God of danger

The so-called one family does not have two lucks, Lu Rongxing broke out here, and Guan Jie failed to get the remaining results in the second round of screening.

5月20号,20选4,80%的淘汰率，他没能成为最终的幸运之子,不过比上次有点进步，退役的名次是第7。

His lucky number, the last number of the birthday of the person he likes, this number has comforted his heart a little.

And for this result, Guan Jie's acceptance was much stronger than last time.

What is dream?It is a goal that is already difficult to achieve. He has given everything, and so have others, so in the final analysis, there is only one sentence: he is inferior to others.

It was actually not easy for Guan Jie at this stage to admit this matter calmly, so he admitted it with sadness and jealousy.

But when he looked back on the past later, all these uneasy emotions dissipated in the years that passed, and there was only one word left in Guan Jie's heart, no regrets.

In his youth, he was not invincible, and the ceiling of ability blocked his way again and again, but he withstood the pressure of psychology, education gap, long-distance running and other aspects, and persisted until the end.

Time will eventually prove that sticking to this disposition has an invisible halo that is not lost to international gold medals.

However, although Guan Jie was dismissed, Li Jing could hardly step on the line with a slight advantage of 0.5, and finally broke the deadlock in the province where no one was promoted to the national team for four consecutive years.

Li Jingnan is sometimes a typical representative of high IQ and low EQ. He leaned over to comfort Guan Jie, but after deliberating for a long time, he opened his mouth and said, "...Three missing one, do you want to play cards?"

Guan Jie has only a few people who want to hit him.

This elimination was much more humane than when the provincial team was eliminated. On the one hand, the competition was approaching, and everyone urgently needed to relax.

The teachers of the national team held a farewell party for them, and talked about everyone's strengths and weaknesses in detail, which made a lot of people cry. Guan Jie also secretly touched tears.

He is the second-to-last youngest person in the team. Teacher Jiang, the team leader, liked his simplicity and obedience very much. Before the dinner party, he took his call.

"Xiao Guan," he beckoned to Guan Jie, and asked him with a smile as he sat sideways on the chair, "Are you coming next year?"

Guan Jie hadn't thought about it that much yet, he now felt that he had to hurry up, and he might change his mind after a while of rest, so he said honestly, "I don't know, teacher, let's go back and have a look."

Many candidates have a period of pain after the game, and every coach who takes students knows this.

Teacher Jiang patted him on the shoulder and encouraged him: "Try to come back next year. Then if you have the opportunity to go to Huayuan to study for a PhD in the future, remember to consider choosing me as a tutor, huh?"

Guan Jie smiled and said "yes" loudly, then stood up and bowed to him.

A scholar should be like him, with an ordinary appearance and a simple life, but he is open-minded and tireless in teaching. Guan Jie respects him very much.

In the evening, the team sent vans to take them to the train station in several waves according to their respective ticket times.

Guan Jie was so exhausted that he was a man, and the strings on his body were broken. He didn't think about school or Lu Rongxing, and it wasn't enough to sleep all the way back. When he got on the bus back to town, his mind was still confused. Think, go home and go to sleep.

But when he returned to the compound like a dead dog, he had an unusual relationship with Lu Rongxing. When he entered the fence gate and looked up, he saw a person lying on the table in the hall next door.

Guan Jie was deeply familiar with that school uniform and figure.

He was invigorated by this unintentional reunion, and he trotted with his luggage, ready to take a look at the face he thought about every day except on the way back, and then ask Lu Rongxing why he played truant.

Then he ran not far away, only to see Lu Rongxing sleeping with his eyes closed.

Grandma Hu was no longer basking in the sun at the door, and the small battery that Wang Yang rode every day was not in the main room either. Guan Jie put the things next to the flower bed, and quietly entered the door next door.

Lu Rongxing was lying on his right arm, with the slight ups and downs on his back, as if he was fast asleep.

Before he fell asleep, he should still be doing papers, the evidence is laid out under his face, and the water-based pen is also near his right hand.

In a blink of an eye, Guan Jie hadn't seen him for more than two months, and stopped in front of the table, his eyes wandering carefully and greedily on his face.

Xi Shi is in the eyes of his lover, and he feels that Lu Rongxing is really handsome, so handsome that outside the clear outline of his eyebrows, there are almost no extra stray hairs.

The eyes are also good-looking, with clear and calm eyes. At first glance, he is a reliable and good backer, and in fact it is so.

Guan Jie had never measured where his competition would have gone without Lu Rongxing, but he didn't even have to think about it, he knew how much encouragement and comfort Lu Rongxing's constant company had given him.

