"Levi bg" has a three-inch heart, you are faith
Chapter 10☆、10
A lot of blood, bright red like the setting sun in the sky, a color that signaled the fall of dusk and night, and was used at this moment to remind everyone of the fact that the girl would never wake up again.
The onlookers dare not move forward, they just want to avoid causing trouble in vain.And the dead girl was just one of all the dead in the Underground Street, and no one will pity her except that this girl was touched by the heart we knew.
She is only in her teens, the age of a flower, but no matter how beautiful the flower branches are in the underground street, they will eventually wither, because there is no room for flowers here.
"Levi..." There was obvious tremor in my voice, at this moment I just wanted to see Levi's reaction, I don't know what he would think, would he be sad?
The boy buried his head, his slightly long black hair covered half of his face, I couldn't see his expression clearly.His back is particularly thin in the crowd, and I can see his thin shoulders trembling slightly.
He clenched the dagger tightly in his hand, and the bald man lying on the ground screaming gave an order, and everyone copied the guy and rushed over Molly's slender body with messy steps.
Levi was submerged in the crowd, and I saw a slightly sullen look on his suddenly raised face, a violent luster appeared in his gray-blue eyes, his dagger deftly blocked the enemy's machete, the sharp edge During the deflection, the dagger sank deeply into the opponent's flesh, and blood overflowed from the knife edge in the next second.
The stick hit him mercilessly on his back, and the corners of his lips showed blood, but he parried without flinching, and stepped on each other one by one, his eyes sharp as arrows.
"Levi, Levi! Don't hit me anymore... Fuck me, don't hit me!" I can't do anything, I can only watch Levi fight the crowd, watch him being beaten again and again I fell down but stood up with a cold face. The onlookers were indifferent to this, and I yelled at the people who couldn't see me, "—what do you think, you should think of a way, hurry up and call the police... Bah, hurry up Call the gendarme!"
No one paid any attention to me, I gritted my teeth and cursed the bald man who was sitting on the ground laughing proudly over and over again, while eagerly looking for a way to turn the situation around.
Levi threw everyone to the ground without hesitation. He stood up with a gloomy expression, his fair and clean face was stained with blood, and his coat slipped off due to the battle.
——What, what's going on?He killed those who fell on the ground alone?So with so much blood on his body, he won't be injured, right?
I watched in amazement as Levi walked towards the bald man who fell on the ground step by step, he grabbed his collar and pulled the bald man up abruptly, then he raised his hand without hesitation and punched every time A fist landed on the bald man's face accompanied by a hoarse scream.
In the backlight of the crowd, a tall man stood at some point, different from the ragged onlookers, he was wearing a light-colored overcoat and a top hat of the same color to cover his black hair, and he looked clean and tidy , seemed too out of place with the ruined and dirty scene around him. At this moment, he looked at everything on the scene with no expression.
It didn't take long for me to remember that this was the man Levi called "Kenny."
——He...why is he here, is he following Levi again?He should have seen what happened just now, right?Why didn't Levi come out to help when he was under attack?Isn't he Levi's teacher?
I opened my mouth to remind Levi, but when I turned around, I saw a boy with half of his cheek stained with blood, his eyes looked at Kenny in the crowd under the backlight without joy or sadness, but the man pursed his lips, Finally turned and left.
"Ah, the gendarme is here, let's go!" Not far away came the sound of guns being pulled off the safety latch, accompanied by the sound of messy footsteps, and the crowd dispersed.
Levi looked at the retreating figure, his hand holding the knife tightened for an instant, and finally loosened slightly.
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Levi didn't look at Molly's body, he turned around and left, it was enough for the military police to deal with the matter behind him.I also knew that taking Molly's body away would be of no use, after all, the girl was really dead.
At this moment, none of us spoke, he walked ahead by himself, a plain white towel hastily wiped off the half-dried blood on his face, Levi quietly put the coat that had slipped off on his shoulders again.
He left the noisy and sewage-filled residential area, and there was a disgusting musty smell in the air, even I could smell it, let alone Levi who had lived here since birth.
It's not that he can't smell it, but he's used to it, to the long dark night without sunlight, to the rotten corpses in the streets and alleys, to how to live hard in the struggle... Maybe the people here have their own views on death, to die Just die, and when you die, you cease to exist.If you don't want to be wiped out of existence by this world, you can only use all means to survive, even at the expense of eliminating aliens and harming your own kind.
I can't imagine why Levi will stand out from the thousands of underground street residents in the future, go out openly, and become a hero who lives in the light and sunshine that everyone is looking forward to.
If I were a person of this era, if I had lived in the underground street from the beginning, people with low abilities like me might have been buried long ago, and died as helplessly as Molly, right?
