Olympian world

After the two of them left, Lu Sheng sat back and stared blankly at his mother's photo.

At Pu Jingsheng's place, the doctor applied purple syrup to the corner of his bleeding mouth, and his face was so bruised and purple that it looked funny.

Lu Le took out a letter and handed it to Pu Jingsheng: "Brother, this is a letter from my mother."

Pu Jingsheng was taken aback, and rubbed Lele's head: "You just want to avoid this letter from your brother?"

Lu Le nodded.

Pu Jingsheng waited for the potion on the corner of his mouth to dry up, then sat in the hospital corridor and opened the letter.

The content of Aunt Lu's letter is not long, but every word hits the point:

Hello Park Jingsheng, when Auntie wrote this letter, she only met you once, and she seemed to be unfamiliar with you. She should have no qualifications to say these things, but I know that my time is not long, so this This letter must be written, please be considerate of a mother's heart.

Auntie doesn't know your attitude towards Xiaobing, but from what he usually said to me, I can see that you are very kind to him and he believes in you. Be beaming, you're the only young man who smiles when he mentions your name.

He told me that you were very kind to him and Lele, and that you helped him a lot during his usual training, and he didn’t have much experience going out when he was performing everywhere, and it was you who always took him with him, as long as you were by his side, He is very relieved, Auntie is here to thank you, thank you for being so kind to him.

Xiaobing has physical defects because of some things in his childhood. Auntie doesn’t know if it’s good for him to tell you about these things. If you can’t accept him, Auntie begs you, just be a deceased old man’s request to you, please don’t say it , he was fed abortion pills because of me. Although he was lucky enough to save his life, he has physical defects. Although he is a boy, his penis is not well developed. Auntie is really sorry for him. She didn’t protect him well when she was a child. , He has to bear so much pain when he grows up.He loves studying very much. He got good grades when he was a child, but he was forced to drop out of school in order to bear the responsibility of his family. He lost his father when he was young, and lost his mother when he was an adult. It was really hard.

Because of his physical defects, Xiaobing told me a few years ago that he would not like girls. I have never felt that there is anything shameful about a child whose orientation is different from ordinary people. It was his misfortune to be born into this family. , all I can do is wish him happiness.

Xiaobing is not good at words, but he has a very good heart. I know he likes you. He would not bring a stranger to see me. I asked him that day, and he admitted it. Thoughts on you.Lele also likes you very much, if possible, I hope you can help their brothers and sisters more.As for the relationship, Auntie can't force it. Not everyone likes people of the same sex, but Auntie hopes that if you don't like him, you can refuse him in a gentle way. His heart full of holes can't bear too many rejections.Don't look down on him because of this, even if you can't be a lover, he must very much hope to be a good friend with you.He told me before that he would not take the initiative to confess his love to you, and he would not point out this line, because he cherishes you as a friend.

I handed over my most precious son to you, thank you, Auntie is in heaven, praying for you.

A fluttering letter carries too much power.

Lu Le watched Jing Sheng's brother staring at the letter, his eyes slowly turned red, and said, "Did my mother write something that made my brother unhappy, so my brother cried?"

Pu Jingsheng rubbed her head: "No, my mother wrote a long letter to my brother, and my brother was very moved, so he cried." He put the letter away: "Let's go, go back and see my brother." He made up his mind, Do it today, and you won’t regret it any more.

When they returned to the mourning hall, Lu Sheng still knelt there quietly, as if he had become a statue.

Pu Jingsheng suddenly thought of the figure in the bar that made his heart flutter, why did he like the sound of going on the road at that time?

Everyone thinks that he is a son of a rich family, a low-powered relative who has something to do with the company, and even He Ran thinks so. The opportunity to come to China to work hard this time is won by himself. No matter whether he succeeds or not, he Always go back.He is also under a lot of pressure. He is trying his best to compete for the top. He cannot let himself be looked down upon because of the hat of a relationship householder. He is too tired to practice during the day and has too many thoughts at night. I didn't want to go back to the crowded dormitory to see the faces with all kinds of schemes and calculations, and the annoying bad man like Cui Hao, so I chose to go to the bar after the evening practice.

Lu Sheng should be new here, he hadn't seen him in the past few months.Before the sound of the road, the man who played the piano here was an overly soft-looking man. I heard that he played the music well, but his conduct was not very good. In other words, the people here, who would dare to ask them to be as good as a white lotus ?He had affairs with several clients. It seemed that he was beaten to death by a powerful real estate agent because of stealing money. In the end, he said that he had an affair with a man and lost face. Can't make it through suicide.This society is like this. It is easier for the powerful and powerful to crush the inferior than to crush an ant.

But fortunately the man left, otherwise he would not have encountered the sound of the road.

