God of danger

Lu Rongxing returned to school, and on the way to the piano room, he had a whim and called Liu Bai.

Overnight, Guan Jie changed from the little brother next door to the person he likes. Although this qualitative change in friendship did not scare him, and his body accepted it naturally, Lu Rongxing was not without any problems.

He basically has his own judgment on things.

Through his own experience and understanding earlier, he has accepted the conclusion that homosexuality is also a normal person, and if he has not experienced major setbacks, it is not an easy task to make him who has always been stable feel inferior.

So since it was normal, Guan Jie's uneasiness and uneasiness related to abnormality were almost nonexistent in Lu Rongxing's place, at most he was suddenly startled.

Then this kind of surprise was submerged in Guan Jie's collapse and depression last night.

Afterwards, Lu Rongxing returned to the room, thinking alone in the dark, unable to remember all the past events clearly, but those charming and ambiguous moments were miraculously kept deep in his mind.

Every time he recalled a scene, he would further realize that the weirdness and discomfort at that time were all due to the discrepancy between reason and instinct.

It was unexpected and reasonable that he liked Guan Jie.

Lu Rongxing couldn't find a reason to refute, and he didn't want to refute. Guan Jie needed comfort recently, so his tolerance and patience increased accordingly, and he wanted to give this neighbor who was hit hard for the first time a lot of company.

And in Lu Rongxing's view, there is no distinction between high and low feelings, only insincerity.

Is he insincere?

Lu Rongxing thought about it for a long time, and felt that he was quite serious.

His heart grows like a cycad tree, and it has been almost 20 years before it suddenly bloomed like this. Others may seem deviant, but Lu Rongxing himself thinks it is pretty good.

Guan Jie is very good, and it is good to like him.

This person has spent all the time with him so far, if they can stay together forever in the future, Lu Rongxing's answer to this idea is that he is very willing.

As for what others think, he doesn't really care, and how his parents would feel, this problem was not considered by Lu Rongxing before Guan Jie became his.

Sitting on the bus, Lu Rongxing kept thinking, his problem was that there was no problem, as long as Guan Jie nodded, he could immediately complete the achievement of holding hands, but what about Guan Jie?

According to his impressions over the past ten years, Guan Jie is restrained and embarrassed when he is in front of girls. There is also a female classmate who has a good relationship with him in junior high school. He should like girls.

Guan Jie wiped his mouth even if he accidentally touched his mouth. If he really went a step further and kissed him with tongue or something, Lulmos speculated that he might vomit directly.

So no matter how you look at it, sexual segregation is as tragic as racial segregation.

But it's unrealistic for Lu Rongxing to stop at this point. He can practice the pipa, which he didn't like at the beginning, for more than ten years, and there is absolutely no reason to give up on people who are interested in him.

Anyway, he will fight for it, but he still doesn't know where the method and timing are.

When Lu Rongxing first arrived in the gay land, he urgently needed some real cases of straight-to-curve, curve-to-ball, and straight-to-curve transformations to strengthen his determination to fool Guan Jie into his hands.

He thought about it, remembering that Liu Bai, who had already washed his hands in a golden basin, was considered a senior in this respect, so he wondered whether Liu Bai had ever encountered the same-sex repulsion problem like a straight man.

Then he had to act when his heart moved. After Lu Rongxing changed into the bus, he stood in the aisle and dialed. After hearing "Hello" from the other side, he asked, "Liu Bai, are you at school?"

When the phone rang, Liu Bai was being his 24-year-old brother, busy in the kitchen, preparing lunch for his sister.

In September, he brought Liu Wen back from the outside. This bastard had boiled his body to pieces. First, he had abnormal liver function, and then he had jaundice. He had to infuse fluids intermittently for two months to suppress the deadly high virus activity in his body.

Liu Bailian took his father who died early, and his mother who didn't care about anything, and was scolded by the doctor he knew when he saw the doctor, and made him stare at the patient and rest in bed.

