[Comprehensive Manga] Live with a smile

April 22, Sunday, the sun was too high and it was so hot.

To this day, there is still no news about Lili and Muke.

Xi Ji sat on the bench and watched the people coming and going in the pedestrian street with a blank face. The holiday weekend was really crowded, and the commercial promotional speakers of the merchants wanted to plug the speakers into the ears of the customers, playing various kinds of music loudly. kind of propaganda.

Yesterday, Xi Ji thought for a long time, what is her biggest dilemma so far.Obviously there was no problem in Bingsheng, but after she came to Tokyo, she felt that something was wrong with her.

Obviously she has become stronger, she has family and friends she wants to protect, and she is surrounded by people who understand her... But every day when she stands on the top of the building and looks down at the ground, Xi Ji still inevitably feels something. Bitter cold.That cold touch invaded her brain and sucked her bone marrow, as if it wanted to swallow her whole, leaving her with nothing left in this world.

After all, it was probably after the combination came.

Xi Ji originally thought that it was the loss of the blood of those vampires and returning to the cycle of life and death, which made her mood unstable.After thinking about it carefully, she realized that maybe it was because she had lost no dignity in that battle, and even if she died again, she would be trampled on the ground and her bones would be smashed to pieces, destroying all the self-esteem she had accumulated so hard along the way. Broken, crushed into dust, drifting with the wind.

When she was in Bingsheng, she never fought with others, that is, she got beaten up.After arriving at Nijuan's house, things went smoothly, Xi Ji succeeded every time he did things, and even paddled to blow Jiulan Litu's head from Jiulan Youji.In addition to being weak against Jiu Lanshu, she really felt that she was already very strong, so she didn't have to be afraid of anything.

This time she can finally protect what she wants to protect.

And then she loses, loses bruises.

It seems that what Muku and Dazai said is right, she is really just a child, she can't learn and can't grow up.When encountering things that I can't handle, I never look for a solution. Instead, I draw the ground as a prison and bind myself.

Xi Ji vaguely seemed to understand a little bit.

Even though he was already that strong, he still lost.After she lost and picked up the people and things she cherished and wanted to protect, would she lose them again because she was too weak?This kind of thinking seems to be deeply rooted in Xi Ji's heart, especially when she is alone, it stimulates her to doubt her own weakness uncontrollably.

What else can they do to protect themselves?Get stronger?But isn't there no end to this road?

The black snake did give her a healthy body, but she had no defense at all.Dazai was right, and her spirit was not defensive at all.

Kicking a thief who stole someone's wallet by the side of the road, Xi Ji stepped on the thief's back while returning the wallet to the stolen female student.Sure enough, it was a holiday, and the thieves worked tirelessly to go to work one after another.

The girl with long blond curly hair was carrying a big box on her back, which looked like a violin.She bowed gratefully towards Xiji, and suggested that Xiji leave a contact information, one sister at a time, she was very intimate and friendly, and she was also a sunny and cheerful girl.

Apart from the heartache of being called sister, Xi Ji was very happy to be approached by a beautiful girl and asked for contact information, "I'll throw this person to the police first, can we talk about it later if there is something else?"

"Okay, my name is Miyazono Kaoru, sister, what's your name? As a thank you, can I buy you something to drink later?" The girl named Miyazono Kaoru chirped around like a bird Ji said.She has never encountered in reality the case of seeing injustice on the road and drawing a knife to help. When her wallet was stolen, a majestic and handsome person actually jumped out and knocked down the thief. Even a young lady would like to strike up a conversation!

"Well, let's talk about it later." Xi Ji rummaged through the thief, and unexpectedly found several wallets, which seemed to be a habitual offender.

The patrolling patrol on the side of the road was quickly attracted by the commotion here, detained the thief, and told Xi Ji and Miyazono Kaoru to go to the police station to make a statement.

It was already an hour after leaving the police station.

Although she really wanted to chat with Xi Ji more, this girl who was satisfied with her girlish heart finally got ahead because she had violin lessons, but Xi Ji was still forced by her to ask for the contact information.

Could it be that in everyone's eyes, she looks a bit like that?

Yuki rubbed his chin to think about this question, trying to combine the image of Miyazono Kaoru and Kashima Yu in his heart, but his brain crashed and the processor crashed and he died directly, unable to figure out what it looked like.

Turning around, she walked on the unfamiliar street again. She didn't know anything about Ikebukuro, and relaxing was the so-called wandering wherever she went.

