Rose[NANA doujin]

The young man's confused thoughts were not answered, and Yu called Shinichi back the next day as usual, as if nothing had changed.The strange mentality of not wanting to be compared to Long Er made the young man extremely firm in quitting smoking and drugs. After several addictions, he secretly climbed into You's bed, trying to use You's smell to calm himself down.

Time doesn't stop for anyone, another brand new weekend, but BLAST stopped practicing, just because of TRAPNEST's concert in Nana's hometown, on Saturday morning, the two got on the JR on the way.

Nobuo stared dumbfounded at the boy who rushed into his house and sat on the bedside without being polite at all: "Aren't you going? Don't you mean Lian's fan? Fake fan!"

"No." The young man sat down cross-legged, took out Nobuo's seven stars skillfully, and sniffed it back and forth, "Are you going to be a light bulb?"

"Ah, are you 15 years old?" Nobuo sat down helplessly, "Do you really think you are an adult by pretending to be mature?"

Shinichi turned around and made a face at Nobuo.

"Speaking of which, Yu-chan hasn't come back yet? I don't know what kind of work it is. You've been on a business trip for three weeks, right?"

The matter in his mind was suddenly brought up, and Shinichi looked down at the cigarette in his hand again, suddenly wanting to break the precept and light it up.

"Ah, didn't she get adopted? Actually, I thought it was weird before, why such a young girl can buy such a big house in Shinjuku!"

Shinichi frowned: "Don't talk nonsense, Yu is not this kind of person."

Nobuo shrugged: "Just guess, don't pay too much attention to it."

In fact, I haven't seen her for three weeks, I really miss her, and I really can't help but think about her.

On the other side, Nana is on her way to IDEAHALL in sister Nana's car.

In two years, too many things have changed, but the mood when talking about Lian has not changed at all.Looking back in the woods, kissing in the snow, depending on each other in the warehouse, and the back view when leaving.There are too many things that cannot be erased by time. The person who desperately wants to follow is there now, but the fatigue in his heart is getting heavier and heavier, and it gradually settles down with time.

What is the point of being alone with such feelings?Nana asked herself more than once.

"We're here, call me when you're done, and I'll pick you up again." Nana's sister parked the car skillfully, and watched the two walk into IDEAHALL.

The timidity came suddenly, and after checking the tickets, she just had to enter and sit down, but Nana couldn't even take a step out of this section of the road.After making an excuse to smoke a cigarette, Nana sat on the sofa outside the door, resisting entering the grand concert in front of her.

It’s been two years, I’m afraid to see what kind of person attracted you and let you leave BLAST, I’m afraid to find that I’ll never be as good as the person who made you stop, I’m afraid to admit that you are so good now that I can’t catch up anymore, but also Afraid to miss this time and only see you in magazines.

The opening music gradually remembered, and Nana suddenly stood up and rushed towards the stage.

From Tokyo to Kamakura, it only takes 40 minutes by JR and 30 minutes by car.

When Shinichi stood at the door of Akita House again, he couldn't even remember when he decided to buy a JR ticket and took the bus to get here.

From the ticket gate to the front of the stage, it only takes 2 minutes to walk and 1 minute to run.

When Nana stood under the stage and watched that familiar person appear on the stage, time seemed to stand still, the familiar Nanjing lock, the familiar earrings and the familiar guitar, she began to forget the two years of blankness, as if nothing had changed, But everything has changed.

That night, Shinichi hugged the person he liked tightly, and for the first time knew that he could have love besides desire.However, in the silent night, he only dared to carefully lean out after the girl was asleep, sighed and hugged her secretly, tasting the sweet taste on the girl's lips.

On the same night, Nana tightly hugged her lover who had been away for two years. At the moment of meeting, all the bold words and lofty ambitions were swallowed, and emotions other than loving him were naturally left behind, only kisses and hugs Only then can the two hearts that finally meet again be comforted.

The moonlight on May 2001, 5 was indifferent, with thin clouds and mist covering the moonlight, as if love and desire disappeared without a trace, but left beautiful traces in the sky.Love, no matter what kind of love is deep-rooted, no matter what, you can't easily choose to give up and ignore it.The reunited lover, the silent love, was like an open box on this night, and there was nowhere to find it.