Natural selection, survival of the fittest.
This sentence is extremely applicable no matter in which era, the difference is the social environment and competition methods.
I silently followed behind him, I don't know how long after walking, Levi suddenly stopped.
"...Levi, what are you?" I looked at him inexplicably, but he ignored me, just retracted the dagger into the scabbard, and then quickly took a few steps forward, lifted his feet up the slope and flipped nimbly past.
I vaguely heard the wind and grass above my head, as well as the unique chirping of insects and birds in summer.However, the land under his feet did not seem to have the previous dirty and muddy sewage, and even a few clumps of inconspicuous emerald green meadows grew on both sides of the dirt road.
Looking around, there are no residential buildings nearby, only undulating yellow-brown soil slopes, but what interests me is that there are obviously no buildings here that can be inlaid with glowing ore, but the light here is even brighter than other places in the underground street.
I quickly noticed where the light source was—the top of my head, but the scene I saw in front of me was beyond my expectation. It was not some luminous ore inlaid together, but a hole with a radius of about ten feet, and the edge of the hole was covered with The green grass is green, but the scenery outside the cave is a light-colored night scattered with stars.And the silver brilliance reflected by the sky fell from the top of the head and coated the scenery below the cave entrance with a faint brilliance. Although it was not enough to illuminate the dark corners, it was no problem to see the surrounding roads clearly.
I thought about it carefully. If I remember correctly, this should be the huge vent for Levi and his two partners to release the lost birds in the future.
How did Levi come here, shouldn't he go back to the hut to wash off the blood and stains on his body?
I watched him find a piece of clean grass to lie down on, and then closed his eyes slightly, as if he didn't care whether there was dirt or insects in the meadow.At this time, the refreshing night wind slowly poured in from the vent, gently blowing his soft black hair.
I think, no matter how hard he suppressed all expressions on his face, his heart is also very depressed, right?After all, he cared so much about Molly before, although death is definitely not a good thing for Molly.
But if Kenny, who has been secretly spying on this matter before, is willing to help, maybe Molly won't die, but nothing if.When Kenny turned around, I saw an emotional change in Levi's eyes. It was a feeling of incomprehension and complaint. After the man disappeared into the dark alley, Levi's eyes finally returned to Dead silence.
I think at that moment Levi's mood should be as lonely as a candle extinguished. He said that Kenny was his teacher, and he should also be very eager to get Kenny's help when he was outnumbered.
And I can't do anything, and I don't know how to speak. Now I can only sit quietly and look at him, silent.
At this time, I can't say things like "Let me lend you my shoulder", and I really want to give him a try of the method of listening to music that can relieve depressed emotions, but it's a pity that I am born with tone deafness.
"Well, Levi, are your wounds okay?" In the end, I planned to bring back a more normal topic in an attempt to break the weight of the silence, but Levi didn't even lift his eyelids, and just said something coldly : "Can't die."
I knew he couldn't fall asleep, he just closed his eyes and took a nap, after all he had slept for five or six hours not long ago.And the world outside the vent is about to usher in a new dawn, and soon the people on the ground will follow the law of sunrise and work to get up and start a new day of life.
I haven't really seen the outside world yet. If I have the chance, I should go out and see it.But I am a spirit-like existence. No one can see me except Levi. Even if I go out one day, there is no meaning in this world. The sad thing is that I don’t even know how I came here , How will you leave here in the future.
Or is it all just a dream?After waking up, everything in front of you will disappear?
If this is not a dream, I definitely don't want to be a spirit body. I can't truly experience the complexity of the world.
And Levi and I, even if we can know each other's existence, there will never be any real intersection.
"Levi, don't sleep, it's going to be dawn, isn't it?" I looked at the world outside the vent, the sky was no longer as bottomless as the light black at midnight, but gradually clear and transparent like light blue glass.The edge of the hole can be likened to the horizon, the blurred outline is scattered with a touch or two of reddish or lavender color, and the white stars of the sky are gradually hazy.Looking at this posture, the sun will rise in the east soon, and everything will wake up.
"Get up and bask in the sun, the bones will absorb calcium better and help you grow taller." I showed a sly smile, thinking desperately of his actual height many years later - 1.6 meters, which is for a man It's not an ideal height, although his back is shrouded in heroic brilliance and always looks majestic and tall.
"Well, you are only 16 years old, you still have a chance, don't give up on yourself." I nodded in agreement, completely ignoring his darkening face.
He suddenly opened his gray-blue eyes, and frowned slightly. If he could, I think he would kick me.
"Hahahaha, beat me up!" I laughed out loud like a fool.
