Feelings that seemed real or fake came to my heart, and Liu E opened her eyes.

She looked at the high-spirited young man in front of her, and in the end she just said, "I want to go back."

"Zhao Huan will be the emperor in the future, so I want to go back."

The sun shone through the flower branches, and Zhao Jue's face was bright and dark, and finally calmed down.

Liu E squinted and looked at the sun.

The sun was a little harsh, and it made her cry.

People who are born humble, you don't even have the right to choose, you can only drift with the tide, drifting to places where the future is unknown.

Since then, Zhao Jue didn't come to her again, and she didn't go to Zhao Jue again.

Time is like running water, before you realize it, it has slipped through your fingers.

The spring breeze greens the willow branches, the summer brings the cicadas, the pomegranates bloom very beautifully in the autumn, and the heavy snow decorates the whole world in the winter.

Another year in the blink of an eye.

Zhao Huan ascended the throne.

That night, Liu E stood on the Xiangyang City Tower all night, and the night wind blew her green skirt, and her untwisted hair swayed in the night wind.

Liu E looked in the direction of Tokyo City, while Zhao Jue was in the attic, holding a wine glass, looking in her direction.

The love doesn't know where it started, it goes deeper and deeper, and it can't be controlled once it happens.

After being drunk, Zhao Jue stumbled to Liu E's side and drove away the soldiers on the tower. He supported the city wall and tried his best to identify the direction.

Black hair and green clothes, with distant eyes and brows, were the last impression Liu E left on him.

It is also the deepest impression.

After being drunk, Zhao Jue's voice was a little hoarse. He pulled Liu E's sleeve and said over and over again: "Sister E, don't go."

"Sister E, don't go."

Zhao Jue said intermittently: "Xiangyang City is also very big, I will give you the best things, don't leave, okay?"

Rather than saying that Liu E taught Zhao Jue to manage politics and teach Zhao Jue to know people, it would be better to say that Zhao Jue taught Liu E whether he was happy or not, happy or not.

The Han River in Xiangyang City is very beautiful. Zhao Jue wore a bunt and went into the water to catch fish and look for lotus pods.

The night breeze was cool, lying on the boat, the boat was swaying, Zhao Jue pointed out the stars in the sky to her.

Occasionally, a flying star fell, and Zhao Jue said that it was another great talent in the world who had disappeared.

The night wind blew over and dazzled Liu E's eyes.

In a trance, Liu E understood a little bit, Gong Mei's mood when she sent her away.

She is 12 years older than Zhao Jue, and is the concubine of Zhao Jue's brother. She has no choice, and life does not give her a choice.

Liu E turned her head to look at Zhao Jue, with the boyish brows and eyes of a young man, and the youthful spirit of going forward.

He has not experienced setbacks, and his world is full of clear skies.

He doesn't know what it means to be involuntary, and he doesn't know what duplicity is.

He is just a young boy, if he likes it, he opens his mouth, regardless of it, and goes on a rampage.

The youthful spirit in him is what Gong Mei and Zhao Huan don't have, and it's also what Liu E doesn't have.

If you don't even have the courage to tell the person you like, how sad is this person's life?

But both Gong Mei and Zhao Huan are such people, and so is Liu E.

Adults only look at the pros and cons, and children can tell right from wrong.

People who grow up don't even have the courage to face their hearts. It's really sad.

Liu E helped Zhao Jue up, and said lightly, "You will meet many, many women in the future."

"But that's not you."

"I'm 12 years older than you."

"Twelve years younger than you, I'm sorry."

Zhao Jue grabbed Liu E and kept apologizing: "I'm sorry."

"If, if I were born before you, you wouldn't..."

Having said this, he paused for a moment.

Alcohol filled his brain, he thought in a daze, what would happen?

Wouldn't she marry Gong Mei, or be a concubine to Zhao Huan?

neither.

Zhao Jue shook his head, his voice was hoarse: "You won't suffer so much."

