将 错 就 错

Luo Yin keenly caught his momentary loss of focus, and unconsciously clenched his hands tightly. Mo Mo let out a soft cry before he let go, but did not let go.

Both the "perpetrator" and the "participant" said it was an accident, and the driving recorder also strongly confirmed this point, but Luo Yin was still not satisfied.

"I was really just distracted, I didn't notice, and I didn't want to die," Mo Mo tried to ease the atmosphere, and said briskly: "It hurts too much to be hit by a car, and it doesn't look good."

Luo Yin shouted irritably, "Shut up." He walked to the window, subconsciously touched the cigarette, but found nothing.

The air became more and more stiff and dignified.

The traffic police and the driver arrived soon, and the driver saw that Mo Mo was conscious, as if he was about to receive an amnesty.The traffic police asked about the situation in detail, and Mo Mo's account was consistent with that of the driver and the recorder.Finally, the traffic policeman said to Mo Mo earnestly, "Be careful in the future. It's lucky that no one was injured this time."

Mo Mo nodded repeatedly and apologized humbly: "Thank you, thank you sir."

The driver waved awkwardly.

The matter was clear. Before leaving, the traffic policeman said: "At that time, there were still two of your suitcases at the scene. They were in the traffic police detachment. Remember to pick them up." Mo Mo was about to ask about this, when he heard this, he nodded and said, "I'll go tomorrow."

Luo Yin said to the traffic police: "If it is convenient now, I will go there."

"Okay, let's go."

The traffic policeman was driving on the road, Luo Yin looked out the window and said nothing, the traffic policeman glanced at him and asked, "Is he your brother?"

Luo Yin nodded, thinking of the crisp and bright "brother".

"Have you talked to his parents about this?" The traffic policeman persuaded, "The young man has conflicts with his family, so don't run away from home, don't you think this is almost a big problem?"

Luo Yin listened quietly, guessing the ins and outs.The whole thing is getting more and more outrageous. In his opinion, conflicts caused by coming out of the closet are inevitable, and he also thinks that Mo Mo and Mo Mu are both people who can sit down and communicate well.Unexpectedly, the result has escaped control.And Mo Mo's ambiguous attitude.

Being hit by a car is too painful and not pretty.

The two suitcases had suffered most of the injuries on behalf of their owners, and they were completely changed. Luo Yin dragged the suitcases home first.He opened the boxes without any difficulty. One contained some clothes, and the other contained books, paintings, and newspapers, some of which were glaringly explicit.But as an adult, it's normal.

Luo Yin roughly flipped through, the clothes are often worn and new, but the books and picture albums are curled and yellowed, and the CDs are full of scratches.The pages of the book were opened, and a page of homework paper fell out. The handwriting was immature, and the words "man", "gay", "me" and "?" were written and scribbled repeatedly.

This should be Mo Mo's doubts and struggles when he realizes his sexuality.Combined with time, it was still in his adolescence.A ignorant teenager who seeks the answer to his strangeness alone.

The teenager has grown into a young man and has accepted himself as a "gay".With the passage of time, homosexuality has come into view from unspeakable, and has evolved into a gimmick that can be used for marketing.Countless people are talking about it, but it is not a topic that can be discussed between him and his mother, and it is even more wandering.

Luo Yin folded the clothes, smoothed the pages of the book, restored them one by one, and stuffed them into the box that could no longer be closed.Another pain in the head, Luo Yin skillfully ordered two dishes and one soup for Mo Mo's lunch.

On the way to the hospital, Luo Yin pressed a group of phone numbers in his memory, and hung up on the other end after dialing. He thought for a while, wrote a few concise sentences and sent them over.

There is a Starbucks opposite the main entrance of the hospital. Luo Yin made an appointment there, and there were a few minutes left before the appointed time. He was sitting on the window seat on the second floor, and a slightly familiar figure hesitated and finally pushed the door in.

When Mo's mother appeared from the stairs and came towards him, Luo Yin stood up, and Mo's mother stopped a few steps away, and finally took a good look at him.Both of them were at the wedding of Zhou Qing and Lei Lei, and attended the wedding banquet as family members of both men and women.

Luo Yin said: "Please sit down."

Mo's mother said directly: "Speak directly if you have something to say."

"Sit down, I invite you here today, and I want to talk about Momo." Luo Yin opened the bench for her, sat opposite him, and quietly waited for her to take a seat.

