Rose[NANA doujin]

Bird Nobility has always been a popular night snack shop in Tokyo. At 8:[-] pm, after a busy day, Yu hurried to the Bird Noble in Kabukicho, Shinjuku, and found Nana who had been waiting for half an hour.

"... Huh, sorry, I'm really busy today, haven't you been waiting for a long time?" Yu's face was full of apology, he hung his backpack on the hook behind his back, and sat down.

Nana is still dressed in a punk style, with silver earrings and a Westwood ring.But Yu still keenly noticed a slight change, the coldness on Nana's face facing outsiders had softened.Of course, she wouldn't pretend to think that she had become a person recognized by BLAST, but she was inexplicably nervous.

Nana was also looking at the girl in front of her.In fact, I met her once before, but at that time, I didn't have the memory of six years later, and I paid very little attention to her.Looking at it now, an 18-year-old girl looks too mature.

The girl was wearing a pure white tunic dress that reached her knees, and a light blue short-sleeved sweater on the outside. She looked like she was 25 or [-] years old.

Nana calmly handed the menu to You: "Let's see what you want to eat."

There was already a large pot of lettuce mixed with vinegar on the table, and there was also an empty plate of grilled skewers.In order to maintain her throat, Nana did not order wine, but chose strawberry-flavored soda water.

You thought about it, added three skewers and beer, and then sat down.

"So...Miss Osaki specially asked me out, what's the matter?"

Nana thought for a while, and decided not to ask too bluntly: "Shinichi has been very serious these days, but too seriously, I'm a little worried, so I want to talk to Ms. Kamiya."

The hand holding the teacup tightened suddenly, the girl's face froze, she pursed her lips and lowered her head.

"...Yes, is that so?" The girl's hands were almost twisted together, her eyes were a little hot, and she asked in a low voice, "Did he go out for the night? After he left, I was most worried about this..."

Nana frowned, going out for the night?

"You mean him and those women...?"

"No..." You said in a low voice, "At that time, he was taken to smoke powder, if he became addicted to smoke, he would definitely not go home at night..."

"..." Nana was a little shocked. She thought that Shinichi's affair started after his debut, but she didn't expect it to start so early.She raised her eyes and looked responsibly at the girl in front of her.Whether she is from the future or not, there must be no hostility.

"So, you know about Shinichi? You know it affected BLAST?"

Nana asked cleverly, and You, who was in a trance, quickly took the bait, and looked at Nana in shock: "You... how do you know?"

The Shinichi incident affected BLAST after half a year, but why did the woman in front of him seem to know what she knew?

"...As expected, Shinichi's change is all because of you." Nana murmured, meeting the girl's watery eyes, "Don't worry, Shinichi lives at Nobuo's house every day. I can't bear to stop smoking. Let me reintroduce, I am Osaki Nana, from six years later."

Yu's hand trembled, and the cup slammed down on the table.The waiter served her drink and put it in her hand. The girl smiled stiffly and nodded and said thank you before she finally recovered.

"Six... after six years?"

"I was here two days ago when I opened my eyes... There are too many things that have changed, and many things have gone off track." Nana picked up the strawberry soda in front of her, held the straw in her hand, and sipped the bubbles in the pink drink. After a while, "I thought about many people, but in the end there was only you, which is completely different from what I have experienced in the past. In the past, in our lives, you did not exist at all."

"...That's right. Me too, I came back after six years..." The biggest secret in my heart was suddenly revealed, and Yuu held the drink cup tightly with both hands nervously, and his fingertips turned white.

The noise of the store buried their conversation in it, and no one could hear it but them.

"I came here suddenly that day... I was very scared, and I happened to meet Shinichi. He sent me home, and this happened."

"Send it home? Is it that kind of relationship? Did you give him money?" Nana answered the words indifferently, her shaking hand finally stopped, her red lips parted slightly, and the pink liquid slowly flowed down the straw upper class.

