Lucci lives upstairs

When I found out that I had finished smoking and turned around to get out of the window, his voice came from behind me. I was stunned, and a hot current gushed out of my heart suddenly. I don't know why this happened, but I Still slowly regained his composure.

I still turned my back to him, didn't look back, and didn't respond.

Hadori had already happily flew off my shoulders, chirping to express his joy.

I heard the sound of him sitting up, and he called me again, this time without question.I looked up at the sky and said softly, then turned my head to look at the haggard face and smiled; "Call me by my name more often, you sound very good."

Before he could answer, I came down from the window, fed him a glass of water and handed it to him. He took it without hesitation. I turned around and planned to go to the doctor to check his body, Lu Qi said.

"Don't try to get any comfort from me, Charlene, you know it's impossible."

I wanted to laugh when I heard it, but I couldn't hold it back. I didn't understand what was wrong with me. I suddenly felt like playing with him, and I immediately went back and stretched out my hand to him and said, "Then what I gave you give me back."

"...It's gone, I'll pay you for it."

"Compensation? I'm paying for your current medical bills, idiot." Seeing that Lu Qi was fine, I was too lazy to call the doctor. I pulled a chair and sat by his bed, with the expression on his face. The smile remained undiminished, "Don't think about it, I don't mean anything else, you and I both know that some things are impossible."

“…”

He looked at me and stopped talking.Seeing that Lu Qi woke up, Heizi woke up himself, stretched his waist, walked into Lu Qi's arms with his mouth open, and sat there with his two big eyes blinking, which didn't fit the current atmosphere at all. , with a begging look on his face.

I thought that Lu Qi would just ignore it, and when he stretched out his hand to hold Hei Zi in his arms, Lu Qi lowered his head, gently stroked Hei Zi's head, and straightened Hei Zi's hair side by side.

It was windy outside, and I was sitting with my back to the window. My long hair was not tied up, and it was blown to a mess. I saw Lu Qi with his upper body bare in his hair, and thought that such a strong man wouldn't catch a cold, right?But I took off my coat and covered him, turned around and closed the window.

"Go ahead, I'll ask Kagu and the others to buy you some clothes later on."

My coat is very neutral and still black.I don't think he will dislike it either?I got addicted to cigarettes again. I subconsciously took out the cigarette case and realized that I had already run out of cigarettes. I found an excuse to leave and went downstairs to buy cigarettes. In fact, the departure was more or less related to Lu Qi.

After buying the cigarettes, I sat at the corner of the entrance of the hospital, watched the crowds coming and going on the street, and smoked silently. Chiwei just called me to ask me where I was and why I haven’t come back yet.I didn't answer directly, just said to go out to relax and be back soon.

"What is Charlene doing here alone?"

I heard the sound and looked back, Kagu walked towards me and sat next to me.I smiled and lowered my head, flicked the cigarette ash, hesitated for a while, turned my head and said with a sigh; "Probably because I am entangled in the fact that killers can't change jobs casually."

Kagu had a regretful expression on his face when he heard this, and he praised me as much as I did.

I tease him.

"But according to Baoli's character, you must have been fired."

Kagu laughed loudly, and then said, "Even so, this old man will never forget the five years he lived in the Water City. It is undeniable that this old man has had a great time. Pauli blames us That's normal."

"So... it was because of your status before, but now you have no position to separate, what do you want to say to Baoli?"

"terribly sorry."

"that's it?"

"No matter how many good words you say, you feel hypocritical. An apology is enough. Men and men don't need too many words, but thinking about it, Baoli still won't forgive us." Kagu said, "There is only Charlene, you sit here with such a heart, talk to us, and help us."

I burst out laughing, oh oh I laughed, suddenly Kagu stretched out his hand and hooked my neck, and said in a low voice, "Baoli likes you, marrying Lu Qi is better than marrying Baoli. "

"..."

I heard Wuyan and Kagu look at each other strangely for a few seconds, and we laughed again, staggering from side to side.Why isn't Kagu standing on the side of the boss, but Kagu said that, it's really okay, I said with a smile.

"Bowley's a good man, I know that."

I don't need what Kagudo said, I understand everything, and I know that what Kagudo said is for my own good.

We all know clearly that Lu Qi and I are impossible, and we both understand that all the things we yearn for are different. Because of understanding, we can't be together, and we can't be together. We already know the final result.

I changed to another place to smoke, and I didn't go back to the ward with Kagu. I don't want to see Lu Qi again. I have seen enough in the past few days, and it is enough.

I was sitting alone on the stairs of the hospital, night had fallen, and darkness enveloped me. When the soft moonlight shone into my eyes, my eye sockets were sore from smoking. I thought I would not be sad.

At night, I left without saying goodbye. Heizi seemed to know that I would leave, and sat at the door of the hospital waiting for me to come out.I bent down to pick up Heizi, and took the train back to the city of water. I kept looking at the calm sea and starlight, and Lu Qi's face was always in my mind.

When the train arrived at the city of water, I saw Baoli directing his partners to repair the platform, and I stopped involuntarily, as if something ran into my heart.Baoli clearly saw me, he walked towards me, I raised my hand and greeted him happily.

"Hey, you're big! You're only coming back now!"

As a result, he directly came over and hit me on the head, and asked me in a panic the next second; "Did I hurt you, why are you crying?!" Oh, ah, it really hurts, but it's still very embarrassing to throw home Oh, why am I crying again.

I covered my face with one hand and cried and laughed. The complicated emotions in my heart made it difficult for me to respond to Baoli's words, but I also figured it out immediately.Sure enough, no matter how I think about it, I still feel unwilling. I have to get some money back. How can I just give them so cheap.

Without wiping my tears, I turned and ran into the next train to St. Poplars.

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Ah, I didn’t make a draft. I got up in the morning and wrote and wrote, and then deleted and deleted. In the afternoon, I wanted to sleep and hold back. I just wanted to finish writing.

Then I saw so many messages that have not been answered yet, the pain in my heart, the guilt, I will reply when I wake up... no no, I will reply now, but! ! !Nima! ! JJ smoked again! ! !Can't leave a message again! ! !I want to vomit blood! !

Also, I wanted to delete it directly] I turned around and ran into the next train to San Baiyang. ] Then it ends smoothly

But I am not reconciled to thinking so! !Sure enough, even if it is me,! !I don't feel reconciled to anything! ! !

If you want to lose, you will lose completely!