To my dear Miss J [Korean]

The author has something to say:——The following text——

During this period of time, Jin Zhen'er behaved very obediently, and accepted the pick-up and drop-off arrangements arranged by Jin's mother one by one, which were actually surveillance behaviors.

This move softened Jin's mother's attitude a bit. No matter what, she still didn't want to have conflicts with Jin Zhener because of this matter. Her original intention was for Jin Zhener's good after all.

And this point, Jin Zhener is also clear.

Quan Zhilong's identity is a hurdle between them, a hurdle that is difficult to overcome.

Love is easy to make people impulsive, and when they are most infatuated, men and women who are addicted to it will only see the good side of love, subconsciously ignoring the reality of reality.

Before agreeing to Quan Zhilong, Jin Zhener thought of the current scene and her parents' attitude.

Quan Zhilong is a person in the entertainment industry, there are many things he can't control, such as his private life.

From the moment they agreed, the relationship between Jin Zhener and Quan Zhilong was destined not to be like ordinary couples, holding hands and walking down the street openly, and even having to cover up when they meet each other, for fear of being careless was recognized by fans.

Will Kim Jin Ah hope for a love that cannot be seen?Obviously not.

Therefore, when Quan Zhilong decided to retire from the entertainment industry after the incident happened, Jin Zhener felt a moment of joy in his heart.

But her joy didn't last long.

In 2011, the 18th MTV Europe Music Awards was held in Belfast on November 11.

The "Global Style Performance" award went to the Asian representative, Bigbang from South Korea. They won the trophy with "Tonight". This is the first Asian group to win this award at the European MTV Music Festival.

It can be said that this award has promoted Korean music to the world, and many people still cannot forget it. During the live broadcast, Jun Zhilong introduced their team in fluent Korean.

"We are—Bigbang..."

Later, when fans mentioned the year of 2011, they couldn't help sighing. If it wasn't for this award, would Bigbang still be here?No one can say for sure on this question.

Anyway, Bigbang is back on fire.

"I have already arrived in Seoul, but I have to go to the company first. The president said that he has a party for us. You remember to go home early and say good night in advance." - Zhilong

After reading the content of the text message, Jin Zhener put away the phone, happy for him, but also a little inexplicably sad in her heart.

It can be heard from the tone of voice that Quan Zhilong is very happy. Bigbang's winning the award is one aspect. What makes him even happier is that he can return to the circle he is familiar with, the circle he has worked hard for ten years.

How could Jin Zhen'er selfishly let him stay by her side.

Papa Jin went to Busan for a business trip recently, and Mama Jin was busy until very late. When she got home, it was already late at night, but the light in the living room was still on.

"——Zhen'er, why are you still up so late?" Jin's mother was a little surprised, it's almost here, and Jin Zhen'er is still staying in the living room.

"Mom," Jin Zhener put down the pillow in her hand, stood up from the sofa, and smiled at the corner of her mouth, "You've been too busy recently, you don't have time to accompany me, I want to be with you tonight."

Mother Jin was stunned for a moment. Although she was a little puzzled, she still responded, "Okay."

After taking a shower and drying her hair, Mama Jin was wrapped around her hands as soon as she lifted the quilt and lay on the bed. Jin Zhener rubbed her affectionately, and Mama Jin couldn't help laughing, "How old is a child, still acting like a baby gone."

"No matter how old I am, I am still my mother's child."

"Oh, yes, always my daughter."

Mother Jin gently stroked Jin Zhen'er's hair, feeling a little emotional in her heart. Once upon a time, the child who was babbling in her arms grew into an adult.

The two of them didn't say anything, they just hugged each other quietly, and the warm lighting made this embrace even more warm.

"Zhener," just before turning off the lights and going to sleep, Jin's mother suddenly called Jin Zhener.

"Yeah." Jin Zhener replied with her eyes closed.

"Do you like him?" The one asked by Mother Jin obviously refers to Quan Zhilong. Jin Jiner should not only want her company today, but also want to say something to her, such as that person.

Jin Zhener opened her eyes and raised her head slightly, "I like it."

Mother Jin didn't say a word, and the dim light in the bedroom couldn't see the expression on her face clearly.

"However," Jin Zhener buried her face in Mother Jin's arms again, "I love you both more."

Just like what Jin Jiner said, if her parents really opposed her and Quan Zhilong no matter what, Jin Jiner would eventually obey her parents' request, even if she would be sorry to Quan Zhilong.Of course, this was the worst and worst outcome, and Jin Zhener really didn't want to see this ending unless it was a last resort.