"It's so annoying." He sat up suddenly, perhaps because of his youth, his gray-blue eyes staring at me were not as long and narrow as they were many years later.I saw him raising his hand and scratching the hair with two blades of grass irritatedly. With the other hand, he supported the grass behind him, "If you make any more noise, get the hell out of here."
"——Why are you so fierce, be careful that no woman will want you in the future!" I suppressed a smile and brushed my bangs, and then patted my chest boldly, "But don't worry, I don't despise you, I assure you I will marry you home in a splendid manner hahahaha!"
"Can you be more shameless?" He gritted his teeth and stared at me, his face once again as dark as the bottom of a pot.
"I'm serious." I looked into his eyes without fear, then bent my lips, and said seriously, "Levi, if one day you and I really exist in a world, I will I will spare no effort to pursue you." Well, a beautiful marriage!
He looked stunned for a moment, and gradually let go of his clenched fist: "Tsk."
"Oh, so you agreed?" Seeing that he didn't deny it, I was so excited that I almost jumped up.
"When did you hear that I agreed to something stupid?" His eyes darkened, "...you should know what you look like now, almost no one can see you, do you understand who you are?"
Yes, I don't exist, the real me is not real in this world.
"I should be...a ghost." Levi's sharp words seemed to have poured cold water on me. I was startled, and then I pursed my lips and smiled bitterly: "But I'm not dead, Levi, you and I Frankly speaking, I come from another world, and I came here inexplicably one night." I planned not to say these words unless he asked me, after all, whether he believed it or not was another matter.Besides, I have known him for more than a week, and he has never asked my name.
In fact, my foreign language is not very good. It just so happens that my name is a rare word that my mother pretended to find. It is impossible to translate it with my current foreign language level. Levi never asks, usually It's nothing more than "Hello" and "You". Over time, I also got used to the days without a name.
"Forget it, let's not talk about this, I feel so heartbroken that you are so incomprehensible." I shook my head helplessly and imitated his appearance with both hands behind my back, then slightly raised my head and looked up at the sky. How long will it take before the last darkness in the sky is about to dissipate, and the sky near the horizon in the east is filled with more morning light.
Light purple crimson, or gold, mixed together like exquisite oil painting colors, the five colors are extremely colorful and gorgeous.
"The sunrise at sea level would be more beautiful." I muttered to myself, "Levi, haven't you thought about leaving the underground street to live on the ground?" After a pause, I turned my head and looked at his side Face.
Levi also looked up at the sky, he pursed his lips, and it took a long time before he said quietly: "The way people get along with each other is the same, if you don't fight to the death, you have no chance of living. After entering the underground street, what is the difference between the life above and here?"
"Your thinking can't always develop in a bad direction." I frowned, and was about to reach out to pat him on the shoulder, but I stopped quickly, so I said to him in an earnest and tireless tone, "It's different, there is sunshine on the ground. , promote the absorption of calcium and you can grow taller quickly."
Seeing the veins on his forehead jumping violently, I quickly smirked and waved my hands: "No, no, not just this - I mean the ground is definitely better than the underground street, you will want to go out and have a look, and you will go out. Besides, You can’t just see the dark side of society, life also has a good meaning, but this meaning can’t be found by hiding in an underground street all your life.” As I said before, I don’t want to tell him some things in advance, I’m afraid he will know Then he wasn't who he used to be.
"The comfortable topic of finding the meaning of life must first be based on the premise of eating well and sleeping well?" He nodded slightly, as if unwilling to agree with me, "In such a dirty place where death may occur at any time, who would There is extra leisure to think about whether it is good or not.”
"I know, but I have always believed that the future is beautiful, and I have believed in it for more than ten years." I smiled and began to recall the scenes from childhood to adulthood, and the expectations placed on me by my grandparents touching my head And blessings, "I was born in a very ordinary family, and I occasionally feel anxious about livelihood issues. But in our world, only reading can change destiny. Maybe some people are not, but the general trend of society is the same."
"My parents don't seem to like me. Maybe I'm a girl. They think that girls have to marry, and studying is a waste of money. They want me to go out to work early."
"But I want to study. Reading is not only to make money and improve the quality of life in the future, but also to sublimate myself and see things more broadly. I think that kind of life will be more fun... Well, although I don't like reading either, Because I'm tired."
"However, the process of achieving the goal does not seem to be beautiful, but if you persevere, you will always wait until that day." I hope that I will be as brilliant as Captain Levi, then my parents will definitely look at me with admiration, "So Levi Will, I have always insisted on my ideal. Although I have self-knowledge, I am just a person with ordinary ability. But I know that you are different. You are better than me and other people, so you can do better and also You can definitely walk out of the underground street and live in the sun openly, the suffering in front of you is nothing, as long as you are willing, just grit your teeth and pass."
