[Bungo Stray Dogs] Ask: Shall we die in love together?

I've been avoiding it.

This is something I know very well.

Whether it was looking for Osamu Dazai to die in love together, or tacitly acquiescing to Osamu Dazai to tie dangerous items on my body, or joining their organization, there was always only one purpose.

escape.

Osamu Dazai once asked me why I wanted to commit suicide. I asked this question twice.

Once, when we met for the first time, I was so emotional that I fell into madness, and my answer was very concise, "Because I want to commit suicide."

The second time was in the car. That day I also found out that he likes to eat crabs.

Osamu Dazai asked me again why on earth I wanted to commit suicide.I also remember my answer was a rhetorical question, "Then why would you want to kill yourself?"

I also clearly remember Osamu Dazai once said that he thought we were different.

It is indeed different.

The purpose of my suicide is to escape.

I run from myself.I imprison myself.

If I become a loli, then it will be difficult for that person to find me. If I join the organization, then the organization will protect me more or less. I find Osamu Dazai to die in love. If I really die, I don’t have to face all this .

But this is not a long-term solution.

I also understand that one day I will have to face them. In fact, the most accurate way is to face myself.

Those people are actually not very powerful people, and for me who has grown up now, it is just a matter that can be solved by moving a finger.

but I do not have.

I have been avoiding myself, isolating myself, refusing to face it.

My enemy is actually myself.

So I agreed to go "fishing".

That's why I'm here today.

I put down my hand and took a step forward with my left foot.

Open up space.

I said silently.

Space development is something that I can easily grasp. After all, I will always use it after traveling so many times.

The ground on the side where I was standing started to turn black, and a dilapidated old black tower appeared behind me, with the gate closed tightly.

That's my state of mind.

Closed heart.

Dusty memories.

Zhongyuan Zhong also looked at the changing scenery around him, and then looked at me.

I know, my vest is going to fall off.

Nakahara Chu isn't a fool either, but he just feels at ease with the familiar Dazai Osamu, so he isn't even wary of me.

But my vest, it fell off today.

哭／

But don't panic, Dazai Osamu, a big pig's trotter, is also in the same boat as me, so let's fight together!

Don't be afraid!Don't be shy!

The black on the ground began to invade the opponent's white floor step by step, and the forehead of the person opposite was sweating.

"As expected of a "God"." Humanity on the opposite side said.

I laughed, "I'm not a god."

I'm just an ordinary person.

It was you who pushed me to the throne of the so-called god, then drew my blood, and tried every means to take away my heaven-defying abilities.

You have put on my blood all over your body, and also got my skills, and chased me all the way here.

But what doesn’t belong to you doesn’t belong to you after all, and your abilities will always get out of control. For you, Dazai Osamu’s disqualification in the world is like a life-saving medicine, so I thought about repeating the old tricks and mass-producing them, just like the mass production at the beginning. It is the same as producing "I".

Osamu Dazai pulled Nakahara Chuya to the rear, I let go of my hands and feet, opened the confinement, and let my emotions completely dominate my actions.

Let's finish it once.

Closing in reality.

My consciousness began to blur. In fact, I didn't know what I was doing. It was just fighting. My body moved by itself, but my consciousness was already floating around.

What kind of past?

In fact, this is my world.

The people here have supernatural powers, and so do I, but I am young and can't control them at all, and then I came to another world inexplicably.

In that world, no one has supernatural powers, it is a parallel world, and I, who have supernatural powers, become a different kind.

I was naive and stupid, so I spent eight dark years in that base.

Because of my existence, it has gradually become a world with supernatural powers.

And the origin of different abilities, I, is called "God".

Then I ran away.

So it became what it is now.

I feel kind of exhausted, and I find it funny sometimes, my mind is wandering and my body can still fight, like a stand-in.

I hired a power leveler to help me fight the boss.

I laughed out loud.

As if the fight was over outside, I felt Osamu Dazai's hand grabbing my paw.

I turned my head and took a look.

Can't see anything.

My head was a little dizzy, I thought about it for a while, and decided to pass out directly.

So tired.

The sun shone into my room as usual, and I opened my eyes.

This is a ward.

Osamu Dazai sat next to me and read his book.

cut.

Just woke up and saw this old fox.

I thought of it with disgust, but my heart felt a little warm.

"Are you awake?" Osamu Dazai closed the book and looked at me.

"Well," I raised my hand, feeling some pain.

"What time is it?" I asked.

Osamu Dazai had no expression on his face, "Do you believe me when I say it's been two months?"

???

two months? !

I opened my eyes wide, "Are you lying?"

"You think I need to lie to you?" Osamu Dazai said calmly.

I nodded solemnly, "You are a liar."

Osamu Dazai stopped talking.

I think he looks very angry, his face is sullen like something, he is simply a black-faced Bao Gong, fierce.

"Why are you so fierce?" I felt a little wronged.

What are you doing, I just woke up, can you show me a good face?

Osamu Dazai sighed, "Forget it, it's fine."

I looked at him with disgust, "Do I seem like the kind of person who will have trouble?"

I'm a little fairy who can bring the dead back to life!

While talking, the door was opened, and Zhong Yuanzhong walked in with his coat in his hand, and was startled when he saw my eyes open.

"Are you awake?" Nakahara Chuya asked.

"Well." I replied.

Zhong Yuan also looked at me, as if he didn't know what to say.