Not to mention closing the door of her heart, a person is a world, if outsiders can't get in, she can't get out either.

"If I were twelve years older than you, when you were just born, I would bring you back to the palace, wear the most beautiful clothes, eat the most exquisite food, and invite the most famous Confucian. I will not let anyone If people bully you, I will hold you in the palm of my hand."

"But I happen to be twelve years younger than you."

Zhao Jue leaned on Liu E's shoulder, and his voice became lower and lower: "I'm sorry, you have tasted the suffering in the world before me."

Liu E patted Zhao Jue on the back lightly and closed his eyes.

When we were young, we thought that love was everything, regardless of age, status, or everything, only the person, and love was pure and serious.

When you grow up, love changes in nature.

It depends on the status, the identity, the age, and you have to walk into the right camp, completely losing the sincerity of being young because of love.

Liu E looked up at the sky full of stars, she was no longer young, and she didn't have the capital to be young and frivolous.

Huanjun Mingzhu tears down and hates not meeting when she is not married.

Memories flooded my heart one after another, and finally came together in one sentence:

"Goodbye, little prince."

never see again.

Your future is Kangping Avenue, and my future is a single-plank bridge crowded by thousands of troops.

The rivers and lakes are huge, and the temples are far away. Once you let go, it will be a reincarnation.

"I wish you a bright future, and find a good man again."

Zhao Huan sent someone to pick up Liu E.

Zhao Jue went to see her off.

Zhao Jue, who always had a sunny and smiling face, had a gloomy and terrifying face.

Liu E lowered the car curtain and closed her eyes.

The chariots and horses creaked, from Xiangyang to the capital, and Liu E became one of Zhao Huan's many concubines.

The difference is that the original prince Zhao Huan did not have a concubine, but the current emperor Zhao Huan has a queen.

Born noble, polite, with a pair of eyes that are always smiling.

She took Liu E's hand and said good sister, but she is looking forward to you. Your Majesty is fond of you.

In a word, Liu E was pushed to the forefront.

Liu E asked herself that she was not a kind person, so scheming and fighting were inevitable.

The world only knows to repay hatred with virtue, but forgets that there are words behind the saint.

Repaying resentment with virtue, why repay virtue?

Liu E defeated women in the harem one after another.

The Great Song Dynasty, Tokyo City, is finally about to usher in her era.

Liu E is pregnant, and after the imperial hospital's pulse is checked, it must be the prince.Zhao Huanxi couldn't help it.

The hospital is highly skilled in medicine, and he can never miss the pulse.

The queens that Zhao Huan established before were all the daughters of powerful officials. As an emperor, he was fed up with this kind of life. He wanted to make Liu E the queen, but because Liu E was born too humble, the matter of making the queen was delayed again and again. , until Liu E became pregnant.

Zhao Huan had no children, and if Liu E gave birth to the only boy at this time, and made Liu E queen, the officials would have nothing to say.

Concubine Li was also pregnant with Liu E.

Concubine Li's background was not high, she was just a court lady, but because Zhao Huan liked her innocent personality, she transformed into a favorite concubine.

Zhao Huan knew that the officials didn't like Liu E, who was born as a dancer, and he couldn't directly make Liu E the queen, so he said, whoever is the prince of Liu E or Concubine Li, he will make the queen.

Concubine Li has fewer months than Liu E. Zhao Huan felt that it should be Mr. Liu E who gave birth to the child.

Liu E also thought so.

Until the little eunuchs came to Zhao Huan in a hurry, saying that Concubine Li was about to give birth.

Liu E was rubbing ink beside Zhao Huan at that time, and when she heard the news, her fingers trembled slightly, and then she returned to normal.

Over the years, anyone who intends to compete with her has been put into limbo by her.

At first she looked at Li Concubine's simplicity, so she didn't attack Li Concubine, but now it seems that she has misjudged the person.