——Maybe there is endless darkness before our eyes, but who knows the future?I used to take his strength for granted, but later I realized that behind every glory is full of sadness.But look, how brave he is, how he came out of the darkness with his own ability, he is my pillar and example.In my heart, he is the most amazing.
Levi, that person must be you.
The boy's gray-blue eyes did not show any emotional ups and downs, and were as quiet as ever. I thought he would refute aloud, but his words were beyond my expectation: "Then I will trust you for now."
"Really?" I was taken aback for a moment, then smiled, "It's the first time you say you agree with me, I'm so happy!"
"After all, who knows the future, as long as you don't regret your previous choices." His voice was very low, as if he was speaking to himself, but I really heard it.I suddenly felt that I had seen a great hero in its infancy. Although it was an illusion, I was very happy, more because of his approval.
"That's great, I just said that Levi won't be easily defeated. Well, the sun will rise soon, stand up and bask in the sun!" I stood up with a smile, and I was so excited that I wanted to pull him, my hands were under my feet It passed through his arm for a second, and then I retracted my hand in embarrassment and smiled. He ignored my actions and stood up unhurriedly.
Well, this is the normal Levi, the severe clean freak is back, he is in a bad mood, low pressure or something, go to hell.
Dawn breaks, and the first ray of sunlight in the morning breaks through the clouds and spreads to everything.Because of the blocking of the vent, the golden light only shines on the opposite corner for the time being, and a delicate light blue flower blooms on the meadow illuminated by the sun, which is gently swaying in the breeze at this time.
I have lived for more than ten years, and I can bask in the sun almost every day, but at this moment, I feel that the scenery in front of me is too beautiful, so bright that it makes my heart suddenly open. A corner trot away.
When the golden sun shrouds me, I just feel that there is no better time in the world than now-the first ray of morning light after the end of the night.
I turned my head and looked over, opened my eyes and before I could speak, I suddenly saw a young man with slightly widened eyes showing surprise.
"...Hey, what's wrong with your body?" There seemed to be some disbelief in his eyes. I had never seen him like this before, and I subconsciously followed his gaze and lowered my head.
The golden morning light covered me, my body gradually became transparent, and soon my legs melted in the morning light, and I could no longer see them.
"I—" I looked at the hands slowly starting to disappear, and the nervousness in my heart took over, but it was strange that I watched Levi walk up to me and hold out his hand, and my mood was actually calm down.
"It doesn't hurt at all... I think, I'm going back." Whether it's a dream or not, I don't belong here after all.God arranged for me to meet Levi once and get along with him for a period of time. This is not a bad treatment for me, and I should be content.
"I like you the most." I pulled out a smile, and decided to emphasize my original intention at the last moment.
Maybe that girl Molly, she must be very relieved to see Levi before she died, I think I feel the same as her now.
"Levi, I can't bear you..." The voice in my ear became more and more indistinct as my consciousness became blurred. I saw Levi open his mouth to say something to me, but I couldn't hear it.I don't know when my tears fell, and quickly soaked my skirt, "I still like you very much."
"...But, goodbye."
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The sunlight came in from the window, and I raised my head suddenly.The golden light pierced my eyes for a moment, and after I got used to it, it took me a long time to realize that my eyes were astringent and uncomfortable.
I was still sitting in front of my desk, with my hands resting on the textbooks I reviewed last night, and in the corner of the desk were Levi's lifelike handicrafts, but it was already bright outside the window.
"...Is it a dream?" But the boy I met, he has flesh and blood, he will be angry and sad, he is alive.
I clicked on the phone, and Levi's heroic figure was flying in the air, looking unruffled and heroic.And in a certain time and space at this moment, maybe the young Levi I have seen is struggling and sharpening himself in order to survive. In the end, he will definitely be the strongest soldier of mankind and find his own. meaning of life.
"Levi, you are the best." Looking at his back with the Wings of Liberty branded on the screen, I burst into tears before I knew it.
The sun in the sky is brighter and more dazzling, and I will not be the only one looking up at this beautiful scene, right?
--I believe.
The author has something to say:
The heroine's dream is over (╥╯^╰╥)
Everyone should be able to see that Levi's violent beating of the bald man in the article is the part of the comics. After he beat the bald man, Uncle Kenny turned and left him. Mine is also Kenny's sentence "I can't be someone else's parent" before he died.
In fact, I felt that writing this paragraph was very difficult, and I didn't want to change all the plots of the original book, so I wrote it from the perspective of the heroine.
That's all for the dream of the heroine, it's meaningless to write too much, after all, she is a ghost "Hit!
