Rose[NANA doujin]

"...you say it again?" Nana's voice was a little trembling, she was holding the phone in her right hand, and her left hand was tightly clutching the armrest of the sofa, her veins were bulging.

Gao, who was watching TV on the sofa, turned his head, and his attention was completely attracted by his mother.

Qiaoyuan is in the UK, before dawn at six o'clock in the morning, he is sitting in the car on the streets of Oxford, leaning over tiredly: "I'm sorry, Nana."

The strength of the sofa could not support Nana to continue standing there, she fell to the ground, her tongue was bitter: "...I'm going to Oxford."

"I will arrange it. The earliest direct flight tomorrow." Qiao squeezed the space between her eyebrows, "One more thing... Nana, there is a child."

"...Child? It's..." Nana suddenly thought of something, and the name of that person was spinning in her mind, but she couldn't even utter a single syllable.

"...It's Lian's child." Qiao's voice softened, "It's really similar to him."

Nana suddenly understood the reason for Nana's sudden disappearance, and also suddenly understood the reason why she gave up suicide.Living alone in a foreign country and raising a child, how hard and tiring it will be, Nana can't empathize with it, but she can guess it.Both Lian and Gao are very obedient children, but if they hadn't happened to be there when they were babies, Nana couldn't resist at all.

She was angry that this child came at an untimely time, if it had been earlier, they would not know the difference between yin and yang.But if it was later, there might not be a chance to come to this world.She suddenly became angry again. Without this child, Osaki Nana might have died forever in that sea, the sea where Lian's ashes were scattered.

But now, she hasn't found the person she's been waiting for day and night. In the past six years, she has been thinking of giving her a hug and a smile all the time. When this day is coming, when she finally finds Nana's shelter, The cruel Nana cut off this opportunity, making Nana miss her again.

Leila is sitting on the sofa at Nana's house, with Naoki and Ren accompanying her.The young man in front of him stood at the top of the stairs with a vigilant expression on his face. There were still tears on his face, his eyes were flushed, but his face was tense, and he refused to back down even a single step.

He didn't know why his mother was lying on the cold bed in the hospital, he couldn't understand what the doctor said "death", and he didn't know the crying aunt, the uncle with a sad face, and the boy who was about his age.What he understood was that this was his and his mother's home, and even if his mother couldn't come back in the hospital, he had to guard it and not let anyone break in.

Taoshi has a vague feeling, he knows that he has lost his mother who can sing softly, and he is left alone.The boy was only five years old, and he couldn't restrain his panic.But he was fighting against the person in front of him, and refused to give in even half a step.

Qiao parked the car on the side of the street, Tai and Nobuo in the back seat got out, and Shinichi who followed behind held Gao who was already asleep in his arms.Coincidentally, he was not in a hurry to get out of the car, so he shook Nai Nai who looked tired. The woman sat there sluggishly, looking at him with blank eyes.

He quickly got out of the car, walked to the side of the co-pilot, opened the door, knelt down and held the woman's hand.Her hands were still white and tender, and the years didn't seem to have left too many traces, but at this moment they were cold.Qiao put her hand on her lips and kissed lightly: "Nai Nai, it's time to get out of the car."

She looked at her husband blankly and pursed her lips.

"Just like Nana needs you, her child also needs you." Qiao said, reaching out to caress the woman's pale cheeks, then holding her, and carefully helping her out of the car.

During these three days, Qiao has completed various procedures in the community and the hospital.Lian is an orphan, Nana's mother is useless, and her father is also missing, which means that Taoshi has been identified as an orphan.Qiao quickly went through the adoption procedures and made Taoshi his adopted son.

In this matter, Leila expressed her desire to adopt him, but was directly rejected by the community staff because of her mental state and financial resources.

It's just a coincidence that Momomi didn't change her surname. On the column of adopted son's name, Honjo Momomi is still written.

Although all the procedures were complete, I didn't expect that the most difficult person would be the child himself.

Born in a single-parent family, Taoshi is very sensitive, and like Nana, she never takes the initiative to get close to others.Especially at this special moment, he didn't say a word in the past three days, and stayed at the stairs, preventing any of them from going upstairs to touch the space between him and his mother.

Nana followed Qiao into this modest house.There is a guitar by the fireplace and a picture of Lian on the shelf.There are almost no decorations in the living room, and even the sofa is simple black and white, so simple that you can see through it at a glance.

The boy at the top of the stairs looked just like Lian when he was a child, and Tai could recognize it as Lian's child at a glance.The man who had always been calm and reserved couldn't help but tilt his head, his eyes wet.

Nana quickly let go of her husband's hand, ran a few steps towards the child, then knelt down in front of him and hugged him tightly, crying loudly: "Why?! Why is it always Nana?!"

No one can answer this question, and no one can offer any comfort.The vigilant young man inexplicably showed some tolerance towards Nana, the hatred in his eyes gradually faded, and he began to cry bitterly.

Nana, who had no reason to return to Japan, chose to live in London.Taoshi is familiar with the British environment and has a certain degree of social barriers, so returning to Japan is not a good choice.

Gao and Lian were very happy about this.The two brothers and sisters have no memory of the strange name Osaki Nana, and they have no concept of death. They only know that they need to take care of an older brother (brother) who lost his parents, and that his parents will live together again.

Nana smiled bitterly at the child's happiness, Qiao hugged her from behind, and kissed her forehead.

This is a new house that Qiao bought a long time ago in London. There is a room specially built for his daughter, a guitar specially bought for his son, and a cloakroom for his wife.It’s just that Nana never honored coming to the UK, and he gradually got used to living in another small house with his son to avoid facing the loneliness of being alone.

"Actually, I've been looking forward to living here with you." Qiao put her arms around Nana, looked out at the Thames River outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the London Eye was brightly lit at night, "But I didn't expect that it would be because of such a reason..."

Nana pursed her lips and looked back at the man who had been married for six years.He is still handsome, with black mid-length hair still on, but there are some fine lines between his eyebrows and eyes, and his outline gradually deepens.It's really getting old.

"...Will I bother you if I live here?" Nana said bitterly, "I can take care of three children by myself. It doesn't matter if you... live back with Leila."

She always felt that Leila and Qiao finally got married, and it was only because of their two children that they delayed the divorce.But Qiao Wenyan frowned, straightened his wife in his arms, held the woman's delicate face with both hands, and forced her to look at him.

"I'm just taking care of her." Qiao Shen said, "I know that living in two places makes you no longer feel safe, but now we are going to live together with three children, so I must make it clear to you. Leila is a very important person to me, the sister I must protect. But I will not lay hands on her because I have you. Although she is very important, you are my only wife."

Today's Nana is no longer as pure as before, but at this time she is expected to be sentimental.She thought of the sweet days and nights in the past, and chose to forget those lonely nights and the haggardness caused by suspicion.She embraced her husband in front of her, sobbing softly.

Taoshi quickly adapted to the new family. He liked the gentleness of Aunt Nana, and he also liked to sit beside Qiao and learn guitar with Lian.

But what he likes most is always the mother who looks strict but is full of tenderness, and the salty miso made by herself.No matter how happy life is now, he will never forget his mother's singing, his mother's sad back when holding his father's photo, and the days and nights he lived with her.

He will hide all of this in his heart and remember it for the rest of his life.

The author has something to say:

I still hope that Nana after marriage can be happy forever quq