Guan Jie not only likes, but also appreciates and relies on him.

He had feelings that had been fermenting for more than ten years in his heart, and he could usually put up a show of bearing it, but the sudden reunion now, before Lu Rongxing was aware of it, was simply a godsend opportunity for a thief to go online.

There is undisturbed tranquility in the room, and the draft is silent, which is very suitable for doing something as you like.

Lu Rongxing hadn't had a haircut this month, and his hair was a little long, with a strand of hair hanging down from his forehead. From Guan Jie's perspective, it seemed that he had poked his left eye.

This discovery made Guan Jie's hand itch suddenly, he raised it hesitantly and uncontrollably, tried to probe in the air, and finally hovered over Lu Rongxing's left eye carefully, gently pushing the eye open for him. Pinch of hair.

After dialing, seeing that Lu Rongxing hadn't moved, he became a little more courageous and touched the neighbor's face under the pretense of pulling him.

Driven by Wang Yang's advanced skin care awareness, Lu Rongxing's skin has not suffered from the torment of puberty. It is not particularly white, but the skin is quite clean.

Guan Jie's palms and fingertips brushed against his face lightly, and compared to Lu Rongxing's cold face, the heat on his hands was more obvious.

With such a light force, Guan Jie didn't feel any particularly clear feeling at all, but he unconsciously held his breath, feeling a shudder slowly rising from the tip of his heart.

He couldn't see him when he went out, and he didn't dare to act rashly when he came back, so this was the first time Guan Jie forgot his worries and touched him strangely after he understood his intentions.

Although the manner and actions are green and childish, the satisfaction it brings is extremely strong.

With the cruising between the fingers, the beating of Guan Jie's heart began to become slow and heavy.

Seeing that Lu Rongxing hadn't woken up, he simply lay down on the table quietly, while on high alert, like a stealing cat, he touched and traced from the neighbor's eyebrows down, and finally landed on his lips.

In Guan Jie's surviving memory, the feeling of Lu Rongxing's lips touching with his hands did not seem to be as soft as when he accidentally kissed him, and I don't know why.

This man had an upright face, and actually had a decent personality, so when Guan Jie looked at his lips, he didn't have any sexy emotions in his mind.

But even if it's not sexy, Guan Jie still has the urge to kiss him.

This desire for intimacy has nothing to do with sexual desire for the time being, but comes from separation and longing, as well as the initial throbbing of young people.

Guan Jie's heartbeat was beating heavily in his chest, his eyes were fixed on Lu Rongxing's eyes, and his head and upper body couldn't help getting closer.

The time was short and long, and he could gradually feel Lu Rongxing's breath brushing against his face.

That tiny bit of air seemed to be absent, like a small invisible hook, pulling the distance between the two faces and continuously compressing it.

The spring breeze outside suddenly passed by, quietly stealing the fragrance of magnolia flowers standing on the branches.

Soon the arrow was on the string, the face was in the eyes, as long as he pressed his head down 3-4 cm, he could get what he wanted.

Guan Jie became nervous for no reason, but his emotions were immersed in longing, which made him forget hesitation. He slightly pursed the corners of his mouth, and was about to lower his head quickly, when suddenly there was a disturbing cough in the room .

The movement came from Grandma Hu's bedroom, and it was not too loud through the door, anyway, Lu Rongxing was still the same.

But Guan Jie, who was sneaky, was startled with a guilty conscience. He jumped up and sat up straight, staring at Lu Rongxing's movements without blinking.

Fortunately, this one fell asleep like a pig, and seemed not to be disturbed by the coughing sound at all.

With the "just right" supervision from Lu's grandma, Guan Jie didn't dare to act rashly because there was no one in the main room next door, and sat down obediently.

The weather is warm, and he doesn't need the classic scene of covering clothes in the TV series.

Guan Jie looked at Lu Rongxing for a few more minutes, and then he seemed to have earned enough, and went home to take a shower contentedly.

But just after the sound of his footsteps disappeared, the eyes of the person lying on the table quietly opened a crack.

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In fact, Lu Rongxing didn't sleep at all, his eyes were dry and sore, and he was lying on his stomach to relax his eyesight.

Guan Jie came back by coincidence, just in the period when he was in a muddy state.

Lu Rongxing originally just wanted to scare him when he came over, but he never thought that Guan Jie would touch his face.

To be honest, no simple brother or friend can touch that kind of touch.

It had a charming and out-of-bounds flavor, which made Lu Rongxing clearly feel that Guan Jie had similar feelings for him.

Guan Jie has always been able to pretend.

