Langya's dream

Chapter 190 [Heavenly Reincarnation]

The residual heat of the day also seeped into the night, and the cicadas were singing one after another. I sat by the bed and stayed awake. It was obviously a hot day, but my hands were as cold as ice, no matter how warm they were, they couldn’t be warmed.

What Lin Chen said today undoubtedly made me instantly experience the feeling of joy and sorrow, but what he said was correct, my body is indeed unable to give birth to a new life properly.

But let me end this unborn child with my own hands, how can I do it?What's more, this is the crystallization of love between me and Jingyan. No matter which of the two of us leaves first, this child is a thought, but now the child has been sentenced to death by Lin Chen, the reason is that my body is too toxic.

Suddenly I thought of Liying Grass, isn't that grass detoxifying?Could it be after detoxification... After thinking about it, I got up and opened the door to Lin Chen's bedroom.

"Brother, are you resting?" I asked softly standing outside the door.

After a while, Lin Chen opened the door and let me in sideways.

I looked at him, and asked impatiently: "Brother, didn't you say that Liyingcao can detoxify my body? Does it mean that after detoxification, this child will be able to land safely?"

After closing the door, Lin Chen nodded, walked to the side of the seat, brushed his clothes and sat down, raised his hand and beckoned to me, motioning for me to sit too.

Every time I see whether he is in a hurry, I feel like an ant on a hot pot, wishing to pry his mouth open to let him speak quickly.

Lin Chen picked up the teacup and took a sip of the tea, and finally spoke.

"That's right, Liying Grass can indeed detoxify your body, and it can also keep this child. I'm here not only to treat the white-haired patient, but also to treat your poison."

"But does the Liying Grass work only after you sacrifice yourself?" I directly asked the question in my heart.

Lin Chen put down the teacup, opened the folding fan and fanned it lightly, boasting with his nostrils upturned, "Who told you, am I the kind of person who sacrifices himself for others?"

As soon as I saw his expression, I knew he was lying, and I didn't know who he inherited. He was obviously a person who valued love and righteousness, but he just pretended not to care about anything.

I shook my head helplessly, and said what Concubine Jing said to me that day: "I asked Concubine Jing, her medical skills are not bad, so I believe her words; What you said on the top of Langya Mountain that day made me suspicious. Big brother, tell me the truth, is Dad committing suicide so that you can use his blood to make blood pills, and then you can eat the blood pills? Next, wait for the blood pill to melt into your body, take out your heart blood and detoxify me with Liyingcao?"

"You think too highly of me, will I give my heart and soul to you, a little heartless? I am the Pavilion Master of Langya Pavilion!"

Hearing that he was still talking so nonchalantly, I couldn't help becoming anxious, and shouted at him seriously: "Lin Chen! I'm not joking with you. Once the blood in your heart is cut out, you can't live. I There are no parents anymore, can you still want me to watch my only relative die for me?"

Lin Chen saw that I was serious, and really couldn't make it any longer, he put away the folding fan, nodded his head and said truthfully, "Yes, I lied to you that day, and that's because I told you the truth and you wouldn't detoxify it. ! I have refined the blood pill, and Liyingcao has also been brought here, if you hadn’t been pregnant, I would have eaten the blood pill today.”

I was so angry that I didn't know what to do, I clenched my fists and looked out the window; if I hadn't asked Concubine Jing that day, wouldn't I have watched him die without knowing the reason!How could they be so cruel?As a family member, how can one life be exchanged for two?

Thinking about it, I suppressed the liquid in my eyes, and said softly, "Lin Chen, are you stupid? Do you know that life is very important? I'm just a woman, so why should my father fight so hard to get along with you?" Help? But you are different, you are the pavilion master, the entire Langya Pavilion depends on you, and I have no role in this world, I die when I die, you don’t have to do this. Brother, I don’t detoxify, you Give me the blood pill."

Lin Chen slapped the table heavily with a folding fan in his hand, and said with a stern face: "Nonsense, dad is dead, do you want dad to die in vain? You are the only daughter of our Lin family, how could we just sit there and watch?" Watching you go to die?"

"Then you are the only son of the Lin family. If you die, what will happen to the incense of the Lin family?"

