[Twelve Kingdoms] The way back

No matter how many years have passed, Zhaoyang will always think about how her life would be different if she had entered the government step by step, worked diligently, and worked hard to become a fairy.

If she hadn't made that decision at that time, where would she and Yingli go.

If the bad news hadn't come at that time, what kind of happy life would she have lived.

Zhaoyang stood up suddenly with a face full of shock. The huge cafeteria was so quiet that it seemed that only the sound of overturned cups rolling and tea dripping to the ground could be heard.

"Ying... Yingli." The trembling voice completely exposed the fear in Zhaoyang's heart at the moment, "You...what did you say?"

"Zhaoyang, Tatsuya is dead."

"What are you talking about! What are you talking about!" Zhaoyang stepped forward a few steps, grabbed Yingli's arm and shouted.Impossible, impossible, how could Tatsuya die, he is only 12 years old.

"Zhaoyang!" Yingli raised her voice and said again, "Tatsuya is dead, he is dead."

"Impossible, don't lie to me, Yingli, don't lie to me." Zhaoyang, who had already burst into tears, held Yingli tightly and begged, "I beg you, Yingli, please, come with me." Say you lied to me, you were just kidding me."

"Zhaoyang." Yingli took a deep breath and calmed down her emotions. Zhaoyang fell, and he couldn't fall, "Tatsuya has already left us."

From accepting the fact in fear to accepting the bad news with grief, Zhaoyang's heart felt as if it had been pierced thousands of times with needles. The pain was so painful that she couldn't breathe. She let go of her hand and let herself fall to the ground, staring blankly at the front. The line of sight is out of focus, passers-by seem to have been pressed a shortcut key, and rush past her, only here, time seems to stand still.

"Zhaoyang, Zhaoyang, speak up, don't scare us."

"Zhaoyang, did you hear me?"

"Zhaoyang, Zhaoyang."

No matter how others called, Zhaoyang didn't respond at all, until he was woken up by Yingli's slap, and then he raised his head mechanically.

"Zhaoyang, why are you so cowardly? Tatsuya is dead, and life has to go on. Who are you making trouble for if you want to die like this!" Yingli snapped, "Others will only give you sympathy and pity, Can you bring Tatsuya back from the dead with this! Don't let us look down on you, and don't let Tatsuya feel guilty for you after he died."

"If you want to go with him." Yingli took out the dagger he had been wearing close to his body from his cuff, and threw it in front of Zhaoyang with a bang, "Then have a good time now, and let me go with you."

Zhaoyang picked up the dagger and unsheathed it, but his hands were still shaking. Yingli squatted down and took Zhaoyang's hand, and brought the dagger to Zhaoyang's neck, "If you want to die, die quickly, if you don't dare die Just cheer me up now."

Lulin, who had been squatting next to Zhaoyang all this time, saw this situation, and hurriedly opened his mouth to stop him: "Yingli..." But Qingshan pulled him away from Zhaoyang before he finished speaking.

"Lulin, don't worry, Yingli has his reasons for doing this." Seeing Lulin's disbelief, Qingshan said again: "They are childhood sweethearts."

Yes, they are childhood sweethearts, and who else can understand each other better than them.Lu Lin swallowed back the words that came to his lips with some bitterness, and lowered his eyes.

Just like what Qingshan said, Yingli knew Zhaoyang too well, he always knew what she wanted and what she was afraid of.Zhaoyang is afraid of death.Zhaoyang died once, but it is precisely because of the experience of death that Zhaoyang is more afraid, that kind of despair, that kind of helplessness, that kind of pain that the air is slowly peeling off, that kind of loneliness that is swallowed by darkness.

She didn't dare to understand herself by herself, she didn't have the courage.Zhaoyang threw away the dagger, embraced Yingli, and burst into tears.

"How can you be so bad, how can you say those words so cruelly." Zhaoyang beat Yingli, venting the grief in his heart, "How could you be so, so..." Know me

"It's only 2 months away, just 2 months away! I can enter the government, I can have a job, I can have money, and I can pick up and come to Zhicao. Yingli, it's only 2 months away. months."

"Why, you can't wait for me, why can't you wait for me anymore"

Zhaoyang cried and shouted, Yingli hugged her and comforted her over and over again.

When one vents all one's grief, the heart doesn't ache so much.When Zhaoyang calmed down completely, Yingli took Zhaoyang on the way home.

Tatsuya's death was neither a monster nor an accident, but man-made. The prisoner has been locked up, and the trial will come down soon.When Zhaoyang knew about these things, he realized why Yingli was so anxious to cheer her up in that way.Because she, who was in a state of grief at that time, would definitely hold on to revenge, the only life-saving straw.Her life may just be plunged into hatred.

However, all the haste along the way failed to catch up with the trial. By the time they arrived, the execution had already come down. They were imprisoned for six years and had their faces tattooed.

"Six years, six years!" Zhaoyang slammed his cup angrily when he heard the result, "Is Tatsuya's life so worthless? He was only sentenced to six years."

"Zhaoyang, calm down." Yingli grabbed Zhaoyang's hand, trying to stop her.

