God of danger

If the skills are not as good as the others, you have to leave, and Guan Jie can't afford to lose.

But this does not mean that he will not suffer, even a pair of newly bought shoes has a running-in period, let alone an unforgettable failure.

In fact, when he set off, Guan Jie never thought that he would be able to make it to where he is today. It has been half a year since he left, and he reached the top seven in the province for the first time. upper layer.

Guan Jie may not be clear about it. He wants to win an award once, which is a bit wishful thinking. It's just that he is in that kind of environment where he is struggling wholeheartedly, and he only wants to take another step forward.

It's a pity that the competition has always been cruel, and it doesn't mean that as long as he works hard enough, he can get what he pursues.

Jin Teng told him before that he has to accept that someone is stronger than him, but now Guan Jie has just reached the point where he has just seen the strong, he will accept it, but not now.

From being called by the teacher, to saying goodbye to the unsuccessful parties in other cities at the station, and finally walking into the compound, Guan Jie's mood was quite calm.

He was very convinced, he didn't blame others or hate himself, he seemed to be able to afford it and let it go, and he appeared to participate in the competition with a normal heart.

It wasn't until seeing Lu Rongxing that Guan Jie realized how uncomfortable he was.

The powerlessness of being crushed, the unwillingness to be the closest to the goal but the furthest away, the exhaustion left after the hard work, the disappointment to the teachers and parents, and the longing and dependence on this person may all be the reasons for his sudden tears.

The moment Lu Rongxing's hand brushed over, Guan Jie's consciousness seemed to open a gate, and the torrent of emotions surged out, making him completely forget about maintaining a good image in front of the person he has a crush on.

He closed his eyes with a stab of heart, curled the corners of his mouth, his facial features were all wrinkled together, his crying voice was silent because of depression, but his shoulders twitched badly.

Who said that vegetable chicken can't have a little dream?

Guan Jie also wanted to stay in the team, to see what the legendary gold medal looked like.

Crying so hard, it's hard to look good, but Lu Rongxing suddenly felt so distressed because of his emotions.

He wiped it under Guan Jie's eyelids several times, but the warm tears continued to wash away, making most of Guan Jie's face and his hands covered with water.

Guan Jie's healing ability is actually good, according to his style, he will be fine after a while, but Lu Rongxing's heart is quickly filled with a strange desire to protect.

His heart was sore, feeling like he was pinched by something, he didn't want to see Guan Jie cry, he wanted to coax him, hug him, and even suffer for him.

The temperature in winter nights was very low, and soon Guan Jie's face and his fingers felt cold.

Lu Rongxing put his head against the anti-theft bar, and rolled his eyes with his thumb with his left hand arched, and said lightly, "It's cold outside, come in first, I'll open the door for you."

Guan Jie was caught in the excitement of venting, crying until he was half deaf, he didn't hear what he said clearly, and he didn't feel Lu Rongxing's withdrawal, so he kept his neck slightly stretched forward, frozen in the night Li choked with difficulty.

Lu Rongxing put on a down jacket, and there was no time to wear pants on his legs, so he came out in his long johns.

Such a thin body couldn't bear the low temperature at night. He originally planned to go in and talk about everything, but it's just that people are not as good as God, and he forgot as soon as he put Guan Jie on the shoulder.

His body seemed to want Guan Jie more than his reason, Lu Rongxing pulled him to face him, then retracted one arm and turned the other around, and suddenly pulled him into his arms.

The two thin chests collided heavily, Lu Rongxing changed his laziness and hugged him tightly, and only then did he feel that he was back.

It turns out that his concern and jealousy for Guan Xiaozi are all because he likes him?

But from childhood to adulthood, Youguan love loaded with several crucial feelings, mystery, freshness and attractiveness, it can be said that it is nothing to want, how could I like him?

Because he looks good?A little clever?Not a bad personality?Is it good for yourself?

Lu Rongxing couldn't figure out for a while whether these reasons were enough to make his heart throb, but although he was at a loss in his mind, he was not too afraid in his heart.

He was confident that his parents would not make things difficult for him, so Lu Rongxing was more interested in his own changes in consciousness than the rumor that the person he was looking for was actually a man.

While thinking about it absently, he hugged him tightly, poked his chin on the top of Guan Jie's head, felt the trembling in his arms, and said nothing for the time being.

Crying is also a way of venting, and Lu Rongxing didn't want to stop him, because he knew he wouldn't be able to cry for long.

Guan Jie slowly woke up from the impact and pressure, his nostrils were filled with the long-lost and familiar scent of laundry detergent, and this hug was so close that he could snuggle.

