Thinker in the entertainment industry

After get off work, Zheng Zhiyong went straight back to the studio, locked himself up and exploded all night.

Although in the waiting room of NUEST there was a feeling of "no face to face", Zheng Zhiyong calmed down, but he didn't feel much guilt.Zheng Zhiyong didn't do it on purpose at the time, he didn't want to be cold and said "idol don't come here" "Your promotion has a shady scene" and other unintentional words, starting with pledis is a normal choice, the map gun is a mistake, but it's not a big deal Low-level or stupid, I can only say sorry.

However, Zheng Zhiyong still has something to reflect on, so he has something worth writing down.

"Silent Confessions".

"The sound of the wind in my ears tells that it is a new autumn. Time is an invisible wind that erases all the traces of enthusiasm and pain. Most of the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys of the onlookers are no longer remembered. Do the love and hatred that you care about belong to one person's memory? .”

"I saw you by chance not long ago, and I happened to think of inappropriate words a long time ago. I pretended to be okay, polite and intimate, and thought a lot of depression that choked my throat after we separated. At that time, you were not young enough to experience the wind and rain At that age, you should be in pain at that time, but you can’t get out of the hopeless situation, and you who won’t share your suffering to win sympathy, I’ve forgotten these things, and I added a new mark to your wound.”

"Thinking of when I was sad and sad, I hated the joy of others and held grudges unilaterally. If I couldn't say it in front of you at that time, I will never express it to you in the future."

"The lonely and difficult walk that once made me miserable did not make me feel your pain. There is not so much care and understanding in this world. I prefer to believe that I am too cold-blooded alone."

There is not so much care and understanding in this world.

Zheng Zhiyong thought of his own experience, when he was pushed to the bottom, his hostile attitude towards the world.Not to mention those who can still dance, when he heard that Lee Taemin was blamed for his sudden disappearance, "Why can you make your debut as the main dancer in a good way while I'm lying on the hospital bed", I still think back to this day. It still looks familiar, and Zheng Zhiyong can't restrain his jealousy when he sees those athletes who can even run and jump at will.

Why go up and down the stairs in two or three steps in front of me, call friends to play basketball and argue about skills, discuss which dance to dance in theatrical performances can be digested?When I was in a difficult situation, I felt as if I was being dissed by the whole world. The happiness of others was the salt on my wounds. Every bit reminded me of my own tragedy, and I felt more and more painful.

Zheng Zhiyong himself was extremely sensitive when he was sad, but the thorns that grew wildly in his heart did not pierce others, they were all digested by himself, so looking back, Zheng Zhiyong could still face it calmly, as long as he didn't do anything wrong, "Why? Think" is not very important.

Now he has a new understanding.In the past, he also knew that others were not obliged to take care of his mood, but that was inferred from his own understanding of the interpersonal society, which was not as strong as his personal experience.Just like Zheng Zhiyong used to think that the division of classes in various ways is a way to maintain social stability, which may not be very correct in itself, but he does not intend to change it, and obeys it calmly.When Zheng Zhiyong hurt his back and began to worry about the issue of "bow", he began to feel that those etiquettes were inhumane.

This time too, when Zheng Zhiyong casually teased a year ago, he was just a little frustrated because he did something that was not his intention. A casual stab at the heart of a person who was already in a difficult situation—being accused of being exiled overseas when his work and family were not going well and almost at the end of the road, the feeling at this time was the same as that of Zheng Zhiyong when he watched others show off his physique in front of him what differences are there?What is the difference between Zheng Zhiyong and those who make him sad?

"I prefer to believe that I am too cold-blooded alone" is just a euphemism used in the lyrics. Like Zheng Zhiyong today, except for a few people who care about him, he is indifferent to other people's feelings There are definitely more people who hate other people's happiness than Zheng Zhiyong in the past.

A person has only so much time and energy, and there is no way to pay enough attention to everyone he comes into contact with. Some mistakes or unconscious stimuli are inevitable. For these, people can only try to look away.There is no way for others to take care of your mood all the time. If you don’t believe me, think about it carefully, can you do it?

Zheng Zhiyong said these are not for excuses, but a kind of self-reflection.What are the problems in my actions, what are the shortcomings in my thoughts, and whether my emotions need to be regulated.It is precisely because he knows how to restrain himself that he can enjoy freedom higher than many people with peace of mind.

As for others...

He still doesn't feel that he needs to pay a price or make compensation for such a thing—that's not to the extent of being "wrong". Now Zheng Zhiyong can only say that he hopes that his past mistakes will not cause harm to anyone, and he will try his best in the future Avoid such problems.

These thoughts cannot be directly confessed to strangers who only have a first-line connection, so it is a silent confession.

The new album, whose production work is almost completed, added another song, which did not cause too much trouble. This time, the new album does not have a MV and will not be released physically. A collection of digital audio sources is naturally very convenient to adjust.

Fang Jihyuk felt that something was wrong: "When an entity shoots the MV well, the content of the song is not popular and the song is not released. The show has air points and more exposure, and the content of the song is more popular, but it does not release a supporting package. MV, you can’t earn YouTube clicks, and you can’t earn sales without physical albums, are you doomed to lose one of your points?”

