[tutor] life

I'm still very desperate, but now with a little bit of a broken can.

At the level that I can understand the meaning even with guessing and can only speak simple words or sentences without recognizing the fake ones at all, I was sent to kindergarten.

There is still a strong sense of distance from this world, and the faces of the parents here are still seen and forgotten, and it feels like they are living in an unreal world.Seeing my childhood face in the mirror was the only piece of evidence I had for certain that I "existed."

When I was 5 years old, I finally overcame the language barrier after all kinds of hardships. On this day off, I was allowed to take a stroll near my home.

I am already familiar with the neighborhood in this area, and there are not many people on the street at this time.I don't know why they let 5-year-olds run here at will. I usually call things that I don't understand now "bugs in the world".

"Wow, woof, woof, woof -" There was a sound of a small dog barking not far away.

"Wow ah ah ah, woo woo woo..." accompanied by the cry of the child.

Could it be that he was chased by a dog?With curiosity and doubts in my heart, I turned around the corner of the street and looked carefully. I saw a brown fried-haired kid sitting on the ground, shivering, facing an iron fence, and on the other side was a firmly fastened The chihuahua was wagging its tail and barking wildly at him.

I:"……"

Little friend, what are you afraid of? ? ?

Speechlessly, I groped to the back of the telephone pole and continued to observe, because I could only see the back of the child's head from this direction, and I wanted to see what a child who would be scared like this by a Chihuahua looked like.Is it a little bit of a bad taste?No, no, the point is, my instinct told me I should do that, so I didn't just go up and help him.

Reality tells me that intuition saved my life.

I know that brown fried kid.I knew it as soon as I saw his face.

He is Sawada Tsunayoshi.

Without doubt.I'm pretty sure.

I crouched down, shock flooding my heart.

It's Ganga, Ganga, Gangji.Kokichi Sawada.

I fell into doubts about the world and myself again.

This world is the world of tutoring——tutoring is my homework, and it has an irreplaceable position in my heart.

And Sawada Tsunayoshi is my favorite character in this work except for the first generation.

The mixed noise of shrill dog barking and choking crying made me a little irritable, and my mood, which was not very good, fell to another level.

I can't be involved in Vongola's war, I can't enter the world of the mafia.

I have seen some tutoring fanfiction, what would they do if they encountered this situation?Most people will contact the protagonist and make themselves an important part of the protagonist’s life, such as establishing a role as a guide or spiritual support in their minds, and then bring them to the original track step by step, along the way Accompanying the Raiders, she will also become a winner in life when she reaches the top. If she is a bit poisonous, she may have an affair with the guardians, thus opening the door to the harem.

I squatted in place, very hesitant, I dare not imagine getting involved in a field that was also very unfamiliar to me in my previous life, and I was sure that I would never survive there.

Strength is an issue.protector?Don't be kidding, Xueshou didn't appear in the main text until the end. I just saw a picture in the painting album, and it was still a man.Oh, it is said that the appearance is in the game?

And, even if I can't remember my parents' faces, and somehow can't achieve the level of intimacy with my real parents in my heart, I don't want to involve them, step into that world, me and the people around me-whether Family, loved ones, friends, lovers - all will fall into the endless abyss.

The reality is very realistic.

I looked at him still sitting on the ground shaking, so young, so helpless.

I curled into a ball, hugged myself, and closed my eyes.I am sane.

"Wow, woof, woof, woof, woof, woof, woof, woof..."

Sawada Tsunayoshi opened his eyes and saw a black-haired child about his own age stroking the dog's head of the Chihuahua, and the Chihuahua was obediently enjoying the petting.

The tears hanging from the corners of his eyes hadn't been wiped away yet, Tsunayoshi Sawada just looked at this scene that he couldn't even imagine.

"Don't cry, there is nothing to be afraid of, just stand up." I turned around and looked into a pair of big watery eyes.

"My name is Baishi Chunzhen." I stretched out my hand to him and repeated, "Stand up."

His eyes lit up, and he stretched out his hand subconsciously. Before he took my hand, he retracted as if he realized something, wiped his clothes seriously, and then held my hand.

I pulled him up very steadily, and his small body was quite heavy for my small body.But this kind of reaction...is really a cute child.

"Bai, Shiraishi-san...? Thank you, thank you...you are amazing..." His face was a little red, and his voice was slightly hurried, as if he was excited.

No... Usually people are not afraid of Chihuahuas...

"My, my name is Sawada Tsunayoshi. Hello."

"Hello."

That day, I met an existence that seemed to light up the world.

A warm presence that I once longed for so much.

The author has something to say:

For Miss Tang, 27, she is very conflicted. On the one hand, she is very eager to get close to and touch the existence that once made her feel warm but can never be reached. On the other hand, she is very clear that the world is no longer viewed through a screen. They laughed and shed tears in the anime. She was very afraid of the mafia and the like. After all, she was really an ordinary person without any gold fingers, and she didn't have any ambition to reach the top and become a winner in life.