Yu is very conniving about Shinichi coming twice a month, and even hopes that he can come a few more times.

Even if you are tired from work, when you face an empty Japanese-style room after taking a shower, you can't help but think of your father who passed away and that helpless night.When Shinichi appeared here, everything seemed to be left behind, as if no matter the past, present or future could be illuminated by the boy's smile.

So when Shinichi proposed to live in Kamakura for a week, Yu not only didn't say much, but also asked for an extra set of bedding and toiletries from the front desk.

In the early morning, Yu, who had no part in the scene, pinched Shinichi's nose mischievously. The sleeping boy seemed to sense something, turned around in Yu's direction, and made a coquettish nasal sound.Yu blushed, and quickly let go of his hand.The two quilts were very close to each other, and at night Shinichi moved towards Yu unconsciously, and now when he turned over, the boy's face was right next to Yu's hand, so close that he could kiss him just by bowing his head.

To be honest, in You's short life, very few people can be so close to him.Shinichi once embraced his naked self, and the two of them once embraced each other to sleep. At the moment of helplessness, the first thing Yu thought of was Shinichi.You also once doubted that his indulgence in such a relationship could be due to love?

Thinking of this, You couldn't help but spurn himself. Obviously, the original intention was to bring a lost boy back on track. Would the 24-year-old self really want to attack a 15-year-old boy?

Yu knows that Shinichi has more experience than her actual age of 24, and every time she realizes this, she can't help being jealous of those who have had Shinichi, but if she really wants to accept him, it's an inexplicable guilt Feelings will fill your chest.

It's impossible anyway.

No matter how much I like this boy, and want to protect his smile, I can only help him secretly.After all, he is no longer worthy of a clean and pure relationship, after all, he is only a teenager.

In the early five o'clock, the members of TRAPNEST had to pack their bags and left the hotel before the fans could react.Lian didn't sleep as sleepily as usual, his brows were slightly frowned, and he looked at the city outside the window.

Which room will Nana be in?

When she woke up at one o'clock, she was still in the bathroom, chatting about the past, and when the alarm clock rang at four o'clock, she was completely gone.He once expected to meet again, maybe after leaving TRAPNEST, he went back to his hometown, found the woman who was still in the bathtub with cat feet, and made her cry and say that he loved him again, or it might be that Nana chased Tokyo to give up for herself Music gave up his dream and never separated again.

But no matter what kind of encounter, he will always be a betrayer.Betrayed BLAST, betrayed Nana, betrayed Tai and Nobuo, came to a new place, wrote songs for other women, and listened to other women's singing.

Sometimes I wonder why I left BLAST.If you want to be with Nana forever, just don't leave.But when he stood on the stage and picked up the guitar, he was willing to give up Nana and the past in his hometown for Leila and the band.

I want to see Nana.

Even though it was less than five hours since we met last time, I started to miss him again.If you want to lock Nana by your side forever, probably only hugs and kisses anytime and anywhere can soothe your empty heart.

The author has something to say:

Let’s talk about Zhenyi’s detoxification.

I don’t know if anyone will question my writing is too simple (in fact, I also questioned it myself)

The setting for Shinichi is just beginning to get involved in this circle, after all, when 3.7 just joined the group, he was still obedient

The setting is that after 3.7, he met Lingzi and began to betray himself. After a while, Lingzi was brought into the drug circle.

So I didn't smoke much, and I didn't smoke for a long time. I smoked three times in two weeks and couldn't do more!No amount of it would be my little angel!

Sucking is also a little bit more relaxed □□ and so on.

(But after all, when writing a novel, the process should be optimistic. Afterwards, when I write about Lian’s detoxification, I will be relatively optimistic...)

In addition, I am studying abroad now. Sincerely, every weekend night, the foreigners in the dormitory will suck all kinds of hi

I am a werewolf in the communalspace, and outside is a crowd of high-sucking foreigners dancing wildly...

□□This low-level drug is legally sold to adults in some countries like alcohol.

So maybe the quitting will be smoother? ?

Forcibly set a wave, the arrangement is on!