It seems that there is nothing to say, so let’s leave it at that, I guess it will be over in a few chapters, it’s just a guess ╮(╯_╰)╭so?
good night everyone
The onlookers dare not move forward, they just want to avoid causing trouble in vain.And the dead girl was just one of all the dead in the Underground Street, and no one will pity her except that this girl was touched by the heart we knew.
She is only in her teens, the age of a flower, but no matter how beautiful the flower branches are in the underground street, they will eventually wither, because there is no room for flowers here.
"Levi..." There was obvious tremor in my voice, at this moment I just wanted to see Levi's reaction, I don't know what he would think, would he be sad?
The boy buried his head, his slightly long black hair covered half of his face, I couldn't see his expression clearly.His back is particularly thin in the crowd, and I can see his thin shoulders trembling slightly.
He clenched the dagger tightly in his hand, and the bald man lying on the ground screaming gave an order, and everyone copied the guy and rushed over Molly's slender body with messy steps.
Levi was submerged in the crowd, and I saw a slightly sullen look on his suddenly raised face, a violent luster appeared in his gray-blue eyes, his dagger deftly blocked the enemy's machete, the sharp edge During the deflection, the dagger sank deeply into the opponent's flesh, and blood overflowed from the knife edge in the next second.
The stick hit him mercilessly on his back, and the corners of his lips showed blood, but he parried without flinching, and stepped on each other one by one, his eyes sharp as arrows.
"Levi, Levi! Don't hit me anymore... Fuck me, don't hit me!" I can't do anything, I can only watch Levi fight the crowd, watch him being beaten again and again I fell down but stood up with a cold face. The onlookers were indifferent to this, and I yelled at the people who couldn't see me, "—what do you think, you should think of a way, hurry up and call the police... Bah, hurry up Call the gendarme!"
No one paid any attention to me, I gritted my teeth and cursed the bald man who was sitting on the ground laughing proudly over and over again, while eagerly looking for a way to turn the situation around.
Levi threw everyone to the ground without hesitation. He stood up with a gloomy expression, his fair and clean face was stained with blood, and his coat slipped off due to the battle.
——What, what's going on?He killed those who fell on the ground alone?So with so much blood on his body, he won't be injured, right?
I watched in amazement as Levi walked towards the bald man who fell on the ground step by step, he grabbed his collar and pulled the bald man up abruptly, then he raised his hand without hesitation and punched every time A fist landed on the bald man's face accompanied by a hoarse scream.
In the backlight of the crowd, a tall man stood at some point, different from the ragged onlookers, he was wearing a light-colored overcoat and a top hat of the same color to cover his black hair, and he looked clean and tidy , seemed too out of place with the ruined and dirty scene around him. At this moment, he looked at everything on the scene with no expression.
It didn't take long for me to remember that this was the man Levi called "Kenny."
——He...why is he here, is he following Levi again?He should have seen what happened just now, right?Why didn't Levi come out to help when he was under attack?Isn't he Levi's teacher?
I opened my mouth to remind Levi, but when I turned around, I saw a boy with half of his cheek stained with blood, his eyes looked at Kenny in the crowd under the backlight without joy or sadness, but the man pursed his lips, Finally turned and left.
"Ah, the gendarme is here, let's go!" Not far away came the sound of guns being pulled off the safety latch, accompanied by the sound of messy footsteps, and the crowd dispersed.
Levi looked at the retreating figure, his hand holding the knife tightened for an instant, and finally loosened slightly.
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Levi didn't look at Molly's body, he turned around and left, it was enough for the military police to deal with the matter behind him.I also knew that taking Molly's body away would be of no use, after all, the girl was really dead.
At this moment, none of us spoke, he walked ahead by himself, a plain white towel hastily wiped off the half-dried blood on his face, Levi quietly put the coat that had slipped off on his shoulders again.
He left the noisy and sewage-filled residential area, and there was a disgusting musty smell in the air, even I could smell it, let alone Levi who had lived here since birth.
It's not that he can't smell it, but he's used to it, to the long dark night without sunlight, to the rotten corpses in the streets and alleys, to how to live hard in the struggle... Maybe the people here have their own views on death, to die Just die, and when you die, you cease to exist.If you don't want to be wiped out of existence by this world, you can only use all means to survive, even at the expense of eliminating aliens and harming your own kind.
I can't imagine why Levi will stand out from the thousands of underground street residents in the future, go out openly, and become a hero who lives in the light and sunshine that everyone is looking forward to.
If I were a person of this era, if I had lived in the underground street from the beginning, people with low abilities like me might have been buried long ago, and died as helplessly as Molly, right?
Natural selection, survival of the fittest.
This sentence is extremely applicable no matter in which era, the difference is the social environment and competition methods.
