dissociate

After Annie and Kurapika got married for a full year, their lifestyle hadn't changed, except that she no longer needed to be a killer or bodyguard to make money, and just stayed at home as a young mistress every day.

Well, after all, she is the leader of the Nostra family and the wife of the head of the ten old men.

In addition, two months ago, Annie found out that she was pregnant during the physical examination. At this time, she was no different from a useless person. Every day, she opened her mouth for food and stretched out her hands for clothes.

After all, someone really spoiled her so much that she almost couldn't take care of herself.

In addition to these things, because all the memories were restored, she also remembered the agreement between her and Hisoka, so that Hisoka has always been worried about her not agreeing to duel with him.

. . . .Dude, I'm pregnant now, stop making trouble. . . . .

If you want to die, I think my husband who spoils me so much that I can't take care of myself will never kill you softly.

Although her and Kurapika's own restrictions and oaths have been removed by the Psychic Master, they are powerful Psychic users after all, so even without the blessing of the oath, ordinary opponents will not hurt them. How many of them.

. . .Well, you should be very lucky that you didn't get beaten by them unilaterally, right?

But Hisoka is not an ordinary opponent, and if Kurapika and Hisoka started fighting because of this, maybe Hisoka would be very happy?

That's because life is too boring, and her husband doesn't let her work, and she is not the kind of person who likes to hide at home, so her husband has to accompany her everywhere.

This day was no exception. The two of them decided to go back to the vicinity of the Batozia Republic and pay homage to Annie's real family members along the way.

Well, former Nina, now Anne's family members.

In fact, after leaving Irabi Town for so long, Anne never went back at all. After all, that place was not a good memory for her.

But now that she has overcome it, it's time to go back and visit her family.

Otherwise, parents and grandparents will be unhappy.

In the car, Anne looked out the window, those scenery seemed familiar, but they were no longer familiar.

Yeah, after all it's been almost 15 years.

A hand suddenly reached out, tightly grasping Annie's hand.

Annie looked at him, his face was a little worried, as if he was worried about whether Annie could adapt.

Anne smiled at him, and shook his hand back.

"Don't worry, because I know I'm not alone now." She said with a faint smile.

Kurapika smiled slightly, still holding her hand tightly, "You will never be alone. Because I am here."

Annie smiled, then rested her head on his shoulder.

Well, she knew he was there.

After driving for about an hour, the car finally came to the place that Anne was familiar with but no longer familiar with.

Iraqi town.

Annie looked out the window, the town had new residents, and everything seemed to be the same as before, but. . . .

Annie knew it was different.

She and Kurapika got out of the car on the way, and wanted to buy some fruit in front of a fruit stand.

"Allah? I haven't seen you before. Are you new here? Or are you traveling?" asked the fruit seller.

Annie shook her head, "I lived here for a while when I was a child, and I just came back to visit relatives."

"Ah~ this town was rebuilt about 15 years ago, were you a resident here at that time?" the woman asked kindly.

Annie didn't answer, just smiled, and left with Kurapika.

Not only 15 years ago, if what happened at that time hadn't happened, she might have lived in this town until now.

Not long after, the car stopped in front of an abandoned mansion, and Annie sat in the car, a little dazed.

She should actually get out of the car, but. . . .

She pursed her lips and held tightly the hem of the maternity dress with one hand.

Did she really, get over that sense of fear?Anne asked herself.

Looking at the gate, she would still think of Anna's unwilling eyes and those bloody scenes.

When the time comes, will she still accept it?

If she can't accept it, does it mean that Anna and Nina are likely to come back again?

If they come back again. . . . . .

Before Annie could finish her thoughts, the familiar warmth came from her palm again.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here." He said in a gentle and refined voice.

Obviously not sweet words, just four simple words, but they moved Annie very much.

Yes, he will be there, always will be.

She no longer needs to face it alone.

She slowly opened the door and got out of the car, staring blankly at the door of the abandoned mansion.

The mansion is basically an abandoned house now, and the surrounding weeds are overgrown. The timid people may still find it quite scary.

Annie's eyes were slightly sore. If her mother was still there, she would definitely be talking about how she could ignore the beauty of the environment, and then start trimming those flowers and plants.

She mustered up her courage, pushed open the rusted door, and walked inside.

The table and chairs in the garden were also rusted, but Anne didn't mind, she just walked over and brushed the tabletop lightly.

This is where grandparents like to sit and drink tea and tell stories to them.

She continued to walk down to the big tree in the yard, and reached out to stroke the trunk.

She looked at the tree trunk, then silently turned to the back of the tree, saw the tree hole, a slight smile rose from the corner of her mouth, but her eyes were slightly sore.

Kurapika walked over to her and hugged her lightly.

"That's the tree my father planted for Anna and me before I was born. Every time we play hide-and-seek, Anna and I will hide here..." Annie touched the tree hole and said.

Kurapika didn't reply, just put his arms around her and listened to her carefully.

Then they walked to the entrance together. Annie stopped and stared blankly at the door.

Should it be pushed away?

After pushing it away, will the unbearable scene from that year still remain inside?

If it's true or that, can she really accept it?

After a while, she stretched out her hand, turned the doorknob, took a deep breath, and pushed the door open.

Sunlight shone into the house through the gate. Although the house was a bit messy, Annie didn't see the horrible scene.

Maybe it was Grandpa Jeno or Bisji who came later and helped to deal with it a little bit.

Annie stepped into the house and looked at the messy scene and some black marks on the ground. She covered her mouth with her hand, her body trembling slightly.