Lu Rongxing sometimes deliberately teased him, but he quickly took the topic away. Therefore, except for the eye contact when he was a little carried away, Lu Rongxing could hardly find any signs of liking him in Guan Jie.

Just now he finally noticed the trickiness that he had been expecting all along, Lu Rongxing thought he knew this, so he slept more in front of him.

But the college entrance examination is coming soon, and these tasteless posturing will soon be useless.

Wait another month, when he relaxes, maybe he can open the skylight and speak honestly. The most important thing right now is the college entrance examination and his father's legs...

No one could have imagined that the college entrance examination season turned out to be a troubled time for Lu Rongxing, a family that had always been going well.

Grandma looked thinner and thinner, but there was nothing obviously wrong in all aspects. On the contrary, as a white-haired man, Lu Jianxin, who had been racing cars all year round, finally got his shoes wet by the river.

It is precisely for this reason that Lu Rongxing will appear at home during the final countdown to the college entrance examination.

Guan Jie's sleepiness was probably fake sleepiness, he came out of the shower refreshed again, and he used the pretext of drying his underpants to sneak into the next door to peep.

It's a pity that the sleeping beauty on the table is gone, and Lu Rongxing has already "woke up".

Guan Jie followed the kitchen to the back door of his house and saw him picking long beans in the vegetable field diligently. He didn't even have to say hello, and leaned against the door frame blowing the wind and said, "Why are you at home at this time? The school gives you a holiday." Yet?"

Lu Rongxing raised his head following the sound, and smiled at Guan Jie, but there was a suppressed feeling on his face, and he said, "No, I asked for leave."

"Why are you asking for leave?" Guan Jie narrowed his eyes in confusion, "What's wrong?"

Lu Rongxing glanced at him, then looked away, turned back to work on the pergola, and said calmly, "My dad had a car accident."

Guan Jie was taken aback for a moment, his eyes widened, and he stared at his back for a few seconds before recovering. He approached him as he walked down the threshold, and said, "When did it happen? How is he, are you okay? "

Lu Rongxing heard the soft sound of blades of grass being scraped, and knew he was coming, and followed the sound to look over: "What happened last week, he was fine, the injury was not particularly serious, a few stitches were stitched on the head, The third and fourth vertebrae are slightly fractured, and the doctor said that if you rest well, you can recover pretty well."

"That's good." Guan Jie calmed down a little, and comforted him, "Uncle Jianxin has always been in good health, and he must recover faster than others. Is he at home? I'll go and see him."

Lu Rongxing moved in the narrow beans climbing frame, pulled the corner of his mouth and said: "I hope so. He is not here, he is hospitalized in the town hospital, and his head needs to be checked several times. My mother is there to accompany him. What about you?" , why did you come back suddenly? Is the training camp over?"

In the past, Guan Jie would say that the training camp is not over, I am done, and then Lu Rongxing would chatter with him.

But now it is not the same as before, Lu Rongxing is too busy with his own affairs, Guan Jie didn't want to convey negative emotions to him, but calmly mentioned the result.

"Not yet, there are still 10 days, but I didn't make it to the national team. The two attached high schools of P University and N Division are too strong, so I will come back."

It was also brushed, and his emotional state when he came back this time was already very different from the last time.

This made Lu Rongxing instantly feel that he had grown up a bit, that he could grow in every experience, and that there was such a person by his side, which would subtly affect him.

So he smiled and said: "It's okay if you don't make it. Maybe you think that only the national team is strong, but in my opinion you are already very good. You came back just in time, and you can help me a bit."

Guan Jie said quickly, "What's the matter? Tell me."

Lu Rongxing: "I don't know, I will call you when I need it."

Guan Jie said it was all right, but he was inexplicably concerned that something happened to Lu Rongxing's family, but he didn't tell him a word.

But he was also to blame for being a waste, he had called Lu Rongxing yesterday and the day before yesterday, but he didn't realize that something happened at his house.

Of course, this has something to do with Lu Rongxing's being too normal, but even with such an excuse, Guan Jie still felt that he owed him.

When he had a headache in the team, Lu Rongxing knew about it, but when the situation was reversed, Guan Jie realized that his liking was so useless, he couldn't even send a timely comfort.

Lu Rongxing must have been very worried, that's why he didn't even go to school, so what kind of mood was he using to say these things to himself?

Guan Jie didn't know what mood he was talking to himself now, but he didn't care enough about Lu Rongxing, and he couldn't let this person feel at ease to deliver his concerns, it was basically a solid fact.

Why?Is it that you are not trustworthy?

Guan Jie thought for a while, and felt that it should not be the case. To be more precise, it should be that he is not worth relying on.