100 romances

"Let's break up." In front of the huge double-decker carousel, I thought I was handsome and threw the Coke bottle into the trash can, and left without looking back.It's not that I'm so unfeeling, but that I can't turn back. If I turn back, my five words that I have practiced countless times will be in vain.

Zhu Zhengting and I met when we were in the sophomore class of high school. Coincidentally, we were assigned to the same table by the head teacher.We sat in the third row by the window.The scenery here is just right, you can see the students who are taking physical education downstairs, and you can kill the physics class that you can't listen to at all.

"What are you looking at?" Zhu Zhengting couldn't help asking me when he saw me always looking downstairs on the first day we became tablemates.

"No...it's nothing, just take a look." My response was as casual as sending off Watsons' shopping guide.

"I'll take a look too!!" Zhu Zhengting leaned closer to me, his body following the 360° of the head like a lion dance.

"Hey hey!! Stay away from me" I shrank in the corner, resisting the approaching distance with my notebook. "Sorry, I don't like physical contact with strangers."

"Ah?" Zhu Zhengting exclaimed loudly, and then the patrol teacher at the door knocked on the door to warn him.The monitor knocked on the table to signal us to study quietly.

"Why?" Zhu Zhengting asked me in a low voice.

"If you don't like it, you don't like it. Why are there so many?" I picked up the notebook and poked him away.

Zhu Zhengting took the notebook and poked my collarbone with his finger.

The sudden touch made me gasp. "Are you courting death?" I glared at the other party viciously.

"Will it be annoying?" Zhu Zhengting asked me, blinking his big eyes.

I think back to the touch just now, the feeling of being caught off guard, and I haven't waited to figure it out.Zhu Zhengting got up and pulled up the curtains, the open hem of the school uniform brushed my cheek gently and itchy.

"It's a bit sunburnt, so I'll close the gauze curtain." Looking up at Zhu Zhengting, I don't know if it's the sunshine or what, but I always feel like an angel descending from the mortal world, full of beauty.Zhu Zhengting looked down at me. "There's something on your face" then sat down and stretched out his hand gradually close to my face.I shrank back subconsciously, the speed of shrinking obviously couldn't keep up with the speed of extending my hand. "Ah, it's a spot of light." Zhu Zhengting nodded my forehead. "Haha, I thought it was rubber dust hahahaha"

In fact, I don't really hate it. After the cheek felt the temperature from Zhu Zhengting, it seemed to gradually accept the touch brought by this tablemate. The traitor, the cheek, turned out to be the first to betray.

Later, Zhu Zhengting started his various skinships, probably because of his ignorance and ignorance in high school, and he didn't know what love is, anyway, we are together.

"Zhengzheng, when will you go to the training camp?" We, both art candidates, naturally had to face our first parting.

"At the beginning of next month." Zhu Zhengting pushed his bicycle on the path covered with red bricks.Walking every day is like walking a red carpet "What about you?"

"Middle of next month." I tilted my head.

"That's where I go first~" Zhu Zhengting turned around and scratched the bridge of my nose, "Will you miss me?"

"Of course." I wrinkled my nose. "The little girls who learn to dance are pretty. Don't take another look at other girls."

"I will never look at other girls except Li Chenxi." Zhu Zhengting raised his hand to swear in a silly and serious way, which made me laugh for a while. "Xixi, wait a minute, you have something here." Zhu Zhengting put down his hands and looked at me seriously.

"Huh?" I stretched out my hand to rub it.

"Don't move." After hearing this, I put down my hand and stopped all movements.

I obediently stood under the street lamp, motionless, waiting for Zhu Zhengting to pick something off my face.

Zhu Zhengting got closer and closer.My arms wrapped around my waist, my lips suddenly came back up, and the taste of peaches gradually lingered in my mouth.I resisted and pushed Zhu Zhengting's chest, but the other hand cut the blocking hand behind my back. Is this the so-called boyfriend power?I opened my eyes to see Zhu Zhengting's curly eyelashes trembling slightly.