Kurapika walked over to her and hugged her, and Annie nestled in the crescent of his neck, crying.

After so many years, she finally found support, and she was able to shed all the fear and sadness of those years through tears.

Kurapika hugged her tightly and said nothing.

Don't say anything at this time, just hug her well.

After Annie finished crying, she raised her head and touched the tears on her face.

"Can you continue? Don't force it, you know?" Kurapika wiped away the tears on her face, and said distressedly.

Annie shook her head, "I'm fine. Because you're here, isn't it?" She looked at him and said.

Kurapika nodded, then reached out and squeezed her hand tightly.

Annie took a deep breath, then continued walking, leading Kurapika upstairs.

Arriving at the door of a certain room upstairs, Annie gently opened the door and looked at the decoration inside.

It looked like a little girl's room, and there were some dolls in it. Although it was covered with dust now, it could still be seen that it should be a valuable doll.

Annie walked in, then stopped in front of the cabinet, knelt down, and took out a small treasure box from a certain grid.

She carefully opened the treasure box, and the contents inside made Annie shed tears again.

There is nothing special in the box, just some stones, leaves, and small dried flowers.

But, those were the little gifts she gave Anna every time she went to the back mountain.

And she will carefully keep it in this small box, as if it is her treasure.

Anna at that time always had a very beautiful smile on her face.

Annie carefully took the treasure box with her, and after walking around the house for a while, she and Kurapika walked to the backyard.

As soon as she stepped into the backyard, Annie was stunned for a moment.

In the backyard, there are five tombstones, big and small, and next to those tombstones, there are statues.

Annie stared at the statue with wide eyes. There were five people on it.

Four adults and one little girl.

She reached out and touched the statue, then looked at the five tombstones, which seemed to have been well cared for, with flowers.

The note below the statue reads 'To the Great Hao Jiaer Family'.

Annie stared blankly at the picture and said so. . . .

Suddenly footsteps came from behind, causing her and Kurapika to turn their heads and look there vigilantly.

Those who came in were two elderly people of a certain age. They walked over with some difficulty, leaning on crutches.

When they saw Annie in front of them, their eyes widened.

next second. . . .

One of the old men cried, and the other knelt down.

Annie stared at them with wide eyes, what's going on? !

"You're finally back... 15 years...Miss Nina...you're finally...back safely!" said the crying old man.

Annie froze there, they. . .Know who she is? !

"Who are you?" Kurapika asked first.

After all, they may be the townspeople who fled back then, and no one knows what they want to do.

"We... are all sinful people... Over the years, we have been living with guilt. Every day we live, we are constantly reminded of the wrong things we did back then! Although we escaped We suffered that massacre, but...we would rather not live...because it is not even as good as being alive now! Whenever I see my hands, I will seem to see that they are full of blood!"

"Over the years, in order to make up for our guilt, we buried Mr. Byrne and the others, and erected a statue for them...and we have been waiting, waiting for Miss Nina to come back... As long as you don't come back, We will continue to wait! Because we know that you must be alive somewhere in this world, and we will wait until you come back! And personally apologize to you!"

"I'm sorry, Miss Nina... Please forgive us for our selfishness at that time... We are the ones who shouldn't be alive... Please forgive us and kill us! It's too painful to live! " said the kneeling old man.

Kurapika froze, so they were. . . . .

He looked at Anne worriedly, what would she do?

But Annie was silent at first, and after a while, she ignored them and walked over them to the porch.

She had Kurapika on her arm, with her back to the two old men.

"I won't kill you."

"Your apology has no effect on me at all, it just feels disgusting and hypocritical."

"I want you to continue to live in this world with this guilt. You will never forget it even if you want to."

After Annie finished speaking coldly, she took Kurapika and left the mansion, then got in the car and left.

She didn't look back at the house, and didn't pay attention to the old man who chased him out.

After all, she is not a philanthropist, let alone a nice person.

Why do you let her kill you, she will kill you?

After killing you, you will be free, but she is still living in pain.

So, she won't kill them, she wants them to live on!

And with those guilt, live forever!

Kurapika hugged her, "It's okay, let's go home," he said.

Annie leaned on his chest and nodded, "Go home."

Go back to the home that belongs to her and him, and then everything in Irabi Town is just over.

Maybe in the future she will come back to visit her grandparents, parents, and of course Anna, but that is all in the future.

As for now. . . .

"If it's a boy, it's Palo, and if it's a girl, it's Ana, okay?" Annie asked, looking at Kurapika.

Kurapika looked at her blankly, "Why Palo?"

Annie looked at him, then rubbed his chest.

"Because, that's the friend you care about most, isn't it?"

The corners of Kurapika's mouth rose slightly, then he let out an ah, and reached out to stroke her head in his arms.

"If it's twin sons, one should be named Palo and the other Byrne. If it's twin daughters, one should be named Anna and the other Mia. Okay?" Kurapika asked.

Annie didn't answer, just nodded.

Well, that's fine.

Eight months later, when Annie gave birth, the baby's name was confirmed.

One is called Palo, and the other is called Anna.

The author has something to say:

In fact, it is impossible for a person to forgive after doing excessive things to others.

Others may say, don't be so stingy, if you forgive him, if you let others go, you also let yourself go.

That's not stingy, it's because you haven't experienced other people's pain, so don't draw your own conclusions.

So it is impossible for Anne to forgive the remaining people, let alone kill them if they tell her to kill him.

Because she will still be angry and resentful, that is human nature, and she is not the Virgin!

There's only one chapter left!