I silently followed behind him, I don't know how long after walking, Levi suddenly stopped.
"...Levi, what are you?" I looked at him inexplicably, but he ignored me, just retracted the dagger into the scabbard, and then quickly took a few steps forward, lifted his feet up the slope and flipped nimbly past.
I vaguely heard the wind and grass above my head, as well as the unique chirping of insects and birds in summer.However, the land under his feet did not seem to have the previous dirty and muddy sewage, and even a few clumps of inconspicuous emerald green meadows grew on both sides of the dirt road.
Looking around, there are no residential buildings nearby, only undulating yellow-brown soil slopes, but what interests me is that there are obviously no buildings here that can be inlaid with glowing ore, but the light here is even brighter than other places in the underground street.
I quickly noticed where the light source was—the top of my head, but the scene I saw in front of me was beyond my expectation. It was not some luminous ore inlaid together, but a hole with a radius of about ten feet, and the edge of the hole was covered with The green grass is green, but the scenery outside the cave is a light-colored night scattered with stars.And the silver brilliance reflected by the sky fell from the top of the head and coated the scenery below the cave entrance with a faint brilliance. Although it was not enough to illuminate the dark corners, it was no problem to see the surrounding roads clearly.
I thought about it carefully. If I remember correctly, this should be the huge vent for Levi and his two partners to release the lost birds in the future.
How did Levi come here, shouldn't he go back to the hut to wash off the blood and stains on his body?
I watched him find a piece of clean grass to lie down on, and then closed his eyes slightly, as if he didn't care whether there was dirt or insects in the meadow.At this time, the refreshing night wind slowly poured in from the vent, gently blowing his soft black hair.
I think, no matter how hard he suppressed all expressions on his face, his heart is also very depressed, right?After all, he cared so much about Molly before, although death is definitely not a good thing for Molly.
But if Kenny, who has been secretly spying on this matter before, is willing to help, maybe Molly won't die, but nothing if.When Kenny turned around, I saw an emotional change in Levi's eyes. It was a feeling of incomprehension and complaint. After the man disappeared into the dark alley, Levi's eyes finally returned to Dead silence.
I think at that moment Levi's mood should be as lonely as a candle extinguished. He said that Kenny was his teacher, and he should also be very eager to get Kenny's help when he was outnumbered.
And I can't do anything, and I don't know how to speak. Now I can only sit quietly and look at him, silent.
At this time, I can't say things like "Let me lend you my shoulder", and I really want to give him a try of the method of listening to music that can relieve depressed emotions, but it's a pity that I am born with tone deafness.
"Well, Levi, are your wounds okay?" In the end, I planned to bring back a more normal topic in an attempt to break the weight of the silence, but Levi didn't even lift his eyelids, and just said something coldly : "Can't die."
I knew he couldn't fall asleep, he just closed his eyes and took a nap, after all he had slept for five or six hours not long ago.And the world outside the vent is about to usher in a new dawn, and soon the people on the ground will follow the law of sunrise and work to get up and start a new day of life.
I haven't really seen the outside world yet. If I have the chance, I should go out and see it.But I am a spirit-like existence. No one can see me except Levi. Even if I go out one day, there is no meaning in this world. The sad thing is that I don’t even know how I came here , How will you leave here in the future.
Or is it all just a dream?After waking up, everything in front of you will disappear?
If this is not a dream, I definitely don't want to be a spirit body. I can't truly experience the complexity of the world.
And Levi and I, even if we can know each other's existence, there will never be any real intersection.
"Levi, don't sleep, it's going to be dawn, isn't it?" I looked at the world outside the vent, the sky was no longer as bottomless as the light black at midnight, but gradually clear and transparent like light blue glass.The edge of the hole can be likened to the horizon, the blurred outline is scattered with a touch or two of reddish or lavender color, and the white stars of the sky are gradually hazy.Looking at this posture, the sun will rise in the east soon, and everything will wake up.
"Get up and bask in the sun, the bones will absorb calcium better and help you grow taller." I showed a sly smile, thinking desperately of his actual height many years later - 1.6 meters, which is for a man It's not an ideal height, although his back is shrouded in heroic brilliance and always looks majestic and tall.
"Well, you are only 16 years old, you still have a chance, don't give up on yourself." I nodded in agreement, completely ignoring his darkening face.
He suddenly opened his gray-blue eyes, and frowned slightly. If he could, I think he would kick me.
"Hahahaha, beat me up!" I laughed out loud like a fool.
"It's so annoying." He sat up suddenly, perhaps because of his youth, his gray-blue eyes staring at me were not as long and narrow as they were many years later.I saw him raising his hand and scratching the hair with two blades of grass irritatedly. With the other hand, he supported the grass behind him, "If you make any more noise, get the hell out of here."