"I won't look at other girls." Zhu Zhengting said when he let go of me, "I only like Li Chenxi."

"Okay, okay, I see." I felt my ears were burning.I waved my hand to signal him to stop talking.

"What should I do? Li Chenxi! This is my first kiss, you have to be responsible to me!" Zhu Zhengting yelled from the side.

"Keep your voice down!" I covered Zhu Zhengting's mouth. "I'm afraid others won't know if it's true. This is still my first kiss!" I stepped on my feet and looked at him.

"Ah! Zhu Zhengting, are you a pervert?" Zhu Zhengting lightly touched my hand covering my mouth.

Zhu Zhengting applied to many schools during the art exam, but the most energy was to prepare for the exam. I still remember that Zhu Zhengting stood on the podium during the class meeting and said firmly that I, Zhu Zhengting, would definitely pass the exam.

"Xixi, I think I did well in the exam today." When I received Zhu Zhengting's call, I had just finished crying because I failed the exam.

"En" I asked "Is it cold?" Zhu Zhengting's voice brought me back to reality.

"It's super cold, and I'm shivering." Zhu Zhengting's trembling voice was heard from me as he said his upper and lower teeth.

"Pay attention to your body~ Spring is here, we will meet again." I held the phone and smiled faintly.

"En! Looking forward to your boyfriend's triumphant return~" Zhu Zhengting said with a confident tone.

"Huh?" I asked back, I seemed to hear Zhengzheng calling me.

"Huh?" The other side imitated my tone

"It's all right. My hands are a little cold, I'm hanging up, come on!" I hung up the phone in a hurry.I didn’t do well in the exam of the Conservatory of Music today, and my auditory hallucinations have become more and more serious recently. The auditory hallucinations have seriously affected my sleep and professionalism. In the solfeggio and ear training exam room, I found that I couldn’t hear the pitch because of the illness. .I held the pen in my hand and tried to confirm the sound I heard, not the hallucinated music.

In the end, I failed. When I came out of the examination room, I cried a lot. This is a music school I have been looking forward to since high school.For the major of this college, I worked hard.

"Xixi, I got the notice to be in the show!!!" Zhu Zhengting suddenly ran over from a long way to school one day, picked me up and circled me several times.

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaerys" I flew around Zhu Zhengting's arms a few times. "I knew we could do it."

"Is my brother handsome?" Zhu Zhengting raised his neck.

"handsome!"

"You have to call me brother!" Zhu Zhengting pinched my face.

"I don't want it!" I pinched my waist and refused.

"Then what do you want to be called? I don't mind being called my husband~" Zhu Zhengting took out a Chupa Pearl lollipop and dangled it in front of my eyes.

"Ah, my pearl beads." I reached out to grab the candy in his hand.

"Your favorite flavor of cola~ You can only call it your husband, if you don't, hehe." Zhu Zhengting swallowed the lollipop in one gulp.

"I..." I held my mouth and rolled my eyes.

"I want to eat~" Zhu Zhengting began to tear off the candy wrapper.

"Husband!!! Husband!!!!" Calling her husband will not lose the skin, but not calling her will lose the cola-flavored Chupa Pearl.

"Here you, you, you" Zhu Zhengting peeled off the candy wrapper for me contentedly, and fed it to me.

The auditory hallucinations did not get better after the school exam season, but intensified.There are some inexplicable music in my ears from time to time, which disturbs me.

Before school started, I asked Zhu Zhengting to go to the playground.Played all the projects we had agreed upon.We took selfies on the merry-go-round, screamed in the passing car, ran with me in the haunted house, and yelled and laughed wildly in the front row while watching the float show.In the end, I broke up with Zhu Zhengting.

"Shall we break up?" On the wooden chair in front of the double-decker carousel, I announced to Zhu Zhengting who was holding my hand and saying happy just a second ago.