"...Yes. Then I found out that he was the bass player who was reported by the media because of that kind of thing." Yuu took a deep breath and tried to relax himself, "So, since Ms. Osaki is also from six years later, You should know the current situation of Mr. Honjo, right?"

Nana frowned: "Lian's situation? What are you talking about?"

"Don't you even know?" You looked puzzled, and frowned delicately, "Didn't you mean Honjo Lian's wife? He was finally identified by the forensic doctor as a long-term drug addict and died of hallucinations. You really don't know." ?"

Taking drugs to cause hallucinations... Yes, this is something I forgot.

Lian's death at that time made her seem to close herself off, ignoring all the information around her, and even lost her memory again.At the same time, in order not to hurt her, she had no idea about the cause of Lian's death and why Lian appeared there.

Later, for the sake of her children, she left Japan, this sad place full of memories.People are gone, and she doesn't want to stick to the things behind these accidents.After being told by You, it turned out that it wasn't the traffic accident she always thought it was?

"... At that time, I was a little out of my mind. Regarding Lian... I..." Thinking about it now, I still feel hot in my eyes.She remembered, but three days ago, Taoshi was still in her arms, and she picked him up from the warm blanket, calling her mother with her eyes blindfolded.And now, she didn't even know if she would ever see him again.

A trace of unbearableness flashed in Yu's eyes, but for their future, Nana can only start to change if she knows everything well.She pursed her lips: "Mr. Honjo was identified as having a history of 2-3 years. Later, the president of CookieMusic was reported and investigated by Ichinose Qiao, and finally he was arrested for drug trafficking. He was provided with an increased dose a month ago, which caused the hallucinations..."

Her expression seemed anxious and concerned: "I'm just a bystander, I don't know the inside story, what broke the balance between LLENN and those things. Now because of Shinichi, I hope BLAST can go smoothly after debut, don't Stumbling and short-lived like in the past, so I tried to get close to Mr. Honjo, but I haven’t been able to get in touch. Now that Ms. Osaki has found me and knows the past, please be more concerned about Mr. Honjo.”

"Because people who choose to walk on this road must be very lonely."

Yu remembered the time when he was at home with Shinichi.

At that time, she had just left the film crew, nestled at home, had no job, and was unwilling to go out.Thinking about the daily meals, sometimes sitting on the couch watching the episodes I missed in a month.

Shinichi often clings to her, or sits on the sofa, writing songs next to her, or sits at the dining table talking about the piano and revising on the paper, and looks up at the busy figure in the kitchen from time to time.

She has always strictly prohibited him from smoking, let alone those things.It's just that the word quit is easy to say, but it's too difficult to do.Sometimes when the addiction comes, he will hold Yu's slender wrist tightly, hug her when it is serious, lean on Yu's shoulder, absorb the soft fragrance of the girl's body, and try to calm himself down.

Yuji is easy to soften his heart, and at this time he always sits on the sofa and hugs the slender boy.At that time, there would always be scratches from teenagers on her back. When she came back after leaving for a month, she even saw marks on her bed that had been severely scratched.

She never told Shinichi about the pain in her back, and she accepted it all.The girl's voice is not as good as Leila's, but it is also gentle and soft.She hugged Shinichi, hummed a song like flowing water, and tried hard to make him feel even a little bit of love and comfort.

Afterwards, Shinichi talked to her in a daze, his self-control allowed him to divert the physical pain by chatting.She knew about his unblessed past, about the mother who depended on him for life, about the boy's doubts about the world, and about the boy's lonely heart.

She was contradictoryly angry that Shinichi's mother gave birth to an illegitimate child, making him have to accept a painful and hurtful childhood, and thanked her for bringing this angel into this world and by her side.

Maybe at that time, he had already fallen in love with this fragile boy.

The author has something to say:

When I was writing this chapter, I kept thinking about Bird Noble...

I really want to eat it! ! ! !