Those who are foolish on the outside and traitorous on the inside cannot be kept, and even those who want to overwhelm her cannot be kept.

She came to Tokyo City from Xiangyang City, not for people to abuse her and bully her.

The change of the civet cat for the prince happened smoothly.

Unfortunately, that day was the birthday of Eight Sage King Zhao Defang, and Zhao Huan asked Chen Lin to pick birthday peaches for Eight Sage King with a big basket.

After picking the birthday peaches, Chen Lin said goodbye to Zhao Zhen and Liu E with a smile.

Zhao Huan waved his hand and told Chen Lin to go down.

The sun was just right, Zhao Huan narrowed his eyes and said, "I always feel that after you came back from Xiangyang City, something is different from before."

Liu E smiled slightly, peeled an orange for Zhao Huan, and said, "What are the differences?"

Zhao Huan said calmly: "You laugh more than before."

"When you were in the palace, you always didn't like to laugh."

Liu E said: "Don't your majesty like courtiers and concubines to laugh?"

Zhao Huan took the tangerine, and said with light eyebrows, "I like it."

"Why don't you like it?"

"You love to laugh, of course I'm happy."

Zhao Huan turned his head and looked at Liu E for a while, his eyes resting on her lower abdomen.

Zhao Huan's eyes softened, he gently stroked Liu E's lower abdomen with his fingers, and said, "You always think too badly about people's hearts."

Liu E smiled and said nothing, Zhao Huan continued: "It's not necessary."

"I like you."

Zhao Huan seemed to be talking to himself, but also seemed to be talking to Liu E.

Liu E also said indifferently: "The concubine also likes His Majesty."

Time is the best medicine. It doesn't mean that time can cure everything, but that after a long time, those things you can accept and those you can't accept will become insignificant.

People always have to look forward, live in the present, and look forward to the future.

"That would be the best."

Zhao Huan sighed, and said: "I will give you what I can give you, and if I don't give you, you don't want to think about it anymore."

Concubine Li gave birth to an evildoer and was thrown into the cold palace by Zhao Huan.

On the same day, King Baxian gave birth to a son named Zhao Zhen.

In the evening, Guo Huai went back and forth to Liu E, saying that the son born to Concubine Li was taken away by Chen Lin and given to the Eight Sage Kings. The son of the Eight Sage Kings today is the child of Concubine Li and His Majesty.

Liu E caressed her lower abdomen and said casually, "You're wrong. Concubine Li never gave birth to a baby boy. The civet cat she gave birth to was a monster."

"Since the Baxian King has a son, let's give him a congratulatory gift."

Another half month later, Liu E also gave birth to a boy.

Zhao Huan made Liu E the queen, and the boy she gave birth to as the prince.

Liu E finally put on the phoenix clothes.

After many years, the Great Song Dynasty had a new queen. According to the usual practice, the vassal kings would come to Beijing to congratulate them.

During the singing and dancing, Liu E saw Zhao Jue.

He took off the cleanliness and warmth of a young man, and wore a vassal king's robe, with a cold temperament, and his smiling eyes were half-closed and half-drooped, out of tune with the noisy atmosphere around him.

Behind him was a woman in green shirt with the same cool demeanor.

Time is the funniest and most ruthless thing. At that time, he liked to laugh, but Liu E didn't like to laugh.

Now Liu E likes to laugh, but Zhao Jue doesn't like to laugh anymore.

Time flies, and what you take away may be the things you despise the most but also the most precious.

Zhao Jue raised his glass to Liu E. There was no smile in his half-closed eyes. He just looked at Liu E like that, his eyes were like the cold wind in winter.

Zhao Jue said: "Congratulations to the emperor's wife."

"I wish the emperor's sister-in-law a long and prosperous life."

Liu E accepted his blessing with a smile, and finished drinking with a smile.

Once the large embroidered robe covered his face, he was a stranger from then on.

The banquet ended very late, and Zhao Huan drank too much wine, so he didn't rest with her.