——Xiaoxiao entered the chat room——

[Xiaoxiao: ... So I didn't hinder any of you from chatting this time, did I? 】

【Gan Le: Yes, Xiaoxiao, you don’t come to the chat room recently, I thought you had forgotten us a long time ago, and threw yourself into someone else’s arms~】

[Smile: I wanted to ask the information dealer in Bodo last time, why did you have such a sour reaction?It's impossible that you are also an information dealer and think that I will ask others and not you, so you feel unbalanced, right?I don't believe that a fat house who can pretend to be a beautiful girl will have such a fragile glass heart. 】

[Gan Le: You seem to like to bring up this kind of topic every time you see me. Did I do something bad? 】

Hey, it's rare for Gan Le not to be provoked by her, it seems that the old tricks are no longer working.

[Smile: Are you also changing the subject?Could it be that I hit it again?Staying indoors all the year round is not good for your health, go out more often to improve your physical fitness, otherwise be careful if you suddenly find a bifurcation in your urine one day, it will damage your self-esteem? 】

[Gan Le: You were the one who changed the subject, right?You seem... more irritable than before? 】

[Gan Le: You suddenly used this kind of topic to provoke my tentative reaction, you are probably in Ikebukuro, right? 】

Wow, it is indeed the person who both Lili and Mr. Shizuo dislike, and most of the people who are disliked by people with bad brains are those with good brains but not on the right track.Knowing this deeply, and incidentally despising the IQ of the three people including herself, Xi Ji looked at the messages in the chat room, and her disgusted smile suddenly disappeared.

[Gan Le: Smile, I remember you used to like talking about yourself in the chat room.When everyone is an unfamiliar stranger, you talk the most, even though they are all trivial things, but that kind of behavior is not good? 】

[Xiaoxiao: So I don’t say anything now, I think I was too frank at that time to talk nonsense, bah bah. 】

【Gan Le: You don't call it frankness, you call it loneliness. 】

[Gan Le: Now you don’t come back to the chat room very often, but every time you come, you deliberately tease me to pretend that you never seem to go, and you are just covering up the fact that everyone is getting farther and farther away from you in the days when you are not around That's all.You seem to be busy, but you are more lonely. 】

[Whispering] [Smile: Stop talking. 】

——Leaving the chat room with a smile——

Well, Gan Le is that Orihara Rinya, and he is also a fine individual, so the judgment is over.

It seems that when walking in Ikebukuro, you must be careful to face this person, you can run to Taro, and you must never meet him.Thinking of being a player who can easily read people's hearts like Dazai, Yuki couldn't help but feel a chill.

"It always feels so annoying..." Xi Ji sat in the fast food restaurant and sighed softly.

After finally coming to Ikebukuro, Yuki couldn't muster up the courage to go to see Shizuo, even Celty who knew Shizuo didn't dare to meet him.Maybe it was really because of Natsume's incident that Xi Ji was a little bit resistant to this issue of love between men and women. She was a little afraid to let her current self face the ignorant Shizuo.

After all, it was the second time that Natsume met Yuki and broke up with her without authorization. Maybe this time when she met Shizuo for the second time, Xiki herself would panic and sentence herself to death.

Ah, no, you already said you have to have the courage, right?Rubbing her hair a little self-destructively, not caring about the bewildered expression of the passer-by sitting next to her, Xi Ji patted her cheeks, looked at the face reflected in the glass in front of her, and tried her best to cheer herself up.

In short, let's go to Celty to play first!

Celty is now living with a secret doctor named Kishitani Shilla, and this person is said to be a friend of Mr. Shizuo, so if he meets Mr. Shizuo at his house, it is... normal.

Xi Ji tried hard to pull up the corners of her mouth to make her facial expression normal, "Jing, Mr. Jingxiong, wow this afternoon!"

So nervous that he accidentally bit his tongue and said the wrong word, Xi Ji covered his mouth and wished he could beat himself up the last second.

Shizuo also looked at Yuki in surprise, nodded and asked, "Akashi, what's the matter with you coming to Ikebukuro? There are bosozoku who often come to Ikebukuro recently, so it's better not to stay in Ikebukuro too much."

"I feel like every time I mention Ikebukuro and I come to Ikebukuro, someone reminds me that Ikebukuro is not peaceful. Is this place going to be chaotic when I come here?" Xi Ji said casually, walked into the room, and faced the only person in the room who he didn't know. The man in the white coat bowed, "Hello, my name is Akashi Yuki, and I am a friend of Mr. Celty and Mr. Shizuo."

The man waved his hand indifferently, and seemed to have little interest in Yuki, "Oh, I'm Shilla Kishitani, and I'm Celty's lover~" I wish I could put little stars at the end of the sentence.

Then the man was punched by the shy Celty, bent over in pain, and his hair accidentally fell into his eyes, screaming.

