[Comprehensive] I'm so bewitching

My name is Lily Evans.

A little beauty with red hair and green eyes.

I have a gentle and beautiful mother, a cheerful and handsome father, and a lively and intelligent sister.

They are all very nice to me.

It scares me.

I don't know why, but I always feel like I don't deserve it.

I am a sinner.I don't deserve all the good things in this world.

I always think so.

Although I don't remember doing anything bad.

"Baby Lily, you are the cutest girl in the world, mother loves you."

"Little angel Lily, you are so beautiful today, Dad is going to be fascinated by you."

"Lily, be happy, I'll take you out to play."

But I'm still not happy.

I always feel like, I did something really heinous, with very serious consequences, that I'm a sinner, that I deserve the worst life in the world.

I don't deserve such a spacious house, such a clean and lovely room, and my parents and sisters who love me so much.

I should live in the mud like a bug.

"Baby Lily, mommy will take you shopping for a new dress today."

"Lily, little angel, see what gift Dad brought you today?"

"Lily, my classmates all praise you for being beautiful, next time I will take you out to play."

I hear all kinds of sweet talk every day.

Gradually, I began to believe that I was really cute.

After all, I am only five years old, and I am a child as pure as white paper.

I have never done a single bad thing, and I have never violated what my parents told me.

How can I be a bad person?

I will gradually laugh.

When my father brings me a gift, I hug his neck and kiss him.When my mother took me shopping to buy me a beautiful dress, she would smile with her eyes wide open.When Penny took me to play with her classmates, I would be obedient and clever to win her face.

The premise is that there are good morning kisses and good night kisses every day, and three meals a day call me little baby, little angel, and little cutie.

can't stop.

As soon as I stop I'm going to get sick.

This morning, when I came together, I only got a good morning kiss, and my mood was not very beautiful.

Penny went to her classmate's house yesterday and didn't kiss me.Dad hurried off to work after shaving and didn't kiss me.

Only my mother kissed me.

After eating, my mother entrusted me to the neighbor next door and went to work.

I squatted on the lawn, watching the ants coming and going, and my mood became more and more gloomy.

I just knew I wasn't a baby, an angel, or a cutie at all.I'm a bug.I don't deserve love at all.I should be hated and loathed by people.

No, I was abandoned?

My mood was getting worse and worse, so I stood up sullenly and left the neighbor's lawn.

I walked towards the dark and damp place, stepped on a few puddles on the road, and splashed black and smelly mud all over my body.

I finally felt happy, squatted down, scooped up some sewage, and splashed it on my face.He plunged in again, rolled in the muddy water, made himself smelly from head to toe, from the inside out, and then stood up and smiled.

This is what I deserve.

I saw a small river not far away, so I walked towards it.

A beautiful little flower, blooming on the green grass, swaying slightly with the wind.

I smiled sinisterly, and sat down on the little flower.

Legs crossed, chin raised, looking towards the river.

so comfortable.

No one called me sweetly in my ear, no one cared if I was cold or hungry, no one asked me why I was unhappy.

I sat on the grass, enjoying the cold and sticky feeling of my wet skirt being blown by the wind and sticking to my skin.

I even felt like a flower was blooming in my heart.From the bottomless mud, a dark flower bloomed, emitting a stench.

The palm of my hand was a little hot, and I had a strange feeling, so I couldn't help but spread my palm.

I saw a black flower really growing out of the palm of my hand, shaking from side to side with the wind blowing, emitting a faint smell.

I was stunned.

"You're a wizard too!" At this moment, a little boy jumped out from the side, and he stared straight at me.

This is a thin boy with black hair and black eyes. He is wearing loose and ill-fitting clothes, and there are a few bruises on his fair and delicate face.

His eyes seemed to light up when he looked at me.

I put my palms together and put them behind my back.

But he walked towards me, sat down not far from me, and said to me, "I'm a wizard too!"

I took him a look.

"You don't believe it?" He was anxious, looked down and found some small stones, "Look, I can make them dance!"

After he finished speaking, he moved his fingers, and all the stones stood up, kicking and dancing.

Is it true?I held my chin and looked at the dancing stones, feeling a little interested.

"My name is Severus Snape, what's your name?" The little boy directed the little stone to dance for a while, then turned his head and whispered to me.