Liu E asked the little maid to remove her make-up and took off the heavy phoenix hairpin on her head, which made her feel better.

Her face was printed on the bronze mirror, and she waved for the maid to go out.

Dressed in Tsing Yi lightly to.

Liu E looked at her face in the mirror, and heard a slightly cold voice behind her: "I come from Bashu."

Liu E said indifferently: "What a coincidence, this palace is too."

The woman in Tsing Yi came over, put a porcelain vase on the table, and said, "If one day you regret it, he will still take you back."

Liu E lowered her eyes, looked at the porcelain vase for a while, then raised her head, raised her eyebrows slightly, and said, "I never do anything I regret."

The woman in Tsing Yi walked away with a voice like her own, coming and going in a hurry: "Wealthy and charming eyes, the empress can do it for herself."

Liu E lowered her head and chuckled, and put the porcelain bottle in the makeup box.

In this world, how can there be so many people who can do it for themselves, but it's just a trick of self-deception.

There is no rehearsal or rewind in her life, no matter how unwilling she is, she has to grit her teeth and move forward.

The prince born by Liu E died of illness before reaching adulthood.

Zhao Huan couldn't accept this matter, and quickly lost weight, and the government fell on Liu E's shoulders.

Zhao Huan's illness became more and more serious day by day, Liu E said: "Your Majesty, my concubine is already old, and I am afraid that I will not be able to give birth to a prince for Your Majesty."

Liu E looked at Zhao Huan on the sickbed, and said, "No, Your Majesty should adopt the son of the Eight Sage Kings as the crown prince."

A look of emotion appeared on Zhao Huan's sallow face. He held Liu E's hand and didn't speak for a while.

I don't know how long it took, but his eyes, which had been a little energetic just now, faded again.

Zhao Huan said: "I'm sorry for you."

Liu E shook her head: "Concubines are not bitter."

"The concubine's fortune is nothing more than that."

When we were young, we made a vow to compare ourselves with the Lord of Heaven. Only then did we realize that the net of fate had wrapped you in it from the very beginning.

Whether it's a struggle or a compromise, it's just a different road to the same goal.

Presumptuously making wedding dresses for others.

Zhao Huan said: "If you want to cry, you can cry."

Liu E looked at the mountain of memorials and said, "Your Majesty, if you have to cry for everything, you will not be able to live through this day."

Zhao Huan was silent.

In the end, Zhao Zhen was established as the prince.

After Zhao Huan persisted for two years, he finally let go.

Before he died, he took Liu E's hand and said intermittently: "I promise you to listen to the government behind the curtain, I promise you the right to abolish the emperor, I promise you to be above all officials, I promise you..."

At the end, Zhao Huan lowered his voice, firmly grabbed Liu E's hand, and said with difficulty: "I promise you, live the life you want."

Liu E finally cried out.

Zhao Huan raised his hand, trying to wipe away the tears on her face, but he stretched his hand halfway, and then hung down powerlessly.

Liu E held his hand and cried so hard that she couldn't help herself.

In the dilemma between Jiangshan and beauty, Zhao Huan still chose her.

She thought that she was used to Zhao Huan, but when that man really closed his eyes, she finally understood that long-term love is not a matter of weighing the pros and cons.

A long time makes love, which is also love.

It's a pity that she understood it too late.

Zhao Huan only left her a few short words, and a great Song Dynasty in a precarious state.

She didn't even have time to be sad, she was overwhelmed by political affairs.

The young man who had amazed her time was ready to start a rebellion.

Liu E played chess with himself in the room, and when he thought about it, he was overwhelmed.

In the end, she still needs to protect the country Zhao Huan left her.

The courtiers presented a picture of Empress Wu facing the court, implying that she would be enthroned as emperor.

Liu E threw the picture on the ground, took a sip of tea, looked at the courtiers kneeling on the ground trembling, and said casually: "The late emperor treated Ai's family with deep affection, how could Ai's family do things that are unbearable to him?"