The sound of the road at that time was really clean. He didn't wear flirtatious and revealing clothes like the previous man, and he didn't wink at the audience on the stage, and he didn't make that kind of gesture.He was really playing the piano, and he asked the audience what tunes he liked. The tunes he played at the time were all like Canon Chopin, to let him know that he really loves music and is also a real born musician.He has his strength of character, because Park Jingsheng asked the boss privately at that time, the road sound in the boss's mouth was a down-and-out young master, and his every gesture was a kind of charm from the upper class, which would not be underestimated. The boss also said that he was clean Really, apart from playing the piano, he doesn't even drink with guests.So he looked at him a few more times.

Lu Sheng was really good-looking, the kind of beauty that a man would fall in love with when he saw him, and his eyes were beautiful. It is said that the boss wanted to use him to attract customers and wanted him to take a group of promotional photos, but he refused.The boss persuaded him earnestly to put some makeup on the stage, and Lu Sheng drew eyeliner. I heard that a bartender painted it for him. He kept moving around during the painting, as if he was not used to drawing these things. Pu Jingsheng knew that from their first performance, when the stylist helplessly fiddled with him, he knew that Lu Sheng was not a person who naturally likes to be enchanting.But his make-up is really good-looking, Park Jingsheng was attracted by his demeanor when he raised his eyes on the stage, and foolishly ran to the bar every day, after this run, rumors spread everywhere that he went to nightclubs and went to bars and didn't return at night. There's no way you don't come home at night, it's just that you go back later at night.Later, He Ran couldn't see it, probably because he listened to the leader's instructions to discipline himself, and he also ran to the bar to stay, and caught himself a few times, and he understood that he would go back earlier at night, but he still couldn't control himself. Want to see the road sound heart.Fortunately, He Ran discovered the excellence of his dragon spit bead with a unique vision, brought him back, let him leave the muddy land, let him shine on this stage, let himself, be his strong knight.

It seems that we have known each other for more than a year, but he is still that pure boy.

Their encounter was so incredible, yet so natural.It seems that the destined person is standing there, waiting for you to pat him on the shoulder and say: "Hey, we finally met, it's not too late."

The boy named Lu Sheng is kneeling there now, just the back view makes people feel very distressed.

He lost his father when he was young, lost his mother when he was young, and supported the burden of the family alone. How lonely and strong is he?

He handed Lele to the nanny, and then stepped into the mourning hall.

He knelt down on another futon and said, "Auntie, don't worry, leave Lusheng to me, and I will take good care of him, and take care of him for the rest of his life, so that he won't be so uncomfortable and painful again."

Lu Sheng was unconscious at first, and turned his head in a daze after hearing this, Pu Jingsheng quickly grabbed his hand, kowtowed to his aunt's coffin a few times, and said: "I like Lu Sheng, and I want to be with him forever Together, but before that, I want him to fulfill his dream, being in the showbiz, maybe we can’t give each other a good result yet, but I will work hard, hold his hand today, in your In front of me, I want to tell you, don't worry, I will finish what you told me, and I must take good care of the sound of the road, so that he will not be under so much pressure in the future, he can lean on me when he is under pressure, and he and I Share it together."

Hearing so many words in a daze, Lu Sheng felt that everything was so unreal, but one thing he could feel was that his heart was beating uncontrollably, as if something was about to come out same.

Park Jingsheng broke Passing Sheng's face, and kissed him on the lips that were bitten because of sadness.

It was probably because he kissed so urgently that his mouth smelled of blood.He felt Lu Sheng's struggle, and quickly let go of Lu Sheng, only to see tears in the corners of his eyes, indescribably sad: "What's wrong?"

Lu Sheng said, "I... can't do this with my mother."

Pu Jing smiled: "Auntie gave you to me before she left, you can see for yourself?"

He took out the letter, took it back before handing it to Lu Sheng, and said: "Give it back to me after reading it, don't hide it yourself, it's from my auntie, I want to keep it, if you don't want me anymore, I can still take this and cry."

He put the letter in front of Lu Sheng, but Lu Sheng didn't open it, but looked at his mother's photo and said, "My mother, did I tell you about me?"

Pu Jingsheng nodded: "She told me that your body is abnormal."

"Park Jingsheng, but I don't want you to pity me."

Park Jingsheng said: "No, I have liked you for a long time, but I have never dared to confess to you. Lu Sheng, don't be nervous, okay? Don't doubt, I really like you, I have liked you for a long time, in the bar I just like you."

"But you confessed your love now, not because my mother is gone, you feel sorry for me..."

Pu Jingsheng feels that Lu Sheng has entered a dead end now, but this person is like this now, and he can't just slap him to wake him up. He is a person who will walk for the rest of his life, so how can he be willing to slap him.

Pu Jingsheng pretended to be fierce and said: "So I like helping the poor so much, I don't even know it."

