"Levi bg" has a three-inch heart, you are faith

It's finally over, huh, so I haven't reached the 2016-word novel, and I have been writing it for two years and eight months.It has taken more than two years since I conceived the prototype of this story in my mind in February 2, and now it is truly completed. For me, who is in the late stage of lazy cancer, this is also my first officially completed novel...a lot of emotion , I really want to vomit them all here.

First of all, I would like to thank my friends who have been watching until the end. Writing is a lonely thing. Even if you love deeply, you will inevitably be lonely, but with you, you will support me to the end. Let me know that there are still people who are willing to watch me The story, or someone looking forward to it.I am really happy to have you, Levi, and Evelyn to accompany me through a time of trembling in my life.thank you all!

Speaking of the time when I conceived this article, I liked Levi very much at that time, and I even wanted to time travel to meet him crazily. After thinking about it, the frame of this time travel came out, and I couldn’t wait to write a A novel to fulfill my wish, to meet Levi.So when I started writing, I had to set a heroine.After much deliberation, I finally settled on the key word - down-to-earth. I think that in reality, there are many girls who are ordinary, but they still work hard for life, love Levi equally, and hope to see him. can accompany him.Thinking back to Levi's lonely childhood, I feel very distressed, and I desperately want a girl to relieve him.And this girl doesn't need to be super handsome or powerful, as long as she can laugh, open up, and make noise (cover her face).

Thus, Evelyn was born. She is a bit of a dick, heartless, selfish and indifferent on the surface, but actually she is enthusiastic, cheerful and looking forward to the future.She has her own ideals, takes Levi as her idol, pursues him unscrupulously, and simply likes him.I think this pure emotion should make Levi feel better.And Evelyn's heart with Levi as her spiritual support, and her pursuit of ideals without giving up are actually the common wishes of many girls. This can be regarded as conforming to the title of "Three inches of heart, you are faith".

In reality, Evelyn is actually unhappy, and even silent in hardship.This kind of pain of not being favored by her parents can be said to be a cocoon, but because she cares about them, she will persevere and hope to prove herself one day.In fact, the setting of this part of Evelyn comes from myself.

One day during the summer vacation four years ago, because I had no choice but to study in a technical secondary school, my father mocked me, pointed at my nose and said to my brother, "Your sister is useless if she can't go to high school." This sentence deeply hurt me.So from then on, I decided to study hard and get into college.Everyone thought I wasn't good enough. In fact, every time they mocked me openly and secretly, they pretended to be stubborn and angry, but when they turned around, I cried terribly.I am in pain and confused, but I don't want to give up.During those three years, I often cried secretly. Every time I finished crying, I comforted myself that I would definitely be able to, and I would definitely be able to pass the university entrance exam to prove it to them.Fortunately, with the support of my mother, I finally got admitted to university, and I am just a sophomore now.Although it is a specialist, I also asked for an identity that was not favored.

Recalling that some relatives were blessing me on the day of the college entrance examination, and then my dad actually let me take the exam well, I was really super happy, and I performed well.At that time, I felt that my dad would never look down on me again, and I was no longer the kind of person he despised.However, after I got the admission letter and I am studying now, whenever I mentioned my school, my dad would still mock me as before, "Don't mention it, this kind of rubbish school, a waste of money".At this moment, I really lost my heart. I no longer want to prove to him as urgently as before, and want his praise and recognition, so I am not as painful as before.But this doesn't mean I give up. I'm preparing for my third year junior college, for my own future, and for my mother who has been protecting me.

I'm sorry to say so many irrelevant things, but I still can't help crying when I think about it.I think my dad still loves me, at least he cares about my safety, and leaves me a lot of delicious food every time before going home...but he is a face-saving man, and he can't accept that others know that his daughter is a technical school student, college student, right? .In my dad's eyes, Tsinghua University and Peking University's top ten schools can satisfy him.But I will work hard and try to do it, but I want to let go, and I can't care too much or be too sad like I used to do in those three years.

After all, I am nothing, at least I have a mother who supports me strongly, she can enlighten me and give me confidence and strength.But Evelyn was much worse than me. She worked so hard and did better than me. In the end, she suffered that kind of blow. So in desperation, she chose to commit suicide by jumping off a building, and the story that followed.

When traveling in a dream, in Evelyn's heart, Levi was her hero and role model.In the young Levi, she seemed to see her own success in the future, so she used this as a motivation to keep chasing and moving forward. This is her belief.After falling to her death and crossing for the second time, Evelyn was heartbroken. She lost her previous motivation and enthusiasm, and was confused by her father's cruelty.But God gave her a chance to live, she didn't choose to understand herself, maybe it was because she knew the pain after dying once, maybe it was because she couldn't bear Levi.But she didn't want to live like a walking dead, and she resisted this kind of self in her heart.But her heart was ashamed, and reality told her what despair and cruelty are, so Levi at this time is her everything, and it is the driving force for her to move on when she is alive again.

And Levi was immersed in the darkness of the underground street world since he was a child. Many beautiful wishes in the world are extravagant hopes for him. He lives in the blood every day and is numb, but because of the appearance of those important people in his life, he has Feelings, learned to look forward to and yearn for.When he was young, his mother depended on him for life. After his mother died, Uncle Kenny taught him the skills of survival, and Kenny, who was also a teacher and father, made him feel that he had something to rely on.But Kenny's departure in an instant extinguished his ignited hope again, and he who was originally taciturn became even more sullen.But at this time, I hope that the appearance of Evelyn can make him less desperate, and I hope that Evelyn can accompany Levi for a walk instead of us, even if it's just for fun.

I really really hope that this is true, I hope that the boy who is isolated by everyone can also know that there are still people who like him so much, and will never change until death.It has nothing to do with love, but just the companionship of sympathy and the warm friendship like spring.

It's coming to an end. It took me a long time to write this novel, and I wrote a lot of outlines. It also took a lot of brain power, but I am very happy in the process.But my writing and logic still have many deficiencies, and it may be horrible.So please help point out any shortcomings, thank you very much!Then I went through the college entrance examination in the past two years, and my mother was hospitalized twice (my mother is very good now and can scold me 233333 every day), so I stopped updating for a long time, and I am sorry for the delay!

Then when I am free, I will find time to make up for the episode, and explain the follow-up~

In the end, I really hope that someone will give me a long comment. Is there anyone willing to grant me this request? (˙▽˙)

Here, I bow to everyone, I wish you all the best, and your family is healthy——

I would like to dedicate this article to you who love Levi deeply, Thanks for your watching!

-June 2019, 3