[Comprehensive] I'm so bewitching

The heavy mood in the dream continued into reality.When I think of the absurdity in my dream, I feel panic and want to run away.

I'm afraid of dreams coming true.

I don't want that.

But I have a hunch that if I don't leave, the dream will come true.

The grass at the feet swayed slightly with the morning breeze, and the dewdrops on the grass blades rolled gently.Just like me and her, I am a dewdrop, she is a grass.I only have her, but she is not only me.

When the sun came up, she woke up.

She got up, ran over briskly, and hugged my waist.

How wonderful it would be if I didn't have that dream.

I walked happily with her, I was the only one by her side, and I thought she loved me.

Unfortunately, that's not true.

I pointed to the far and near peaks and the still deep water, and said to her: "This world is very big. Yaoyue, look, the mountains are very high, and the water is very long..."

She leaned on my back, quietly listened to me, and then giggled: "Yan Nantian, you can read poetry? That's great!"

Her voice was full of joy.It made me sick and I couldn't breathe.

After calming down, I said again: "I want to do something meaningful before the sun burns."

She sneaked under my arm playfully, looked at me from the bottom up, and asked me curiously: "What's the matter?"

Seeing her innocent and naughty appearance made my heart tighten suddenly.

After she has a new love, she is still reluctant to let me go, let alone now, I am the only one by her side?

It would be too cruel to break up with her now.

But sooner or later there will be others around her.If I don't leave, I won't be able to leave in the future.

In the dream, I just couldn't help myself, so my whole life was absurd.

"Yueyue, let's separate." I broke her hand.

She looked at me with a blank face, very puzzled: "What are you talking about?"

She doesn't believe I want to break up with her.

At first she thought I was joking with her.

Later, she thought she was dreaming, rubbing her eyes for a while, biting her fingers for a while, trying to wake up from the dream.

Later, she found out that it was not a dream, and she was stunned.

She didn't just give up.She stalked me and chased me trying to figure out why I broke up with her.

I can't give a reason.I can't always say, I had a dream, I don't want to be as absurd as in the dream, I want to live a different life?

She doesn't accept it.She has changed, and her whole person has become vicious and full of hostility.She also killed many people, and everyone in the world called her the devil.

Many people told me to kill her to punish rape and eradicate evil.I ignored it.How can I kill her?

I deliberately avoided her news, and went far away, even far away from the Central Plains, and went beyond the Great Wall.

Not many people talk about her there, and I can live my life as I please.

Every time I kill a bad guy, every time I save an innocent person, I am happy.

I held my sword, stood in the empty wilderness, sat in the noisy restaurant, hid in the cold and windy ruined temple, whether the moon was waning or full, I was thinking of her.

Without my restraint, there should be many men around her, right?With so many people accompanying her, she will be happy, right?

I miss her, worry about her, but can't go to her.

Until she received the news that she had arrested my righteous brother Jiang Feng and wanted to kill him.

She was trying to get me to her, and I knew it.

I left Beyond the Great Wall and rushed to the Central Plains.

On the way, I heard a lot of bad things about me, saying that I was heartless and ungrateful, and I was a scumbag.

I couldn't help laughing, this must be her trick.She hated me with her narrow eyes and intentionally made me smell bad.

I don't take it seriously, a good reputation is not that important to me, and I also understand that it doesn't mean that the better my reputation, the more afraid of me.

Be happy with her.

I came to Yihua Palace and met her.

She's grown up a bit, and she's not quite the same as she used to be.The pure happiness was gone from her eyes, her expression was indifferent, with a little arrogance, glamorous and compelling.Is it my leaving that brought her such a change?

I hesitated, but quickly settled down again.I can't back down, I can't be like in a dream.She is not happy now, it is only temporary, she will be happy in the future, there will be many people around her, accompanying her.

She looked at me with cold eyes: "At the beginning when you hurt me like that, I haven't let it out. It's very uncomfortable. You let me let it out, so I can say anything."

