[Net King] Encounter

I feel flustered.

Because you never know what will happen next second.

I haven't seen you for a long time, but I think you may not recognize me even if I see you...

No, you must not recognize it, okay? !

I looked at my paws, a little sad.

It’s been a week since the ten centimeter day last weekend, the forgotten savior is coming soon_(:зゝ∠)_

Just when I thought I could get through this weekend, I found out that I'm now, maybe maybe maybe, a cat.

This stalk is almost getting tired of playing, okay? ? ?

Next week is the Qingxue Academy Festival, can you calm me down? qwq

I'm in front of my house right now, very flustered.

My mother refused my request to have a pet when I was a child for the reason [it’s troublesome enough to keep one of you, so I can’t afford the second one), so it’s impossible for me to have a cat in my house.

When I woke up in the afternoon and found that I had become a strange thing again, I thought, I might have gotten used to it.

This time... probably only half a day, right?After all, I have class on Monday...

After encountering such a supernatural thing, I don't know why I can still think about such a realistic topic so calmly.

So I jumped off the bed, jumped onto the table with the stool, sat on the table and scratched open the window.

To be honest, when I jumped from the window to the roof of the first floor, and then stood on the roof and meditated, my heart refused to jump.Why is my bedroom on the second floor!This setting is simply too scary!Why didn't I feel like...

But after thinking about it, fortunately my house is not on that kind of twenty-story building...

The cat's body is unexpectedly light, a lightness that I have never felt as a literary girl sports waste wood.I fell to the ground very lightly, but... the transition from walking upright to walking on all fours is really difficult.

Then I took two steps and I felt like I was about to wrestle and roll into a ball_(:зゝ∠)_

This is really terrible!I can almost imagine the scene where I might not even be able to walk after I turn back into a human!

As for why I have to go out even so...of course it is because of the rare opportunity!

I am a fan of Mr. Natsume Soseki!

There is.

I want to see the senior.

As the number one idiot of the senior... Cough, as a fan, there is no reason for me not to know the schedule of the senior.

Well I admit I just heard from MOMO that they are going to train at the street tennis court this weekend.

After getting smaller, my field of vision dropped a lot. I didn't know the way very well. After I became a cat, I felt that my IQ was about to drop.

I thought about climbing to a higher place, but after climbing a little, I gave up.

It's not that I'm afraid of heights. When I was younger, I especially liked to stay in such high and empty places. At that time, my heart was extremely gloomy, and I even had the urge to jump down when standing in a very high place.

Fortunately, now I have corrected my three views. At that time, I was absolutely black history.

I walked around several times in a daze, and finally found the so-called tennis court.

Since I'm a cat now, I walked right in, jumped on a chair, and watched their game.

I understand the basic rules of tennis through my ears and eyes. Although their match was just an ordinary practice match, in my opinion, it was already very exciting.

Speaking of which, I haven't watched them play in such a quiet way for a long time.

The afternoon sun was very good, and the gentle temperature I felt on my body made me change from sitting upright to lying on the bench, yawning lazily.

I heard the dull sound of tennis balls hitting the ground and the racket. I lay on the chair and watched Tezuka-senpai swing the racket in his hand. My whole body seemed to be surrounded by light, and I felt that my heart would also be filled with overflowing tenderness. .

Just looking at it like this makes me feel happy.

After they played a round, some of them came to the bench to rest, and found me as expected.

I originally wanted to run, but the sun was so bright that I was too lazy to move, and for some reason, the seniors surrounded me unknowingly.

Then, start teasing me.

I started to panic.

Forget about Kikumaru-senpai. After all, he is more like the same kind. Why are you joining in the fun, MOMO?Can you take the rest of your snacks away?Senior Gan, if you bring that green liquid closer to me, I will scratch you, believe it or not?Kaitang, why is that mysterious blush on your face?Is the rumor that you like cute little animals true?I seem to have discovered some great information.

In the end, I jumped off the chair and decisively hugged the senior's calf.

Thank goodness the senior stopped them.

Then Tezuka-senpai squatted down and gently patted my head.I think my purpose of coming today has been achieved_(:зゝ∠)_

Very gentle touch, but I started to tremble under that touch.

This person, he said he likes me.And I like him too.

It sounds like a love story of mutual love.

But I started to get scared.All the time, all the time.

As if a long time ago, I felt that I didn't deserve such gentle treatment, and I didn't deserve that kind of light.

I don't deserve that kind of love.

I know it all, I know it when you look at me, I can see your efforts.

So do you know the real me?Is the me you like the same as the real me?

If... If you know the real me, how ordinary and humble, inferior and conceited a guy is, if you know the real me, I am paranoid and possessive, and cold to withdrawn, not likable at all People, will you... still like me?

I always can't handle the relationship between people well, and I'm not good at getting along with people. My understanding of friends is so extreme, either they are the only one or they don't.

As long as you don't get hated by others, it's fine. If you're hated, you'll definitely get hurt.

So I pretended to be gentle, to look harmless and easy to get along with, and to be a normal, unremarkable person.Wanted to be a clown and make people laugh so no one would see how deadpan I was hiding under my smiling face.

Mr. Osamu Dazai is really scary.

Looking back, the past is full of shame. ①

I looked at Oba Yozo, as if I saw my own destiny in that photo.

But he's a godlike boy, and I'm not.

I should let go, I think.

But I couldn't help but hugged the senior's calf tightly, and rubbed it →_→

"It seems to be frightened, everyone continue to practice." I heard the senior say this, then touched my head more gently, and hugged me, the other seniors consciously dispersed, and then the senior hugged me back to the chair There, then trying to put me down.

If it weren't for the fear of scratching the senior's clothes, I really don't want to let go...

I wanted to thank you, but there was a soft "meow" when I opened my mouth, and I felt a little unlovable... Then I found that the senior was stunned, although he still looked expressionless, but the corners of his eyes and brows softened.

I think he is really very gentle like that.

Many people probably think that Tezuka-senpai does not match the word gentle, but I always think he is such a gentle person.His tenderness does not show it, but it is always shown in some tiny details.

Be it action or language.

His gentleness is calm, but touching.

There are so many girls who like him, like his appearance, like his rigor and integrity, like his excellence, and regard him as an ideal as a goal, and I admit that I am no exception.

But I fell in love with him at first because of the distressing past he revealed at a certain moment.

I know everything, I know, maybe more than the seniors know.

Whether it's getting smaller or turning into a cat, such a change seems meaningless, but bit by bit, it actually made me make up my mind.

Waiting until next week, when the cultural festival in November begins, I want to tell my seniors about my decision.

Spread out all those sour and soft secrets, and tell him clearly.

Will those secret pasts come to light, or will they become unspeakable secrets?

And why does the senior like me?

I want to know, to have the courage to face the truth.

But before that cultural festival comes.

Another thing that left me speechless, a strange thing happened.

The author has something to say:

①Looking back, the past is full of shame. ——Osamu Dazai, "No Longer Human"

Oba Yozo is the leading actor in No Longer Human, and the photo of the good boy who looks like a god is all from it.

I am back.

_(:зゝ∠)_

In the next chapter, I will confess to being together, I can't hold it anymore, and if I'm hypocritical in ten years, I'm going to beat her up.

Yes, playing memes is not enough.