The stars shine on the dream

Lu Di took a sip of the slightly cold tea, and walked over with his teacup. He felt that holding the teacup would make him less nervous and unnatural, which is an important prop.Lu Di felt that his feet didn't know how to move, but he encouraged himself not to look back. Finally, he walked up to the woman and asked softly, "Madam, can I sit here?" The lady hesitated for a moment and said: "Can."

Ludi said: "I often see you come here at three o'clock for recreation, there are so few people on the road, is it safe?" The lady said: "No problem." Ludi said: "I usually come here around eight o'clock in the evening, Sit for one night and go back at ten o'clock. If you fall asleep at ten o'clock, you will sleep here all night, so I will find that you often come here. I think lonely people like us are destined to be here When you meet, you should not be a stranger."

The lady said: "My name is Zhuo Yuanyuan. I'm really sorry for the name. Not only am I not consummated, but I am also a broken person." Lu Di said, "Would you like to tell me?" Zhuo Yuanyuan said: "Divorced , there was a 12-year-old boy who died not long ago. My home is nearby, and I often suffer from insomnia at night. I found this place to be a good place to pass the time, so I came here to resolve my feelings. I am a clerk in a street office , keep yourself safe."

Lu Di said: "My name is Lu Di, and I am a first-class registered value engineer. Because of excessive self-abuse and impotence when I was young, I have always been single. There was a short-term marriage history before, and she felt that I didn't love her." Zhuo Yuanyuan Said: "Didn't she know you were impotent before?" Lu Di said: "Yes." Zhuo Yuanyuan said: "Then what is she trying to do with you?" Lu Di said: "Love." Zhuo Yuanyuan said: "Followed After that, do you think it’s gone again?” Lu Di said: “Yes.” Zhuo Yuanyuan said: “You lied to her?” Lu Di said: “No, I’ve always been true to her, I think I’ve been true to her It is the greatest respect and love.”

Zhuo Yuanyuan said: "That's because you have different definitions of love." Lu Di said: "She turned around and married another man, and it is said that she is very happy." Zhuo Yuanyuan said: "She is not your woman, you are Passing by each other." Lu Di said: "Yes, since she is happy, I am relieved and don't think about her anymore."

Zhuo Yuanyuan said: "My ex-husband also found another woman a long time ago, and he was also very happy. I hated him all the time before, but after my son died, the great grief made me no longer interested in hating him, but he was just a stranger. It takes a lot of energy to hate a person, and it's not worth spending the rest of your life with him after going through life and death for him, so I don't hate him anymore, we are strangers." Lu Di said: "We are both liberated." Zhuo Yuan Yuan said: "Yeah, I still can't get over the pain of bereavement, and I know that time and a new relationship can heal the wound, but it's not up to me. The psychological hurdle has to be gradually It will pass gradually.”

Lu Di said: "Yes, I have been watching you for a long time, I don't know if you have noticed me." Zhuo Yuanyuan said: "I have noticed." Lu Di smiled and said: "Why? We are so far apart I am in the corner, and you always turn your back to me, so you must have missed it." Zhuo Yuanyuan said, "Although I haven't seen your face clearly, I also found that there is a lonely person like me there. , gave me great psychological comfort: I am not alone." Lu Di said: "People say that people who are sick and pity each other should not be friends." Zhuo Yuanyuan said: "It depends on the person, we are the same people who have fallen in the end of the world, so why meet each other We have known each other before." Lu Di said: "If we happen to be able to help each other, walk out of the haze of life together, talk to each other when we are together, and bless each other when we are apart, it will not be in vain for us to know each other." Zhuo Yuanyuan said: "Yes."

Lu Di said: "The seat I'm sitting in is very secluded, no one will disturb me, let's go there?" Zhuo Yuanyuan said: "Okay." Sitting down, Lu Di said: "What book are you reading?" Zhuo Yuanyuan said: "Because I miss my son, I have been reading children's books that should be of interest to him. This is Mark Twain's The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn. What are you watching?"

Lu Di said: ""Zi Zhi Tong Jian", I think this is used as hypnosis." Zhuo Yuanyuan said: "Your thoughts should be much more serious than mine." Lu Di said: "You are too sad. "Zhuo Yuanyuan said: "I was sad most of the time in my life, and I don't remember any happy things. Even when my son was born, I felt hopeless under his father's torment." Lu Di said: "On the one hand, there is The pain of bereavement, on the other hand, do you also feel free and relaxed?" Zhuo Yuanyuan said: "It is indeed the case now."

Lu Di said: "This is a harbinger of the passing of sadness. You have a friend like me again, and you should start a new chapter in your life. Please forgive me for overestimating my influence on you." Zhuo Yuanyuan said: "I After telling you so much, I feel much more relaxed, and I even hope that the night will never end.” Lu Di said: “Me too, this shows that we have a good start, it is snowing outside, and in retrospect, this time is How romantic." Zhuo Yuanyuan said, "Yes."