Sure enough, love is blind, but also 'blind'.

After thinking for two seconds, Yuki moved closer to Shizuo, and asked in a low voice, "Mr. Shizuo, are you a star fan?" Then he took out his phone and found Yuhei Hashima's photo, "This star feels like you They look very similar."

"Oh, do you mean you like You?" Shizuo exclaimed in surprise when he saw the photo.

Quiet... Could it be a nickname for high-end fans?Xi Ji didn't think about it carefully, seeing that Jingxiong was happy, he followed the topic, "Yes, yes, the first time I saw his photo, I thought he was very handsome, so I went back and uploaded all his TV series and movies. After chasing him again, I feel that Mr. Yuhei on the screen is really handsome." Of course, Yuhei Hashima off the screen dares to take over the mess of Shengbian Ruri, so it can be said to be very handsome.

Hearing this praise, Shizuo nodded complacently with his nose raised for some reason, and said, "That's right, that's right, he can play various roles now, and his acting skills are getting better and better."

When the topic of this celebrity was mentioned, Celty who was next to him also squeezed into the topic, "The character in the TV series that I recently starred in is also, funny and handsome."

"Are you talking about Yuhei Hashima? Oh, oh, it was announced a while ago that she was dating Shengbeen Ruri, and many female fans are very sad." Kishitani Shilla also came over and sat down on a chair and began to talk.

Hey, why is everyone in the room full of idol fans?

As a result, the good dark doctor clinic became the offline only for Hashima Yuhei fans.

From head to toe, from acting skills to appearance, from personality to habits, the four of them were all brainless, and the whole room smelled of the strange smell of love beans.

"That's right, that's right, and this." Xi Ji flipped through the photos, and found the most recent one, which was the last time he helped Hajima Yuhei and the signed clothes, with a proud expression on his face Said: "Look, I still have Mr. Youping's signature and group photo!"

Originally, she wanted to show off that she was the one closest to the idols in the audience, but Shilla Kishitani slowly showed a weird smile, and even Celty raised the board with the word 'www' written on it.

In a daze, Jingxiong coughed lightly, patted Xi Ji on the shoulder, and said, "I forgot to tell you just now, actually You is my own younger brother, and his real name is Ping He Dao You."

Xi Ji:? ? ?

In this way, it can explain clearly why Youping and Jingxiong look almost exactly the same.Ah, it turned out to be so, what a relief.

... No, no, there is still something wrong!

Xi Ji clearly remembered that he was a fan of Youping because he was the same as Shizuo, let alone because of his lovesickness, and he became a fan first, but in the end he found out that he was a fan of his own younger brother? !

"Wait, what about the cohabitation between Mr. Youping and Shengbian Liuli..." Thinking of this gossip, Xi Ji's eyes suddenly sharpened.

With a pitiful smile, Shizuo patted Yuki on the shoulder again and nodded.

oh. (indifferent)

The happy time is always fleeting, and Celty will leave soon because of a new delivery task. Shizuo, who happened to come over for something, also received a call from an acquaintance, saying that it was time to go out to collect debts.

"Then can I follow Mr. Shizuo?" Xi Ji tilted his head, leaning next to Jingxiong to look at the notification message on his phone.

Kishitani Shilla, who was about to sterilize the surgical props, said casually, "Let her follow, she doesn't look like an ordinary person."

Shizuo thinks about it.

He knew Xi Ji because of Artoria's introduction, and the friends of the woman who used to stir up trouble in Ikebukuro seem to be not ordinary people at present, maybe this ordinary looking Xi Ji is also a terrific role.Of course, the main reason is that Xi Ji is a fan of his younger brother, and he seems to have a good relationship with his brother, and his favorability has greatly increased, so at this time, Shizuo simply agreed to Xi Ji's request that was not too exaggerated.

"It's just to collect debts, it's not something to make people happy?"

"No wow, how could it not be a happy thing to be with Mr. Shizuo?"

"..."

Xi Ji looked up at the dazed young man in front of him, staring at him with a pair of penetrating pink eyes, "What's wrong?"

"Ah no, nothing..."

The author has something to say: In this generation of children of the Akashi family, the older sister suffers from smiling depression, and the younger brother suffers from split personality. Now I wonder if Akashi Seiomi also has some mental illness.

Xi Ji's current heart problems: 1. After being defeated by the group, he was afraid that he would not be able to protect his family and friends (the main reason); 2. After living a stable life, the second ying reincarnated died and realized his weakness and fear.

Miyazono Kaoru: The heroine of "Your Lie in April" may have another friend pass away by the end of next year (shut up

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