He reported a lot, Lu Rongxing seemed to be going to open a store, and he asked if there was anything else as soon as he stopped, so Guan Jie was supplementing his memoirs of snacks all the way, so he didn't have so much free time to think about it.

The canteen in the south of the city is completely on the scale of a small supermarket. Before that, Guan Jie liked to shop around, making painful and happy choices in the shelf store. If you buy this, you can’t buy that.

He wasn't in the mood for consumption this evening, but Lu Rongxing was very interested, and he had a good memory and took all the food he had reported.

The packages were of different sizes and thicknesses, and there were not enough packages in his arms, so Guan Jie had to help him carry a bunch.

The two went to the front desk to check out, filled up the medium-sized plastic bags, and came out facing the concrete open space at the entrance of the canteen.

Lu Rongxing looked at his watch and found that there were only 4 minutes left before class, and the dormitory and classrooms were not on the same path. He had no time to go down with Guan Jie, so he had to pass the bag to the opposite side, jokingly saying: "Here, Taking advantage of the fact that there is no one in the dormitory, go back and eat alone for a while."

Guan Jie didn't expect that the "other" he was talking about was himself, so he was stunned for a while.

The person he likes treats him well, which is an irresistible temptation, but Guan Jie didn't dare to ask for it. He owed Lu Rongxing in his heart, and didn't want to add another debt.

"Why do you give it to me?" He said in a dilemma, "I still have something to eat in my dormitory. Hu Xinyi and the others bought me a lot yesterday. You can take it back and share it with Brother Can and the others."

"Brother Can, they don't eat these." Lu Rongxing forcibly changed the taste for Huang Can, reaching out to grab his arm, "Take it, I bought it for you."

Guan Jie couldn't listen to such words aimed at him now, his body was more honest than his mind, his heart skipped a beat, and he said blankly, "Why did you buy it for me?"

Taking advantage of the two seconds he was talking, Lu Rongxing had already held his forearm, held him horizontally, hung the plastic bag on his finger on his hand, and said while he was busy: "Didn't you do well in the exam?" May I celebrate with you?"

The weight brought by the plastic handle quickly spread to his hands. Guan Jie came back to his senses and subconsciously held his wrist that was about to retract with the hanging hand, wanting to return the things to him: "The grades are not out yet. Celebrate, I really don't want to."

Lu Rongxing immediately curled up his fingers, turned the hand that was held by him into a fist that refused to accept the goods, smiled, and showed his cards: "Well, to be honest with you, this is really not bought to celebrate What."

"I see that you are not in good spirits. I thought you would be happier if you eat something you like. Now it seems that eating is useless. Did something happen to you? It was weird when you were on the stairs."

Guan Jie's scalp tingled, and he felt that he had better stay away from him immediately, otherwise he would continue to be coaxed and guessed like this, and his heart would be frightened at the same time, sooner or later his heart would not be able to hold it.

Faced with Lu Rongxing's question, Guan Jie couldn't tell the truth, but he couldn't find a lie to cover it for a while, so he could only pretend to be excited and said: "When did I lose my spirit? It's because the lights on the stairs flickered too much , Did you read it wrong? Class is about to start, you go back, be careful to be late, eat..."

He hesitated for a moment, and said in a clever way: "There are too many snacks, and you will become silly if you eat too many snacks. I'll just take a few packs, and you can take the rest, okay?"

Lu Rongxing heard that in order to refuse, he even discredited his hobbies that he had persisted until now, so he agreed dumbfoundingly.

Snacks have a long shelf life. I will give you a few packs this time, and eat a few packs on the way home. They will still be sold out, and Lu Rongxing will not worry about buying them.

Guan Jie reached out and grabbed a handful of things in the bag, pulled out a few packages, and didn't bother to look at them. After taking them, he was afraid that the rich man would be late, so he immediately pushed Lu Rongxing's arm to urge him to leave.

Lu Rongxing turned his body half a circle, then turned back suddenly, looked into his eyes, and said solemnly: "If something really happens, just tell me, I may not be able to help you, but if you don't Say, I will worry about you, understand?"

He will not turn 7 until July this year, but there is already a kind of trustworthy stability in his eyebrows and eyes.

Guan Jie felt like a "pop" in his heart, being thrown a green plum by life, his heart was terrified and sore.

Lu Rongxing didn't deliberately tease him, he was such a good person, no one would be wronged if he cared about him, but he should not be the only one, Guan Jie was really scared, one day Lu Rongxing would show a disgusted expression to him .

Before leaving that night, Guan Jie said "um", but what he was thinking was that I can understand your feelings, but the person who doesn't understand is actually you.

The time between classes ran out, and after getting his answer, Lu Rongxing turned and went back to the classroom.

When he climbed up the steps of the square, he turned his head and saw that Guan Jie was still standing there, raising his right hand bent by his side, as if he was eating.

If he can still eat, it means that he is not unloved. Lu Rongxing smiled, and the class bell rang suddenly, and he had to run.

Guan Jie was eating the Mai Lisu taken out of his bag. He had never bought this brand before. It tasted very sweet, so sweet that it was a bit bitter...

Hu Xinyi got off his self-study and returned to the dormitory, only to find that his deskmate had already been lying on the bunk like a salted fish. He was still awake, but his energy was a little listless, so he didn't even take a midnight snack when he was asked to get up.

Hu Xinyi has also been in love with him for several years. She came to care for him with a lunch box full of eggs, forked half of an egg and put it to his mouth: "What's wrong with you? It's like masturbating too much, you failed the exam. ?”

Guan Jie opened his mouth and took away the food, feeling so suffocated that his throat seemed to be blocked together.

Being alone is really a good companion for thinking about life. He will spend half of his life in the time when others take two classes.

