Thinker in the entertainment industry

Zheng Zhiyong's eyesight didn't have much merit in the first place, and he was in low spirits at the moment, so he didn't find anything wrong with An Xiyan: "Your eyes can see through my stomach with X-rays? I only show it in the camera. face."

"so?"

"Not yet, it's okay, I always have enough carbs in the fridge, and I cook ramen too."

"Where's your manager?" An Xiyan asked.

"I don't want to bother him." Of course, the busiest people in troubled times are the company's immediate boss, An Shuojun, and Fang Jihe, as the manager, has to represent Zheng Zhiyong in some matters, but it is not much better.

"I don't want to see outsiders either."

Zheng Zhiyong nodded: "The corner didn't delay me from receiving the courier, but now I really don't want to." He vaguely knew that the man behind the scenes might not be simple, but he didn't know what to do and how far he would go. Zhiyong couldn't help thinking up a lot of conspiracies.

"Is there anything you want to eat? I might have a reliable delivery channel."

"What, do you have an acquaintance opening a shop or delivering food?" Zheng Zhiyong smiled, thinking that if An Xiyan solicits business from someone she trusts, it's okay to support her. Chicken or cheese pizza? I always feel that I don’t care about the taste so much, and only then did I realize that people’s pursuit of calories is really engraved in the genes.”

"No problem," An Xiyan said, "I have something to do now, let's talk about it later?"

"Okay, let's talk later."

Ten minutes later, Zheng Zhiyong heard the doorbell.In the past two days, he walked more cautiously to the door and pulled off the receiver: "Hello?"

"Hello, please open the door."

That was An Xiyan's voice.

Zheng Zhiyong opened the door quickly, and An Xiyan was wearing a helmet and a mask, and was carrying a big bag with two cardboard boxes in it. "I used to drool over the things you said but couldn't afford them. Later, I had to control them. Fortunately, I was greedy before. When someone places an order, I can quickly know where to buy them." An Xiyan walked in and handed the bag to Zheng Zhiyong said.

After Zheng Zhiyong closed the door silently, he took the bag and put it on the coffee table in the living room, then walked back, and quietly helped her take off the helmet. When An Xiyan was talking, he never spoke.

An Xiyan also noticed this silence, and her voice gradually became smaller until it stopped. "I'll pick it myself." When Zheng Zhiyong had already taken off her helmet, bent down and put it upside down on the top of the shoe cabinet, and stood up again, An Xiyan finally came to her senses and said quickly, while pulling He took off his mask.

Zheng Zhiyong was still silent, staring at her deeply.An Xiyan doesn't like exaggerated descriptions very much, but the moment she met Zheng Zhiyong's eyes, she suddenly had some emotional thoughts.

She thought of the trees with dry and yellow leaves in autumn, leaving only strong branches, the surging waves under the dark gray clouds, the faltering candles in the wind, the dim lights in the dark and silent night, Pale, tired, fragile, but it seems to contain something completely opposite.

Her thoughts stopped.

Because Zheng Zhiyong took a step forward and kissed her lips.

The touch from there is nothing to brag about, neither scorching hot nor cold, normal low human body temperature, nothing more.

Emotions were not the subject of this kiss.

Zheng Zhiyong embraced An Xiyan with both hands, and covered her shoulders from behind. His body was approaching uncontrollably, and he was also deliberately controlling it. An Xiyan, who was hugged by him, was not suffocated, but clearly He could feel Zheng Zhiyong's trembling.

An Xiyan was dazed at the very first moment, but soon she calmed down.

Has she and Zheng Zhiyong been familiar to the point that even if Zheng Zhiyong does such a thing, she won't have a wrong understanding?

An Xiyan thought helplessly, her heart was very calm, she reached out and hugged Zheng Zhiyong back, one hand supported Zheng Zhiyong's waist, and the other hand dragged Zheng Zhiyong's back of the head from behind, actively Moved closer, conveying her warmth and comfort to the other party.

There was a little nostalgia in Zheng Zhiyong's brown eyes, but it was only a little bit.His beautiful eyelashes fluttered and intertwined, his head slightly tilted to the side, rolling over An Xiyan's lips like a dragonfly, and then reluctantly and decisively backed away, and separated.

They looked at each other silently.

Zheng Zhiyong's hand hangs down: "I'm sorry."

An Xiyan smiled: "Has it comforted you?"

Zheng Zhiyong didn't speak, but An Xiyan clearly saw his feelings from uneasiness to relief, and still vaguely felt the unrest, knowing that she must have guessed right again.

"Your situation is worse than I thought", she said, "You don't want me to know".

Zheng Zhiyong let out a long sigh, returned to the sofa and sat down, lowered his head: "I don't know if I'm thinking too much."

An Xiyan looked at his up and down gait because he didn't wear special shoes in the room, without any fluctuation in her heart, she also found another seat and sat down: "You can tell me, unless I can't Know."

She felt as if she could understand Zheng Zhiyong's feelings towards her half a year ago. Even if she couldn't guarantee what kind of relationship they would have in the future, it didn't stop her from wanting to do something for that important person who was in trouble.

