Rose[NANA doujin]

wake up.

Nana sat up abruptly from the bed, breathing heavily.

Taoshi, the owner of the piano shop, Leila, the frightened blond foreigner in the speeding car...

The fragments of memory were pieced together in her mind, and she looked around, feeling something was wrong.This place is too familiar. Although she has only lived in this house for half a year, it has appeared in dreams so many times that she cannot forget it.

No, if he was really alive, he should be in the hospital instead of returning to this place!

Her head ached, and another memory was pulled out of the brain's box again. The end of TRAPNEST's tour, the reunion with Lian, Hachi who was sitting by the window and waiting...

Her memory is still a little messy, the different memories of the two lives collided in her brain, and she didn't know which one was real and which one was fake.Nana curled up and pressed her aching head. On the other side, as the quilt moved, the phone slid down and landed on her left hand, which was tightly grasping the quilt.She suddenly thought of something, picked up the phone and opened the flip.

2001. 7, 8

This special day, after six years, has faded in Nana's mind, but fortunately, the memory before this day seems to have been strengthened, just like yesterday.

Yes...Lian!

The regression of time made the man who had been static in her heart for six years come alive. Nana's breathing suddenly became lighter, and she dialed the phone number that had been in her heart for nine years with a trembling right hand.

"Dear, love, yes~" Lian picked up the phone, using the frivolous tone that Nana was familiar with.Nobuo over there rolled his eyes and reported his home address, and the taxi drove steadily towards the suburbs.

There was silence on the other side of the microphone, Lian felt something was wrong, and frowned: "Nana? What's wrong with you?"

Nana couldn't help crying anymore, Lian's heart tightened because of her suppressed sobs, she put down the phone and patted the driver, changed the address and went straight to 707.

Nana, who was sobbing and almost unable to hold her mobile phone, buried her weeping face in the quilt. At this moment, the loneliness of being alone for six years surpassed the self who fell in love after being separated for two years. She realized that she was the one who lost Lian, Nana who raised Taoshi alone, and now, everything is reversed, giving her a new chance to keep the one she loves.

She turned to Lian on the other side of the microphone, with a crying voice, and whispered in a coquettish tone that she didn't even realize: "...I really want to see you."

The road conditions were extremely smooth at midnight, and the taxi soon stopped downstairs at Nana's house. Lian opened the door and rushed down. Nobuo sat in the car, hesitated for a second, and chose to close the door.

"Sorry, let's go to the next place." Nobuo still reported his home address, took a deep breath and leaned back.This night, he is destined to be alone.

Before Nana opened the door, she had already calmed down. She washed her face to stop her tears.But when the person who had always existed only in the photos suddenly gasped and stood in front of him alive, the corners of his eyes still couldn't help sour.

"Nana?" Lian looked at the woman standing at the door who suddenly froze with red eyes, walked in with a frown, and hugged her into her arms tightly.

Nana's tears suddenly fell uncontrollably.

Lian, who is alive, can move, talk, call her "Nana", and hug her, is right in front of her.Nana, who was hugged by Lian's hot hands, cried quickly. This is a real, warm body.It was the first time for a woman without faith to thank God so much for giving her a chance to regret and redeem.She reached out and hugged Lian tightly, and burst into tears.Obviously, since my mother left, I have never cried like this again, but at this moment, it seems that only by expressing the grievances of the past six years loudly in this way can I make myself feel better.

Lian didn't understand what happened. The man leaned against the door, firmly held Nana's waist with his right hand, and gently stroked Nana's smooth black hair with his left hand, whispering in Nana's ear as if coaxing a child. .

Nana gradually eased from the intense emotion, she raised her head from the man's arms, the 26-year-old woman looked like an 18-year-old lost girl with blurred eyes.Lian's frowning and concerned expression occupied all her eyes. She stood on tiptoe and kissed her lost lover for six years.

Too familiar with each other's bodies, the spark of love was sparked in an instant, Lian hugged the woman up and threw her into the soft blanket.At the moment when they collided with each other, Nana tightly hugged the person she loved the most, and promised herself in her heart that she would never lose him this time, and never let him go again.

When Nobuo returned home, he had already circled Tokyo a long way.It took half an hour from Shinjuku to the northern suburbs, and then back to my home.He dragged his tired body out of the car and walked back to the building. He thought he was the only one who was alone, but found a familiar figure leaning against the fence at the door waiting for him.

"Shinichi?" Nobuo called out, and the boy turned his head. Under the clear moonlight, his red eyes became more obvious.

Nobuo, who guessed what was going on, sighed, took out the key and opened the door: "...Is it still not possible to make up?"

Shinichi was silent, and followed Nobuo into the room: "Instead of worrying about me, let's think about Hachi and you. Are you really okay?"

Nobuo's hand to turn on the light suddenly stopped, and as Shinichi closed the door, the whole room became dark, only the moonlight was indistinct.

"...Actually, if it suits Qiaobi, I really have no chance of winning." Nobuo's voice sounded very calm, "I can't write songs as good as him, I'm not as tall as him, and I'm not as handsome as him, let alone me I came to Tokyo poor and empty, and only a successful debut can give Nana the happiness she wants. If Nana is with him, life will be better."

Shinichi finds it inconceivable that Nana's smile and Nana's love for the past month are definitely not lies, but he was chosen to give up because of Nobuo's inferiority complex.The fire in his heart suddenly ignited: "Just because of this? Just because you think you are not as good as a coincidence, so you have to give up even the chance you fought for?"

"What do you want me to say?!" Nobuo turned his head and roared, his eyes were wide open, unwilling to let tears stay, "Nai Nai has already made her choice, isn't it embarrassing enough for me to be there!"

"Go and grab her! If you love her, go and grab her back!" Shinichi picked up Nobuo's collar, and at this moment he seemed to be himself, so what if he refused, what if he made a choice, as long as You still love him in his heart, so he will never say the word give up, "What can't be compared to a coincidence, it's because you feel inferior! As long as you still love Nana, what can stop you!"

Nobuo was left speechless by the questioning, and the tears that he tried his best to hold back still flowed down. He stared blankly at Shinichi in front of him, and murmured: "...But, why am I willing to force her?"

Shinichi was stunned.

"I'm not willing to make her sad. If Qiao can't give her happiness, I will definitely protect her with my life. But if Qiao can give Nana everything she wants, why should I impose my feelings on her and let her be with me? Pain together."

Shinichi's hand gradually loosened, and Nobuo fell to the ground.In the darkness, his face was hidden in the shadows, only the crystal clear teardrops reflected the moonlight, shining brightly.There was a cry in his tone: "I also want to be with her for the rest of my life, but if she can have a happier life, I can only bless her."

Is that right?

The boy froze suddenly, Nobuo's words circled in his mind.

What will I bring to you?Shinichi asked himself in his heart.An underage boy, if the two are really together, he will only be like a parasite, parasitizing beside You.As for Ryuji Sakamoto, that man, he can bring Yu a sense of security and protect her. He has enough status to make Yu's official career go smoothly, and he has enough money to give Yu a better life.

For the first time, the boy began to question himself. Is the love he insisted on being a shackle imposed on You?

The author has something to say:

Nobuo: With a pot of wine under the moon, there will be three people facing each other!Miserable! ! ! !

Do you want to see Nana V Nobuo or is it a coincidence? ?

To be honest, I can't let go of both sides...