"Is... is he that good?" Mother Jin asked Quan Zhilong unexpectedly.I have to say that because of Jin Zhener's attitude, she became a little curious about Quan Zhilong, what kind of person can make her daughter fall in love.

Jin Zhen'er thought for a while, but found that she didn't know what adjectives to use to describe Quan Zhilong, "He... how should I put it, he is very persistent, thick-skinned, and he can't be driven away... "

Jin Zhener suddenly discovered that there are so many memories between her and Quan Zhilong.

Mother Jin listened quietly, raising her head from time to time to notice Jin Jiner's expression, her face was an unprecedented kind of tenderness, the tenderness of a woman towards a man.

From Jin Zhen'er's description, Jin's mother probably had an impression of Quan Zhilong in her mind. It's not a bad impression, but she didn't feel so disgusted with him at the beginning.

At the end of the topic, Jin Zhen'er faintly felt that Mother Jin's attitude was loose, and she was overjoyed.

"Think about it again, okay?" Quan Zhilong's identity is too special. Mom Jin still hopes that Jin Zhener will make a good choice. The circle is too chaotic and there are too many temptations. Mom Jin doesn't believe that Quan Zhilong will always calm down.

"Well, I know what to do." Jin Zhen'er replied softly, she didn't think that Mother Jin would agree now, but it's better to have hope than nothing.

Although Jin's mother's attitude softened a bit, and she didn't continue to stop the two people from contacting each other, but it was limited to this, and Jin Zhener's every move was still watched by her.

......

After Quan Zhilong came back from the UK, he became busy again. The reason is nothing but to prepare for the new album after his comeback.

He was so busy for several days in a row. Today, he finally found time, and Jin Zhener said that he had something to discuss with him.

"Am I late?" Quan Zhilong hurried to the appointed restaurant.

Jin Zhener raised the cup and took a sip of warm water, "Just right."

"I was stuck in a traffic jam just now, I'm sorry." Quan Zhilong put his hands together in an apologetic gesture.

"Today——" Jin Zhener put down the cup in her hand, her expression was a little flat, no good or bad could be seen.

"Huh...?" Quan Zhilong subconsciously sat up straight.

"I asked you out to confirm something with you."

"Well, what's the matter?" Quan Zhilong somehow had a bad premonition in his heart.

"Do you want to go back?" Returning to the entertainment circle, resuming the identity of the captain of Bigbang, not the full president that Jin Zhener hoped for.

Quan Zhilong looked at her and was silent for a while, "Zhen'er, I..."

The expression on his face already said everything. Although Jin Zhen'er knew his decision clearly a long time ago, she still felt a little sad in her heart at this moment.

"I want to go back." Quan Zhilong still couldn't let go of that stage in his heart, and felt the trembling feeling from his heart in every performance.

Jin Zhen'er raised her head and looked at him with indifferent eyes, "What about me?"

"Zhen'er, I..." Quan Zhilong opened his mouth, trying to explain something, but found that he couldn't say a word.

"What shall we do in the future? Have we been hiding?"

"At that time, your job will make it impossible for me to find you when I need you."

"Even so, do you have to go back?"

If from the very beginning, Quan Zhilong hadn't given Jin Zhener hope, hadn't told her that he wanted to retire from the entertainment industry and wanted to be a normal couple with her, then all this would have been different.

Jin Zhener's series of words made it impossible for Quan Zhilong to answer.

"Also," Jin Zhen'er paused, and then said, "My family knows, us."

"...so?" Want to break up with him?Quan Zhilong held Jin Zhener's wrist tightly, he really didn't want to have this idea, but he really didn't have the confidence, he would never have an advantage in front of her.After all, he really can't give Jin Zhener anything, even the most ordinary companionship is difficult.

Jin Zhen'er glanced down, his wrist hurt from being scratched, "You scratched me."

Quan Zhilong subconsciously relaxed, and quickly checked the situation. Jin Zhen'er's skin was very delicate, and even the marks were left behind after a while, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Seeing his face change, Jin Zhen'er unconsciously put on a smile, "What were you thinking just now? Did I break up with you?"

Quan Zhilong didn't say a word, this idea did flash in his mind.

Jin Zhen'er took the initiative to hold his hand back, her tone was usually gentle, "Do I make you distrust me so much?"

Quan Zhilong raised his head abruptly, did she mean the one he understood?

Jin Zhener couldn't help touching his hair, which he dyed blonde again in the past few days, "You won't let me down, will you?"

This was the biggest bet Jin Zhener had ever made in her life, because she believed in him.

"Ah."