Thinker in the entertainment industry

Kim Jaejoong didn't like Zheng Zhiyong at first.

He had thought about why.After all, Zheng Zhiyong has no obvious flaws or bad habits, so Kim Jaejoong's dislike is something that needs to be explored.

According to the usual way of thinking, Zheng Zhiyong's identity as the second generation of the rich will be the first thing that comes to mind - if you want to find a black spot for a beautiful young lady, you will first consider family factors.However, although many people know that Zheng Zhiyong's family background is good, but Zheng Zhiyong himself has no bad habits. In fact, the rich second generations of SM, such as Choi Siwon and Zheng Zhiyong, are not the kind of nostrils in second-rate online novels. type, on the contrary are quite polite.

It shouldn't be hating the rich - if I really hated the rich, I wouldn't just target him.

Kim continued to think.

In fact, Zheng Zhiyong is also a bit different among SM's group of well-off trainees.Among the trainees, disengagement is a common feature.The competition is so fierce, even if it is not to the point of intrigue, there are not many people who are confiding in each other.But the group of people with superior backgrounds will put a layer of cloak on their inaccessibility, with "demeanor", "low-key", "education", "etiquette", etc. on it.

Zheng Zhiyong is not like this.

At the beginning of 2003, Zheng Zhiyong, who was selected as the number one in the appearance group and entered SM as a trainee, naturally has nothing to say about his appearance.But he is definitely not a vase, on the contrary, Zheng Zhiyong's strength is quite outstanding.Singing skills are not so good—the skills are not bad, the breath is not stable, if the sub-singer is good enough to be the lead singer, once he sings and jumps high notes, he will easily drift away. What he is good at is dancing, and how strong is his dancing level?— ——After joining the company for a year, SM began to train him in the direction of "Dancing King", and later added a Lee Taemin, besides that, given that Zheng Zhiyong is not only good-looking but also handsome Ping He did not take the path of evil spirits, and SM also intentionally trained him to be an actor, and Zheng Zhiyong performed well. According to the teacher in charge of the training, although Zheng Zhiyong is far from becoming a truly outstanding There is still a long way to go as an actor, but acting in idol dramas still has a bright future.

But Kim Jaejoong doesn't need to care about Zheng Jiyong being very powerful.He is also the first to pass the selection in the appearance group, he is also not a flower vase, he was still a sound idiot when he joined the company, and now Kim Jaejoong is the lead singer of TVXQ whose strength has been verified.

Next, consider issues such as personality and personality.

Zheng Zhiyong has outstanding strength at a young age, but he doesn't show it off much.He just showed great enthusiasm. Zheng Zhiyong showed a strong interest in dance, various studies, and even image design.When he joined the company, he hadn't graduated from elementary school, and he developed late. He had a positive image, and he was always full of energy when he ran up and down in the company. Even though he knew he would be a strong competitor in the future, It is also difficult to give birth to disgust.

In fact, Zheng Zhiyong didn't spend a lot of time on interpersonal communication - he is a famous practice madman, even if he has free time, he almost spends it on studying hard every day, but his popularity in SM is unexpected good.He is young, full of energy, not too precocious, not headstrong.He is energetic and doing all kinds of things that trainees should do, and his performance is often impressive. At other times, he is troubled by school homework, and he goes for morning jogs with everyone in the morning and sneaks out to eat at roadside stalls in the evening. He is "approachable" There is no sense of distance.No one would feel ashamed when getting along with Zheng Zhiyong, but ordinary people have some small flaws, and Zheng Zhiyong's flaws, no one can tell.

Is there any question for Jung Jiyong?No.

- that's the problem.

Jin Zaizhong figured it out: the starting point is much higher than the people around him, the strength is outstanding, and there is no fault in his personal quality. If everyone with a high starting point is like you, how can I wait for the low starting point?

No, it is wrong to think so. The 19-year-old Kim Jaejoong tried to convince himself that he had to work harder to get rid of the original situation because his starting point was low, and the influence of family factors as an artist was not that great... But what should I do if I can't get popular!

The group TVXQ he belongs to is developing smoothly, but his own popularity, which takes a ruthless line, is so horrible that there is a proposal of "substitution". Kim Jaejoong is very irritable and fearful.

In a few years, Kim Jaejoong really wants to go back to the past and strangle himself to death when his career was not going well and he secretly transferred part of his grievances to a child who was six years younger than him——as a person grows up, he becomes What is getting stronger is the desire for "regret medicine".But the fact is that, although Kim Jaejoong has suffered a lot at that time, he has not yet reached the point where he is calm about any difficulties. Kim Jaejoong, who is about to usher in his adulthood, is full of gloom, and the second-year thoughts like "Is it me or the world that is wrong" have also appeared.

