[tutor] life

I stood in the pale pink smoke and dared not move.

This kind of scene, combined with the context and plot just now, and finally conjectured by association, seems to be... a rocket launcher ten years later.

There is no sound of people around, the smoke gradually dissipates, the blue of the sky, the green of the feet and the scene in front of him are gradually revealed.

My first impression was that the air would be so fresh ten years later.

ummm

I raised my right hand and touched my chin, and my left hand naturally supported my right hand.

Concave a shape thinking, I think the problem that needs to be faced now is - I, Tama, seem to be in a cemetery?To be precise, I was standing on a higher grassland, and in front of me was a luxurious and brand-new tombstone.

I went forward and knelt down to observe carefully. The flowers were still fresh.

So the answer is...

I looked up and saw the name written on the tombstone.

The Tomb of Baishi Innocence.

……

There are no photos, but I feel like it should be my own tomb.

The mood is a little complicated for a while.

At that moment, several thoughts flashed through my mind.

It is not unexpected to see my own name on the tombstone in front of me. Rather, it is in line with the identity of a "time-traveling woman" that I have wanted to forget for more than ten years.

The answer, then, is obviously that my future self committed suicide.

I lowered my eyes, this is not the future I want.

"...Shin...?"

A deep and soft voice sounded from behind, with a hint of surprise in his tone.I guessed the identity of this person suddenly in my heart, and turned around at the same time.

Just like I recognized him at first glance, there is no doubt - it is Sawada Tsunayoshi ten years later.

I stood up slowly, just looking at his face.

At this time, the only feeling I have is that I can really see the face of 10+ Tsunayoshi Sawada clearly this time, unlike manga and animation, where there is no whole face.

I haven't seen the first generation of real people, but I feel that when he grows up, he is very similar to Giotto, with his facial features fully developed, and he has grown from the childish boy in the past to a man exuding mature charm.

"Is it... Tsunayoshi-kun." I blinked, "Accident or illness?"

Judging from the layout of the scene after my death, that is, the workmanship and Feng Shui position of the tomb, it seems that I was "specially cared for" by someone.I just don't know if it's Neon or Italian?

I frowned: "It can't be the end of life, right?"

He was stunned for a moment, and took two steps forward, his gaze never leaving me from the beginning: "Can I hug you?"

"Ah?" I didn't expect him to answer the wrong question, he approached me while I was still in a daze, came to me, and stretched out his arms to wrap around me.

He grew taller, and bent down slightly towards me. My chin rested on his shoulder, and my body stiffened instantly.

I have never been hugged by a man other than my father, grandfather and grandfather (in previous life) and father (in this life), but I don't feel any ambiguous atmosphere between us at this moment.

I don't know what's going on with the future me and Tsunayoshi Sawada. He hugged me with some strength, and he didn't let go after hugging me, but never let go!

"Gang Ji-jun..." I didn't push him away, I just stood there with my hands hanging by my sides, my face was a little hot, and I was thinking about whether I should hug him back.

"Sorry, this is ten years later, you will go back in 5 minutes." I can feel his breath around me, there is no smell on him, it is very clean, I can only smell the breath brought by the breeze The smell of grass beneath my feet. .

"I just want to know, how did I die?" In the end, I reached out and patted the other person's back unfamiliarly. I didn't know where to put my hand, so I just put it there and asked repeatedly, "Is it an accident or a disease?" ?”

"It was an accident," he said.

I was a little surprised that he would answer seriously, didn't he answer the question just now?

But I'm not sure if the answer given by the current Sawada Tsunayoshi without changing his face (although I can't see his expression but his voice is very calm) is a lie.

"I see." I nodded subconsciously, only to realize that my chin was resting on his shoulder.

Then he stopped talking, and I didn't know what to talk about.

The air fell silent, and after being hugged for a while, I wasn't as stiff as I was at first.

We could hear each other's breathing because we were so close, but both of us were breathing normally, and my heartbeat that accelerated when he hugged me has slowly returned.

It turns out that my girlish heart has not been quiet yet... But after all, it is the first time that I have intimate contact with a non-blood opposite sex.

I don't know how long it took, probably when the time was up, my sight suddenly dimmed, and at the last moment, I seemed to hear his voice vaguely, coming from a distance——

"Shin...I miss you so much."

According to the information obtained on the tombstone, my age at the time of death was 24 years old.

Exactly ten years later.

The powder mist dispersed, the figure grabbed my hand, and an anxious and worried voice came: "Innocence!"

I saw the man's face clearly, and smiled at him: "Yo, Gangji-kun, I'm back."

Sawada Tsunayoshi still had that anxious face: "Innocence! You you you... are you okay?!"

I said calmly, "I'm fine."

"That, that..." Tsunayoshi Sawada had a complex expression on his face, and he faltered a bit while clenching his hands.

"The world you just went to is the future. You will be dead ten years later." The baby's voice broke in abruptly, and I reflexively looked towards the source of the voice.

"Reborn!" Tsunayoshi Sawada hurriedly shouted, looking at reborn and then at me, "pure, pure, actually..."

"Well, yes." I replied, I don't know why my heart is very calm, and I have always been very calm.

I turned to Sawada Tsunayoshi: "I saw you, the future you."

Tsunayoshi Sawada stopped suddenly.

"It looks much more mature and stable, Tsunaji-kun!" I laughed.

"You...you..." Sawada Tsunayoshi stammered, "...don't you care?"

I stared at him for two seconds before opening my mouth, with a relaxed tone: "Death is inherent in a human being, and it may be lighter than a feather, or heavier than Mount Tai, as long as you are happy while you are alive!"

"In the future, you will say that I died in an accident. At most, I will be careful when I am 24 years old in ten years, and I may survive my death." I patted him on the shoulder, "This experience is amazing, Although I got bad news, it was not without gains.”

No matter how or why I die in the future...

"At least, we've always been good friends, haven't we?"

Otherwise, why would you still come to my grave?

The author has something to say:

Miss Tang is afraid of death, but it doesn't mean she doesn't accept death.She is the kind of person who can be strong if she can live.

This is the answer to the future