Zhaoyang shook off Yingli's hand, "Don't stop me, I'm going to ask to understand."

But when Zhaoyang arrived at the official residence of Qunsi Kou, he was kicked out by the sentence "only the big ones don't use it".

In the world Zhaoyang originally lived in, murder was punishable with life, and even if the murder was not intentional, the punishment was heavy.However, here, in this country, the execution of the death penalty is not allowed, just because Liu Wang issued a first pardon "only the big one will not use it". crime.

This method unexpectedly made the crime rate of Liu country lower than that of other countries.Zhaoyang didn't think much about this at first, but when it was her turn, she realized the sorrow of those who lost their loved ones but had to abide by the law.Such a law is wrong. If it is too much, it will one day eat its own fruit.

Zhaoyang knelt down at Qun Sikou's mansion with a "plop", no matter what the future holds, now, she wants to let the murderer pay for his life.

I don't know how long I knelt until I couldn't feel my legs were my own. Zhaoyang still didn't see Qun Sikou.Her heart gradually cooled down, and no one would stand up for her, and everyone believed that such a trial was correct.

"Zhaoyang, get up." Yingli bent down, trying to pull her up: "It's useless for you to kneel down."

But Zhaoyang remained motionless, Yingli sighed, and also knelt down.

At this moment, Zhaoyang suddenly said: "Yingli, I want to see that murderer."

Yingli turned her head to look at Zhaoyang's eyes, those dark eyes have lost their previous color, before Zhaoyang's eyes always had a light that people can't forget at a glance, she is confident, she has her own goals, Never lost.But now she was so at a loss, as if she had lost all hope.He could no longer understand what Zhaoyang was thinking at this moment.

Losing Tatsuya was also an unacceptable thing for him, and Tatsuya was also something he had watched growing up.Seeing Zhaoyang now, he felt even more heartbroken, but he couldn't express it. If even he felt sorry for him, would Zhaoyang just think that he was the most pitiful, and blame all his mistakes on fate? She can never go back to the old her.

"Okay, I'll help you."

The state of Liu has begun to decline, and it is not unexpected that there will be corruption. After bribing the prison guards, Zhaoyang saw the man. This man was about 20 years old, with a thin body and He is of medium height, has black hair and black eyes, and has no special features. He can vaguely see a few words on his forehead from between the hair strands.

"Why, why did you kill him?"

"Him?" The man was puzzled for a few seconds, then ran to the edge of the cell, looked Zhaoyang carefully, "ah, you are that sister, you really look alike."

"I'll ask you why again." Zhaoyang asked again.

"Why, there's no reason." The corner of the man's mouth curled up, his face was simply disgusting.

Zhaoyang was so angry that his eyes were tearing apart, "There is no reason! You killed him without any reason!"

"What reason do you need to kill someone?" The man said casually, as if he was talking to you about what to eat today, "ah, if there is any reason, he has a little money in his hand."

"Because of this, just because of this, you killed him!"

"Otherwise."

"Don't you have any sense of guilt! He's still a child"

"So what." The man snorted coldly.

"I'm going to kill you, I'm going to kill you!" Zhaoyang couldn't suppress the anger in his heart and rushed in front of him. If it wasn't for the wooden pillar, she would have strangled him to death.

"Okay, I'm waiting for you to kill me, hahahaha." The man laughed wantonly.

For this kind of person who doesn't repent and doesn't take human life seriously, the law of "only the big one can't use it" is useless at all. Zhaoyang originally planned to give himself a choice and give this person a chance.Now it seems that there is no choice at all, Zhaoyang took out the bow and arrow from the package.

"You want to destroy yourself!" As soon as she entered the door, Yingli saw Zhaoyang holding a bow and arrow and knew what she was going to do.

"What kind of beast is still alive!" Zhaoyang shouted, "My life has been ruined."

Yingli stepped forward, grabbed Zhaoyang's shoulder, and forced her to look at him, "You still have me, don't you just abandon me like this?"

"Yingli, I only have feelings for you as a friend, you will find someone better than me, and Lulin has always liked you, you can actually try to give her a chance." Zhaoyang pushed Yingli's hand away, Passing by Yingli, "If you treat me as a friend, don't stop me."

Zhaoyang knew that she had said too much, she didn't even dare to look back at Yingli's hurt expression, but she had to do this, she must avenge Tatsuya's revenge, and Yingli, she must not drag him into it .

So this matter must only be done by her alone.

The author has something to say:

The beginning of this story is based on a chapter association of the original novel.But because I have been reading this novel for a long time, there will be bugs, if there are, please ignore them, the outline cannot be changed hahahaha [Actually, you are lazy

ps: Rolling around asking for a message, huh, I feel so cold that I don’t know how to be cute =￣ω￣=

Thank you Gangjun for being awesome~ so comfortable~ throwing a mine - pp you are the best, love you

Thank you Si Wuxie for throwing a landmine——hmm, I saw this landmine yesterday and felt as if I had been slapped with chicken blood hahahaha

Bug fix, it’s such a big bug, he vomits blood, everything that can be changed has been changed... the only thing that can’t be changed is this /(ㄒoㄒ)/~~