Rose[NANA doujin]

wake up.

Nana sat up from the bed with a whimper.The weather in Osaka is good, the sun is just rising, shining in through the floor-to-ceiling windows, and there is still some night atmosphere.There are a lot of wine bottles on the coffee table next to the bed, and the suitcase is wide open next to the wardrobe, and there are outdated clothes in it.

How is this going?Nana held down her tearing head, as if feeling a long-lost hangover.No, it was obviously in London, I met an old friend, and there was a speeding car...

Even if he didn't die, he should be in the hospital...

Nana curled up, and a white iron object slid down from the quilt with the movement of her legs. Nana raised her eyes and was stunned.This is... the cell phone that was left in Japan.

An absurd thought flashed through her mind, she stretched out her hand, and her familiar hands suddenly became tender, covered with black nail polish that hadn't caught her eye for a long time.She picked up the phone and entered the main interface. March 2001, 3 was the day Lian died...

Nana's breathing suddenly became lighter, and her right hand trembled as she dialed the phone number that had been in her heart for nine years.

Lian was quickly woken up by the ringtone. The side effects of taking the powder last night made his brain a little unclear. After listening to it a few times, he realized that the phone was ringing.He put his left hand against his eyes, trying to block the sunlight of the day, and picked up the phone with his right hand: "Who?"

Nana sobbed uncontrollably, she couldn't tell which one was a dream, now or those six years, but if it was now, she was willing to drown in this dream and never wake up.

Lian paused, then sat up: "... Nana?"

"Are you a fool!" Nana cried, her sobbing quickly turned into howling, "Why didn't you tell me such a big thing? When I lose my life one day, I... what should I do..."

"You..." Lian suddenly understood, and sighed, "You still know..."

"...you wait for me at home, I'll be right back." Nana wiped her tears and stood up.

"Come back? You should still have work, I'm going out today too..."

"You are not allowed to go out! I don't care how important you are, wait for me to come back!" Nana was furious, and then covered her trembling lips, sobbing uncontrollably, "...I beg you, I really don't want to see With you leaving..."

Lian was silent for a while, before speaking: "Nana, you are also a responsible artist now, music and band are the most important, and it's the same for me."

Lian quickly hung up the phone, leaving only the beeping sound still ringing.She quickly realized what was happening, wiped away her tears, picked up the keys and coat of the nanny's car, and rushed out.

On the way to the parking lot, she picked up her cell phone and called Ty, who answered quickly: "Hello, Nana? Why is it so early?"

"Tai, do me a favor." Nana didn't have time to miss the voice she had lost for six years, and she spoke quickly, "I'm going from Osaka to Tokyo right away, and you will pick me up at Tokyo Station in about an hour and a half."

"Huh? Which one are you talking about?" Tai's voice was a little annoyed. Last night, she fell asleep at Meiyu's place. The sudden phone call woke up all the women around her, showing a dazed look.He stroked the woman's soft long hair and held her in his arms.

"You owe me. You already know about Lian, right?" Nana said calmly, "How can he continue to work like this, and how can you keep it from me for so long?! I can't let him go out like this!"

The woman's tone became more and more intense, and Tai suddenly felt a little guilty, and raised his forehead: "Okay, I get it." After speaking, he lightly kissed the forehead of the person next to him, and then got up neatly and changed his clothes.

At 5 o'clock in the morning, there were almost no people in Japan. Nana drove quickly to the JR station and caught up with the earliest Shinkansen to Tokyo that day.From Osaka to Tokyo, it takes 8 hours to drive and an hour and a half by Shinkansen. It is a long time, but there is only infinite panic.

It's been too long, six years have passed, and even the man's voice has become blurred.She has already forgotten why the two of them quarreled, and the unhappiness after marriage. Only the moment of relying on each other has been infinitely magnified in the past six years, making her miss it so much that she dreams of it every night when she is alone.

For a long time, she was unwilling to go to sleep with her schedule.Every dream has Lian's figure, either hugging or kissing. When the dream wakes up, the self who realizes what is reality will be painfully forced to remember his departure.

Now, finally, whether it's the new chance God gave her or the last redemption before death, she has to hold on to him. No matter what, she wants to hold him, hug him, and kiss him, and she doesn't want to let him go for a moment.

It wasn't until Lian left that Nana realized that what she pursued was not the moment of being famous, not the moment of being watched by everyone, but the moment of catching up with Lian and being called Nana instead of Lian's woman.This kind of pursuit has no meaning without Lian. Only he is the one she is really following.

Tai's car was driving fast, and it didn't take long for it to stop steadily at the door of the house.Six years have passed, and she has never been home to visit, whether it is the home in Tokyo or the home in her hometown.She didn't have the courage to face the memories of the past, and she didn't dare to face the shadow of living with Lian, because she couldn't choose to end her life and leave with Lian.She was afraid to see Lian's sad expression, as if she would cry in the next moment, just like the moment of parting on the train, and also like the moment of reunion in the hotel.

But now she can't help being sentimental, she doesn't know what happened that day, what activities were held at TRAPNEST that day, when did he know that Leila left, and when he set off to return to his hometown.She could only lock him at home before everything happened, not allowing him to go anywhere.

Nana rushed upstairs impatiently, took out the key in her hand and opened the door.It seemed that nothing happened in the room, Lianji was good at hiding it, just like the two of them lived together after they got married, but they didn't know that he would be addicted to this kind of thing.She quickly ran into the bedroom, the curtains were tightly closed, and some light was revealed. The man lay on the bed, woke up, and opened his eyes in confusion.