His voice was as low as a cat meowing.

"I'm—" I opened my mouth and said, "I'm a bug."

He was stunned for a moment, with pity in his eyes: "Don't your parents like you too?"

After finishing speaking, he lowered his head: "My parents don't like me either. My father often beats me."

He rolled up his wide sleeves and showed me his thin, scarred arms.

"My father beat me. He beat me when he was drunk." His voice was gloomy.

I looked at him, and a low voice escaped from my throat: "Your father hit you?"

"Hmm." He lowered his head in disappointment.

I smiled sinisterly: "Good fight!"

"What did you say?!" He froze for a moment, then raised his head angrily, his pale and delicate face was flushed with anger.

I said sinisterly: "Bugs like us deserve to be beaten!"

Although my parents and sister never beat me, I always felt that I should be beaten.

"I'm not a bedbug!" he said loudly, his face flushed even more with anger, and tears welled up in his eyes, but he stubbornly held back the tears. "I'm not wrong! I didn't do anything! It's not mine." wrong!"

As he spoke, he stood up, his black hair disheveled by the wind, covering his eyes.

"I'm not a bedbug!" He said to me word by word, "I'm not! Magic is a talent given to us by Merlin, it's our treasure, it's not a mistake!"

Looking at his angry and determined appearance, and remembering the love of my parents and sisters, I couldn't help being a little shaken: "Oh, you are not."

Neither do I.

I'm not doing anything wrong at all.

I am worthy of the love of my parents and sisters.

"It's the same for you." He hesitated for a moment, then sat down again, "No matter who tells you, don't give in. Magic is our gift, and we are Merlin's favorite. Remember, you are not a bug."

I nodded, "Yeah."

"I should go home." I said standing up.

He froze for a moment, then stood up: "You haven't told me, what's your name?"

"My name is Lily Evans." I told him my name.

The voice just fell, and there was an exclamation not far away: "Lily!"

I turned my head and saw a young woman in a beige skirt, stepping on high heels, flicking her beautiful hair, striding towards me.

"Baby Lily! Why are you here? The neighbor's wife said you disappeared, and my mother is going to be scared to death!"

The young woman ran over and knelt down in front of me. She frowned at the dirt on my body: "Baby, how did you make yourself so bad?"

"Mom, I thought I was a bedbug." I said, lowering my head and tugging at the skirt on my body.

My mother frowned, endured it, and still hugged me, who was dirty and smelly, into her arms, and patted me on the back gently: "Oh, my little baby, how could you be a bedbug? You are a mother!" My little baby!"

"Yeah." I hugged her back.

Her embrace is warm and soft, with an intoxicating taste, I don't want to come out when I get into her arms.

But my mother pushed me out, took out a handkerchief, wiped my face, then hugged me and kissed: "Baby, don't run out alone in the future, it's not safe, remember? "

"Hmm." I nodded.

Mom was relieved and laughed.She turned her gaze, saw Snape next to her, and asked me, "Honey, is this your friend?"

I looked at Snape next to him, and saw him open his mouth wide, with a shocked expression on his face, as if he had swallowed a toad or toad alive.

"Mum, he's a new friend I just met, and his name is Snape," I said.

Mom greeted Snape with a smile: "Hello, Snape." Then she looked at me again, her eyes were full of tenderness, "We are going home now, you need to change into a clean and warm one right away. clothes, or you'll be sick. Now, baby, say goodbye to your friend?"

I nodded and waved to Snape: "Nice to meet you, Snape. Goodbye."

He closed his mouth very reluctantly, forcing out a smile: "Goodbye."

"Baby, can you walk by yourself? Mom's shoes are not suitable for holding you." Mom bent down and asked me softly.

I nodded: "Yes. But you have to hold me."

"Okay, baby." Mom stretched out her soft and warm hand and led me back.

The author has something to say:

Snape (sneering): The children of your happy family really know how to play!

==Mine Clearance==

[Anyone who is good-looking will go whoring, and even those who are not good-looking with a beauty filter will also go whoring]

[Professor party, please abandon the article, because the heroine will bully the professor very badly, you will not spend money to read this]

[Important characters are suspected of beautifying and discrediting]