"What are you talking about?" Zhu Zhengting pinched my face.

"I said break up hands" I seriously knocked off Zhu Zhengting's hand.

"Did I do something wrong?" Zhu Zhengting fiddled with his fingers, at a loss.

"I used to like drinking Coke very much." I told him while holding the paper cup of Coke. "And I think I will always like to drink Coke, but I don't know why one day, I don't like to drink Coke." I took a sip of Coke. "That's weird, why? Coke is right." Then I put the Coke aside. "But, I'm not wrong either."

Zhu Zhengting didn't look up for a long time.I threw the coke into the trash can next to it and left.

I blocked all the contact information of Zhu Zhengting and the information of mutual friends, and repeatedly warned a few good friends around me not to tell him my new number.

I am no longer my original self, and this kind of self can no longer stand side by side with Zhu Zhengting, who has just begun in the future, so why should he worry about it?

During the holiday after the college entrance examination, I cooperated with the doctor for treatment every day. No matter how I cooperated, I still often felt that my phone was vibrating in my bag.That's it, I thought.

I know from Zhen Yu that she is becoming No.1 in the dance department of STA, she is very good and motivated.When Zhen Yu sent me the repertoire for the final exam, I was holding the guitar and boarded the taxi. The winter in the south is very cold, and I breathed out a very cold air. I quickly got into the car and gave the driver the address of the AK Bar.

Later, I went to one of the three colleges and chose a lukewarm major based on my grades in cultural courses. I didn't like class very much. Occasionally, I went to the AK bar to sing at night, and all I sang were songs from Zhu Zhengting's mp3.Because they don't accept song requests, they attract some fans who often come to the bar to listen to songs.

Later I heard that Zhu Zhengting went to South Korea to become a trainee, and that appearance of being an idol is simply a loss for the idol market.

When I was in my senior year, I heard that Zhu Zhengting had returned to China and participated in domestic talent show variety shows. The day he made his debut was the day I planned to leave my job at the ak bar.

A few days before the end of the month, the director called me and asked if I could sing a song at the graduation party.I said yes.

Hastily bought a ticket on the 30th and flew back to Hangzhou.There are several times more people at the airport than usual.Looking at the girls full of people, and after a scream, the team moved quickly and compactly like a spring festival. I was full of curiosity standing on the escalator with a backpack on my back.

"Zhu Zhengting!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" I saw Zhu Zhengting strenuously walking forward from the crowd. I can't see his expression even with the mask on, but I feel that he is a few times more handsome.

It was only later that I learned that his debut group had a meet and greet here, and the time was the time of our graduation party.

I am standing at the graduation party now, and I miss Zhu Zhengting very much.

Zhengzheng, are you also standing on the stage now, I don’t have the colorful and large crowds in your audience, all I can see now is the waving light of the flashlight that comes with the phone, not much, but it’s really beautiful.

The song "If You Love Me" was temporarily replaced on a certain afternoon, which belonged to the month of the college entrance examination. Zhu Zhengting carefully inserted the mp3 earphones into my ears.Tell me, "Listen, I really like this song. I will sing it to you after I practice."

The author has something to say:

This is a first-person perspective, can you accept it, ladies and gentlemen?

Then the first abuse attempt.

The inspiration this time is that I am a little sad today, and then I will be even more sad after listening to Zhengzheng's "If You Love Me".It's really good, I've been looping the single for one afternoon and one night.I just listened to this song and wrote this article!

Also, a little angel mentioned a surname to me yesterday. After I figured it out, I found that I still couldn't make up the name.I still kindly ask my little sister to provide me with some names.The name is useless.

When working, sometimes not everyone is really happy, but when writing, it is always a happy time.I hope my article can inspire you.

Or the ladies and sisters of Dachang can recommend some trainees and let me write first.

And you really don't intend to praise me?The number of words in each of my articles is increasing!