"I just released the album, and when the sound source was doing well, someone was playing the rhythm and asked me to express my opinion on the Ewha Girls' University incident. The company just found out who did it, JoongAng Ilbo."

"Central Daily? Zheng Junying's dispatch is in favor of you." An Xiyan said.

"It's not necessarily trying to break me down, maybe it's trying to take advantage of me. The relationship between cj and the higher-ups has not been good. I don't know the specific reason yet," Zheng Zhiyong said, "You know what I'm most afraid of is what?"

Although An Xiyan is a very popular idol, she has always stayed in a small workshop from the past until now, and she can't get in touch with high-level things, and her sensitivity is even worse than Zheng Zhiyong.Hearing what Zheng Zhiyong said, she tried reluctantly: "The higher-ups think you are an unstable factor, so you can't talk anymore?"

She mentioned a possibility that seemed absurd to her, but Zheng Zhiyong looked at her with a serious expression and nodded.

An Xiyan was speechless.

"What I'm afraid of is this. CJ and the higher-ups have been on guard against each other. Before I joined the company, there was a vice president. The department in charge of film and television production and the actors and even the program PD who are closely related were also very stuck, but they didn't It's so obvious. Senior Jin Jidong was banned, everyone knows what happened, but the ban doesn't have to be seen by others."

As a person in the industry, I should have a deep understanding of this point. Even if An Xiyan is not like Zheng Zhiyong, a good friend named Park Jae-bum has suffered a lot of dumb losses from the former company, even if she relies on hearsay , is enough for her to understand.

"Like deliberately reducing the exposure of BTS? I heard it, is that true? I heard it, but I don't know if it's true." Even if exid created a retrograde miracle, it was not to the extent that other companies would be afraid. Xiyan naturally doesn't care much about these things.

"Yes, there are. I heard about it when I was preparing for the cram school, but it's not that serious. There are not many variety shows with idols." Zheng Zhiyong said, "If bighit is not so obsessed with the presence in Korea , the scandal will not come out for a while."

"If you are really targeted, you have to drag it if there is nothing wrong."

This is a true portrayal of Zheng Zhiyong. "Yeah." He sighed.

"Did you know this before the press conference? Or after the press conference."

"Before, before, I thought it was not a good thing." Looking at the deepening worry on An Xiyan's face, Zheng Zhiyong put his hands on his forehead and smiled softly, "When I received the call from Junying, I was actually nervous. It’s too bad, his manager sent me a message about the situation later, it seems that no matter how I answer, I will be splashed with dirty water, forget it, since I can believe that Brother Junying didn’t do such a thing from a rational and emotional point of view , let me make it clear.”

"Your hands are still shaking." An Xiyan said.

As for the fact that the voice is still shaking, it's too obvious, so there's no need to talk about it.

"I have lingering fears."

"Didn't you say in the past that being weak is not a shame?" An Xiyan approached Zheng Zhiyong actively, she squatted in front of Zheng Zhiyong, and grabbed Zheng Zhiyong's wrist, "Why did you decide to be brave this time? "In the video just now, he put on a look of "it's okay, you are busy here, I can handle it", until An Xiyan came to the door, Zheng Zhiyong finally couldn't control his emotions, and he told the truth.

"Everyone is working hard. Brother Junying's situation is not very good, which means they also have something to do. Whether it is targeting me or CJ is still unclear." Zheng Zhiyong held An Xiyan's hand and said, " If this matter is related to you, I will definitely not hide it."

The problem is from which point of view, what is going on now has nothing to do with An Xiyan, and talking about it is just adding trouble to the other party.Even though Zheng Zhiyong scoffed at those decisions based on "for your own good", he didn't think it was necessary for An Xiyan to know about it.

Of course, he wouldn't lie to An Xiyan either.

"Is it related to me because I came here?" An Xiyan said, "I will go back carefully. If the worst happens, remember to let me be a loyal friend who will come to comfort you ".

I didn't come here desperately, so you don't have to worry too much about me.An Xiyan was moved by Zheng Zhiyong's considerations for her, but also felt a little burdened. Sometimes she might not be so considerate to herself.Although she also knows that Zheng Zhiyong is just abiding by his own principles, even if he doesn't like An Xiyan, the difference is only that without those active care and help, Zheng Zhiyong will still try his best to avoid bringing trouble to others. to bother.

"You don't have to be too nervous. The worst result is at most you retreated behind the scenes. I have survived things ten times worse than this. I must be in a bad mood if I really want to retire, but it is not too unbearable."

Zheng Zhiyong smiled, took An Xiyan's hand and the two stood up together, then he let go of his hand and gave An Xiyan a gentle hug.

"I'm glad you can come." He closed his eyes, pressed his forehead against An Xiyan's, and said softly and seriously.

"Unfortunately, I can't stay for too long." An Xiyan responded.

Ten minutes later, An Xiyan, who was fully armed, closed the door.Zheng Zhiyong stood in the entrance, watched the door close in front of him, his tense shoulders finally loosened and sagged, he turned and sat back.

"There must be a limit to talking," he said to himself with a wry smile, "I tell my own situation, not to make people bear the same troubles as me."