I know that my vest has long been lost, and in order to make up for it, I decided to take the initiative to confess.

"That, I..."

"Chuya, go pour some water!" Osamu Dazai interrupted suddenly.

"Huh? Why don't you go?" Nakahara Chuya frowned.

"Huh? But my daughter just woke up, shouldn't I need my father's company at this time~" Dazai Osamu's tone was still unbearable as always.

Zhong Yuanzhong also puffed his face, not knowing how to refute, and then went out angrily.

I looked at Chuya Nakahara's back, "What story did you make up to fool him?"

"No, he made up his own brain~" Osamu Dazai said innocently.

Well, I see, you must have said something again, and then Nakahara Chuya filled in the rest of the loopholes by himself.

Brain supplement is a good thing, it will always help me avoid fists and protect my beautiful face.

I think so.

The weather has been so good recently, I can finally jump around after two months in the hospital.

To be fair, if I don't go out to play anymore, I think I'm already moldy, the kind that can grow mushrooms.

Osamu Dazai was dealing with things, he left early and returned late every day, and he didn't know what he was doing secretly.

Central Plains is also not in the headquarters.

And I smelled the smell of disinfectant in the hospital.

despair.

I always feel as if something is about to change, but my current ability can't be used casually, because it will cause huge backlash.

so i can only...

Moldy in the hospital.

Standing on the ground with my bare feet and juice in my hand, I always feel like something is wrong.

I tried hard to recall the future I had calculated before, and finally found some clues.

My hand holding the juice froze for a moment.

mimic...?

I put down the juice, put on my shoes casually, pushed open the door of the hospital and rushed out.

I don't think I'm a good person, but the people I care about are always very defensive.

He Dazai counts as half.

And he, Dazai Osamu, was worried about Oda Saku.

As for Odasaku, he has a group of children at ease.

Why does it suddenly feel like a love triangle?

In a hurry, I still had the heart to complain.

I looked at the sky, I must catch up.

As a loli, I have short legs.

Everyone knows what short legs mean.

Means I run slowly.

By the time I got there, it was already in ruins.

Osamu Dazai and Sakunosuke Oda are gone.

As I have the ability to bring the dead back to life, I also have the ability to reincarnate, just like the ghost in the novel, can seduce the soul.

I hastily hooked the souls of those children, endured the discomfort caused by the backlash of my body, and sent them into reincarnation.

The next life will be full of happiness.

I coughed, wiped the blood from the corner of my mouth, turned my head and ran towards mimic quickly.

Reincarnation is similar to a one-time supernatural ability used, and the next one can only use Defying Heaven to change fate.

I don't know where Osamu Dazai is, I only know that he is half recognized by me anyway.

I bumped into a guy on the way.

The man was wearing a hat and holding a snack in his hand.

I looked at his slightly wrinkled clothes and concluded that he had been hit once before.

"Sorry." I apologized hastily, and then ran ahead of him.

The person who was accidentally hit by me slightly opened his eyes and looked at my back.

I also know that the person I accidentally bumped into just now is Mr. Ranpo from the Armed Detective Agency, and I may have to deal with him in the future, but I am in a hurry now, so I hurried around.

It's still too late.

I looked at the door panting, stood at the door, and then walked forward quickly.

The sound of shoes walking is very clear.

I saw Osamu Dazai.

I also saw Oda Sakunosuke who was about to lose his breath.

I trot hurriedly to Dazai Osamu.

Then he took Oda Sakunosuke's hand.

Change your life against the sky.

I started to activate skills.

The huge backlash hit the sky and covered the sky, and my eyes turned black. Changing fate against the sky is really a cheating skill.

I thought so.

"World-weary!"

There seemed to be Osamu Dazai's voice next to his ear, as if he was in a hurry?

I wanted to show a smile, but I don’t know if it was successful. The skill of changing fate against the sky can bring people who still have a breath back to life, but it also has a disadvantage, that is, the other party will become a child, and at the beginning it will It is unstable, and needs to be watched over by insiders, and people will appear in other places out of thin air.

Go against the sky and change your fate, change to a new body, and get a new life.

The Oda Sakunosuke in front of me disappeared, and I knew that the change of fate had played a role. I pushed Dazai Osamu, "Go to Oda Saku, the place of arrival is near... the Armed Detective Agency."

There seemed to be a fishy smell spreading from my mouth. Seeing that Osamu Dazai was still hesitating, I increased my tone, "Go! Run faster! I'll be fine!"

I'm a little fairy with the powerful power of Bagua Pan!How could he die so easily?

The little fairy will not die!

Osamu Dazai gritted his teeth, hesitated for a while, then made up his mind, made a phone call, as if calling for an ambulance, and then solemnly said to me, "Wait for me!"

I smiled and nodded.

I watched his running back, the black coat fluttered because of his rapid running.

My vision is blurry.

In fact, he can carry me and run, right?

I thought about it, and then dismissed the idea.

With my current bleeding volume, hold me and run?

I'm afraid it doesn't mean that I will ascend to heaven early.

I suddenly feel very sad.

do not know why.

Obviously the ending has been changed, and Osamu Dazai, whom I regard as half a friend, will not lose a friend, but I am just sad.

I feel weird sometimes.

He is obviously a person in deep quagmire but always doing things to save people.

I'm such an incompetent bad guy.

I was thinking in a daze.

It's so big here.

The wind blows really cold.

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Heroine: This fairy is frozen to death!