"——Why are you so fierce, be careful that no woman will want you in the future!" I suppressed a smile and brushed my bangs, and then patted my chest boldly, "But don't worry, I don't despise you, I assure you I will marry you home in a splendid manner hahahaha!"
"Can you be more shameless?" He gritted his teeth and stared at me, his face once again as dark as the bottom of a pot.
"I'm serious." I looked into his eyes without fear, then bent my lips, and said seriously, "Levi, if one day you and I really exist in a world, I will I will spare no effort to pursue you." Well, a beautiful marriage!
He looked stunned for a moment, and gradually let go of his clenched fist: "Tsk."
"Oh, so you agreed?" Seeing that he didn't deny it, I was so excited that I almost jumped up.
"When did you hear that I agreed to something stupid?" His eyes darkened, "...you should know what you look like now, almost no one can see you, do you understand who you are?"
Yes, I don't exist, the real me is not real in this world.
"I should be...a ghost." Levi's sharp words seemed to have poured cold water on me. I was startled, and then I pursed my lips and smiled bitterly: "But I'm not dead, Levi, you and I Frankly speaking, I come from another world, and I came here inexplicably one night." I planned not to say these words unless he asked me, after all, whether he believed it or not was another matter.Besides, I have known him for more than a week, and he has never asked my name.
In fact, my foreign language is not very good. It just so happens that my name is a rare word that my mother pretended to find. It is impossible to translate it with my current foreign language level. Levi never asks, usually It's nothing more than "Hello" and "You". Over time, I also got used to the days without a name.
"Forget it, let's not talk about this, I feel so heartbroken that you are so incomprehensible." I shook my head helplessly and imitated his appearance with both hands behind my back, then slightly raised my head and looked up at the sky. How long will it take before the last darkness in the sky is about to dissipate, and the sky near the horizon in the east is filled with more morning light.
Light purple crimson, or gold, mixed together like exquisite oil painting colors, the five colors are extremely colorful and gorgeous.
"The sunrise at sea level would be more beautiful." I muttered to myself, "Levi, haven't you thought about leaving the underground street to live on the ground?" After a pause, I turned my head and looked at his side Face.
Levi also looked up at the sky, he pursed his lips, and it took a long time before he said quietly: "The way people get along with each other is the same, if you don't fight to the death, you have no chance of living. After entering the underground street, what is the difference between the life above and here?"
"Your thinking can't always develop in a bad direction." I frowned, and was about to reach out to pat him on the shoulder, but I stopped quickly, so I said to him in an earnest and tireless tone, "It's different, there is sunshine on the ground. , promote the absorption of calcium and you can grow taller quickly."
Seeing the veins on his forehead jumping violently, I quickly smirked and waved my hands: "No, no, not just this - I mean the ground is definitely better than the underground street, you will want to go out and have a look, and you will go out. Besides, You can’t just see the dark side of society, life also has a good meaning, but this meaning can’t be found by hiding in an underground street all your life.” As I said before, I don’t want to tell him some things in advance, I’m afraid he will know Then he wasn't who he used to be.
"The comfortable topic of finding the meaning of life must first be based on the premise of eating well and sleeping well?" He nodded slightly, as if unwilling to agree with me, "In such a dirty place where death may occur at any time, who would There is extra leisure to think about whether it is good or not.”
"I know, but I have always believed that the future is beautiful, and I have believed in it for more than ten years." I smiled and began to recall the scenes from childhood to adulthood, and the expectations placed on me by my grandparents touching my head And blessings, "I was born in a very ordinary family, and I occasionally feel anxious about livelihood issues. But in our world, only reading can change destiny. Maybe some people are not, but the general trend of society is the same."
"My parents don't seem to like me. Maybe I'm a girl. They think that girls have to marry, and studying is a waste of money. They want me to go out to work early."
"But I want to study. Reading is not only to make money and improve the quality of life in the future, but also to sublimate myself and see things more broadly. I think that kind of life will be more fun... Well, although I don't like reading either, Because I'm tired."
"However, the process of achieving the goal does not seem to be beautiful, but if you persevere, you will always wait until that day." I hope that I will be as brilliant as Captain Levi, then my parents will definitely look at me with admiration, "So Levi Will, I have always insisted on my ideal. Although I have self-knowledge, I am just a person with ordinary ability. But I know that you are different. You are better than me and other people, so you can do better and also You can definitely walk out of the underground street and live in the sun openly, the suffering in front of you is nothing, as long as you are willing, just grit your teeth and pass."