"Isn't your stomach full of incense from the Lin family? If you don't detoxify, are you going to give up Prince Jing's child?" Lin Chen pointed at my stomach and said in a dignified manner.

When he said this, I remembered the child in my womb. If I detoxify, my elder brother will die. If I don’t understand, the child will die. How do I choose?

I stroked my flat belly lightly, as if I could feel the life inside. It was Jingyan and I's child, but why did this child make a choice with his elder brother?

After a long time, I looked up at Lin Chen, opened my lips and said slowly, "Brother, I don't detoxify, I want you to live."

Lin Chen didn't expect that I would say that. According to what he knew about me, I would choose my child.Lin Chen asked a little puzzled, "Are you not sick? You don't want Prince Jing's child anymore?"

I smiled bitterly. It's not that I don't want it, but that I can't. Jingyan will have many children in the future, so I won’t miss this one. After he becomes emperor, there will be three thousand beauties in the harem. How can he lack children, but I only have one eldest brother, and Langya Pavilion only has one pavilion master. Lin Huaijin's body should not be let her elder brother die. Considering the overall situation, this child is not as important as Lin Chen.

After thinking about it, I opened my mouth and said softly: "Brother, you are right, if you keep the green hills, you will not worry about firewood. I am still young, and I can have more children, but you are the only one, so I want you to live. "

As I said that, I stretched out my hand and asked him for the blood pill and Liying grass; Lin Chen frowned lightly, but did not take out the things for a long time.

I know he doesn't want me to die, but at the same time, I don't want him to die either. His life is more important than mine.I opened my mouth to persuade him a few more words, and finally got him to hand over the blood pill and Liying grass to me.

Holding the small box tightly, I got up and walked to Lin Chen, hugged him gently from behind, and whispered: "Brother, thank you."

After I finished speaking, I walked out of his bedroom, and my tears could no longer be controlled.

Sure enough, God is fair. I killed Xie Qi's child, and even Feng Xin's child was mostly caused by me; the way of heaven is reincarnation, and heaven has never spared anyone. This child cannot be kept.

I'm sorry baby, I'm sorry, mother has no ability to protect you, in the next life, let's have a good pregnancy.

I sobbed slightly all the way back to the bedroom and stayed up all night.

On the second day, Jingyan went to the Zhiluo Palace after going to court, Concubine Jing had some serious matters to discuss with him, so she shunned all the maidservants in the palace.

Jingyan didn't know what Concubine Jing was going to do, so he sat down and asked, "What's the matter, mother?"

Concubine Jing smiled lightly, picked up a piece of snack and handed it to him, and said slowly: "I know you have a deep love for Miss Lin, and I don't want to see you suffer from lovesickness again, so I secretly discussed it with Mr. Zhongshu Ling. , let Miss Lin marry you instead of her granddaughter, what do you think?"

Jingyan was taken aback for a moment, and after reacting, he asked, "Mother means that Xiao Jin should marry me in the name of Master Liu Cheng's granddaughter? This..., I am naturally happy in my heart, but this is the granddaughter of Master Liu Cheng. What should we do? Will Master Liu Cheng agree?"

Concubine Jing sighed softly, and said softly: "As for Mrs. Liu, you don't have to worry about it. Mrs. Liu was rescued twice by me many years ago, and she also wanted to take this opportunity to return my favor. Mrs. Liu means that she wants Miss Liu to re-enter Liu's family in the name of her daughter who has been living abroad, and I'm afraid this will wrong Miss Liu."

Hearing what Concubine Jing said, Jingyan nodded reassuringly and said, "This way, I can feel at ease. If I have wronged Mr. Liu Cheng because of my son, what is the difference between my minister and those princes who fight for each other?"

"It's best not to let too many people know about this matter. You can tell Miss Lin and Mr. Su after you go back. Mother will arrange the rest with Mrs. Liu."

Concubine Jing finished her instructions, raised her hand to touch the teapot, and said loudly: "Little Li, the tea is already cold, let's serve a pot of warmer ones, the weather is so hot, drinking cold tea will make you sick to your stomach."

Xiaoli pushed the door open and walked in, picked up the teapot respectfully, and walked out.

Jingyan couldn't hold back anymore, Concubine Jing also saw it, smiled at him, and didn't keep him for too long.