Langya's dream

Chapter 120 Three [Reconciliation]

Half a month later, my injury has almost healed; since I left the palace that day, I have never seen Jingyan again, because of this injury, it is really inconvenient to see each other.

I walked slowly to the lotus pond, looking at the bare water surface, I couldn't help feeling lonely; there were still a few days before the frost came, and the weather didn't seem to be excessive, but it suddenly became very cold; I tightened my grip subconsciously cloak.

Coo coo... There was a bird chirping around, I looked up, and it was really Xiaobai; it has become more and more disobedient recently, either falling on a tree or on the roof, and it still doesn't make any noise Ken down.

"Xiaobai, be good, come down, please, my sister will give you candy."

"Dear Xiaobai, come down, my sister will show you something nice."

"Xiaobai, come down for me, believe it or not, I will cook you up!"

However...it still didn't move at all. I touched my waist with my backhand, trying to drive it off with a whip, but found that it was empty; I forgot, the whip was gone.

"Han Yan!" I shouted loudly.

In an instant, Han Yan trotted over, "What's your order, miss?"

"Get Xiaobai down!"

Han Yan replied yes, and then imitated a few bird calls, and Xiao Bai obediently flew onto his shoulder.

"Okay, you little white, don't you recognize your master?" I said while taking the note from its foot.

"There is news from the pavilion that Li Chongxin has appeared in Tengzhou and has sent someone there."

This handwriting is obviously the eldest brother's, but... Tengzhou?Why did Xia Jiang arrange for him to go to Tengzhou?But this does not rule out that it was Princess Xuanji's idea, but now that Princess Xuanji is dead, there is no proof of death; I handed the note to Han Yan, and Han Yan clearly took out the flint and burned the note on the spot.

Sitting on the hammock, I thought to myself: Although Li Zhongxin has been found, I don’t know if Xuanji left anything for Xia Jiang before his death. Brother, this point is really too hasty, and it’s not like his style at all; thank you Yu has become more and more complacent recently, and Emperor Liang deeply likes him; although Xia Jiang has always been the same, he is obviously a man who manipulates secretly; Nie Feng told me conclusively that he is not writing anything, Even if it was written, it was burned immediately; the emperor at Beiyan also promised me, so there must be no mistakes in this matter, and the Chiyan case will definitely not happen!It's just King Qi... Well, the relationship between their father and son is getting worse and worse, but how can I intervene in this relationship?I tried to persuade him several times, but he didn't listen.

"Little Jin."

I heard the shout, turned around and saw that it was Jingyan; I immediately jumped out of the hammock, why did he come here?

Jingyan stepped forward and asked, "How is the injury?"

"It's all good, how about you?" I tried my best to sound calm.

Jingyan nodded, took out a new whip, and handed it to me; I frowned slightly, remembering how I hurt Fengxin that day, shook my head and said, "What are you doing? I quit martial arts."

Jingyan was stunned for a moment, and said guiltily, "I'm sorry Xiaojin, I was too impulsive that day, I got someone to make this whip again, and this hairpin, I got someone to repair it again."

I looked at him with a whip in one hand and a hairpin in the other, and I didn't know what it was like, sad?happy?then what.

"You keep it, I really don't need it anymore. As for the hairpin, no matter how well it is repaired, it's not the same as before; I didn't blame you for Fengxin's matter, so you don't have to feel so guilty, besides, I'm It really hurt her." I had no intention of taking these items, but I really don't know, we won't be going back.

Jingyan threw these two things on the ground in an instant, and said, "Since you don't want it, it's useless for me to keep it; but I don't want to be like you, you know that day I heard that you were saved by... Fifth Brother, How much self-blame I have in my heart, I hate myself for being useless, I can't even protect you..."

"Don't say that, it has nothing to do with you, it's my own problem." Before Jingyan finished speaking, I interrupted him, I was afraid that if I listened to it, I couldn't help but love him.

Jingyan pulled me into his arms, hugged me tightly, and whispered in my ear, "No, you never know how sad and self-blaming I will be when I know the truth, Xiaojin , I have already lost my child, and I really can’t lose you anymore; can we not do this? Can you not torture me?”

I clenched my fists tightly and let my nails hurt myself. In this era, we have no way to fall in love freely. I really want to be compromised in this era.

"Then what is the truth? Why did Feng Xin... die suddenly?" I asked.

After a while, Jingyan opened his mouth and said, "Do you still remember Caidie, her personal servant girl? She put oleander in the princess's diet, and when you hurt her that day, she deliberately knocked her aside. Let the princess hit a stone; but when we found out the truth, she had committed suicide in fear of crime."

What?It turned out to be a butterfly!But why did she do this?I can't figure it out.

Jingyan let go of me, looked at me affectionately, and said, "Today, my father ordered me to go to the East China Sea after Frost's Landing, and I will not be recalled without a decree, so I don't know when I will see you again. I don't know what will happen to you when I'm not around, so Xiaojin, can we stop being like this?"

"Embassy to the East China Sea?" I almost screamed out.

Jingyan nodded in confusion.

No, no, I obviously made good arrangements, why would I go to the East China Sea as an envoy?What is the reason for Jingyan to go to the East China Sea?This is too sudden; there is no decree not to recall, is it because I made trouble at the Mid-Autumn Festival banquet that day?After thinking about it, I asked, "Have you told Brother Lin Shu?"

Jingyan nodded.

"Then did he ask you to bring him anything?"

"How do you know? He said he wanted me to bring him a pearl back." Jingyan looked at me with a surprised expression, but I was even more surprised than him in my heart.

I bent down and picked up the whip and hairpin on the ground, tried to suppress my inner emotions, and said to Jingyan calmly and happily: "I've accepted the things, don't worry, I love you before, and I still do now. , but I also hope that you can trust me in the future, I am a little sleepy today, so go back first."

Seeing what I said, Jingyan's sad face suddenly became brighter, almost as if he had left Xin Zhai with Lie Zhanying with a smile on his face.

After seeing Jingyan off, I immediately went back to the study and wrote a letter to my eldest brother, telling him not to play around Nanchu, and to go find Li Chongxin quickly to ensure his safety.

After finishing writing, I picked up the cloak and went straight to Ningguohou's mansion.