I am sorry for her.

Breaking up with her was all my fault.

I would like to let her vent.

But the way she vented her anger was really...evil!

She made me kneel and stinking myself.Forget it, but she still called the disciples from Yihua Palace to watch together.

Can she save some face for me?

But she doesn't.Even, my embarrassment only made her half angry.

She is so evil!

I tried to put a hat on her and wanted her to restrain herself, but she was so smart that she dismissed me immediately.

She looked at me with contempt and said, "You broke up with me before you had time to understand all of me."

The way she raised her chin was airy and proud.

My embarrassment, my irritability, all disappeared at this moment.

How could I not know all about her?She is obviously such a simple person.

She just wants me to spoil her, spoil her unconditionally, spoil her without thinking about anything.

I knelt straight down and said from the bottom of my heart: "I'm sorry for you, Yaoyue! I shouldn't have abandoned you, it's all my fault! I'm a scum, a scum, a beast, please forget me! Let go of your hatred , live a good life, I am not worthy of your resentment!"

I can't pamper her like that.

But I also hope that she will be happy without me pampering her.

not now.

My kneeling and admitting my mistake only made her half angry.

She wants me to spend the night with her.

I expected that I would not be able to leave easily, but when I heard her condition, I still raised my heart.

I don't want to touch her again.

It's not that I don't like her, but... I'm afraid that if I meet her again, I won't be able to let her go.I will be addicted to her entanglement, and the rest of my life will be as absurd as in a dream.

I tried to piss her off and make her hate me, but she didn't act like she liked the way I was, she just wanted me, she wanted to see me bend over and bend my knees.

My heart is astringent, and I feel that I am being sentimental.

I promised her.

Knowing that she likes to be clean, I took a serious shower and shaved.

She tortured me for a long time, tossing me in different ways.As long as she is happy, I can do anything.

I thought she would let me go if she tortured me until I had no strength left.But she was as patient, cunning, and eloquent as ever, and got me into bed.

I turned my longing into sweat and pestered her all night.

When I woke up the next day, I saw her holding a dagger, pointing at me.At that moment, I thought she was going to cut off my head.

Cut it off and kick it as a ball, she can do it.

But she said, she just wanted to engrave me.

She carved a few words on my chest, "The man who invited the moon".Among them, the word "invitation" was always engraved wrongly, which made my body bloody.

It was very painful, and I couldn't bear it, so I praised her that it was beautiful, and let her continue the previous moment.

After she finished engraving, I felt a burning pain in my chest, which made me very happy.

Fortunately, she came up with such a trick, otherwise it might take me a long time to jump out of the gentle village.

It's not over yet, she wants Jiang Feng and Yue Nu to pay back the money before releasing him.

"Okay, let's pay back the money." I said.

What else?If she doesn't agree, she will tell Jiang Feng not to live but not to die.

Every time I make money, I come to pay her back.

She was indifferent to me, and she didn't even look at me when she lowered her head to paint her nails.I am a little lost, but also a little relaxed. It would be best if she let me go.

From then on, I only sent money, but never came in person.

Until I was tricked into the Valley of the Wicked and became a useless person.

At that moment, what appeared in front of my eyes was the first time I saw her, she was standing not far away innocently watching the fun.See enough, come save me.

I tried my best to look not far away, but I didn't see her figure.

I lost consciousness.

When I woke up again, many years had passed.She has grown up a bit, and her expression is more indifferent than before.

She has Du Sha by her side, but she doesn't like Du Sha.When she was with me, I was not allowed to leave her surroundings.But for Du Sha, she would come and go as soon as she was called.

I feel very sad.Don't know if it's because she's finally with someone else, or because she's become so cold.

She is not happy now.

I have seen her happy. When she is happy, her eyes are bright and clear, naughty and sly.

Now she has a lot of things, but not happy.