——Maybe there is endless darkness before our eyes, but who knows the future?I used to take his strength for granted, but later I realized that behind every glory is full of sadness.But look, how brave he is, how he came out of the darkness with his own ability, he is my pillar and example.In my heart, he is the most amazing.
Levi, that person must be you.
The boy's gray-blue eyes did not show any emotional ups and downs, and were as quiet as ever. I thought he would refute aloud, but his words were beyond my expectation: "Then I will trust you for now."
"Really?" I was taken aback for a moment, then smiled, "It's the first time you say you agree with me, I'm so happy!"
"After all, who knows the future, as long as you don't regret your previous choices." His voice was very low, as if he was speaking to himself, but I really heard it.I suddenly felt that I had seen a great hero in its infancy. Although it was an illusion, I was very happy, more because of his approval.
"That's great, I just said that Levi won't be easily defeated. Well, the sun will rise soon, stand up and bask in the sun!" I stood up with a smile, and I was so excited that I wanted to pull him, my hands were under my feet It passed through his arm for a second, and then I retracted my hand in embarrassment and smiled. He ignored my actions and stood up unhurriedly.
Well, this is the normal Levi, the severe clean freak is back, he is in a bad mood, low pressure or something, go to hell.
Dawn breaks, and the first ray of sunlight in the morning breaks through the clouds and spreads to everything.Because of the blocking of the vent, the golden light only shines on the opposite corner for the time being, and a delicate light blue flower blooms on the meadow illuminated by the sun, which is gently swaying in the breeze at this time.
I have lived for more than ten years, and I can bask in the sun almost every day, but at this moment, I feel that the scenery in front of me is too beautiful, so bright that it makes my heart suddenly open. A corner trot away.
When the golden sun shrouds me, I just feel that there is no better time in the world than now-the first ray of morning light after the end of the night.
I turned my head and looked over, opened my eyes and before I could speak, I suddenly saw a young man with slightly widened eyes showing surprise.
"...Hey, what's wrong with your body?" There seemed to be some disbelief in his eyes. I had never seen him like this before, and I subconsciously followed his gaze and lowered my head.
The golden morning light covered me, my body gradually became transparent, and soon my legs melted in the morning light, and I could no longer see them.
"I—" I looked at the hands slowly starting to disappear, and the nervousness in my heart took over, but it was strange that I watched Levi walk up to me and hold out his hand, and my mood was actually calm down.
"It doesn't hurt at all... I think, I'm going back." Whether it's a dream or not, I don't belong here after all.God arranged for me to meet Levi once and get along with him for a period of time. This is not a bad treatment for me, and I should be content.
"I like you the most." I pulled out a smile, and decided to emphasize my original intention at the last moment.
Maybe that girl Molly, she must be very relieved to see Levi before she died, I think I feel the same as her now.
"Levi, I can't bear you..." The voice in my ear became more and more indistinct as my consciousness became blurred. I saw Levi open his mouth to say something to me, but I couldn't hear it.I don't know when my tears fell, and quickly soaked my skirt, "I still like you very much."
"...But, goodbye."
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The sunlight came in from the window, and I raised my head suddenly.The golden light pierced my eyes for a moment, and after I got used to it, it took me a long time to realize that my eyes were astringent and uncomfortable.
I was still sitting in front of my desk, with my hands resting on the textbooks I reviewed last night, and in the corner of the desk were Levi's lifelike handicrafts, but it was already bright outside the window.
"...Is it a dream?" But the boy I met, he has flesh and blood, he will be angry and sad, he is alive.
I clicked on the phone, and Levi's heroic figure was flying in the air, looking unruffled and heroic.And in a certain time and space at this moment, maybe the young Levi I have seen is struggling and sharpening himself in order to survive. In the end, he will definitely be the strongest soldier of mankind and find his own. meaning of life.
"Levi, you are the best." Looking at his back with the Wings of Liberty branded on the screen, I burst into tears before I knew it.
The sun in the sky is brighter and more dazzling, and I will not be the only one looking up at this beautiful scene, right?
--I believe.
The author has something to say:
The heroine's dream is over (╥╯^╰╥)
Everyone should be able to see that Levi's violent beating of the bald man in the article is the part of the comics. After he beat the bald man, Uncle Kenny turned and left him. Mine is also Kenny's sentence "I can't be someone else's parent" before he died.
In fact, I felt that writing this paragraph was very difficult, and I didn't want to change all the plots of the original book, so I wrote it from the perspective of the heroine.
That's all for the dream of the heroine, it's meaningless to write too much, after all, she is a ghost "Hit!
It seems that there is nothing to say, so let’s leave it at that, I guess it will be over in a few chapters, it’s just a guess ╮(╯_╰)╭so?
good night everyone
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