There are people coming and going around, Mo's mother no longer insists, and sits on half of the chair, "Where are others?"

Luo Yin said: "In the hospital, I've already woken up, nothing serious."

Mo's mother sneered briefly, but she relaxed her shoulders and leaned against the back of the chair.

At the wedding, Mo's mother looked at Luo Yin two or three times, that is to say, she had seen her.Later, with the excuse of giving something away, she saw Mo Mo walking with a man, and the two of them walked downstairs without any outrageous behavior. She felt a little relieved.Later, it turned out to be this man, how could she be wrong, Mo Mo's face and eyes could not hide the joy and love.

Facing Mother Mo's gaze, Luo Yin said calmly: "As an outsider, I can't comment on the matter between your mother and child. After he left from you, he was in a trance and even had a car accident. He still doesn't want to let you know."

"So you're going to blame him for his teacher?"

Luo Yin paused, not very accepting of Mo's mother's eccentricity, and said in a deep voice, "You have the right to know about this."

Mom Mo stood up, "Thank you so much, I see."

Luo Yin also stood up. He was tall and had a stern face. A sense of coercion made Mo's mother take a few steps back.He almost ordered: "He Momo is in the hospital, I hope you can go and see him."

Mo's mother had to follow Luo Yin to the inpatient building, instead of going up, she stood far away.As noon approached, more and more people came in and out of the building.Just when Mo's mother got impatient, Mo Mo appeared slowly.

There is a white circle on the head, and the whole body is white, which really echoes and complements each other.He stood outside the door for a while, as if waiting for something, Mo's mother stepped forward and stopped to see more clearly.

That face reflected it, and even her steps were as sloppy as a ghost, she turned her head and asked Luo Yin, "Can he get out of bed and walk around like this?"

Luo Yin said nothing, Mo's mother looked over anxiously again, thank God Mo Mo didn't lose her mind, and knew to find a place to sit down first.

Mo's mother sighed heavily, and when she was about to walk over, Mo Mo stood up, but walked forward a few steps and waved. It turned out that the deliveryman had arrived.Mo Mo took the lunch box, chatted with the delivery man, waved goodbye and sat down again.

At this moment, Luo Yin's cell phone rang, and seeing that it was Mo Mo, he turned on the speakerphone, and Mo's mother came closer and held her breath to listen.

"Hey, are you still with the detachment?"

His voice was a little hoarse, and he was short of breath.

Luo Yin replied: "I'm almost there."

"It's still the same store as before? Their takeaway guys already recognize me." Reluctantly, Mo's mother stared at Luo Yin, and was immediately attracted by Mo Mo, "I'll wait for you under the building."

Luo Yin said hello, and hung up the phone neatly. When Mo's mother heard Mo Mo's voice, she looked at her son from afar, feeling depressed.Looking at him like that, I am afraid that if no one comes, he will wait forever.But he didn't know the instigator, so he looked at him calmly.

Mother Mo stood in front of Luo Yin, as if she could protect Mo Mo from afar.

"You people, why do you always like to harm others? Seeing him fascinated by you, you are very proud, aren't you?"

Luo Yin laughed, "I'm not some 'these people', it's him who turned me into someone like him."

Mo's mother was shocked and silent, watching him suspiciously.

Luo Yin said: "You are his mother, and you only discovered his secret now. He realized that he was gay, he experienced doubts and denials, struggles, and who was close to him to share these pains? He accepted himself, you And turned him away."

Mom Mo sneered.

The relationship between a man and a woman cannot last long, let alone the same-sex relationship that is struggling every step of the way.As Luo Yin said, he still has the possibility of marrying a wife and having children, and returning to the Kangzhuang Avenue, but Mo Mo can only walk alone in the mud.

Luo Yin said: "He waited too long."

Mo's mother watched Luo Yin stride towards Mo Mo, but her mother could only stay where she was.

The author has something to say: Da Luo is really a wonderful flower in the world of "coming out"

Questions about love.

At this point in the full text, some readers may find that Luo Yin has never expressed love explicitly, and some of his actions seem not to be called "true love".

Since as an article on crispy duck, it is not crispy duck without writing about love, then it can be generally said that there is love between Luo Yinmomo.

But I prefer to present the appreciation, germination, longing, attachment, and responsibility between the two.

Human emotions are complex and changeable, and the word love cannot cover it up.

This is my little persistence and willfulness.