Because of me?But... am I that important?

She is dead.

She went to Murong Villa to celebrate the birthday of the owner of Murong Villa, and was carried back by Xiao Yu'er with an unconscious body.

Her face was calm, strangely calm.I am used to her wayward and arrogant appearance, but I am not used to her calm appearance.

I was very sad, and when I was alone, I cried for a long time.

Not long after, I learned that she was not dead, but she was no longer Yaoyue, but Jiang Yuyan.

She got mixed up with Liu Xi.Both Xiao Yu'er and Wu Que knew about this, only I didn't.

She wasn't going to tell me at all, even if she met me face to face.

She probably really let me go because... she met Liu Xi.

She likes Liu Xi, second only to me.

I didn't bother her.

Until she was promoted to the dragon chair and became the empress, the family of officials and the forces in the world were affected, her reputation was discredited, and she was even killed.

I agreed on the surface, but actually went to inform her.

She didn't want to see me, and she didn't want my protection.

She's going to burn me too.

She didn't believe that I was here to protect her, she thought I was there for chivalry and justice.

That was the reason I gave when we broke up.

I have no explanation.I don't want her to know that I still love her.

She was so pissed she was literally going to burn me.

As soon as she let go, the oil lamp fell to the ground, and the flame rose.

Years ago, she reappeared in front of me carelessly flaying human skin alive.

If my death can bring her happiness, I admit it.

But she is very dangerous now, I wanted to pass on martial arts to her, but unexpectedly, she rejected me angrily.

She dismissed the idea of ​​killing me.

Soon, those people entered the palace.When I heard the news, I endured the pain of burns and got out of bed.

I was deprived of martial arts, even inferior to ordinary people. In order to protect Yuxi from being snatched, I was hacked.

That knife was so heavy that I could hardly stand still, but thinking of the battle outside, I held back.

She can't kill them all. I not only pity those people's lives, but also pity her throne.

She didn't understand that the higher her status, the more she had to worry about.

She hates me very much now, and when she saw me lying on the ground, she kicked me casually, mocking me and saying, "Are you blackmailing me?"

I tried to open my eyes, trying to see her again.It took all my strength to half open my eyelids.

My vision is a little blurry, maybe I'm dying, I can't see her face clearly, I can only see a blurry shadow.

At the same time, what she looked like when she was young became more and more clear in my mind.

That innocent, happy girl, with her evil and hard heart, is a complete demon.

The person I tried my best to avoid in my whole life, and never forgot for a moment, was her.

I tried my best to reach out and grab the corner of her clothes, and said with difficulty: "I don't regret it."

I don't regret parting with her.If I'm with her, I'm just a dewdrop on a blade of grass, at most a little bigger than other dewdrops.She likes me, or likes me the most, it doesn't make any difference.She loves me like a child loves a toy.

But after we separated, I became a scar on her heart, and she could never forget me in her whole life.I'm always in her heart, just like I can't forget her, she can't forget me.

She will always remember me.Always, until death will remember me.Remember me, Yan Nantian.

She asked me, "What did you say?"

I thought my voice was too low for her to hear clearly, so I gathered my strength and said it again: "Yueyue, I don't regret being separated from you."

I didn't hear what she said, I just felt that she turned me over to check my injuries.

I think about the day we broke up.

She hugged my waist, her body was soft, her voice was crisp, and her eyes were full of happiness.

And I pointed to the far and near peaks and the still deep water, and said to her: "This world is very big. Yaoyue, you see, the mountain is very high, and the water is very long. I can't reach the top of the mountain. The end of the water cannot be traced. You see, even this wilderness is endless, with no boundaries in sight. When spring comes, crops and weeds will grow. At that time, I will be a dewdrop on the tip of the grass ..."

Once exposed to the sun, it disappears without a trace.

I remember saying to her, "I'm going to do something meaningful before the sun burns."

But the most meaningful thing in my life is getting to know her.