Life is hard enough, and the bad luck doesn't stop there.Finally, the popularity began to pick up. During the practice, his right leg was accidentally injured. The injury was unexpectedly serious. Kim Jaejoong had to undergo surgery to remove the meniscus of the injured knee.The delay in the trip is already a small problem-how Kim Jaejoong will recover from his injury, and whether he will be able to dance in the future are all uncertain things.

Jin Zaizhong's heart was so broken that he regretted that he didn't find a religion. At least he could find a god to ask: Is there an end to tmd?

Crashes come crashing down, Kim Jaejoong occasionally gets depressed, but he never stops because of emotional problems. He dragged his injured leg and leaned on a cane to follow the group's schedule. When he was resting, he would worry about the recovery of his leg.

I should be able to dance in the future, right?I don't want to be half disabled before I reach adulthood...

After Jin Zaizhong finished singing, he couldn't help but think of his legs again. It was already very late, but he didn't want to just go back to rest, but walked to the dance practice room with a cane. The competition in sm is fierce, and naturally there are many practice madmen. However, in view of the fact that many trainees are still in their growth stage and safety concerns, the company does not encourage teenage children to stay up all night.It was early in the morning when Jin Zaizhong passed by, and only about one-third of the practice rooms were still lit. He walked around the corner and ran into Zheng Zhiyong who was walking towards the practice room with a water bottle.

"Hello senior." Zheng Zhiyong stopped and greeted him.

"You practiced so late," said Kim Jaejoong, "Who else is here?"

"I don't know, I used one room by myself, and I didn't go to see the others," Zheng Zhiyong said with a smile, "Can I take a look?"

"No need", Jin Zaizhong waved his hand, "What are you practicing recently? Let me see?"

In South Korea, where the system of seniors and seniors is strict, the requirements of seniors must be met in most cases. Besides, Kim Jaejoong’s requirements are not too much. Zheng Zhiyong accepted it with a smile. If Kim Jaejoong’s eyes were not sharp enough, he would not have been spotted at all A momentary stupefaction.

Walking into the practice room, Zheng Zhiyong took two sips of water, put the water bottle in the corner, walked to the middle, moved his body briefly, and started dancing——

Seeing Zheng Zhiyong's actions, Jin Jaejoong's mood was like diving from a high platform, and he sank to the bottom all at once.

"Is this what you practiced recently?" Kim Jaejoong gripped his crutches tightly, "Isn't it a pity, Zheng Zhiyong, if you were taller, you would be able to take the stage."

Kim Jaejoong's leg is still disabled so he can't dance. When performing on stage, he often sings while sitting, and the dance part is replaced by a trainee wearing a mask.Trainees are usually selected from Class A, and Zheng Zhiyong is also in Class A. It is not strange to practice TVXQ's dance together, but he just feels very angry.

The shadow left by the "substitution" on Kim Jaejoong has not completely dissipated, and the popularity has finally begun to pick up. The serious injury on his leg has once again aroused Kim Jaejoong's worries.If my legs don't heal, will it end up being...

Even if there is a "substitution", it is absolutely impossible for Zheng Zhiyong, who is not even 1.6 meters tall, to be mixed into TVXQ, whose average height is 1.8 meters. It's not that Kim Jaejoong doesn't understand.

Zheng Zhiyong stopped, turned around, and looked at Jin Jaejoong in a daze. The eyes of the two met in the air. Within three seconds, Zheng Zhiyong lowered his eyes and bowed deeply.

"Do you think I will beat you or punish you?" Kim Jaejoong knew that he must be an unreasonable image in Zheng Zhiyong's eyes. Thinking of this, he became even angrier, "Look up!"

Zheng Zhiyong stood up straight again according to the words, facing the front, Jin Zaizhong stared at him closely, did not find timidity, but found some imperceptible tension.

With some background, he is young and not annoying. This kid has been in the company for two years and has not been educated or even manipulated by his seniors. It is no wonder that he is not nervous at all.

Jin Zaizhong rolled his eyes and suddenly thought of an idea.

"I want to spread it to the outside world, you don't respect your predecessors."

——Does anyone believe it?

"Seniors who have already debuted have a tense relationship with you, how does this affect your situation in SM?"

—Is this not good for you?

Zheng Zhiyong's expression is still "calm", at least there is no major change, but Kim Jaejoong uncontrollably began to make up his mind.