But for the time being, he didn't want to miss and rippling, but the eye sockets became hotter and fuller, and the tears flowed from the eyes, which were instantly sucked dry by the clothes pressing the eyes.

The damp coolness on his face was gone, Guan Jie felt a little warmth in a trance, without any movement in his hands, he half-clung to Lu Rongxing's arms and wept silently.

In fact, it is just an exam, and it will be done on time every year in the future. It may be a bit hypocritical to cry like this.

But the feeling of stumbling in the place where he is good at is really uncomfortable, and he is also tired, and he didn’t feel the hard work when he was doing the questions. When he recalled it in the idle time and frustration, he suddenly changed his taste It's not worth it.

Guan Jie couldn't help being disappointed because he did have a little ambition in his heart, similar to dreams and goals.

The lazy god is also a god after all, Lu Rongxing predicts things like a god, and Guan Jie's muffled grief and grief really came to an end very quickly. He cried for five or six minutes, not long, but enough for Lu Rongxing to only wear long johns' legs Freeze until chilled.

Guan Jie started to cry with only the urge to reunite after a long absence, and when he stopped, his hot forehead slowly cooled down, and he became a hero who knew honor and disgrace again.

When he was a child, he would be embarrassed to cry in front of Lu Rongxing, and his self-esteem would cause trouble when he grew up. This kind of psychology is only strong but not weak.

Guan Jie put his face on his wet clothes, tears stopped flowing, shoulders stopped shaking, but he didn't know how to raise his head.

He was a little afraid that Lu Rongxing would laugh at him, that such a big man would be so cowardly for an exam, but he also wanted to take a closer look at this man.His vision was blurred just now, and Guan Jie couldn't see his face clearly, and it was impossible to just hug him like this for a long time.

He dawdled for a few seconds, and just finished mental preparation, Lu Rongxing, who saw him calm down, took the lead, patted his back and said, "I said, you won't fall asleep, will you?"

Guan Jie was just a little excited, not short-sighted. Hearing this, he immediately moved his head from his neck, and said in a muffled voice, "How is it possible? I'm not a horse."

Ma only sleeps standing up, and his minimum standard is to sit down.

Lu Rongxing let go of him, saw him straighten his back, his eyes wandered a little, as if he didn't dare to look at himself, smiled, followed his eyes knowingly and asked: "Why, I've finished howling, so I'm embarrassed to think about it? "

The most terrible thing is the atmosphere of not telling the truth. Now that it has been punctured, Guan Jie is not so embarrassing. Using his brains from the competition to make excuses, the depths of his mind instantly light up. A little light bulb of wisdom.

"Who is howling?" He said humorously in a mess, "I'm called a fellow countryman, my eyes are full of tears, I'm done crying, it's your turn."

Lu Rongxing was full of caring feelings for him just now, but the atmosphere collapsed in a blink of an eye, and he was still happy despite being helpless.

Even if he was pretending, he was more willing to see Guan Jie's smiling face. Hearing this, he hugged him again with a slight tremor in his chest: "I'm not as enthusiastic as you, and my dog ​​won't come out. Let's pay for it with a hug."

The original intention of this hug is very pure, just to celebrate the reunion after a long absence.

Guan Jie's heart softened suddenly, and he quickly wrapped his arms around his waist with his hands that had severely reduced freedom after being hugged by him, and patted each other on the back.

At this time, the moon above the head was covered by the clouds, and the moonlight leaked from the thin clouds, and the light gathered into bunches and scattered from top to bottom, vaguely like roads made of moonlight.

The two hugged each other for half a minute, and their cooled brains quickly felt the presence of severe winter. One came back in a hurry, and the other came out in a hurry. The low temperature added to the body, and they were all the same cold.

Lu Rongxing was still barefoot, so he couldn't help but pushed him up first, and beckoned him in.

Guan Jie separated a little from him, and immediately caught a glimpse of his long johns and bare feet, which together make up a capitalized cold.

It's so cold, and his physique is so poor, but he just came out, he seemed to be very concerned about himself, Guan Jie was touched by him for a moment, stretched out his hand to push him and walked in, making excuses: " Go away, I'm freezing to death."

It was only then that Lu Rongxing had the time to pay attention to his clothes, frowned, reached out and touched his hand, feeling the coldness of the tentacles, he just grabbed it without letting go, and was going to go in with his hands like this, and at the same time passed him, and was about to go Carry his luggage.

When Guan Jie left, he thought he would come back in autumn, so he only brought a jacket. On the way back, he wrapped his body in a short-sleeved and long-sleeved jacket that could be put together. I still can't bear it.