"Why, do you still want me to win one?" Zheng Zhiyong said.

"I'm more familiar with this." There is no one who debuted as an idol who doesn't want a trophy. Fang Kihyuk has been a trainee and has a little bit of a complex for that thing.

Zheng Zhiyong thinks about himself, I am afraid that it has been too long since the vicissitudes of life, and there is still a stage of death in the middle. Now, as a big source of music, he doesn't have much obsession with a person.He comforted Fang Jihe: "The most important thing to me is streaming, downloading, and popularity of songs. They can determine whether the show and performance want to invite me over, the number of people, ratings, etc. If I can get the best, If I don’t get it, no one can laugh at me. One or two items are zero points. What’s the shame if I don’t get the trophy?” If the album is also sold and the MV is put on YouTube for people to click, even fans will vote hard In the end, he lost to others. Didn't Zheng Zhiyong, a well-known music source, become a shining stepping stone?

Fang Jihe thinks so too, they are all mixed up to the point where the music source is big, and few people still take one as the target. I want to earn points from other places, so what do other returnees think?

"I hope you can carry senior Ren Changding." Fang Jihyuk wished sincerely.On the current music source list is Ren Changding, who has won awards in both fields of film and ballads. "walked high on the ceiling, and under "The Love I Offended", there are several lingering curves of Han Donggeun and redvelvet. In the past week, "The Love I Offended" not only achieved the PK of all the rankings Achievement, there are more than 9 broken records - Zheng Zhiyong didn't look at the specific number of times, it's just scary anyway.He probably read the comments like "The singer who returned this month is trembling" and "I didn't expect that there would be "Story" in the first half and Uncle Ren in the second half".

The difference is that in the first half of the year, there was a "cheerup" that was related to "Story" as "Ji Shengyu, He Shengliang". The current situation is not as it is now, idols who are short on music source and popularity may not be as high as Lim Changding's music source score in combination, and Zheng Zhiyong will end up in the end.

"This is the problem," Zheng Zhiyong said with a wry smile, "National people tend to have a long love for their favorite songs."

His original "Story" was the song released on April 4th, and the popularity will be over after the summer vacation. If "The Love I Offended" is also such a song loved by the people, two weeks may not make them enthusiasm faded.

Released the album two weeks late and haven't done anything yet. For a top music source, it's like a first-line boy group returning without winning a trophy.

"In short, record the program first." Zheng Zhiyong said.

He still has a job, so he can't take care of those for a while.

The recording of "idol cram school", which has just entered the "hot" ranks for just two weeks, has actually come to an end.There are only a few things about learning, not like playing can make flowers. The popularity of the program "idol cram school" was due to Zheng Zhiyong's fame and professional level at the beginning, and the hard work of idols in the middle, and then when the school season was full of atmosphere, Zheng Zhiyong's chicken soup was just right for the taste. The element of luck cannot be denied.Now that the show is up to now, everyone doesn't have much stock in their heads about variety shows, so it's better to stop when it's enough, and then they can withdraw from the studio and shoot some other forms of derivative products, such as idol college entrance examination records and so on.

In fact, it has been a month since the shooting of the thrilling mock exam. I have had too much chicken soup, and I have to eat normally later.The time to do the program is getting longer and longer, and everyone is getting more and more proficient. Whether it is Zheng Zhiyong's lectures, or idols' mastery of knowledge, they are getting better and better.Everyone unites as one and studies hard, a serious youth inspirational idol drama.

The harmony and friendliness in other programs may also be acting. Before the college entrance examination, everyone belongs to the group of idols. It is meaningless to distinguish between superiors and inferiors. Only when everyone does well in the exam can we win together. They were dissed together.

After the college entrance examination is over, everyone checks the answers together. If the result is good, it will also be very helpful to the national favorability.Today’s idols, especially male idols, lack this most. There are few programs on the market that can invite or dare to invite idols to do variety shows, otherwise the lineup of "idol cram school" cannot be said to be a very strong program. Collect so many popular idols.Judging from the ratings and evaluations of the current program, everyone’s hard work has basically brought about ideal results. Teacher Zheng Zhiyong, who is deeply gratified, would like to remind everyone at the end of the program:

"In most cases, we need to put aside our studies and come out to work early. This is the professional attribute of idols. I also think it is very interesting to take the opportunity to study while recording programs, but it is no longer our job to enter a higher education—just try our best. ,May I?"

In fact, everyone knows that we must not only work hard but also work very hard. Only when we pass the score line in the test can we have a satisfactory ending with a beginning and an end.Zheng Zhiyong, who said these words, will continue to meet with the students in the future, and will help those who take the exam in two months to the best of his ability.His words are more for the audience to hear:

Singing, dancing, and even acting in variety shows are idol's business capabilities. Other things used to perfect the character design are just icing on the cake. You can like a person because he is a master, but you can't hate a person because he is a scumbag.

I don't know what will happen to the result of the exam, so we have to foreshadow one or two.

The recording in the studio has officially ended, and there is still a month or two left for the extra chapter about the exam, and CJ can finally get someone to send out a draft:

"The recording of "idol cram school" has come to an end, and some students will take the college entrance examination this year."

"thinker will release a new solo album in the near future."