He couldn't do this anymore, he bit his back molars hard, and then looked forward - Zheng Zhiyong's pupils constricted.

"You may not be afraid of this, but I don't mind watching you and waiting for you to make mistakes in the future."

——I provoked you to provoke you, you want to stare at me like this?

The information read from Zheng Zhiyong's expression finally satisfied Kim Jaejoong: "I have another proposal."

Zheng Zhiyong was silent for a while, then lowered his head again: "Senior, please speak."

"You know I'm not happy right now, so tell me something to make me happy, for example, what are your shortcomings, or what are you afraid of?" Kim Jaejoong showed a malicious smile, "Don't perfunctory me."

Although he was in a very bad mood, Jin Zaijoong would not be serious, but it would be a good idea to satisfy his curiosity - of course, Jin Zaijoong would not admit this.

Zheng Zhiyong pursed his lips, his face pretended to be calm and slightly stiff, which was replaced by another hesitant and helpless emotion. Afterwards, Zheng Zhiyong took a breath, and said like a broken can, "I don't want I know if senior can keep it secret."

"If I tell the outside world, I will quit TVXQ." Kim Jaejoong said without thinking.He is not a quick talker, not to mention keeping secrets is a quality that a person who intends to expand his network should possess.

"Then... I'll just say it," Zheng Zhiyong gritted his teeth, "I..."

"Sit down and talk." Jin Zaijoong eased his tone.

"I don't know if it's a shortcoming or a problem. People around me used to think I was bad. I didn't think so at first, but I was influenced by others and wavered." After making up his mind, Zheng Zhiyong spoke more smoothly.

Unknowingly, Kim Jaejoong is full of anticipation: You just tell me this?

"Sad spring and sad autumn, moaning without illness, weeping in the wind, feeling sorry for the moon", Zheng Zhiyong pointed to himself, "I".

Jin Zaizhong raised his hand feebly: "I said, are you showing off the number of idioms you know?"

Zheng Zhiyong smiled, "It's not something to show off, it's useless." He paused and said to himself, "This word is really familiar, but I haven't heard it for a long time."

Jin Jaejoong raised his hand again powerlessly: "Don't play charades."

Zheng Zhiyong continued to laugh: "To make a long story short, I am the person who loves reading, loves art, loves watching flowers bloom and fall to understand life, and even loves all kinds of beautiful things... But I am a male. "

"How are you doing at school?" Kim Jaejoong quickly got to the point.

"Not so good," Zheng Zhiyong said, "The younger the age, the stronger the gender antagonism. It may be that I hope that the next generation will have a clearer understanding of their own gender during the development process. Both the family and the society like it. Emphasize what boys should do, what girls should do, etc., and because of gender discrimination, what boys should do is often better than what girls should do, so boys playing with dolls are often better than playing with toy guns Girls are even worse, of course this is just a metaphor, I don't play with dolls."

"Then what are you playing?"

"Toy guns, buy beautiful ones like handicrafts." Zheng Zhiyong said.

Kim Jaejoong: ...well, let's not talk about this. "I think you are good at sports." Most of the time, "sports" can also be regarded as "something that belongs to boys", especially in teenagers, basketball, football and baseball are simply a big weapon for boys to bond with each other.

"Exercise is for exercising yourself. I don't like team sports that are too confrontational." Zheng Zhiyong quickly understood what Kim Jaejoong meant, and stretched out a hand for him to take stock, "So what I like are long-distance running and rock climbing. , archery, ball games..."

"Don't tell me it's golf." Jin said cautiously in the bardo.Except for the first long-distance run, the sports you like later are all so expensive... Kim Jaejoong expressed his displeasure.

Zheng Zhiyong was stunned for a moment, this time he didn't understand what Kim Jaejoong meant: "Billiards."

"You like these, is there a good reason?"

"There should be..." Zheng Zhiyong said that he really doesn't like to get himself covered in mud, "but I still like mountain climbing."

Kim Jaejoong understood.

He took a neutral line in TVXQ, and he can be regarded as the first idol in Korea to take a neutral style.Although some girls like it, the public opinion that feminine men receive in a patriarchal society like South Korea is quite bad. Few people have a deeper understanding of this than Kim Jaejoong.

Zheng Zhiyong's looks and words and deeds don't seem to have much to do with "mother", but his heart...how should I put it?neutral?

Wait, no.

"What you said... I didn't feel it." Is it because you are too good at pretending or what is going on?

Zheng Zhiyong showed an expression of "I knew it earlier".

"Because I am emotional, not weak."