But Liu Yan has the face of a princess, and she may be the life of a maid in her bones. She can't sleep at all, she wakes up early in the morning, and she doesn't know what she is doing when she is locked in the room.

Moreover, she locked the door when she went in, whether she was in bed or not, Liu Bai couldn't control her at all, so he could only make some nutritious meals for her when he was at home.

The mobile phone was in his pocket, Liu Bai fumbled it out and connected it, and replied with the mobile phone between his head and shoulders: "Yes, what can you do?"

Lu Rongxing originally planned to ask him to come out to talk about life, and have a rice bowl together, but he heard the sound of frying oil in the opposite side of the ear, paused, and went by the way, just said: " I have something to talk to you about, are you free before 2 o'clock this afternoon?"

"Yes, there's a lot of space, I'll be fine after I finish eating," Liu Bai poured a plate of shrimps into the pot, choking out a big noise from the boss, he said in the fireworks, "And you, have you eaten yet?" ? Come here without eating, chat while eating."

The topic that Lu Rongxing wanted to talk about was whether he should go up or quit if he fell in love with a straight man, but there was still a senior sister Guan Jie in his family, so Lu Rongxing didn't dare to go, and declined: "Next time." , I came here after breakfast and lunch, I will be in the piano room before 2 o'clock, come and find me when you are done with your work at home, okay?"

Liu Bai is a temperamental person, and he doesn't like to be persuaded to go back and forth, so he simply didn't do it: "Okay, hang up, I can't spare my hand here."

When Lu Rongxing hung up, he heard him yelling in a disordered manner over there, and he came out for dinner, Big Brother Liu.

At the same time, Brother Liu Wen in the master bedroom said "Okay", put his pen into the page he was reading, and closed the second volume of the third year math textbook.

At the beginning of the year, she took the provincial second grade, did not enter the provincial election, did not encounter crushing, and threw the blame of the exam on the cold, and her confidence was still intact.

He just signed the pre-recording, and he is already a senior in high school. Coupled with this physical condition of lying down when he is tired, Liu Yan's road to competition is cut off here.

At first, she signed up secretly to crush Yang Yongbin. Later, she went to class with Guan Jie and the others, and went to junior high school together. Gradually, she had no time to think about which green onion Yang Yongbin was.

The coach is great, Yuan Jin is very strong, and Guan Jie has a toughness and adaptability that no one else has.

He is the most interesting person, he seems to be the second and third child of a thousand years, and he has no ambition to fight for the boss, but No.1 just can't get rid of him, he is a dog skin plaster that meets the strong and becomes strong.

Not long after Liu Yanhua competed for class C, she soon felt a sense of crisis. These first-year high school students were all mad dogs, focused on chemistry, and full of love for chemistry. Pressing hard, and Guan Jie is still watching from behind.

In such an environment, Yang Yongbin could no longer be her target. To be honest, it was not enough to look at and insulted herself.

If it weren't for the sudden deterioration of her health, Liu Fan felt that she should also be able to get a provincial one. On the day of the exam, she was shivering from the cold, and wiped the sweat of her palms again and again, and didn't even touch the last big question.

In fact, she was more wronged than Guan Jie, she lost to Health, but the hepatitis B disease was inexplicably infected again, so she also spent a period of time complaining about others when she came back.

The period of depression was neither long nor short, exactly one week, mainly because Liu Bai begged her to eat so pitifully, Liu Yan suddenly felt that her brother was really miserable, why did he have to suffer with a sister like her.

She ate all the dishes on the plate that day, went back to the room and cleaned out all the things related to the competition, tied them carefully with rope, and stuffed them under the bed.

After finishing this work, Liu Wen went to take a bath, turned off the lights and lay down on the dreams she might have had. She closed her eyes at 09:30, but her mind was clear all night.