Lu Sheng heard that his tone was wrong, and quickly turned to look at him, but saw Pu Jingsheng get up: "Forget it, you don't want to confess to you, white-eyed wolf, don't say it, I will leave now, and I won't hinder your eyes."

Lu Sheng hurriedly pulled him, but after kneeling for too long, he couldn't stand still, he knelt down again with a plop, and his head hit the ground, Pu Jingsheng's heart tightened, and he quickly picked him up.

Lu Sheng said, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to annoy you."

Park Jingsheng stared at him for a while, then adjusted his clothes and hair silently, and said, "Just now you kowtowed on the futon, even if we have worshiped our parents, you will be my wife in the future. When you are free Let's go to the Netherlands to get a certificate, and it will be considered legal."

Lu Sheng: "..." You were still feeling sorry for him just now, why did you sell yourself in the blink of an eye?Park Jingsheng, this big-tailed wolf who likes to pretend to be a rabbit!

Park Jingsheng saw that he was silent again, thinking that he was unwilling, and said: "If you are really embarrassed, tell me if you don't want to, I won't force you, if you don't like me that much..."

Lu Sheng quickly stopped him: "No! I'm not, I'm just..." He thought for a while and said, "I like you and want to be with you, but it seems a bit early to talk about marriage. "

Park Jing laughed: "Then let's fall in love first?"

Lu Sheng nodded.

Park Jingsheng put one arm around him and said, "Let's fall in love first, and I'll listen to you. From now on, when you become a parent, I will give you my bank card and credit card when I go back, and you will take care of them later."

Lu Sheng smiled: "Have you really decided? I don't have anything, I don't have a good family background to match you, and I'm still a boy, so let's forget about a boy. My body is still deformed, and I still have no sense of humor. People who have a very boring life, I have to take care of my sister, even if it is a drag in the eyes of others..."

Pu Jingsheng wanted to kiss him, but felt that it would be bad to start now, so he knelt down in front of Mama Lu's coffin seriously, and said, "Auntie, Lu Sheng doesn't believe me, what do you think I should do?"

Lu Sheng carefully defended: "No, I just can't believe that such a good thing happened to me... I am a person, usually nothing good will happen to me."

Park Jingsheng said: "Have you forgotten? My name means hope. If you are with me, there will be no more haze in the future."

"But if you leave me, my hope is gone again."

Park Jingsheng: "...Okay, I'm going to get a tattoo tomorrow, the name of the tattoo on my forehead, I see who else dares to approach me and snatch me away, so I have no choice but to be with you Together, you will be at ease."

Lu Sheng: "Oh, that's not what I meant..."

Park Jingsheng became serious, and said to Lu's mother's photo, "Auntie, I like Lu Sheng. I don't care about his body or his gender. I don't care if he has a sense of humor. Anyway, I think I am quite funny and can make him laugh. , make him happy every day, I can help him take care of his sister, Lu Le will also be my sister in the future, we really hit it off, and we are destined to be a family." He paused and said: "When I have time, I will Lu Sheng introduced it to my family members, and I will tell my sister now that in the future I will take him to the Netherlands to obtain a certificate, and then we will spend the rest of our lives together..."

He said he was about to take out his mobile phone, but was stopped by the sound of the road: "Okay, I understand, I understand your heart, and I am the same. You don't want to broadcast the world so that everyone knows, let's The team has just experienced Lin Moran's departure, and we can't bear so many twists and turns, anyway, we have always been together, as long as we know, it's fine, why do so many people know."

Park Jingsheng took it for granted: "Of course, the whole world should know about falling in love. Only when we share our happiness together can we be happy."

Lu Sheng shook his head: "I still don't like so many people sharing my things."

Park Jingsheng is like a big dog, I really want to put on a tail to show cuteness to the sound of the road to make him laugh, and said: "Okay, okay, I will listen to you, and I will not make it public. When you want to talk, I will call you at any time." Telephone."

Lu Sheng smiled with satisfaction: "Yeah!"

Looking at Park Jingsheng's handsome and sunny face, Lu Sheng temporarily suppressed the uneasiness in his heart. He didn't know how tolerant the world is towards homosexuality, and he didn't know that as a public figure, if it was exposed that homosexuality was against him in the future, he would What will the impact on their careers be like?I don't know what this kind of love will be like to his future life, but at this moment he chooses to let go of all these thoughts, let go of all the pressure and live a good life with Park Jingsheng, regardless of the past and not afraid of the future, and enjoy every moment of the present A day of happiness within reach.As a human being, it’s really meaningless to think so much. It’s better to smile at the people you love more. At least before those unknown panics come, there are still people who can hold your hand, and you will be very happy.

At dawn, Lu Sheng and Pu Jingsheng took Lu Le to send Mama Lu's body to the crematorium for cremation, and then took Mama Lu's ashes back to Lu Sheng's hometown.