The thing was in his hand, he didn't let Lu Rongxing take it, he bent down and took it in his hand first, and was pulled into the main room hand in hand.

Lu Rongxing's hand was warmer than his, and there was a fantasy-like ambiguity in holding it. Guan Jie was sure that he liked him, and after staring at him several times, he still didn't break away.

He won't take the initiative to take advantage of Lu Rongxing, but if he is passive, then he must be secretly happy. After all, he is a normal man and woman, and he cannot be as grand and upright as a saint.

In fact, Guan Jie is really timid. For example, the one holding him has just opened his mind, and he has no such sweet little troubles in his heart.

Lu Rongxing was so natural and magnanimous, when he came to his senses, when he had time, he still had to figure out how to cheat the two hundred and five.

Right now, Lu Rongxing couldn't think too much, he quickly pulled Guan Jie closer to the room, and closed the door with his backhand. Guan Jie didn't need him to explain, and put his luggage at the door of the main room along the way, and then the two of them went one behind the other. entered his house.

Lu Rongxing didn't like to add things, the room was still the layout in his memory, Guan Jie heaved a sigh of relief, feeling like he had finally returned to his own place, although his real place was next door.

Although it was cold inside the room, it was much better than the outside. Lu Rongxing opened the closet and pulled out a blanket, lifted it up and shook it off, and wrapped it around Guan Jie's body. After wrapping himself up, he sat on the sofa and took out the corner cover of the blanket. Hold your feet and chat with him face to face.

Lu Rongxing: "Why didn't you say anything when you came back?"

Guan Jie was indeed a bit cold, and he was not that careful. He could feel that the seats on the train and bus were not clean. He was worried about soiling Lu Rongxing's blanket. When Lu Rongxing came to wrap him, he held the lap of the blanket inside, He slumped on the sofa like a lump of mud, and as soon as he relaxed physically and mentally, he immediately yawned sleepily.

Lu Rongxing was willing to ask about his little sad things, so he could say it, because it was a kind of concern, and subconsciously, he hoped to get more attention from this person.

"It was too sudden," Guan Jie looked up at him and said, "I'm a little confused."

At that time, he was studying questions in the classroom with the top thirteen students. The teacher of the provincial election came and knocked on his desk and asked him to go out in a low voice.

After I went out, I was in the corridor. The teacher said that it was a pity that they didn't make the top five this time. Then they packed up and got on the bus. The boss probably didn't even know he was gone.

Then Guan Jie was stunned all the way, probably pretending to be strong to test his acting skills, he put all his heart into it so he didn't show his secrets.

Seeing that he was also quite confused now, Lu Rongxing said "Mmm" and listened patiently. On the other side, he took another sofa cushion, picked up the back of his head and put it on him.

Guan Jie was enjoying his service, but he was still a little sad, and then said: "When I think about it, I have already arrived in the city. If I call my father, my mother will definitely let him drive a motorcycle to pick me up. It's too cold Yes, it’s so far away, I thought I’d make a call and arrive directly to save them from worrying, so I didn’t make a call.”

"What about me?" Lu Rongxing joked with him, "I don't have a motorcycle, so I won't pick you up at night, why don't you call me?"

There was always a feeling of discouragement in Guan Jie's heart. He lowered his eyes and said in silence for a few seconds, "I... don't know what to say when I call you."

Said he was brushed off, will he come back soon?He didn't want to talk about these things, what he wanted to talk about was victory and glory, not this kind of disheveled defeat.

Lu Rongxing didn't expect the competition to hit him so hard. On the other hand, he was also a little surprised that he had such a strong desire to compete.

This trait is actually a bit rare in him, but Lu Rongxing suddenly understood a reason why he likes him.

Guan Jie has been transforming. His junior high school is more sensible than his primary school, and his high school is better than his junior high school. The range ranges from slight to obvious. Lu Rongxing doesn't know what he will become in the future, but the unknown is more exciting.

"If you don't know what to say, just say it," Lu Rongxing taught him, "Hey Lu Rongxing, I'm back, you come to the city to pick me up."

Guan Jie twitched the corners of his lips at his righteous tone, and muttered, "I dare not order you like that."

Lu Rongxing listened attentively: "Why not?"

Guan Jie glanced at him, and said silently in his heart, because I care about you very much, only when you come back, tell me to pick you up.

But he couldn't say that, so Guan Jie had no choice but to interrupt: "Because I'm poor, I can't afford a driver who can play the pipa."

Lu Rongxing disagreed and said: "You are not poor, but you have me. Although I am not a driver, I can play the pipa."

He really likes to pick words, and Guan Jie really likes him, he feels that there is no one in the world who will accompany him like Lu Rongxing.