Perhaps because she is getting older, she can now calmly face the difficult things that were brooding in her heart at the beginning.

Gong Mei sent her to the palace, perhaps it was really for her own good.

Zhao Huan stubbornly surrounded her, maybe it was really to give her supreme honor.

When she was old, all she could think of was how well others treated her.

Only that amazingly talented young man, she couldn't think of it at all.

She has already passed the age of holding the scriptures in a daze, and the Chu River and Han Realms are at war, which seems to be the best destination for her and Zhao Jue.

Until that night, another girl came to her bedroom.

Different from the girl 20 years ago, this woman loves to smile, with curved eyebrows and coquettish demeanor, very much like Zhao Jue many years ago.

As soon as Du Yu entered the room, he sat on the chair with big thorns, crossed his legs, and swayed his knees.

She casually poured herself a cup of tea and drank it with her neck raised, leaving the bright red lipstick on the cup.

Du Yu said: "There are so many chastity archways in the Song Dynasty, and there is no shortage of empresses."

"The short-lived ghost of the first emperor has been dead for so many years, what are you still holding his tablet for?"

"Fuck, it's time to marry, it's time to marry. You must be happy to be happy in life. If you don't go crazy, you will really be old."

Liu E raised her head, and Du Yu's smiling face bumped into her eye sockets.

Du Yu smiled and said: "Although life can't be the same as in the storybook, let's meet unexpectedly and talk to each other from the bottom of my heart. I also like you who haven't announced it for many years."

"But we can minimize our regrets in our controlled lives. Otherwise, the sentence I like you too, brought into the coffin, is really wronged to death."

"It's like my sister, who finally figured out who she really liked when she was about to die. Unfortunately, it was too late. She owed that person a love, and she couldn't say it until she died."

Liu E did not speak.

Du Yu stepped forward, tilted his head and looked at Liu E, and said, "You don't owe the Song Dynasty a queen mother who turned the tide, and you don't owe the late emperor a chaste widow. You are worthy of the Song Dynasty and the Zhao family. Zong, the only one who is sorry to the people in the world is yourself."

"You owe yourself a life."

Liu E closed her eyes. She lost her parents when she was young, lost her son and husband in middle age, and went through all the hardships in life.

Liu E opened his eyes, and his eyes were clear: "The King of Xiangyang launched an army to rebel, and he must die."

Du Yu smiled and said: "I know, the prince must die."

"Ma'am, have you ever heard that sentence?"

"What?"

"The reason why you walk easily on the road is because someone is carrying the weight for you."

Du Yu smiled, raised his eyebrows lightly, and said: "Du Yu is not talented, and he is willing to be the one who bears the burden of the prince, in order to repay the prince's great kindness."

"Du Yu will give the world an explanation, and I will also invite my mother, please cherish it."

Against the light, Du Yu walked out.

Liu E stretched out her hand, and the fine sunlight shone on her palm, making it warm.

The King of Xiangyang, Zhao Jue, was put to death. Since then, the Song Dynasty no longer had the tendency to separate the vassal kings. She finally solved all the mess left by Zhao Huan and returned the power to the emperor Zhao Zhen.

After returning to power, Liu E is finally going to finish her rough life.

Before dying, Zhao Zhen changed her into the emperor's gown. Liu E didn't come up in one breath, and it was dark before her eyes.

The Empress Dowager collapsed and was buried in Yongding Mausoleum with the posthumous title of "Zhang Xian Ming Su" Empress.

In the darkness, she heard a familiar voice: "You don't want to be with Gu if you die?"

"I've followed you all my life, but this time, I don't want to follow you anymore."

"Gu is not a good person, Gu just wants to be with you."

"Sister E, live once for the lonely, and live once for yourself."

There have been many spring dreams in the history, so many prodigies in the world.

No need to worry and arrange, pay now and now.

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