"...Nana?!" Lian sat up in surprise, her drowsiness dissipated immediately, "Why did you suddenly..."

Nana's tears suddenly fell uncontrollably.

Lian, who is alive, can move and talk, and can call her "Nana", is right in front of her.

She suddenly didn't dare to take a step forward, afraid of waking up from the dream at the moment when she hugged him, and found that everything was false, and found that Lian was dead and left forever.She has crossed the long distance from Osaka to Tokyo, and now, just a few steps from the door to the bedside, her courage has disappeared.

The woman in front of her squatted down slowly, keeping her knees and sobbing quietly, Lian's brows were a little sad, he walked over barefoot, and hugged her in his arms: "Are you a fool, a The moon is gone, why did you start crying when you saw me?"

Nana, who was caressed by Lian's hot hands, cried even more urgently. This is a real, warm body.It was the first time for a woman without faith to thank God so much for giving her a chance to regret and redeem.She reached out and hugged Lian tightly, and burst into tears.Obviously, since my mother left, I have never cried like this again, but at this moment, it seems that only by expressing the grievances of the past six years loudly in this way can I make myself feel better.

Tired of crying, Nana leaned her head on Lian's chest, obviously still sobbing softly, but fiercely threw all the cigarettes on the bedside to the ground, not allowing Lian to touch it.

"You can't even let me smoke cigarettes." Lian smiled wryly, hugged the woman and began to ask for kisses, "You want me to quit completely, are you in a hurry?"

"When did it start?" Nana enjoyed Lian's kiss, but did not choose to let him go.

"...Two years ago."

Nana was silent, suddenly wondering whether the original decision to break up was really correct.

Lian sighed, and picked up Nana's fingers to play with. Because she came out too quickly, her rings were left in Osaka's room and scattered on the bedside. Now there is nothing left on her hands: "It's because of too much pressure. It is always unavoidable in this circle, and I can't see you, I always talk to Artest about you, but the more I hear it, the more I miss you..."

There was a bit of grievance in his words. At that time, he really hoped that he could put Nana in his pocket, be with her forever, and be able to turn around, kiss her and hug him anytime and anywhere.

"Why is it suddenly serious recently?"

"...Because I was discovered by the president. He was afraid that I would be exposed to such a scandal and the popularity of the band would plummet, so he kept giving me a lot of supplies, fearing that I would not be enough..." Lian felt a little guilty, buried herself in Nana's chest and took a deep breath In one breath, "I can't quit, at least not now. Once the work stops, the media will definitely ask the bottom line, and then..."

"I'm pregnant." Nana suddenly interrupted Lian's words, and the man buried in his chest suddenly raised his head and stared into her eyes, "It's been more than a month, the time before you left. Maybe the medicine expired , anyway, I have it."

Lian was so overwhelmed by the sudden shock that he couldn't speak. At this moment, he didn't know whether to say it was a surprise or a surprise. In fact, it was something he had been looking forward to—to use the child to keep Nana as his own. , but at this moment, he couldn't tell whether it was a lie or the truth, and he was a little uncertain: "You, are you telling the truth? Are you pregnant? You haven't been taking medicine all the time...how could this be?"

A smile suddenly appeared on the face of the woman in front of her, she took Lian's hand and put it on her lower abdomen to stroke back and forth: "I don't know why, he just survived like this."

Knowing that after Lian died, she followed Lian's ashes and buried herself in the sea. At the moment when she lost consciousness, it was Nana who was pregnant. Because she was worried that she would follow her in the middle of the night, she cried and pulled her out of the icy sea .She really felt suffocated, and thought that she would leave with Lian this time, but she survived, and even found that not only she survived, but also her and Lian's child, Taoshi.

"I..." Lian was suddenly a little nervous, she pulled away and didn't dare to press on Nana again.Under the palm is Nana's abdomen, and inside there is a life that inherits him.He never knew that his life could continue. Nana never gave him the possibility of getting pregnant. He even thought that only two people would stay together in this life, and there would never be a third person.But at this moment, the third person is here.He may not yet be formed, have no consciousness of his own, not even a heartbeat, but he still exists, and will come to this troubled world a year later, causing happy troubles for him and Nana.

Nana took Lian's hand and interlocked her fingers: "I will accompany you, and accompany you to quit drugs and smoking until you get better. You also have to accompany me and the child until he comes into this world, and then we will accompany you He grew up, taught him the guitar, taught him to sing. You said, you want me to stay with you forever, I stay for you, for the child, will you always be with me?"

The man's eyes turned red. He was not a madman like Qiao. He ignored his pregnant wife at home, worked hard for his work outside, and lingered in the flowers in his free time.He wanted a home, a warm home with Nana and miso.Now, this future is in front of his eyes, why should he not grasp it.

As for the diva stored deep in my heart, let her be buried in the deepest part forever.

The author has something to say:

Alas, I actually think that Lian might have really fallen in love with Leila at that time...

cry for a while

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I'm sorry everyone, these two days soon ddl still has an exam, I have been running around in school and the library, and I have exhausted all the archives...

But seeing that everyone didn't urge the update, I actually felt a little relieved hahahahahahaha

It is recommended that you raise it for a month, and it may be over after getting fat.Huh hee hee