That night, Lu Di slept peacefully.The next morning, when Lu Di woke up, Zhuo Yuanyuan had disappeared.On a sunny day after the snow, the sun has risen high and shone through the glass windows.Lu Di was startled, and hurriedly got up to go to work.Glancing at the digital watch on the wall, it showed Saturday, and he breathed a sigh of relief. He sat down again, rubbed his face, and was in a daze remembering what happened last night.Yu Xiaomu came over and said, "Did you sleep well?" Lu Di said, "Very good, I met a lady last night, we had a good chat, and I fell asleep for some reason, very peacefully." Yu Xiaomu Said: "This is very good, I have new friends, is that lady single?" Lu Di said: "Yes." Yu Xiaomu said: "That can develop and develop." Lu Di said: "I don't want to get married, I just want to have such a confidante."

Yu Xiaomu said: "Women always hope to have a home. If you insist on not getting married, she will feel that this relationship is not stable, and she will run away sooner or later." Definitely don’t think about it. I’ve already told her that I’m impotent, and she doesn’t particularly mind.” Yu Xiaomu said: “You said I was impotent when we first met?” Lu Di said: “Yes, I think it’s a moral , Men and women should be frank about this kind of thing when they are in a relationship, so that they can appear sincere. It is fine to be friends or lovers, and I will feel at ease when I say it." Yu Xiaomu said: "He is really an honest man."

Lu Di said: "If you want to have a deeper relationship, being an honest person is the smartest." Yu Xiaomu said: "Maybe it's because you are so honest that Aunt Lan left you?" Lu Di said: "I think it's true. Being honest and honest is the greatest respect for people, if you can't accept it, then it's not the person I want to find." Yu Xiaomu said: "I hope this lady can truly accept you from the bottom of my heart."

Lu Di said: "Yeah, I originally thought that I could be happy alone, but more and more I feel that it is necessary to have a sympathetic partner. At least she can nod whatever I say. I am actually a People who need expression and performance need another person to see me like a mirror and let me know what I look like. Lauder left me because she couldn't see herself in me." Yu Xiaomu said: "Lan Dai Auntie's life force is too strong, with so many layers, ordinary people can't hold her." Lu Di said: "Yes, I also felt that I couldn't do it for a long time, and separation is the best ending."

In the evening, Lu Feng came to pick Yu Xiaomu home. Before leaving, he glanced at Lu Di who was sitting in the corner. He was reading with his head down and didn't notice their departure.The snow on the road had not yet melted, Lu Feng held Yu Xiaomu's hand, and the two walked quietly.Lu Feng suddenly said: "What do you think of Uncle Lu?" Yu Xiaomu said: "He is an honest and stable person, it would be great if Aunt Lan didn't leave him." Lu Feng said: "Why do you think Aunt Lan left him? "Yu Xiaomu said: "Aunt Lan is too rich, and Uncle Lu can't take her. She is now with a Canadian borrowed Chinese in a huge farm. If she doesn't leave Uncle Lu, Aunt Lan will also There will be no such luck, they must be very compatible spiritually. They are mirrors for each other, and you can see yourself in each other."

Lu Feng said: "This is also one aspect." Yu Xiaomu said: "There is another aspect?" Lu Feng said: "Uncle Lu loves you." Yu Xiaomu was startled, and looked at Lu Feng carefully, Said: "Impossible?" Lu Feng said: "I am a man, I understand, and Aunt Lan also understands, she can't change Uncle Lu, so she just left." I said I hooked up with another lady, and the conversation was quite speculative."

Lu Feng said: "That's not love, it's to pass away loneliness, it's to waste life, it's slow suicide." Yu Xiaomu said: "But he and I have absolutely nothing in common, how could love be born?" Lu Feng said: " It doesn't matter, he is purely physical love for you, but social love is feasible. When he is not satisfied with physical love, he turns to social love. Aunt Lan is a very sensitive person Women, with strong feelings, will not allow their partner to be this kind of person."

Yu Xiaomu said: "Then what should I do?" Lu Feng said: "I don't know." Yu Xiaomu said: "It's so disgusting." Lu Feng said: "Maybe it's better to distance yourself deliberately." Yu Xiaomu said: " Got it." Lu Feng said: "I hope he and that lady can get married as soon as possible, that's our good news, otherwise, with his character, I don't know what will happen. Aunt Lan must also feel that it's dangerous. Just leave him." Yu Xiaomu said: "I also think it's very dangerous." Lu Feng said: "I feel that his emotions have been saturated to a certain extent, so I remind you to pay attention. Maybe the lady he just met will give If he comes to vent his emotions, I don’t have to worry so much. It’s just that I don’t know if he can be relieved, and it may inspire him to make further moves towards you, so that’s troublesome.”