She will forget the blow, it only takes two or three days, and then she will go back to prepare for the college entrance examination. She may not win the top 50 in the province in chemistry, but she is still confident that she can catch up with the 60 or so students in the class.

Someone once said that the competition is more cruel than the college entrance examination because if you fail the college entrance examination, there are still the next batch of schools to choose from, but if you fail the competition, you will have nothing.

But as far as Liu Jian's own experience is concerned, she is not purely losing, she also has gains, but those feelings can only be comprehended.

One of the things that the competition career taught her is to live in this vast and boundless world. Don’t always hold up a magnifying glass and stare at Yang Yongbin’s point like dust. Look at other people in this world. Stronger, happier, kinder people.

Another skill is the extraordinary digestion and comprehension ability and self-study level, as well as high and sustained concentration of attention, which are of great benefit to her in catching up with the falling courses.

In the past two months, Liu Yan's self-study has achieved remarkable results. In October, her grade ranking was more than 10, and in November it rose back to the early 800. Give her a few more months to complete her textbooks, and she should be able to return to her level before she left school.

She has come out of the painful period after the failure, Guan Jie took her baton, and now she is still relying on sleep to heal her injuries.

At noon, Lu Rongxing ate something casually, and then went back to the piano room to practice.

Usually he would come back after practicing at home, but today Guan Jie was sleeping, so he didn't give a concert in the yard.

There was no movement on the phone. Before and after the practice, Lu Rongxing sighed that he could really sleep.

After sighing the second time, he squatted down to play the piano, Liu Bai caught up with him, and his figure flashed past the window, and then there was a knock on the door.

Lu Rongxing closed the piano case without zipping it, and went to open the door for him first, and then plugged the latch when someone came in, because the wind was so strong that the door would slam on the wall with a bang.

Liu Bai didn't come here often. When Liu was jaundiced, he would always come over to smoke, and he also learned a few pipa fingerings from Lu Rongxing.

The two don't usually see each other very often, but they have the right temper, and they talk about everything that the parents are short of, whether they are short of money or not.

When Liu Bai came in, he pulled the bench open and sat down. He was handsome, but his demeanor was really broken. Sitting on a chair was like lying on a sofa, but it also had something to do with being tired.

He sat down and didn't go straight to the point. He first read the sheet music that Xia Lu Rongxing hadn't collected yet, and found that the title was a bit strange, so he asked Haiqing to take the swan, and asked about what it was about and what level it was.

While Lu Rongxing answered his question, he slowly took the rest of the guys away.

The automatic page turner has been broken for a while, and it is useless to change the battery. It should be a structural problem and it cannot be turned. However, Lu Rongxing has been using it all the time, only by hand.

When he saw this gift, he thought of the person who gave it, and felt anxious for a moment, because he felt a bit tormented by the feeling of hesitation.

Liu Bai finished asking the trivial questions and put the business on the agenda. He said, "What do you want to talk to me about? Nothing happened, right?"

Lu Rongxing set up the piano box and sat across from Liu Bai. He knew that this person was a straightforward person, so he didn't go around with him, and said directly: "It's okay, I just suddenly discovered that I have feelings for a man. In this case, it should be gay, right?"

Liu Bai frowned quickly, grasping the key point: "Which man? What kind of feeling? Hard?"

The innocent boy Lu Rongxing immediately had black lines all over his head: "...No."

Liu Bai was wondering if he was getting old and couldn't understand the boy's heart, so he said inexplicably, "Then what else can you feel?"

What Lu Rongxing wanted to ask was not this, so he said in a simple sentence: "This is not important, what I want to ask you is, have you ever met the kind of person who started liking girls and then turned into boys?"

Liu Bai was slightly taken aback, but returned to normal in an instant: "Yes, there are quite a few."

Sun Yuchen is one. Before meeting him, he had all girlfriends, but later he turned into a pin.

People who have known their sexuality since they were sensible are actually the rare part. Most people only see themselves clearly through their own struggles or the guidance of their predecessors.