Langya's dream

Chapter 95【Three Days and Three Nights】

Hearing the voice, Jingyan turned his head, saw me standing at the door in a daze, then got up and walked over; "Xiaojin, why are you here?" Jingyan said calmly, as if he didn't know what was wrong with me.

"Come with me." I glanced at Feng Xin on the bed, turned around and said.

In the sunny afternoon, I am as cold as ice; I want to be angry, I can’t find a reason, I want to cry, and I have no confidence, as if all this is normal, if I am not happy, it is my own problem, but after all , It is indeed my own reason.

I stopped walking towards the martial arts arena, held back my temper and tears, turned around and asked, "When did the princess become pregnant? Why didn't you tell me?"

Jingyan thought for a while, and said without any concealment, "I was diagnosed a few days ago, and it was said that it has been more than a month; Xiaojin, I didn't want to be with her at first, but I don't know what's wrong. , I had this child, and I didn't tell you because I was afraid you would overthink it." Then, he also told me about Wanrong's wrong pulse diagnosis.

How much I want him to hide something at this moment. Sometimes honesty is like a sharp knife. The other party just confesses normally. The one who gets hurt is indeed the listener.

"So, regardless of whether Wanrong is pregnant or not, you really consummated the room with her when I was poisoned; whether you want it or not, Fengxin is indeed pregnant with your flesh and blood, this is undeniable; don't worry , I'm not angry, it's a good thing, why should I be angry, no wonder you came back when you heard that she was unwell when you were in Xinzhai, no wonder you left in a hurry when you heard that she didn't have breakfast, so that's the case, you said earlier Ah, I said earlier that I would not force you to stay." I said with a slight cry; in the end I still couldn't hold it back, and the tears flowed down disobediently, but I really worked hard to control it.

Jingyan raised his hand to wipe away my tears, but I blocked it, and said in a slightly low tone, "Xiaojin, I really didn't expect this to happen, I failed you, I said that a famous family is marrying you, I It will definitely be done.”

Is Ming Media getting married?Marry back and be a concubine?I don't seem to need such an identity; "There is nothing to live up to, love is what you want; let's talk about the famous family, I will prepare some gifts for your children first, and if you are fine, don't come to Xinzhai. If you have important matters, let Lie Zhanying come." I pretended to be calm and said hurriedly, ignoring his shouts, and ran away from Prince Jing's mansion.

As if he had lost his soul, he wandered back home. Regardless of Han Yan's inquiry, he closed the door with a bang. The moment the door lock was locked, I couldn't control it anymore. I covered my mouth, Try not to cry loudly, after all, I have no right to cry loudly, tears fall down like a broken pearl necklace.

Why, would I like him?Knowing that he is the seventh prince, and knowing that he will have three wives and four concubines, why do I still have to make trouble for myself?Knowing that he will not implement monogamy because of me, why should I take his promise seriously?It’s right that he has a wife, it’s right that they consummated the house, it’s even more right that his wife has a child, it’s me who is wrong, I should restrain my feelings, I should keep a distance from him!Lin Huaijin, your relationship has come to this point, you are asking for trouble, you are obviously from two worlds, but you force yourself together, what good will happen?I sat on the bearing feet, leaning against the edge of the bed and thinking.

"Miss? Did something happen to Hongxiu? Miss, how are you?" Han Yan asked outside the door. Seeing my distraught appearance, he was really worried.

And I really automatically shielded all external things, and the chaos in my mind can only be sorted out slowly by myself.

(June [-], three days later)

Since I came back from Prince Jing's mansion, I haven't gone abroad again. I haven't eaten or drank for three days, but I still don't feel hungry. Jingyan also came a few times. Every time I knock on the door, my heart hurts, so I keep closing the door. The door is missing.

Today I think the same as the previous two days. I wake up and think about it. I fall asleep when I’m tired. Regardless of whether King Qi, Jingyan, Lin Shu, or anyone else, let me return to the most natural state, and maybe I can come out.

As soon as I woke up, Han Yan's voice sounded again: "Miss, Young Marshal Lin is here, please open the door."

"Sister Huaijin, I brought Suyuezhai's vegetarian chicken, do you want to try it?" Lin Shu asked outside the door.

Lin Shu?Or Mei Changsu, even if I leave him alone, he will still be alive, right?I looked at the lily of the valley hairpin in my hand and thought, in fact, the world would be the same without me.

Lin Shu said a few words, saw that I hadn't opened the door, and heard Jingyan tell me about my situation, so he started banging on the door in a hurry, and after a quarter of an hour, the lock finally broke.

"How could it be like this?" Lin Shu walked up to me quickly and asked me to get up.

Since I didn't eat, I was dizzy after being pulled up by Lin Shu, and fell on the bed. Lin Shu turned his arms to support me, gently put me on the bed, and asked Han Yan to bring me a glass of water.

I watched as Lin Shu handed me the teacup and turned his head away.

Lin Shu passed the teacup forward again, "Are you really going to die of hunger and thirst before it's over? Are you punishing yourself or punishing Jingyan? Do you know that ever since Jingyan knew that you didn't eat? After drinking, he dragged me to drink every day, got drunk and vomited in the street, is this what you want to see? The sister Huaijin I know is not such a person."

Going out for a drink?Get drunk and vomit in the street?I never thought of punishing him, but I really don’t want to continue living in this era; Jingyan has Jingyan’s life, and it’s just as good without me, I’ve always thought so.

"I put the water here for you. If you still insist on not eating or drinking, then you and Jingyan will be fine." Lin Shu put the water glass on the bedside cabinet, turned to leave .

"What is a desperate mandarin duck?" I asked in surprise.He just had a drink, how could he die?

Lin Shu didn't turn his head, and said calmly, "He vomited blood after drinking. The doctor said that Jingyan didn't drink much since he was a child. He drank so much in one go and hurt his spleen and stomach. If he continued to drink like this, he would die of spleen and stomach bleeding. "

how come?How can you drink a drink and get stomach bleeding?Does he really care about me so much?Without thinking, I picked up the teacup and drank the water in one gulp, "Han Yan, cook me some porridge."

When Han Yan heard that I was going to eat, she happily ran to the kitchen; Lin Shu stood outside the door with a slight smile, left the vegetarian chicken in her hand, and left Xinzhai.

Although I tortured myself like this, when I heard about him, my first reaction was to not let him have trouble. It seems that I still can't let go, and even if I can't let go, I can't let Jingyan treat his own body like this. After all, I I still love him, even if I am nameless, even if he has a wife and children; even if I hide this love, I can't let him die.

After thinking about it, I lie down and prepare to have a good sleep, and then have a good meal!