I was still young before, and when I was more intimate, it was only a little bit more, but I didn't change my mind at that time, so there was nothing wrong with getting along afterwards.

Now it's completely gone, when Lu Rongxing said a few words casually, Guan Jie could guess many meanings, and even felt that the way they got along before had changed.

From the moment of awakening, he couldn't be frank again, and his sour friendship and unusual sexual orientation made him panic.

Guan Jie swallowed the half of the egg with all his strength, and his voice was a little hoarse: "It's nothing, I didn't smash it, I have a headache, don't bother me."

Hu Xinyi threw away the fork in his right hand, touched his forehead with his free hand, and compared it with his own forehead: "I don't have a fever, why do I have a headache? Hey, Peng Peng, use your thermometer."

Peng Jiannan raised his hands and immediately went to the bunk to send warmth.Behind him, other roommates' inquiries and probes affirmed his popularity from the side.

Guan Jie felt that he was simply moaning for nothing, and had no face to accept his roommate's condolences. In the end, he had to lie, saying that he wanted to sleep, and turned over and lay facing the wall.

But he didn't fall asleep after face-to-face for half the night, and kept thinking about what to do in the future.

It would be fine if he was possessed by an evil spirit today, but when he wakes up tomorrow, he'd better forget about this thought he shouldn't have.

If you can't forget it, then you must cover it up so that Lu Rongxing cannot notice it.

But how to hide it?

Guan Jie didn't know either. He fell asleep with this question in mind. He didn't dream about anything in the second half of the night, but his sleep was very light, and his consciousness was always shrouded in anxiety.

This kind of unrelenting rest makes waking up sometimes more tiring than staying up all night. The next day Guan Jie returned to Class 9 with two swollen eyeballs.

The morning self-study discipline of the ordinary class was mediocre, and the students' small stories were aboveboard, and they asked him directly how he was doing in the exam after four or five seats.

Suddenly returning to the bustle, Guan Jie was babbled on and on, temporarily forgetting about the crisis of friendship, and ate half a bowl of noodles for breakfast.

But on the way back to the classroom after eating, he couldn't do it. He caught a glimpse of Lu Rongxing from a distance, and reflexively wanted to go up to say hello, but the budding feelings that he thought were improper hindered his steps.

Guan Jie didn't go in the end, but his eyes couldn't help but kept falling on Lu Rongxing until the other party entered the blind spot of his sight.

It's just that hiding is not the answer after all. For one thing, it's better to be blocked than to be sparse. The more he sees, the more he thinks because his behavior is contrary to his original intention. He ducked away.

Secondly, sometimes, when Lu Rongxing finds him on the road now, he will naturally come over or call him.

Guan Jie couldn't pretend to be deaf and blind, so he had no choice but to move closer to him, and when he stood in front of Lu Rongxing, he realized that hiding was the wrong strategy, and getting closer was what he wanted.

However, during the week of waiting for the results, the coveted sex barrier in his heart has not yet passed, and most of them can hide as much as they can.

On Thursday, the school organized the monthly exam in April and reviewed it in the evening, and Hu Xinyi passionately invited him to hang out.

Guan Jie remembered that he was always playing with Lu Rongxing's quizzes, but this time he ate the weights and became a good student again.

After finishing the essay comprehensive exam in the first year of high school, I had a class early on Saturday and had a holiday.

Guan Jie was obviously sleepy on the road, but he didn't lean on Lu Rongxing's shoulder in a daze. He fell on the other side of the backrest, and was thrown on his head by the turning car to grab the window at every turn, making a bang bang .

Lu Rongxing couldn't stand it anymore and asked him to sleep on his shoulders according to the old rules.

Guan Jie kept saying "um", and when he finished answering, he pretended to be confused by sleepiness, closed his eyes and pretended to sleep on the other side, morality and emotion in his mind were at war between heaven and man.

Although he really wanted to, he couldn't use Lu Rongxing's ignorance to take advantage of him... Physically, it would be a bit low, and Lu Rongxing would hate him.

Back in the compound, there was no one at home, Guan Jie put down his things, first went to the pool to look for escapees, then touched an apple, washed it and opened it without peeling it, at the same time, it seemed that there was a navigation on his feet, and it automatically turned to the left Abducted to the next door.

Grandma Hu wasn't at the door, so Guan Jie didn't have to shout. Seeing that Lu Rongxing wasn't in the main room, he went straight into his room and saw him squatting in front of the DVD, dismantling discs.

"Do you want to watch a movie?" Guan Jie ate all the way in, not daring to squat beside him, and sat on the sofa and said, "What movie?"

Lu Rongxing didn't intend to read it, he just removed the plastic wrap.

There is no audio-visual store in the movie town that Liu Bai recommended. Lu Jianxin bought it for him outside. Lu Rongxing just saw it and was going to dismantle it and put it in the disc storage bag.

But he saw that Guan Jie had already sat down, and thought it would be okay to watch it now, so he asked him to choose: "A foreign "Brokeback Mountain" and a Mandarin "Lan Yu", which one do you want to watch?"

Guan Jie has never heard of any of them, but his English is not good, and he hates foreign films for the time being, so he randomly chose, "Malaysian one, okay?"

Lu Rongxing wanted to see it anyway, so he said indifferently, "Yes."

Guan Jie was taken by him and Zhang Yiye to watch ghost movies when he was a child, and he saw a little shadow. He liked to ask about the content when watching movies, and this time was no exception. He said, "What are you talking about?"

Lu Rongxing hasn't read it yet, so he can only refer to Liu Bai's two introductions for the time being, and said calmly: "It seems to be about the emotional entanglement between two men."

Guan Jie: "..."

No, he is also a man, and his current relationship is also very entangled. Lu Rongxing suddenly released this movie, is there any deep meaning?